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Near the end of get off work, an unfamiliar number appeared on Kang Lin's phone.

There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and he pressed the answer button.

This string of numbers only appeared on his profile, but never on his phone.

now----

Could it be that even God can't see it, and it's time to give them an explanation.

Arriving at the appointed place, Kang Lin ordered a cup of hot coffee, looked up at the man who was opposite, "Shen Xu."

Shen Xu's face was extremely solemn, and he said straight to the point: "Where is Wan Chen?"

Kang Lin raised the corners of his mouth thoughtfully, and asked in a gentle tone, "Why do you want to see Wan Chen?"

Except for a number and a name, Ke Qiwei couldn't ask any more information.

He said that he would not tell him personally what and how much Wan Chen had done for him.He couldn't say these words in his life.

If you still have a conscience and really want to know, go to Kang Lin!

It wasn't until he saw Kang Lin that Shen Xu remembered that they had met two years ago.

At that time, I can't remember what he said, it seems to be related to Wan Chen.

What Shen Xu can be sure of is that this person must know about Wan Chen.

Shen Xu: "Is he still alive?"

Kang Lin smiled, "Well, he's still alive."

The heart that had been tense all this time finally fell to the ground, and Shen Xu sat slumped in the chair.

For the past two weeks, he hadn't had a good night's sleep. It was like a sledgehammer was beating in his mind from time to time, which made him have a splitting headache.

Finally, someone told him in a neutral tone that Wan Chen was still alive.

For him, this is the best news.

Alive is enough.

Shen Xu also laughed, silently as if he was relieved.

There was soft music playing in the cafe, exquisite small objects were placed on the small square table, and two cups of steaming coffee exuded a rich aroma.

Kang Lin: "Shen Xu, do you want to see him?"

Shen Xu slowly raised his eyes, and the person in front of him had a kind smile on his face.

"I don't know if I should see him. Maybe he doesn't want to see me. If that's the case... I just need to know that he's doing well, that's fine."

Kang Lin: "He wants to see you, although not now, but one day, he will go to see you. This is also the reason why he persists."

Shen Xu lowered his head and asked softly, "Is he alright?"

Kang Lin: "He's recovering pretty well. The most difficult time has passed. Now he is getting better every day."

"Recovery?" Kang Lin's words made Shen Xu feel very uncomfortable, and Lao Liu's words rang in his mind, "He...he was in Ping County, during the earthquake——"

Kang Lin nodded, "It seems that you already know."

Shen Xu looked out of the window with a lonely look. For more than half a month, he had already silently accepted this fact in his heart.

Kang Lin's words confirmed this guess, Wan Chen...

It's really Wanchen.

He was so stupid, he hadn't seen Wan Chen for nearly two years, he only learned about him from Aunt Li and Uncle Wan's words, but he never doubted him.

Shen Xu took a deep breath, as if he couldn't get out the pent-up air in his heart, he looked at the man with pleading eyes, "Ke Qiwei said, I ruined Wan Chen's life, but he refused to tell me what happened He only asked me to come to you, Mr. Kang, please tell me everything you know, exactly."

Kang Lin smiled, as if relieved, "Shen Xu, I have been waiting for you for many years. Wan Chen----" sighed regretfully, "Before, I thought there were some things you still didn't know Well, you can live a relaxed and comfortable life. But until--until I saw him with tubes inserted all over his body, dying, I still couldn't trust you, I thought, I was wrong. Shen Xu, I will put my I will tell you everything I know, without missing a single word. As for how you will go in the future, you can decide for yourself!"

That day, Shen Xu returned to the hotel very late.

He wandered aimlessly in S City for a long time, and Kang Lin's words kept ringing in his ears.

Wan Chen's lonely four years in college... Wan Chen's unforgettable first love after drinking... Wan Chen and Wen Xuan... Wan Chen's deal with the Lin family... Wan Chen's life alone in T City... Wan Chen A simple wish...Wan Chen struggling on the death line...Wan Chen...Wan Chen...Wan Chen...

The cigarette butt burned to the finger and fell to the ground.

The cold wind made Shen Xu feel chilly all over, he wanted to go back to the hotel and have a good sleep as if nothing happened, and forget everything the next day.

At this age, after experiencing too many blows and twists and turns, he should be able to take everything lightly.

I feel a little bit guilty in my heart, this is human nature, in the future, if Wan Chen needs it, he will help him with all his money and return his love.

So, just do what you have to do, go back to sleep, and catch the train back to e City tomorrow, there are people who need him more.

He really thought that tomorrow...tomorrow he would forget...

But I didn't expect----

He stayed at the food stall on the side of the road until midnight, and the stall owner urged him several times impatiently, but he just smirked at people holding the wine bottle.

After regaining the alcohol he had been quitting for almost two years, he realized that he really couldn't forget the taste.

He needs something that can paralyze him too much, what he thinks is strong is just thinking.

After being thrown into the street and blown by the cold wind, my mind seemed to be clearer.

He struggled to find his way back to the hotel.

Walk to Huajiang Park, walk across the Xiangshan Bridge, walk through the tall buildings, and come to the small family building behind the plane tree in memory.

There was a faint noise coming from the building, listen carefully, the sound is very familiar.

"Wanchen, I will break off friendship with you from now on. Listen, don't appear in front of the young master in the future. I will hit you every time I see you."

"Humph!"

"What are you two little bastards doing? Shen Xu, have you finished your homework? If you ask me to see your head teacher because of this kind of thing, I will put the sole of your shoe in your mouth!"

"That... that... Wanchen, hurry up and bring your homework!"

"Isn't it a breakup?!"

"Come on, why did you never say no to me?"

Shen Xu grabbed the half-drunk wine bottle, paid a high respect to the small building, and shouted with a smile, "Cheers!"

The wine was poured into the stomach, but the tears in the heart flooded.

He fell by the railing, like a decadent middle-aged uncle, crying and laughing at his frustrated life.

Didn't the surname Wan agree to break up the relationship?Why are you still coming back!It's not enough to kill my parents, but also--and--

How much do I owe you? That's enough! ! !

"Shen Xu, no matter what happened in the past, Wan Chen repaid everything with his life. I hope you can really let go of your worries, Wan Chen, he no longer owes you."

repay?How to repay?Even if you die, can my parents survive?

repay……

When did I say that I want you to pay back!

Career, life, do you think you can get rid of all these things?How ridiculous!

It's better to let me rot in prison than I am now, think I'll appreciate you? !

Since you want to save He Lei, save him!Take two lives, the ending is not the same!

Wan Chen, why do you want me to owe you? !What do I owe you?Why does everyone think I owe you, owe you! ! !

On a December night, the cold wind blew on my body, making it painful.The small tree in front of the building had only bare branches left, and the white moonlight poked its head out from the clouds and sprinkled silver frost on the small table where they often lay down.

Wan Chen stretched out his hand, stroking Shen Xu's familiar facial features through the cold window.

Shen Xu opened the window, Wan Chen cupped his face, and gave him a soft kiss.

"Shen Xu, I love you."

Shen Xu kept that vow in his heart and never deleted it.

Wan Chen, I love you too.

Wanchen, I will always love you.

Shen Xu drank all the wine in the bottle, and smashed the bottle into the trash can next to him.

Haven't those memories disappeared from my heart and mind long ago?

Why do you still remember? !Remember that clearly!

Every word, every emotion and vow in my heart, when I opened my eyes, all those pictures came to my eyes.

No, I really forgot.

What was once thought to be the best time has become a ridiculous irony for a long time.

"Shen Xu, I love you."

He held his head, and the words that the young man Wan Chen said echoed over and over again in his mind.

He laughed wildly, desperately.

like!like!like! ! !

Wan Chen, what were you doing during the long time when I loved you deeply? !

I have a new lover now, his name is He Lei, we plan to go together for the rest of our lives, the one I love is him, it has been him for a long time!

I can't have anything to you, absolutely impossible!

"The hospital issued two critical illness notices, and even his parents had no choice but to give up. When he opened his eyes for the last time, he only said two words in a weak voice. You should understand how important that name is to him. .Shen Xu, you are his only hope of survival."

The warm liquid trickled down to his lips, and he hung his head.

Low sobs rang out in the silent night for a long, long time.

He called Kang Lin early the next morning, and he wanted to see Wan Chen.

The car drove into the rehabilitation hospital in the suburbs, and Shen Xu, led by Kang Lin, walked into the rehabilitation training room in the back building.

Looking in through the glass on the door, there are rows of rehabilitation equipment in the spacious and bright interior.A few people in hospital gowns are undergoing difficult training with the help of medical staff.

Near the left corner, a sweaty man put his hands on the iron railing, trying to move his feet forward.

He walked very slowly, with a painful expression on his face, and he had to stop to catch his breath after taking two steps.

The nurse next to him came forward to wipe his sweat away, and he turned his head with a smile, his lips moved slightly, as if to say thank you.

The nurse said something again, but he just shook his head and continued to move his feet a little bit.

Shen Xu tilted his head, closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

Kang Lin patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, he can still hold on. His will is very firm, stand up early, and walk out of here with both feet."

Shen Xu's emotions were very complicated, unspeakable emotions surged in his chest, he opened his eyes, and in front of him, a man with a crew cut and a somewhat thin figure was still gritted his teeth and insisted on training.

It should be very painful, so painful that he has to close his eyes from time to time and take a rest.

A few years ago, high-spirited men were like a dream.

I don't know if he will remember himself at that time, in suits and leather shoes, standing at the peak of the attention of everyone.

The man finally walked to one end, and the nurse pushed the wheelchair, and he collapsed on the railing, panting heavily.

He smiled, obviously the pain was so painful that tears were about to come out, but at the moment when the sun shone in, he smiled brightly and dazzlingly.

Shen Xu grabbed the doorknob, and Kang Lin's voice sounded behind him.

"Shen Xu, give him some dignity, he is prouder than anyone else. Now is not the time."

Shen Xu's hand rested on the doorknob, and after a long time, he slowly let go.