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On New Year's Eve, Zhang Weihua and Le Yang went to Zhang Shengqing's house for dinner together. The two of them didn't say a word from the beginning to the end. If it weren't for the little uncle who kept talking about various things to adjust the atmosphere, the meal would be harder than chewing a quilt core swallowed, Le Yang told his mother how he felt, Zhang Weihua said: "Have you chewed it?"

Le Yang spit out a mouthful of rice, was stared at by Zhang Shengqing, and hurriedly buried his head in the rice, Zhang Weihua kicked him under the table, signaling him to eat slowly, Le Yang had no choice but to slow down and chew slowly.

In the end, it was almost time to eat. Zhang Shengqing picked up a chicken leg and threw it into his bowl. There was soup in the bowl. When the chicken leg was put into the bowl, water splashed all over his face. Le Yang was about to collapse. Looking up, he saw that only his grandfather was on the table. Still holding the chopsticks, although he was eating without looking sideways, his posture was too unnatural, and he knew it was him at a glance, Le Yang quickly gnawed the chicken legs clean as if he hadn't eaten meat for hundreds of years.

According to the level of his mistakes this time, Le Yang thought he would implicate his mother and be kicked out together. Unexpectedly, not only did his grandfather not do this, but he would tolerate them sitting here having a reunion dinner together, and even gave him chicken legs, the sun He came out from the west, and he didn't know where to sing. He suspected that the old man was getting old and his energy was not as strong as before.

After the meal, my aunt and uncle wrapped a big red envelope for him, Zhang Yuehua said: "School will start after the Chinese New Year, and there is still half a semester left. You still have a good chance of getting into T University, don't relax."

The old man was sitting on the sofa waiting for the Spring Festival Gala. When he heard them talking, he snorted. He didn't know what it meant. He didn't think Le Yang could pass the exam, or he thought about what happened before and expressed doubts about his character.

The old man used to study Chinese culture, before Le Yang was afraid that he would let him study literature, but fortunately he didn't.But T University is famous for its architecture department. Does this mean that he was asked to build houses?Le Yang wanted to study finance more, but it seemed that he was out of luck.

On the sixth day of the new year, the third year of high school officially started. Except for them, the other two grades were still celebrating the New Year at home. Two-thirds of the students were missing. The school was empty, and even the aunt in the cafeteria was happy to give a few spoonfuls of food.

Le Yang was transferred to Class [-] and [-] of Senior High School. The teaching building they were in was relatively old, with Class [-] on one floor and Class [-] on the other floor, so as to avoid the embarrassment of running into Cao Yi in the wind.

But even if he was on the first floor, if he knew that he would meet Le Yang when he came out, Cao Yi probably wouldn't have come out.He hadn't seen Cao Yi once for more than a week after school started. If he hadn't occasionally heard people from the original class talk about him, he would have thought he had transferred.

Zheng Xiaoxin came to ask him to eat every day after class, and even took pains to go around to the other side and go down the stairs there. His work was more meticulous than that of the underground party.

"Safe!" Zheng Xiaoxin leaned against the edge of the stairs, poked his head out for a while, and after confirming that Cao Yi was not there, he gestured for Le Yang to follow with his hand. Le Yang stood on the stairs, dumbfounded.

Just as he was about to take a step, a figure taller than him walked past him. Le Yang's back immediately stiffened, and he remained motionless, with his outstretched feet hanging in mid-air.

Cao Yi went downstairs without stopping, turned a corner, and it took Le Yang a long time to recover, staring at the empty stairs in a daze.Zheng Xiaoxin looked back and saw that he was still standing there stupidly, "What are you doing, come down quickly, and be careful that Cao catches up."

"..."

Although they are all wearing school uniforms, but after being together for so long, can you really not recognize your own back?

Another week later, the first and second grades of senior high school started, and the number of people in the school suddenly increased. The physical education class was cancelled, and the third year of senior high school did not participate in exercises between classes. Except for eating and after school, the chances of encountering people who were not on the same floor were really very high. Small.

One month later, in the monthly exam, Cao Yi was second and Le Yang was third, with a difference of [-] points.Standing in front of the ranking list, Le Yang was in despair, Zheng Xiaoxin hooked his shoulder, shook his head and sighed.

Since the beginning of school, this kid has never given him a chance to be alone, wishing that he would follow him to every bathroom and stare at him the whole time.

Le Yang shook his shoulders, Zheng Xiaoxin knew he was annoyed, "I'm also doing it for your own good, the kid surnamed Cao is unpredictable, you were lucky last time, so what, right? But it's different now, I want Don’t watch carefully, maybe one day you will be dragged back from the woods by him.”

Le Yang was speechless, "Didn't you say that people disdain you?"

"Then it's not good for someone to beat you. If he catches you, you have to beat him to death. You are a bastard, but your grandfather's meal is enough."

Le Yang shook off his hand and walked back. When passing through the crowd, his eyes unintentionally rolled away. He saw Cao Yi coming in from the other side, moved his gaze upwards, paused for a few seconds in the top few lines, and Guan Jin walked beside him. , I don't know what to say, Cao Yi nodded, Guan Jin said a few more words, and the two left together.

Le Yang glanced back unconsciously, his own name was lined up with him, and suddenly he thought of the scene when he saw these two names for the first time in the second year of junior high school, and was a little dazed for a while.

At the end of April, the school's [-]th anniversary celebration was held in the auditorium, and senior high school students were allowed to watch the performance for the first time. As the outgoing student council president, Le Yang was encouraged to sign up for the performance, but because he didn't have time to rehearse, he was asked to sing in the meeting Just a song, the track is optional.

A few elementary school girls knew that Le Yang liked Jay Chou, and they had heard him sing, but they didn't enjoy listening to it, so they quickly brought a few albums for him to choose. .”

The vice president took it over and looked, and said, "This one?" She thought he would sing a popular song, but she didn't expect to choose such an unpopular one.

"Hey? What's the situation, who are you sorry for?" someone joked.

Le Yang smiled and didn't speak, and several people began to guess wildly.

"Do you really want to sing this song? The melody doesn't seem to be easy to master, and the school doesn't know if it can be passed, or change it to "Dongfeng Po". The dean has been humming it recently."

"Just this one." Le Yang insisted.

The vice president said: "Then I'll go back and learn. If the scene is too cold, I can support you below."

On the day of the school celebration, Le Yang had been busy all day without touching the ground. Before the party started, his legs were already weak. Seeing his exhausted appearance, the vice president asked, "Are you still singing?"

Le Yang said with a smile, "If you can't sing, it's an attitude problem. It's very serious." After speaking, the two looked at each other and smiled. The mood of apologizing to youth" made the school believe that this is not an unpopular love song.

When it was Le Yang's turn, he took a deep breath and walked onto the stage amid the background music. It was not the first time he stood on such a stage. He had hosted many evening parties in the school, and he had seen bigger scenes, but today Changing identities, especially choosing such a song with ulterior motives, I was a little nervous for a while.

Unconsciously, he looked in the direction of Class [-]. The light was too bright, and everyone was dressed in the same clothes. They were densely packed, and they couldn't see clearly for a while, wondering if Cao Yi was sitting below.

Le Yang settled down, and sang along with the music: "...If it was a tragedy for me to meet you, I think I am destined to act alone in this life..."

"... I sighed softly, regretting and sorry..."

If time could really be turned back, back to that night, he, Le Yang, would definitely not do that. Even if Cao Yi never knew, he would keep those words in his stomach, maybe ten years, maybe a lifetime.

Le Yang laughed at himself, regretting it was like a family genetic disease in their family, from his mother to him, no one was spared,

One person in the crowd got up and left the table. Le Yang waved to the vice president sitting in the front row, and handed her the microphone in the form of alternating old and new, and let her sing the second half. go out.

The vice president didn't expect him to come here, but fortunately she went back and did some homework, and said a few words of emotion, so she slipped through in a daze.

Le Yang chased outside the door in one breath. In fact, he didn't see clearly when he was on the top, but he just thought that the person was Cao Yi, and he didn't know why he chased him out. It seemed that otherwise, he would lose something unbearable .

On an April night, the dampness and coldness characteristic of late spring in the south made him shiver. Le Yang, wearing only a thin shirt, stood outside the venue, separated by a wall, and the noise and coldness collided in his ears.

He ran a few steps forward, crossed the corridor, and ran to the school gate in one breath. Hearing the sound, Cao Yi turned around, and Le Yang was standing a few meters away from him, with his hands on his knees, coughing violently.

Le Yang thought that he must not run away at this time, if he did, he would not be able to catch up with him in his current state.

Cao Yi really didn't run, turned around and stood facing him, under the streetlight, the shadows of the two people were stretched to the extreme, finally calmed down, Le Yang raised his head and saw him looking at him like this, his heart was sour, tears almost fell down.

How long had it been since they stood face to face like this, and the knowledge that Cao Yi was still willing to talk to him made him secretly happy.

"What do you want to say?" Cao Yi's voice did not fluctuate.

Le Yang's heart sank again in an instant, and he straightened up, "I want to say I'm sorry, and apologize to you."

"I've heard it."

Le Yang thought he was going to leave, and chased him a few more steps, "I know you don't want to hear it, but I mean it sincerely, and I also know it's hard for you to forgive me, you can ask me to do anything, really."

"Anything is fine?"

Le Yang nodded quickly, for fear that he would not mention the conditions, and he would feel humbled like that.

"Then why don't you transfer to another school and stay here?" Cao Yi said coldly.

Even though he had already been mentally prepared, when he heard such a sentence suddenly, his eyes were still red with disappointment. Le Yang resisted it and looked up at him. Cao Yi's eyes were cold.

"You really want me to go?"

"It doesn't make sense to say yes now, it's almost over, isn't it?"

Le Yang's hands and feet were cold, he thought of something, "You won't take the Q major anymore, will you?"

Cao Yi didn't speak, Le Yang knew he had guessed right, yes, he should have thought of it a long time ago, isn't Cao Yi such a person, for those things that you care about, he can lightly take them away, and stay away from him Compared to him, giving up such a school is nothing to him.

Le Yang went up and grabbed him, "Isn't Q University what you always wanted to go to? Don't joke about the future. I just don't take the exam. I owe you too much. I don't want you to lose anything because of me."

Cao Yi didn't break free and let him pull, "It doesn't matter to you whether I take the exam or not, Le Yang, do you know what I regret the most." He looked at him with pity in his eyes, "It wasn't that night I went to pick him up. You, but when you knew you were that kind of person, you didn't leave you earlier."

Like being struck by lightning, Le Yang let go of him, took a few steps back, and stared blankly in the direction of Cao Yi.

"Don't you know, I'm not that kind of person, I just like you, I'm different from them!" Le Yang almost yelled at the end.

"Is there a difference?" Cao Yi didn't look at him, "What you did to me is different from them."

"But if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be like this now." Le Yang put his hands on his face, and the exhaustion almost overwhelmed him at this moment, "I didn't want to hurt you, really, I just like you too much, you I will be very sad if I ignore me, and I will not be able to control myself when I hear that you are leaving, do you really never have any other thoughts about me?"

"No."

"Not at all?" He was almost numb at this moment, how cheap he must be to keep looking for torture on Cao Yi.

"Not at all, do you need me to repeat it?" Cao Yi stood motionless, speaking such indifferent words without emotion.

Le Yang sniffed, trembling uncontrollably, "Okay, since this is the case, is it time to say goodbye?"

"Goodbye, Le Yang." After Cao Yi finished speaking, he turned and left.

Le Yang didn't expect him to leave so simply, and called him to stop, Cao Yi stood still, his back tensed, "Now is different from that day, don't force me."

It was only then that Le Yang realized that Cao Yi's hand clenched into a fist by his side had never been let go from the moment he appeared, and now he trembled slightly because of patience.