happy to hear

Le Yang obediently put down his things, wiped his hands, got up and followed Cao Yi.

Zheng Xiaoxin didn't expect Cao Yi to come. He didn't really care about him. What's the matter?

The two of them walked back slowly, Cao Yi walked in front, his steps were a little fluffy.

On a winter night, when the city lights were sparse, Le Yang followed, looking at his back, couldn't help but want to go up and hug him. Cao Yi's intentional avoidance of physical contact between the two made him feel close to the usual normal become more and more eager.

The two entered the dormitory one after another. Cao Yi's face was flushed abnormally. He poured himself a glass of water and sat on the edge of the bed to drink it.

"Are you sick?" Le Yang realized that his physical condition was not good. "Have you taken any medicine? I'll go buy it."

"No need, rest early."

Seeing that he still refused to talk to him, Le Yang felt uncomfortable, "Actually, you don't have to, I'm fine, I just vomited it up."

"Then take care of yourself."

Le Yang smiled, "But I'm very happy that you can come."

Cao Yi took off his clothes and wanted to lie down. He would be very cold and shivering all the time.Le Yang went up and took off his quilt and covered him, his cold hand accidentally touched his neck, Cao Yi sat up like an electric shock, and opened his hand forcefully.

There was a crisp "pop", especially clear in the darkness, the two of them were stunned, realizing that Le Yang just wanted to help him tuck the quilt, Cao Yi knew that he had overreacted, so he withdrew his hand in embarrassment

"You know all about it." Le Yang stood in front of the bed, and that sound was like a heavy hammer, breaking the peace he had been trying so hard to whitewash.In fact, he already knew it, but both of them chose to pretend to be stupid, so that such a precarious relationship could continue.

Cao Yi turned his back to him and didn't speak. Le Yang knew he wasn't asleep, "So you avoid me."

"Go to bed early." Cao Yi said.

Le Yang hated himself for being humble at this time, and hated Cao Yi even more for choosing to keep things quiet. It was like this. The two stood at the two ends of the rubber band and pulled hard. The cracks continued to be formed, and they tried to mend them, but no one let go after mending, and the words were insincere. The consequence is that it is now like this, and no one will have a good time.

"I won't tell you, you will never know. I have never been jealous of you about Li Min. I have been jealous of her all the time."

Silence, speaking of this, no matter how indifferent Cao Yi was, he probably couldn't avoid answering. Le Yang put his hands on his knees and sat opposite him, waiting for his answer.

After a long time, Cao Yang coughed a few times, and after calming down, he said, "I'll pretend you didn't say what you just said."

"Can you, can you do it, and still call me brother and brother like before?!"

"How will you know if you don't try?"

"You can do it, Cao Yi, then have you ever thought about me? I can't do it. I like you so much. It makes me sad to see you. Do you think I can pretend that nothing happened and stay well? Even if I want to , have you ever given me a chance?" Le Yang laughed angrily: "I lost to you, I am so fucking convinced."

"In this case, let's end it. I'll move out. If you don't want to see me, I can transfer to another school."

Le Yang felt like being struck by lightning. He never expected that Cao Yi would say such words. He was even ready to disappear completely from his life.

For him, I have made people look like ghosts now, and when he just finished, he could get rid of all the relationships, and erase everything that happened in the past.Le Yang believes that he can do it, but how about him, can he go back to the past and pretend that he has never loved a man of the same sex as him named Cao Yi.

He really is nothing compared to him.

He rushed over and dragged him up, "You hate me so much!"

"Let go of me." Cao Yi had a severe headache and couldn't open his eyes.

Seeing him suffering, Le Yang's heart softened again, and he pressed his head against his forehead, the temperature on it was frighteningly high, he sighed, "Do you really feel nothing for me?"

Cao Yi didn't speak, his ears were a little ringing, in fact, he didn't hear what Le Yang said later.

Cao Yi exhaled with heat, Le Yang looked at him from a close distance, his neck was burning red, the aura of abstinence was gone, he had never seen him like this before, Le Yang didn't even think about it, and turned towards him Pale lips, kissed.

Le Yang's actions were not gentle, even a bit rough. He pried open Cao Yi's lips and entangled with him. Cao Yi's eyes widened in disbelief. The palpitations from that night came back again. It was completely unacceptable for him to report that kind of thought.

Cao Yi pushed him hard, but because of the high fever, his body was limp and weak, he couldn't even push Le Yang's tongue away from his lips, instinctively biting, Le Yang felt the pain and let him go, but he didn't Without leaving, she tilted her head slightly and kissed all the way from his neck.

He felt Cao Yi's struggle, but at this moment his rationality was completely occupied by desire. Cao Yi's lips were so soft and his body was so warm. This body had appeared countless times in his dreams, and he wanted to hold it tight, want to possess it, But when he wakes up, the reality will tell him that it is a dream, and then take him away, farther and farther away.

But now, he is really by his side, he can hug him, he can kiss him, and his dreams come true. This kind of satisfaction makes him reluctant to let go. Maybe he will never have such an opportunity again. Cao Yi is sick today, It seemed like God was helping him, if it was normal, how could he be so quiet and let himself have what he wanted, he must have beaten himself to his knees long ago.

His icy hands reached in from the hem of Cao Yi's clothes and walked over him, because of the sudden coolness, Cao Yi's pores shrank suddenly, Le Yang hugged him even tighter, and whispered while kissing: "Don't go, don't leave me .”

"I won't forgive you if you're like this." Cao Yi's eyes were red, panting, but he still didn't give up struggling, drawing a few bloodstains on Le Yang's neck.

"You won't forgive me anymore, will you?" Le Yang's eyes were full of sorrow, and tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, dripping on Cao Yi's face.

He took off his coat and sweater, and covered Cao Yi with his whole body. Cao Yi had difficulty breathing under his pressure, and moaned in pain. This sound completely disintegrated Le Yang's remaining will, and he took off Cao Yi's only clothes. The clothes were skin-to-skin, and the two gasped at the same time. Le Yang lowered his hands and rested on Cao Yi's waist.

Realizing what Le Yang wanted to do, Cao Yi called out, "Are you crazy?!"

"The moment I fell in love with you, I went crazy. Didn't you think I was abnormal a long time ago?"

"Don't do this, let me go."

"Don't talk, you have no strength."

Le Yang took off his underwear, reached for Cao Yi, and held it.

"Let go!" Cao Yi glared at him angrily, trying to struggle, but Le Yang pressed firmly, his hands began to move up and down, Cao Yi panted heavily, and stared blankly at the top of the bed.

"You have feelings." Le Yang said, although this was the case, Cao Yi didn't enjoy the whole process, it was even painful. Even if he was finally released, he kept frowning and suppressed the painful voice.

Le Yang stretched his hands behind him.

Cao Yi punched him, Le Yang turned his head away from the blow, but it didn't hurt, he knew that this was Cao Yi's maximum strength so far, it seemed useless to him, it was far from letting him wide awake.

Le Yang knew that he was bullying a patient, but why didn't Cao Yi bully him, making him a terminally ill person.

There is no chance, even if he lets go now, he will hate himself for the rest of his life, for the rest of his life, why not pity himself, the person he loves will never be able to love again in the future.

He slowly squeezed himself between Cao Yi's legs, Cao Yi stared at Le Yang's face, Le Yang didn't dare to look at him, and covered his eyes with his hands.

Zheng Xiaoxin and the others came out after eating, and they figured it was almost time, so they were about to go home, when one of them bumped into a passerby, before he could say sorry, his scalp went numb, his soul flew away, and he yelled: "Teacher! "

When everyone heard this, they scattered and fled.

The head teacher of the second class did not expect that he would meet the students of his own school when he went out to buy supper at night. He thought it was wrong. The third year of high school hadn’t had a holiday yet. It was almost eleven o’clock. Why were these students strolling outside? He looked so desperate that he knew he had escaped.

He hurriedly called the Political and Education Office and asked them to check the room. Some students came out in the middle of the night, probably to play games.

When the teacher from the Political and Educational Office heard this, he was blown up, and against them, he dared to stay out at night!Call three or four teachers and run to the boys dormitory.

There are not many dormitories for boys in the third year of high school, so it is very easy to check.

The tearing pain made Cao Yi break out in cold sweat. The thing seemed to split him in half. He kept telling Le Yang to stop, but he refused to listen and insisted on going his own way.

Blood flowed from Cao Yi's body, staining the sheets red.Le Yang didn't notice it at all, he was in pain too, the pain made him sober for a short time, but the satisfaction of having Cao Yi soon offset all the sins.

Suddenly there was the sound of a key turning outside, and Le Yangmeng got off Cao Yi quickly, but it was too late. Someone turned on the light in the dormitory, and quickly turned it off again. Before closing the door, a cold voice said : "Get dressed and come out."

Le Yang was completely awake at this time, and fell down on the bed in fright. Cao Yi had already sat up and was dressing, unusually calm, but his trembling hands couldn't even hold the hem of the clothes.

At one o'clock in the morning, two people stood in the office of the teaching office, Cao Yi was sweating all the time, and his whole body was crumbling.Le Yang wanted to help him, but he blocked him.

He stared at the front without focus. Under the fluorescent lamp, his face was as white as the whitewashed walls. Finally, he couldn't stand still, and he leaned on the edge of the desk to support himself.

Le Yang was very distressed, but Cao Yi didn't even look at him, as if he didn't want half alms even if he died here.

"I'm sorry." Le Yang whispered.

Cao Yi didn't answer, Le Yang said sorry a few more times.

The dean rushed in while adjusting his collar, obviously just got up, and when he saw the two of them, he shouted: "Call your parents over here, now!"

The ward round teacher at the back followed, "I've already called, it should be here soon."

Cao Yi's face was pale and he was shaking all the time.

"Teacher, can I give him a chair, he is sick." Le Yang said.

"I still have strength when I'm sick..." The dean couldn't say it. He just jumped up from the bed when he heard it. This kind of scandalous thing happened to one of them, and he was one of the best students. It's unbelievable!

He glanced at Cao Yi, and motioned for him to move a stool, but Cao Yi refused to sit on it, maybe he couldn't sit on it at all, so he could only grit his teeth and endure it.

"I forced him, he was a victim."

"You!" Seeing Cao Yi like that, the dean understood the truth and falsehood of Le Yang's words, and angrily slapped the table, "Do you know what your behavior is? This is rape, Le Yang! It's a crime! "

"Send it to the hospital, it doesn't seem very good." The teacher said.

Cao Yi had already fallen into a coma, his complexion was pale, and he was lifeless.Le Yang's heart rose to his throat, and he begged: "Teacher, it's my fault alone, it has nothing to do with him, please, please send him to the hospital, he is really seriously ill..."

Seeing that something was wrong, the teacher quickly called 120, and the ambulance arrived soon.Cao Yi was sent up, and the teacher followed him. He called Cao's parents and Cao's mother to stop coming to school and go directly to the hospital.

Le Yang watched the ambulance leave, retreated to the corner and squatted down, and cried so sadly and desperately that even the dean, who had dealt with countless bad students in the battlefield, shook his head. When did he see a seventeen-eighth The [-]-year-old boy cried like him before, even if he wanted to scold him again, he held back his words and stood beside Le Yang silently, waiting for him to finish crying.