It is said that first love did not end well [Network Matching]

Shen Mo's senior year has begun.The drumbeat of a life's great melee sounded.College students who have stayed in college for three years are facing another huge turning point when they take the postgraduate entrance examination, apply to go abroad or work.No one will tell you which path to choose is the right one.This is a time of confusion and anticipation.However, Shen Mo's choice was to take the inter-professional postgraduate entrance examination, and Shen Mo began to become a frequent visitor in the all-night postgraduate entrance examination classroom.

After the senior year, there are not a few classes every week - the school seems to deliberately arrange it this way, so that it is convenient for senior students to go out for internships and find jobs as soon as possible.Zhang Nan found him a job near his home with his family. From the beginning of his senior year, he only showed up at school and then went home for an internship. It is said that he may work directly after the internship period is over.Hu Lintao didn't play games much since his junior year, and from the beginning of his senior year, he was running around submitting resumes and looking for jobs. Of the four people in Shen Mo's dormitory, only Shen Mo and Hu Lintao, who was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, were left.

Shen Mo and Hu Lintao started to get up early and go to self-study together, and then went back to the dormitory together at night, repeating the cycle.Hu Lintao has been studying desperately since the last semester of his sophomore year, and Shen Mo started to review from the second semester of his junior year. Shen Mo can't keep up with Hu Lintao's progress, and the courses they review are not the same. So although two people review together, they often sit alone and look at each other.

Yue Hua's job is quite easy, from nine to five, so Yue Hua often buys some breakfast early in the morning and goes to the classroom where Shen Mo is reviewing, delivers breakfast to Shen Mo, chats with Shen Mo, and then goes to work. Then he rushed from the work unit to Shen Mo's school, had dinner with Shen Mo, and then stayed with Shen Mo for a while before leaving.After work, the suit and leather shoes that Yue Hua wears every day is a bit eye-catching when walking on campus, but no one seems to care too much about this social person wandering around in school.

In the cafeteria of University B, Yue Hua asked Shen Mo while slurping his meal, "How do you look? Are you going to sign up? Have you decided where to apply?"

"The situation is not very good... You can take the mock paper to get more than 320... Maybe it's not enough to get a score of Z." Shen Mo took a bite of the meatball and said with a little disappointment, "This meatball is so unpalatable..."

Yue Hua took Shen Mo's meatballs away knowingly: "I'll eat it for you, and you eat my meatballs."

"Yeah." Shen Mo happily ate Yue Hua's braised pork.He Yuehua and Shen Mo have always been not polite.

"By the way, do you still have money in your meal card? I'll help you charge 500 later?" Yue Hua remembered that when Shen Mo swiped his card just now, he saw that the balance on Shen Mo's card seemed to be running low.

"Okay. Just hit 200..."

"Let's go to 500. It won't take a few days to rush again."

"Ok."

"The food in your cafeteria is okay, but it's a bit too oily. Hey..." Yue Hua looked at the food on the plate with disgust.

"But the cafeteria is cheap," Shen Mo replied with a smile, "and the menu in the cafeteria is also rich. A bowl of the cheapest tomato scrambled egg rice bowl outside costs 10 yuan... The cafeteria is enough for you to order three big meats. "

"You don't have to worry too much," Yue Hua said, "I've already become a full-time employee, so I can support you."

"Hey! Thank you godfather for taking care of me!" Shen Mo joked as he blew a kiss to Yue Hua.

Yue Hua gave Shen Mo a blank look with a sigh.He didn't want Shen Mo to live too tight, they weren't that short of money, but since Shen Mo came out of the closet, he suddenly changed his sex, and suddenly became very... stingy.

After dinner, Yue Hua sent Shen Mo back to the self-study room for self-study.Shen Mo skillfully flipped through the exercises and started to work on them, while Yue Hua sat beside him and looked at Shen Mo foolishly.

"You go back first, tomorrow is Friday, and I will go to your place tomorrow afternoon." Shen Mo said.

Yue Hua stared at the sunken spot on Shen Mo's face, feeling as much distressed as he wanted.Recently, the review intensity has been intense, and Shen Mo seems to have lost a lot of weight.This guy Shen Mo actually said to him happily: "Oh, it's good to lose weight, I'm just worried about how to lose weight."

Hey……

Shen Mo started to read, and Yue Hua sat there purely in the way, so Yue Hua could only reluctantly leave.Walking to the door of the classroom, Yue Hua looked back at Shen Mo again.

Yue Hua walked to the entrance of the corridor and saw Shen Mo's student bully roommate Hu Lintao flirting with a girl, both of them looked very unhappy.Finally, the girl waved her hand and left angrily.

Yue Hua wanted to pretend he didn't see it, but saw Hu Lintao squatting at the entrance of the corridor covering his face...it looked like he was crying.Yue Hua went over and patted him on the shoulder, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Oh, Yue Hua. Come to see Shen Mo again? You are too nasty." Hu Lintao calmed down and said.

"Nicky? No. I just miss him, come and see him." When Yue Hua talked about Shen Mo, his eyes were full of tenderness, "By the way, what's wrong with you? That's your girlfriend?"

Yue Hua saw that Shen Mo worked so hard today, and felt sorry for Shen Mo, so he actually didn't want to leave Shen Mo's school, so he chatted with Hu Lintao... Although it's useless for him to stay here...

"Well, my girlfriend." Hu Lintao nodded, "However, we need to add 'before'."

"What's wrong? Did you have any conflicts? What did you do wrong? Go ahead and apologize... Girls usually like to break up when they get angry, but as long as it's not a matter of principle, most of them are just angry words. You apologize seriously , they won't care about you." Yue Hua persuaded Hu Lintao to coax his girlfriend.

Hu Lintao shook his head: "It wasn't she who wanted to break up. It was me who proposed the breakup."

"..." Yue Hua didn't turn the corner.

Hu Lintao said with a look of tears and smiles: "At first we agreed to take the postgraduate entrance examination together, but it turned out that their family was rich and wanted to send her abroad. I knew that we were people from two worlds, and now she wanted to Going abroad, in the future... it is impossible to be together. So I just broke up with her."

"Because she went abroad, you're going to break up with her? I said...don't discriminate against jet-lagged people like that." Yue Hua still didn't understand Hu Lintao's logic at all.

Hu Lintao glanced at Yue Hua: "After going abroad, she still has a crush on me? And she might stay there. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, I might as well just..."

"Probably... it's just that you don't like her enough." Yue Hua interrupted Hu Lintao.

Hu Lintao shook his head and said, "Yes, not enough love. Hey...but what is love? Yue Hua, you don't have to persuade me..."

Yue Hua interrupted Hu Lintao and said: "I'm not going to persuade you. Your own feelings are your own business. If you can't grasp it and let it go, you can only be yourself who is sad."

"Hahahaha..." Hu Lintao nodded, "Because this world is so realistic. If you want me to say, you and Shen Mo are taking it for granted. Sooner or later you will suffer like this. It's like I don't understand Shen Mo. If you don’t study economics well, you don’t go to study law. Nowadays, law majors are all sharpened their heads and change economics when they go to graduate school, and he goes to study law alone, and you really let him mess around like this.”

"It's not fooling around. Being a lawyer is Shen Mo's goal." Yue Hua replied with a smile.

"You are all too idealistic. I don't want to say anything to you. One day, reality will teach you a good lesson. Don't say I am harsh, this is reality." Hu Lintao said with contempt.

Yue Hua continued to answer with a calm smile: "Reality... I don't know, who can tell what will happen in the future. If it wants to teach us, let it teach us. It doesn't matter. By the way, I think Didn’t you recently memorize a paragraph in your meditation—what is an ideal? An ideal is formed by people in practice, has the possibility of realization, and yearns for the future society and their own development. It is people’s world outlook and outlook on life. And the concentrated expression of values ​​​​in the goal of struggle. The difference between ideals and utopias is that ideals can be realized... Take the matter of you and your ex-girlfriend... um... Forget it, let's not use the matter of your ex-girlfriend Let’s make an analogy, let’s use my own case as an example. Shen Mo’s ideal is to be a lawyer, and the possibility of being successful is half to half. If you choose not to even try because you are afraid of failure, you will succeed. The possibility is really reduced to zero."

Hu Lintao replied with a smile: "I have been taught, you are good at memorizing concepts. It is a mistake for you not to take the postgraduate entrance examination... No, I think you will soon be able to be an ideological and moral teacher. You are too good at talking, but you are talking about it." It sounds good..."

"I'm just talking about how I do it. My ability is too small, and the only thing I can control is myself... But I think that many times, the matter between you and your girlfriend is completely done by yourself, completely with you. Reality has nothing to do with it." Yue Hua answered Hu Lintao with a smile without giving in at all.