happy to hear

Le Yang was taken aback, and turned around to see Cao Yi was already at the balcony door. Is this person a cat? There was no sound at all.

Le Yang pretended to be relaxed and said: "The company rented an apartment for me, it's not bad, I'm going to move there."

"Is it inconvenient for you to live here?"

"No, you are already close, but the house is near the company, and I only need to walk to and from get off work."

"I kept you at the beginning, it has nothing to do with where you work."

"What does that have to do with it?" Le Yang said with a smile: "You only let me live, you didn't say why, I want to leave now, I stayed here to tell you, so there is no need for a reason."

"Do you have to do this?" Cao Yi didn't seem to have much patience.

"Now you are asking me. I have made it very clear. I have a place to live, which is better than yours. What do you want me to say?"

Cao Yi looked at him, "Is that all you want to say?"

"Is there anything else you want to hear?" Le Yang looked into his eyes: "Cao Yi, if you don't want to say something, you don't have to say it. I can know it by guessing. Why bother yourself, you are not such a person at all."

Cao Yi suddenly sneered, "What did you guess? If you really knew, you shouldn't have left in the first place."

"Don't leave and stay and continue to be abused by you, I'm already like that." The wind at night was getting colder and colder, Le Yang felt the chill, he turned around, "I did everything I could, but in your eyes These are burdens here, you don’t need me, you don’t even need my apology, I don’t know what changed you, made you feel that I shouldn’t go, at that time, you really didn’t even want to see me.”

"What do you think changed me." Cao Yi looked at him straight, more like a question than listening to his answer.

"You don't think it's because of guilt." Le Yang thought it was funny, "You think you shouldn't have treated me like that back then?"

"Aren't you the one who has been apologizing?"

"Is that why you do this?" If he was still holding on to unrealistic fantasies before, at this moment, he let go of everything, no matter how Cao Yi took him for granted, he should owe him what he deserves, "Yes, I I was sorry for you in the past, and I paid them back one after another, if you think it’s not enough, and you can accept it, and don’t think it’s cheap for me, you can do whatever you want, and I won’t resist like last time.”

The anger that had been accumulated since just now erupted completely after hearing his words. Cao Yi smashed his fist on the window glass. After a sharp cracking sound, the glass shattered all over the floor, and the back of his hand was cut open. Blood gradually seeped out of the wound.

He leaned against the door, took a deep breath, the room was eerily quiet, Le Yang was shocked by this sudden scene, and didn't speak for a long time.Cao Yi turned sideways and gave up his position, "You go."

Le Yang didn't expect that this would be the end, it seemed that he really didn't care, his eyes stayed on the fist he had never let go for a few seconds, he walked around him, and entered the living room.

There was no movement behind him, he took the luggage, walked to the door, and stopped again, "You are right, who made me do something wrong back then, I never loved you, and I have always been guilty of you."

Cao Yi maintained the posture just now, "Why did you come back?"

"I said, it's because of work." Le Yang forced a mocking smile, "You don't think it's because of you, do you?"

"Then you don't need to come to me again. If you have no other ideas, it's over before you leave."

"You don't care what I do, you can ignore me, as before, the initiative has always been in your hands from the beginning to the end, is it difficult?" Cao Yi's back was covered with a few blood lines, whitish The light was particularly glaring, the air was oppressive, and Le Yang even smelled a faint smell of blood, "You have been a good person for so many years, and even a person like me who has ended up can't bear to blame you in the end. It should be over." After he finished speaking, he turned around and opened the door, with almost no force, the door was not closed, Cao Yi actually made such a low-level mistake.

"You still think that I treated you like that just to make you pay me back." Cao Yi suddenly said softly.

Half of Le Yang's body was already outside the door, he stopped and turned around, "What do you want to say?"

"Who told you that I am a good person." Cao Yi moved his already numb hand, "It was you who insisted that I choose you. You go this way."

"You want to say that you like me?" Le Yang seemed to have heard a joke, "A person like you, do you know what liking is? Do you know it? Back then, even if you liked me a little bit, I wouldn't leave."

"Didn't you say you never loved me?" Cao Yi got up and walked towards him.Le Yang resisted the urge to snatch the door away, "What do you like about that, is it a player's house wine? We are not young anymore."

"Blame me for not doing enough? What's the matter? Go to bed, I have no objection, don't you also have this kind of thought." Cao Yi walked up to him, held the door with one hand, turned his head, and kissed him on the lips.

The door was still open, and someone would come out of the elevator at any moment, what is he doing, is he crazy, Le Yang pushed him away, took a step back, Cao Yi was pushed into the door by him, and he was outside the door.

Cao Yi didn't seem to give up yet. He stretched out his hand and pulled Le Yang's collar to pull him back. Le Yang hurriedly closed the door, but he pressed his hand against it. There were wounds all over it. Le Yang felt pain even looking at it. I didn't dare to use any more force.

"Cao Yi, I have loved you for many years. Even if I refuse to admit it, you know it. After all, I have bothered you like that before. I remember I told you that I am not that kind of person, I will become like this, It's because of you, so I want more than others, and more than you can give, if you can't give, I will be very sad."

"You know I can't give it."

Le Yang shook his head, "You are still different from me. I have figured it out after so many years. I used to hope that you would treat me the same way I treat you. Now I know it is impossible, because we are not that kind of people. I can force it You, you don't have to force yourself, I don't want you to regret it in the future."

His repeated escapes made Cao Yi angry, and he held the door even harder, "I don't need you to worry about me, are you scared?!"

"What am I afraid of, what am I afraid of!"

"It's harder for you than me to take this road, so you don't believe me, for fear that I will ruin you."

"Isn't it enough that I've been ruined by you!"

"That's what you asked for!"

"Yes, I started all of this, I admit it, what else do you want to say." Le Yang took his hand away, "Don't be mother-in-law, you should laugh when you see it, two big men say goodbye Is it that difficult?" The elevator just stopped on the twelfth floor, and the people inside came out, saw them, and greeted Cao Yi, seeing that his face seemed not very good, so they didn't dare to say more.Here Le Yang let go, the door was pushed against the wall from the inside, making a loud noise, the man was opening the door, startled, and quickly dodged in.

Le Yang pressed the elevator, "One year later, if you still remember, you can come and see me off, I will be very happy."

The elevator door closed, Cao Yi didn't come out, Le Yang went downstairs alone, in a bad mood, he thought it was good at first, everyone got together, and at worst, he would torture him again, but he didn't expect that the last person surnamed Cao Can say those words, he will change, or because of him?Why did Le Yang think it was so ridiculous? This person didn’t eat green peppers before, and he still doesn’t eat them now. He only eats edamame when he makes stir-fried edamame with green peppers, and he only eats beef when he makes stir-fried beef with green peppers. If there is a plate of green peppers, he won't eat, expecting that such a stubborn person like him will change, don't dream.He really wanted to tell him, if you can eat green peppers for a month, I will believe you.

Forget it, how can feelings be so trifling, not to mention so complicated, can someone like him deal with it? Impulsive, sooner or later he will regret it. When the time comes, he will pat his ass and leave. Clean, he can start over.

Le Yang loaded his luggage into the car and wanted to go back to sleep, but the road was blocked. Damn, what's going on, are you against him!He honked his horn crazily, but remained motionless. He heard that there was an accident. Two cars collided. The drivers fought on the main road. The traffic police hadn't arrived yet, and the scene was extremely chaotic.Le Yang was lying on the steering wheel, so sleepy, he couldn't sleep yet, he really wanted to throw the car and run back.

Cao Yi used tweezers to pick out the broken glass slag embedded in the meat bit by bit. After picking out, he sterilized himself and wrapped it in gauze. He wanted to drink a glass of ice water. When he opened the refrigerator door, a few vegetable leaves fell. It's dry, I bought it last week.

He cleaned them all out and threw them away, along with other things Le Yang had used.

The room was full of his smell, as if he had lived here for a long time. Cao Yi pulled out the sheets and wanted to throw them away. He stopped halfway through the sheets and remade them. He fell on his bed and looked at the sheets on the ceiling. The chandelier, he would be stunned, and felt short of breath, so he got up again, closed the door and went out.

Call the doctor who changed shifts, let him go there tonight, suddenly nothing happened, the doctor opposite felt strange, Cao Yi seldom changed shifts with others, he would still tease him at that time, whether he was going on a date, he didn’t He retorted, not only that, but also smiled at him, his expression was rare and gentle, the doctor's heart softened at that time, and he wanted to say which girl, so lucky, even this kind of person was taken down.

Cao Yi returned to the hospital, entered the office without saying a word, and thanked him.

"Thank you, I didn't help you."

Before the doctor left, he saw that he was in poor condition and seemed to be very tired. He showed a rare look of fatigue, "What's wrong with your hand, why don't you go back and rest, anyway, I'm fine."

"No need." Cao Yi got up, ready to go to rounds.The doctor held him back, "You really don't have to worry, you just checked."

"The investigation was not careful enough." Cao Yi took the things and went out.

He looked at him from behind for a long time, and shook his head. It was He Cheng before, and it was his turn recently. The two of them shared the same office, did they infect each other?