It is said that first love did not end well [Network Matching]

In the corner of the coffee shop, Ling Dian looked at Yue Hua who was sitting across from him and said anxiously: "Yue Hua, you trust me once, this time I will definitely find you a reliable lawyer."

"It's okay, Brother Dian, you've tried your best, I know, I'll figure it out myself." Yue Hua said after taking a sip of ice water.

During this time, Ling Dian almost mobilized all his connections to help Yue Hua find someone to solve his mother's matter. He could ask all the lawyers, and after listening to Yue Hua's appeal, it was not easy to solve because there was no money. I don't really want to take the case.

Ling Dian could see that Yue Hua was a little anxious.

"Yue Hua, listen to my brother's persuasion. My brother often said that to Chen Chen," Ling Dian was also very upset when he saw Yue Hua's expressionless and elusive face. He felt that Yue Hua was a little bit dazzled by hatred. .The revenge of killing his mother is indeed a deep hatred, but Yue Hua is only 20 years old now, it is time to fight hard, a bright future is waiting for him, Ling Dian really does not want Yue Hua to ruin his future because he wants revenge. "There are some things, let's just muddle through. Life is unsatisfactory, and nine out of ten times, you can't be happy everywhere. If you can let go of some things, let it go."

In the early morning, I saw someone coming out of the love hotel opposite, greeted Yue Hua, and was about to leave: "Yue Hua, brother is going to work, you should consider your suggestion."

Yue Hua nodded.

In the early morning, I followed people with a camera.Yue Hua drank ice water, thinking about what to do next.A message came from Jiangshan Wanli on WeChat, and a contact information was sent.

Both civil and military: Hua Shao, this is the contact information of Lawyer Liang.You can contact him to try.Both he and his wife are reliable.

Fenghu also sent a message.

Fox: Xiaohua, have you received the WeChat from Jiangshan Wanli?Attorney Liang is very reliable. He helped me defend my rights when I was expelled from school.You can chat with him.

Fox: Don't worry.

Yue Hua breathed a sigh of relief, and sent a thank you.Here is a call to Lawyer Liang.

***

Shen Mo ate mung bean ice cream in his mouth while looking at the online review questions.In the early morning, I was listening to music while watching acca.

Because Ling Dian has been busy with "catching rape" recently, it is inconvenient to take care of Chen Chen, so Qing Chen was entrusted to Yue Hua and Shen Mo.Shen Mo glanced at Qingchen.Today the weather has reached 38 degrees. It is better to turn on the air conditioner in the house, but the outside of the house is completely a steamer.Shen Mo, who is greedy for coolness, only has a vest on his upper body, and a pair of underwear inside his shorts.But in the early morning, although he was wearing cropped pants underneath, he was still wearing long sleeves on top.

Shen Mo asked curiously: "Aren't you hot wearing so many clothes?"

"It's air-conditioned, it's okay." Shen Mo called out in the early morning, as if frightened.

Although Qingchen is Yuehua's close buddy, he is not familiar with Shen Mo.The two have now met three times including this time.This was the first time that Chenchen and Shen Mo got along in private.Shen Mo could tell that Qingchen was very reserved.

"You don't have to be so restrained. I'm easy to get along with." Shen Mo also felt a little awkward seeing Qingchen avoiding himself like this.

Chen Chen nodded, expressing his understanding. After thinking for a while, he lifted up the sleeves of his clothes: "I don't want to wear long sleeves either, but I'm afraid I'll scare you."

There are deep and shallow cuts on the arm under the sleeve.

Shen Mo swallowed.He knew that some people liked to harm themselves, but this was the first time Shen Mo saw the arms of a self-harm.The shocking traces made Shen Mo feel pain just by looking at them. He really didn't know how Chen Chen cut himself.No wonder Ling Dian was looking for someone to watch Chen Mo, and Shen Mo also felt that Chen Mo would think of a way to commit suicide if he was left alone for a few minutes.

"I'm sorry, did I scare you?" Chen Chen was also embarrassed.

"Motou, you...you should be on the mend now, right?" Shen Mo asked Qingchen, "Do you still want to... self-mutilate? It's been so long."

Chenchen smiled very fakely: "Well, I'm fine. I don't care about the past anymore."

"Come on, I can't forget you just by looking at you." Shen Mo sighed, "You should be more cheerful!"

"Actually, depression has nothing to do with being cheerful or not." Chen Chen replied with a smile, "Actually, I am quite cheerful, but I just can't get over that hurdle. I understand the truth, but I just think that only death can solve all problems... I want to die I can't express the emotional language at that time, it's just that you feel that you really want to die. You just want to find a corner where there is no one to die..."

"Uh……"

"But I won't die for the time being!" Chenchen touched the wound on his wrist, pointed to the deepest wound and said to Shen Mo, "This wound is the latest one, it was already a year ago, I think I shouldn't Will commit suicide again."

"Oh... are you well now?" Shen Mo thought of the medicine he was still taking in the early morning, and he understood, "Oh, you seem to be still not well."

"Uh, I'm not sure. Maybe I haven't thought about it yet, but I won't want to die for now. Thanks to neo!" Chen Chen brought the topic to Yue Hua.

Shen Mo bit the ice cream and smiled sweetly: "Haha, that's right, my Xiaohua is very good at taking care of people."

"Hmm..." Qingchen agreed with Shen Mo, "Neo is a very human wife, capable of housework, careful, and has a good temper... But just... Uh, Shen Mo, has Neo's preferences always been so crazy?"

"Ghosts?" Shen Mo didn't understand, why would he say that Yue Hua likes ghosts in the early morning? "What do ghosts mean? You mean that Yue Hua likes... very cute things? Well, I know that he has been reading *novels and comics since junior high school, and I was dragged into the *pit by him..."

"No." Chen Chen shook his head, "I'm not referring to this aspect. Do you know how he made me not want to commit suicide?"

"He..." Shen Mo guessed wildly, "Yue Hua's meticulous care of you made you feel better?"

Chenchen had a "maybe" expression on his face: "He collected a bunch of photos of dead bodies..."

"..."

"Have you ever watched Bones? Also Reaper, Saw... He always watches Bones while eating dinner."

"what?"

"bones, the American drama "Bones", he downloaded the high-definition original film, and then watched it with dinner. He also likes to freeze the close-ups of the corpses and explain to me that those are because they were eaten by bugs. How will it rot in the soil..." Chen Chen felt a little sick to his stomach.

Shen Mo was eating ice cream, and when he heard rotten, gnawed by bugs, carrion, etc., Shen Mo felt like he was going to throw up—what are these things! ?

Seeing Shen Mo's expression in the early morning is also very exciting, so he said with a bad conscience: "The last time I went to cut my wrists, that night, Yue Hua happened to be late after returning from self-study, and he wanted to take a bath. I refused to accept the door, but he felt that something was wrong, so he kicked the door open. I almost died at the time... After he saved me, he showed me a collection of pictures he had compiled, which were full of cuts The appearance of the person who committed suicide by the wrist after death. It is not as beautiful as described in the novel. Almost everyone’s face was deformed by blisters, and some of them were directly soaked, and the flesh fell into the water. There is still a long time The one I ordered was never discovered, and all the meat was rotten in the water, and the water was full of maggots..."

"Don't say it, don't stop it!" Shen Mo covered his mouth and stopped Chen Chen, "It's disgusting to listen to...you are too heavy!"

"It's not that I have a heavy taste, it's Neo. Ah, actually, I'm a member of the Appearance Association. When I think about how I will become like that after death, I don't want to commit suicide at all..."

"Ouch..." Shen Mo couldn't control the urge to vomit, and he didn't even bother to complain about the Early Morning Appearance Association.

"I guess..." Qingchen said a little deeply, "I suspect that Neo is also a bit abnormal because of his mother's affairs. He may have violent tendencies. Uh, sorry... I shouldn't have said this to you. "

In the early hours of the morning, he said everything that should be said and should not be said, only to realize that he should not have said these things in front of Shen Mo.

Shen Mo was puzzled: "This...Although it is a bit surprising that Yue Hua likes to watch this kind of movies, it doesn't mean that he has violent tendencies."

"Because I'm mentally abnormal, I've read some psychological books. What happened when I was young can change a person's character. Yue Hua's family is very similar to a single-parent family, and he also experienced the death of his mother... I think his personality is more or less distorted. I think the fact that he likes to watch horror and crime movies...he may be more or less violent." As Chen Chen said, he felt that it was very bad for him to do so—— He said Yue Hua's violent tendencies in front of Yue Hua's lover, what if this ruined the relationship between Shen Mo and Yue Hua? "I really don't want to speak ill of Yue Hua. You... I'm sorry... just treat me as nonsense!"

"This..." Shen Mo shook his head, "I believe whoever you say is violent, but Yue Hua...can he be violent?"

It was hard for Shen Mo to imagine that Yue Hua would become very violent.During this period of time, the cohabitation life of the two has always been very harmonious. Every day, Shen Mo confronts Yue Hua with "violence" and instigates Yue Hua to do this and that. Violent tendencies?

"Well... maybe my analysis was wrong..." In the early morning, seeing that Shen Mo still believed in Yue Hua, he was also relieved for his unrestrained speech.

Yue Hua stood at the door and listened to the discussion between the two in the room. After listening for a while, he went downstairs silently and sat at the entrance of the building in a daze.

He heard Chen Chen tell Shen Mo that he had violent tendencies.Chen Chen likes to study human psychology because of his own psychological problems, and Yue Hua thinks Chen's analysis is correct—he does have violent tendencies.Ever since her mother passed away, Yue Hua felt that her emotions became more and more irritable.The first time he almost strangled a cat, Yue Hua was frightened to death, but fortunately he didn't kill the cat, but that kitten who used to like to cling to Yue Hua would never go near Yue Hua again .Later, Yue Hua discovered that the desire to destroy in his heart was getting stronger and stronger.In the past, he liked all kinds of cute animals, but now, Yue Hua often imagines how to kill those animals with his own hands.Fortunately, Yue Hua suppressed the destructive desire in his heart... Yue Hua began to collect photos of various disgusting corpses on the Internet.Photos of various car accident scenes, various crime scenes, and various photos in the morgue...Through these horrible photos, Yue Hua can feel that only being alive is beautiful.So every time there is an urge to destroy in his heart, Yue Hua will imagine the sad expressions of the relatives of the victims in crime films, and think about how lively and beautiful those dilapidated corpses used to be. Yue Hua restrained himself step by step. Stopped my heart's desire for destruction.

But in the past few days, because of his mother's affairs, Yue Hua felt that his urge to commit violence became more and more obvious.

Yue Hua flipped through Ling Dian's investigation report on his mother, and turned to the page on the investigation on his father's current situation. In the center of the page was a family portrait - a family portrait without himself.His father hugged the mistress who killed his mother, hugged him and the mistress' child, smiling brightly.Yue Hua thought of the pale face at the farewell ceremony of his mother's body. Due to the dissection and decay of the body, her mother's face was already a little deformed.When my mother was alive, she used to be a very beautiful woman, her hair was always neatly combed.

Why can you be a family of three together?Yue Hua looked more and more angry, and various bloody images flashed in his mind.

He really wanted to kill the three people in the photo.

Suddenly, the phone rang.

Yue Hua woke up with a jolt.After answering the phone, Shen Mo's voice came over: "Yue Hua, are you coming back for lunch? We call K Ji's home delivery?"

"I'll go back now. Don't eat kfc, I've already arrived at the door, so I'll go back and cook." Hearing Shen Mo's voice, Yue Hua immediately felt much better.

With a bang, the door opened.Shen Mo pointed his head at Yue Hua, waving and smiling, and continued to talk to the phone: "Hey, you are really outside. I said I heard your voice! It's so hot outside, right?"

"Hmm! It's hot!" Yue Hua immediately rushed to Shen Mo in three steps at a time, carried Shen Mo into his arms and carried him into the room.

As soon as he entered the room, Yue Hua closed the door casually, then pressed Shen Mo against the wall and took a few bites.

Shen Mo quickly pushed Yue Hua away: "There are people! They are still here in the early morning."

Yue Hua finally noticed the early morning who was standing not far away, preparing to welcome him together.The first time I saw Yue Hua and Shen Mo's affectionate appearance, Qingchen was already stunned, and his mouth became O-shaped: "Yo. This, I'm sorry, I really want to be a bit like a light bulb."

"Ha, it's okay. I'm sorry, I got excited." Yue Hua apologized, but still hugged Shen Mo, "You are cool and comfortable, let me hug you for a while."

"You're covered in sweat, don't rub me against me." Shen Mo said with distaste, but in fact he still rubbed himself with Yue Hua's arms.

"It's so annoying..." Qingchen covered her eyes, not wanting to look at these two flashing guys at all.

"I'm replenishing the demon." Yue Hua replied confidently.