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These days, Le Yang is always inexplicably anxious. He is annoyed when he sees Cao Yi, and he is even more annoyed when he doesn’t see Cao Yi. Two fighting villains are automatically split in his mind, one for him to take advantage of the victory and one for him to stop , Fighting each other in his body day and night every day, he felt that he was not far from the essence.

After school on Friday, he asked Li Min if he was free this weekend and wanted to ask her out.Cao Yi packed his things beside him and left first.

After class on Saturday, Le Yang rushed to the appointed place, and the two had a meal together. I don't know if it was because of shyness or something. Li Min talked very little. Basically, she answered whatever you asked, and never took the initiative to speak.

Le Yang was embarrassed. After all, he was the one who made an appointment first, so he had to keep looking for topics. After a day, he felt that his brain was going to dry up.

After the end, Le Yang sent her back. Li Min's house was a bit far away. The two first took the bus together, and then walked for a while. Li Min stopped and thanked him when they arrived, but they still didn't dare to look at him. Eyes, the whole person seems to have not recovered from the initial tension.

"Thank you, I should thank you if you want to thank you, for listening to what I said all day."

Li Min didn't speak, but subconsciously clenched the strap of the backpack.

"I didn't mean that." Le Yang thought she had misunderstood, and quickly explained: "I actually like being with people who talk less, really."

With the exception of Cao Yi, Le Yang doesn't like to be with people who talk less. People like him who can't stand the stuffy atmosphere should like Zheng Xiaoxin the most.

"No wonder you and Xiao Yi are friends. It's the first time I've seen who he is so good with." The words came out of Li Min's mouth, which is very meaningful. After all, the two grew up together, and she knows his past better than anyone else. .

Le Yang almost burst into tears. It seems that the surnamed Cao is really kind to him, "Has he never made friends?"

Li Min shook his head.

"No way?" Although he had already guessed that it would be like this, but it was another feeling to actually hear others say it. He thought of what Zhang Mingzhen said, and asked, "Is it because I was bullied when I was a child?"

Li Min raised his head, "Who bullied him?"

"His classmate."

"How dare they." Li Min suddenly laughed, "Xiao Yi was very fierce when he was young."

"..." Le Yang was stunned, "How fierce is it?"

"It's very fierce, the kind that no one dares to provoke."

"..."

Li Min said: "It's me. I was bullied all the time when I was a child, but then I stopped because they were all afraid of Xiao Yi, and he fought very hard."

"Really or not?" Le Yang's three views were impacted, the doormat in his childhood suddenly became a tyrant and tyrant, he was a little incapable of accepting it.

Li Min made a silent gesture, "Don't say it, he didn't let me say it, even uncles and aunts don't know."

Le Yang hasn't fully digested this cognition yet, he really can't accurately define what kind of fierceness an elementary school boy is, "So fierce that he has no friends?"

Li Min smiled again, and Le Yang noticed that there were two shallow dimples on both sides of her mouth when she smiled, and her face, which was not delicate at first, immediately became vivid when she smiled.She said, "Of course not. He wasn't so fierce in junior high school. Many girls in school liked him, but his personality is just like that. He likes to be alone. This is very similar to Uncle Cao."

Le Yang has been worried about whether Cao Yi suffered some kind of psychological trauma when he was a child. Sure enough, it is just like what Uncle Cao said, it is completely hereditary.

"So Le Yang, you must be very special to him." Li Min looked at him and said seriously.

Le Yang wants to say that he is more special to me.

So there are some things, he has to make it clear now, and he can't delay, the more he delays, the more distant this special person may be from him.But when the words came to his lips, Le Yang couldn't bear it anymore. He still didn't know her at all, and she liked him with good intentions, but he couldn't even give him a chance, not for anything else, just for her and Cao Yi Relationship.In the simple proposition that brothers are like siblings and women are like clothes, he chose Cao Yi.

"That... You and Cao Yi are childhood sweethearts, right? I'm also good friends with him. Does that mean that we can actually be very good friends?"

Li Min looked at him, and Le Yang knew that she was about to understand, "I'm actually quite difficult to get along with, my temper can be good and bad, and I don't know how to be gentle with girls..." He squeezed the shabby face Post-it note, "Also, me, you may not be able to see it, I am a person who loves to learn..."

Li Min kept silent, Le Yang talked for a long time and saw her looking at his hand all the time.

"Why is this here with you?"

Le Yang bristled in embarrassment, "Hey, it's not for me?!"

"No." Li Min shook his head firmly.

"Who is that?" It couldn't be for Cao Yi, what the hell, Le Yang couldn't help but swear, you gave your only friend the love letter your childhood sweetheart gave you!What kind of bad outlook on life can do this!

"Zheng Xiaoxin."

"Pfft!" Le Yang mouthed his old blood, he hadn't recovered from the previous crying point, when he heard a name he never expected!

"you like him?!"

"It's not me, it's Qu Huihui from our class." Li Min also blushed now, "She asked me to give it to Zheng Xiaoxin, I think he has a good relationship with you, and you are getting close to Xiaoyi, so let him pass it on .”

Le Yang completely crashed!What on earth is this!Two n-line small supporting roles are here to steal the spotlight and play the leading role! !Le Yang thought of how affectionate he was just now, wishing he could hit him head-on to death, dragged Cao Yi over and slapped Cao Yi three hundred times before he died, would he do anything, would he do you! !

On Sunday, after Le Yang had eaten and slept enough, he called Cao Yi over and said that he would cut his hair for him.Neither of them mentioned what happened yesterday. Although Le Yang knew it was an oolong, he still hoped that Cao Yi would ask. After all, he and Li Min had an unusual relationship. As a brother who cared about his sister, he had to ask anyway. But Cao Yi just kept silent, as if nothing had happened.

In fact, Le Yang has no other intentions. He just feels that he has become more and more abnormal recently. This abnormality seems to have started a long time ago, like a cancer, oppressing him day by day. He doesn't know where the critical point is. , I don't know what the consequences of the outbreak are, but I feel infinite depression. After a long time, he began to be afraid. This fear stems from the confusion of the status quo. This is something he has never felt before.

The only thing that is certain is that all of this has something to do with Cao Yi. This person is becoming more and more present in his living space. I don't know if he is really too strong, or he let this kind of possession.

He is not gay, he dares to swear to the sky that he is not, but why does he have a feeling that he does not want to be separated from such a person.

"Don't move." Le Yang straightened his head and trimmed a bunch of hair carefully.When I was young, no one cared about me. When my hair grew, I cut it myself. At the beginning, my skills were too poor. After cutting it, I had to wear a hat for two months before I dared to see people. Later, I became more and more proficient, and now it can completely become a side job.

"Is it too short?"

"Just right." Cao Yi scratched at random.

Le Yang's heart was bleeding, "Your life is too rough."

"It grows too fast, and it is troublesome to cut."

"Repair it in front."

"Okay."

"I didn't ask you to pay me again. Sit down." Le Yang pushed him back again. Cao Yi was wearing a shirt today, the top button was unbuttoned, and his collarbone was faintly visible. Le Yang was standing, unable to hold back his gaze. Glancing down, he didn't know what he was looking at, but he felt his gaze was drawn.

He forced himself to focus on the work at hand, and when he turned his head, he saw Cao Yi was looking up at him slightly.

Le Yang was taken aback, "What are you looking at?"

"What are you looking at?" Cao Yi asked calmly.

"Look at the hair, what else can I look at." Le Yang felt guilty, and always felt that he had sensed something when he asked, "Who told you to open it, close it, and you haven't finished cutting it yet."

Cao Yi closed his eyes, and Le Yang wiped the broken hair on his face with a towel. The towel was dry, and there was a spot under the eyelashes that couldn't be wiped off. Le Yang didn't control his strength and wiped hard, Cao Yi frowned.

Le Yang picked another towel, wet it and wringed it until it was half dry.

"I'll do it myself."

"Forget about taking the mirror, let me do it, and close your eyes." Sure enough, the place was wiped red by him, Le Yang controlled his strength and carefully cleaned it.

Cao Yi sat on the chair with his back to the light, his whole face was defenseless, his eyelashes fluttered slightly with Le Yang's movements, which made his heart itch.

The room is very quiet, Le Yang can almost hear his own breathing.

There was a small hair that couldn't be removed, so Le Yang wiped it with his hands instead, and the moment he stroked Cao Yi's face, he was suddenly shocked, and it took him a long time to realize that this scene had appeared countless times in his dreams, and he had also failed countless times. This time, I didn't expect it to be an unexpected success today, but this movement was so natural, Le Yang didn't feel excited.Instead, there is another feeling that is unclear, maybe he already knew it, but he just never dared to face it.

At this moment, the two breathed and heard each other, Cao Yi was only a few fingers away from him, and Le Yang's brain went blank at that moment, as if he had lost the ability to think, leaving only instinct.

"What's wrong with you today?" Cao Yi opened his eyes at some point, and tilted his head uncomfortably.

Le Yang quickly moved his hand away, "It's nothing, I'm a little dizzy."

The sound of the chair rubbing against the ground was sharp and piercing, Cao Yi stepped back, stood up and took the towel, "Is the injury still not healed?"

Le Yang didn't want to talk about the wound at first, but the current situation is special, if he didn't open his eyes suddenly just now, he might have already kissed him.

"It may be hypoglycemia, rest will be fine."

Cao Yi went to wash his face, and when he came back, he saw Le Yang lying on the sofa, wondering what he was thinking.

"Come to my house for dinner."

"No need, I don't want to move."

"Then I'll go buy some." Cao Yi took the door and went out. Le Yang stared at the ceiling in a daze. He didn't forget the alertness that flashed in Cao Yi's eyes the moment he opened his eyes.If I really kissed him at that time, I don't know what is going on now, can I still stand here and talk, or he will punch me so hard that I can't find my teeth all over the place.

Le Yang felt that he was quite pathetic. In his imagination, he didn't even dare to try it. After going through this period of time, he seemed to be unable to accept Cao Yi treating him like a passerby again.

But the facts are already so obvious, Le Yang is very clear that it is not the friendship and trust between friends, nor the admiration and jealousy between opponents, it is the purest love, with desire, and wanting to take it for himself.

He seemed to really like him.