happy to hear

There was no punching or kicking as expected, but the situation was not much better than that. After struggling for a long time, Le Yang realized that Cao Yi was taking off his clothes. He finally understood what he asked him to pay back. Zheng Xiaoxin hit it off. Cao Yi wanted to impose on him exactly what he had endured that day.

Le Yang never dreamed that this fraught relationship would end in such a manner, there was a voice deep in his heart telling him not to resist, you already owe him, if he did the same to you Is it just as he said, you don't need to feel guilty anymore, you are relieved.

But if this is the case, Cao Yi will definitely regret it. It's not that he regrets hurting him, but that he lost his mind at that moment and did something he couldn't accept. This is far more serious than regret.

How much he hates me is why he annoyed him so much, "Cao Yi, calm down, let me go first, if you have anything to say, I'll listen!"

"I asked you to let me go, did you do it?" Cao Yi put his two hands together on top of his head, and put the other hand down. Le Yang is wearing a pair of sweatpants without buttons today. There was almost no resistance, and it fell down as soon as it was pulled. The air conditioner in the room was turned on very low, Cao Yi's hands were cold, and Le Yang's nerves were not enough at this time, and he began to tremble uncontrollably.

It was a very exhausting thing for two boys to fight their strength. Le Yang couldn't keep up with his speed, so he was restrained to death.Cao Yi didn't listen to what he said, he didn't understand this man, he was fine just now, why he was so angry suddenly, if he stayed for another two days, wouldn't he be buried alive by him.

Le Yang tugged on his sleeve tightly, not letting him take it off. Cao Yi stood up and looked at him mockingly, "When you are fucked by other men, do you do the same?"

Le Yang was stunned. He couldn't understand what the surnamed Cao was saying, but his body had already figured it out and punched him directly, "What the hell are you talking about!"

Cao Yi didn't dodge, and got hit hard.

"You don't have to believe me, but don't speculate, I'm not as shameless as you think."

"Really?" Cao Yi sneered, "In my eyes, there is no difference between you and Li."

Le Yang stared at him stubbornly, "Yes, I am that kind of person, am I particularly obscene, then I would like to ask Mr. Cao, who is pure and clean, what are you doing now, doing what we love to do?"

"I'm telling you to shut up!" Cao Yi said these words almost biting Le Yang's ear, his breath was short, and the threat was too obvious, Le Yang finally felt frightened, using both hands and feet, never had he rejected Cao Yi so much close.

"Don't move." Cao Yi buried his head in his neck, panting violently: "Anything is fine, you said it yourself, don't make me look down on you anymore, I won't hate you after tonight, you just think about it."

Le Yang knew that no matter how good he thought, Cao would not stop. The only thing he could do was resist until he was exhausted. The two stared at each other and fought silently for nearly half an hour. surrender.

Before his strength ran out, Le Yang knew that everything was useless. In despair, the only thing he could do was reach for the switch at the bedside and turn off the light. He didn't want the two of them to be too embarrassing.

The moment he entered, the pain instantly swept through his whole body. He knew it would hurt, but he didn't expect the pain to be so strong. Thinking of Cao Yi suffering from a high fever and having to endure his own inhuman torture, he suddenly stopped struggling and tried hard to see Cao Yi's body in the dark. The face, the hand that was stretched out many times in the dream, finally stopped in mid-air, and this time was no exception. Cao Yi seemed to have anticipated what he wanted to do. He opened it with one hand, grabbed it and pressed it to the side of Le Yang's body. Half conscious, half blank, knowing why I did what I did, but not knowing what I was doing, unable to recall, it was such a bad feeling, like I wasn’t myself anymore.

Le Yang did that because he couldn't get love, what about him, was it because of anger?Anger made him lose himself, Cao Yi's body temperature rose sharply, and every inch of Le Yang's pores, because he was exposed to the outside, was chilled, one cold and one hot, until later he could hardly think normally, as if everything was out of order, The images of him on Mingsha Mountain at that time kept appearing in front of his eyes. At sunset, the temperature plummeted, but the sand was hot. The blood vessels in his body throbbed continuously, as if they were about to burst.

But now, another feeling is too domineering, as if there is a toothed saw in his body, repeatedly pulling on the extremely fragile place, he bit his lower lip tightly, closed his eyes impatiently, just wanted this to end quickly, he Don't want to pass out in a healthy state, it's too embarrassing.But Cao Yi's state didn't give him any signal that it was about to end. He might not be much better than him, with sweat dripping down his forehead, and under the light coming in from the window, his face looked brighter than happy. Yang was still pale.

The two young bodies are entangled in the dark, even though the bodies are tightly stitched together, Le Yang knows that in this love affair like the intercourse of animals, there is always a pair of invisible hands pushing them to the opposite side of each other.

With ups and downs, Le Yang was thinking, why he and he have come to this point, it seems that there is no chance for them to confess to each other, this ending, although unexpectedly rushed, but if it really makes If both of you let go, it's okay, it's all over, it's as if you were both bitten by a dog, and you bit back.

After it was over, Cao Yi turned over and fell beside Le Yang, with his arms across his eyes, covering the faint light that filled the room. The two of them remained in an extremely awake state, but they were more silent than when they were fighting just now.

After a long time, Cao Yi's hand touched Le Yang's body, and it was cold to the touch. He pulled the quilt to cover him. Because of this action, Le Yang came back to his senses, turned his head slightly, looked at him with slightly red eyes, and found that he was also there. look at yourself.

He thought Cao Yi would avoid it, but this time he didn't.After a long time, Le Yang slowly moved over and kissed the corner of Cao Yi's mouth. Cao Yi didn't push him away, and Le Yang didn't dare to move. He kept this position for five seconds, and then left. Cao Yi's eyes were only on his face. After staying for a while, he turned to another place.

The two of them covered a quilt, probably because they were too tired. In the extremely quiet environment, Le Yang fell asleep quickly. This sleep was not peaceful, but it was also until dawn, when Cao Yi was gone, he should be in class He went, he asked Qian Yongqian yesterday, during the day when there are no public classes, experiments will be arranged, small classes will be taught, and there will be instructors leading the team in person.

Thinking of Qian Yongqian, I don't know if he came to see him last night, if he hears something, Le Yang can't guarantee that his three views are still alive.

He struggled to get up, but he didn't expect the sequelae to be so serious. He couldn't tell where the pain was, but it was so painful, especially in a certain place. When he went to the bathroom to clean up, he was frightened by himself in the mirror. The bruises were left from yesterday's fight, and it is estimated that Cao Yi is not much better.

He moved the corners of his mouth, wanting to laugh, but it looked uglier than crying. He was not satisfied after doing it several times, so he simply gave up.Le Yang turned on the hot water and rinsed it from top to bottom. After washing, he leaned against the wall and came out. After a short walk, his back was covered in sweat.He turned down the air conditioner two more degrees, put on his clothes, shoes and socks, and packed all his luggage. The plane at ten o'clock is now nine o'clock. I don't know if it's too late to go to the airport. If he can't, he can only change the ticket.

Fortunately, there is not much luggage, otherwise, in his current state, he would definitely not be able to carry it. He moved to the door and found a note pasted on the back of the door. It was Cao Yi's note, with four words written on it, [Wait for me to come back] .

Le Yang tore off the note, held it in his hand and looked at it for a long time, is it really okay to go away, at least say goodbye, he tried his best to deny the possibility that he still had any unrealistic ideas, but he clearly remembered After he kissed him last night, if he insisted on the scene at that time, would it be possible to get Cao Yi's response.

He put down his bag and stood against the wall. After a while, he heard someone knocking on the door. He thought it was room service. When he opened the door, he found Cao Yi, who probably came running back, with sweat on his face. "Are you up?" Cao Yi didn't To see him.

Le Yang was extremely embarrassed, "Why are you back?"

"I'm asking for leave." Cao Yi washed his face. Seeing that Le Yang's face was pale, he couldn't help frowning, and put the back of his hand on his forehead, "I have a fever, go to the hospital."

Le Yang couldn't be more aware of his own body, it's a little bit hot, and he usually goes down after one night, and his current state, he can go anywhere but he can't go to the hospital.

Cao Yi was changing clothes and looking for his wallet in the room, while Le Yang just stood there watching him busy.

Cao Yi noticed something was wrong, stopped his movements, approached him, pinched the back of his neck lightly, and pushed him a step forward, "Go and put on some clothes."

Le Yang whispered: "Is it okay not to go to the hospital, you can buy me some anti-inflammatory drugs, I'll be fine after a night of sleep."

Cao Yi knew his scruples, "Then you sleep first, I'll go buy it."

After he closed the door to go out, Le Yang got up, and during the short walk from the bed to the door, his mind kept flashing back to the scene of Cao Yi turning back at the bus stop before and letting him get on the bus.

Fortunately, Cao Yi has always been the kind and soft-hearted person in his memory. Although he has hurt him again and again, in the end, Cao Yi still can't pass his own level. Saying it and going back, I really did it, and I still feel guilty to death.

Did he make Cao Yi sympathize again? Although this is not necessarily a bad thing, he also treats Li Min like this. He can't bear her being weak and bullied, and tries his best to protect her until she has someone better than him to rely on.

Le Yang wants to rely on him, but he doesn't want to base this dependence on sympathy. If he wants to continue with that kind of relationship, sympathy alone is far from enough. It's a pity that Cao Yi can't give him anything else.

That year he came back as he wished, and as a result, Le Yang didn't dare to think about how he lived every day in the past six or seven years. He really didn't want to go back and live the days of constantly refreshing himself, it was too difficult, even if his heart was made of iron, he couldn't stand such torture.

Le Yang went out without stopping. There were a lot of cars during the day, he quickly stopped one, got into the car as if fleeing, reported the address, and then stared at the flying scenery outside the window in a daze.

Even God was helping him, the plane was delayed for half an hour, and he was just in time to board the plane. Before boarding the plane, he called Zheng Xiaoxin. The other party didn't know how to hear it, and kept asking him what's the matter, why did the voice sound strange? Weird, what happened.

"Don't ask, come and pick me up."