A long song, half a lifetime

"Thousands of miles above the sky, the phoenix dances and sings. From today on, you will be called Changge! My Changge will definitely be the happiest princess in the world."

Changge is my name. When my father gave me this name, he hoped that I would be safe and joyful and have a worry-free life. However, the world is impermanent, and I still failed to do it in the end.

Before I met him, I lived a happy life as a princess. My father and queen doted on me, my elder brother loved me, and the servants respected me. I could get what I wanted by opening my mouth. Everything was so beautiful until met him...

It was a chilly spring morning when I first saw him.At that time, I was only thirteen or fourteen years old, and I came to Xuanyuan Dynasty with my elder brother to play.For me who was just out of the palace, everything was so novel.Because of my naughtiness, I accidentally separated from my brother. At that time, I never left my family. Seeing the flow of people passing by, I was so scared that I cried.At this time, he appeared...

The young man was about fourteen or fifteen years old. He was wearing a white fox fur and gold silk-trimmed boots on his feet. The scattered strands of hair set off the young man's eyes like a picture.

"Little sister, why are you crying?" The boy walked towards me with a gentle smile on his handsome face.

I turned my face away, and wiped away my tears indiscriminately, "It's not there! You read it wrong."

"Okay, okay, I was wrong, how could my little sister cry!" The boy's voice seemed to have a magical power, which made me feel inexplicably stable.I turned my head slowly and met the boy's eyes. The boy's eyes were bright, like the brightest stars in the sky.

Seeing my hands that were red with cold, the boy frowned. "Girls, why don't you take good care of yourself." As he said that, the boy took off the fox fur from his body, and gently put it on me.The warmth spreads through my whole body along the fox fur.

I froze for a moment, speechless in a daze.

"Little idiot." The boy's eyes were full of doting, "Looking at you like this, you must be separated from your family. Come, tell brother, where is your family? I will take you to find them."

"I... I don't know. I came out with my brother, but I don't know where my brother is"

"Hey!" The boy shook his head helplessly, held my hand, and said, "Little sister, let's go! Tell me what your brother looks like, and I will find him for you."

"En" I nodded, and walked with the boy. The boy's hands were warm, and my heart was also warm.

In the afternoon, the boy found my elder brother for me. He didn't tell me his name until we parted.But, from then on, I had him in my life.

The second time we met was Emperor Youyun's [-]th birthday.The young man was dressed luxuriously, surrounded by everyone, his expression was cold, his gestures carried an inviolable coercion, not as gentle as when we first met, but I still recognized him at a glance.It was also from that day that I started calling him "Aye"

The meeting after that was nothing more than a show of wit and beauty, the only difference is that he is the prince of the God of War, while I am the princess of the enemy country.The identity gap means that we cannot be together as we want.

Since the two countries fell ill, my father locked me in the palace and never allowed me to meet him again.It's just that people are always like this, the more they can't get, the more they want.In addition, I was in a period of rebellion at that time, so I simply used the influence I had cultivated before to sneak out of the palace gate.

This time, another year.For Ah Ye, I don't know what the feelings are.Like love but not like love, I like to be with him, but it seems that I am just looking for someone's shadow in him.But at that time, he was the only one who could make my heart beat.Maybe it's the pressure of many days that made me start to think about it!I thought so at the time.I thought that my life would go on like this forever, but I never thought that there are so many people in the world who get what they want.

Ah Ye's doubts and indifference, my father's serious illness, and the successive blows almost knocked me down.

I rushed back to the palace as quickly as possible, but my father was already dying.

"Changge, you're back! I thought you wouldn't come back again!" At this time, the father was no longer a high-ranking emperor, but just an ordinary father.

"I know that you have always been stubborn, and it was my fault for locking you up, but I love you too! You must know how difficult it is to be with Chu Hanye." The royal father held his hand Trembling and reaching out to me, wanting to wipe away my tears, "You have been my favorite child since childhood, and that is why you have the temper you have today. That's all! Children and grandchildren have their own blessings, if you really like him , I don’t force it. It’s just that I want you to know that you are not an ordinary girl, you are still the eldest princess of my Fengze country. You have always been smart, if you were not born as a woman, I would definitely hand over this country to you. Your imperial brother is smart but narrow-minded, he is really not suitable to be a king, but now there is no other way. Promise me, how about guarding this thousand li river and mountain together with your imperial brother?"

I burst into tears, and quickly replied: "Yeah, father, I will."

"Good boy." The emperor seemed relieved, and closed his eyes in satisfaction.

After hastily dealing with the affairs of Fengze Country, I rushed back to Ah Ye's side without stopping, but unexpectedly, Ah Ye's doubts about me deepened.

"Poisoning our soldiers is what you say you love me." I will never forget the hatred and anger in his eyes when he looked at me at that moment, and the indifference on his face when he put the sword on my neck .

I still didn't die after all, maybe it was because of Ah Ye's unbearable heart, or maybe it was the timely rescue of the emperor brother.

Returning to Fengze Country again, I am the princess who disappointed the people of the country, but he is already the emperor aloof.What hurts me the most is that the one who directs all this is the brother Huang who has always held me in the palm of his hand...He found someone to pretend to be me, used Ah Ye's trust in me to successfully poison him, and won that battle despicably.As the princess of Fengze Kingdom, I have nothing to say, but as my younger sister, I feel the chill to the bone.

I locked myself in the palace, and hardly communicated with the outside world except for the government affairs that must be dealt with every day.The days passed day by day like this. If it wasn't for that incident, I'm afraid I would never take a step out of the palace gate in my life.

It was a summer afternoon, and the emperor's brother suddenly appeared in my palace uncharacteristically, "Hahaha! Sister, the bastard who betrayed you is now the king of subjugation. He is on the run, and he can't protect himself. Now you should understand brother You must have worked so hard that day!" Brother Huang laughed wildly.

There was a sudden dull pain in my heart, and an indescribable pain spread throughout my body and penetrated deep into the bone marrow.At that time, my mind was blank, and my only thought was to escape and meet him.

I tried my best to avoid Brother Huang's eyeliner and frantically searched for him.

"Ah Ye, you have nothing to do, wait for me." This sentence echoed in my mind several times every day. At that time, all my obsessions were to find him.

Fortunately, I arrived in time.If it is slower, I can't imagine what the consequences will be.I saved Ah Ye from the assassins, and I thought he wouldn't appreciate it.Unexpectedly, he lost his memory.

"It might be better to have amnesia, so it won't be so painful." As I said this, my heart felt a burst of pain. Even if it is hatred, no woman wants the person she likes to completely forget herself.

I fled in despair, maybe because I didn't want to see the woman who sent people to kill me several times, or maybe because I was escaping the fact that Ah Che lost his memory.

In the end, I was still worried about Ah Ye. Although he didn't show up, he followed him and protected him.

Until...until Brother Huang sent killers to hunt him down.The emperor brother who always loved me and doted on me would kill me. In despair, I fell for the killer and was seriously injured.

In order to be able to go out to meet Ah Ye alive, I took off the disguise on my face and revealed my true face.Since I was a child, I have been far more beautiful than my peers.The emperor knew in his heart that if a tree is beautiful in the forest, the wind will destroy it, and it is not good for a woman to be too beautiful.In order to protect me, my father found the best disguise master in the world for me, and covered up my seven points of beauty.And my true face, except myself, is known to no one.I'm afraid my father would never have imagined that his actions inadvertently saved me now.Brother Huang doesn't know me who has recovered my true face, and naturally the killer doesn't know me either.

I fled all the way, but in the end it was Ah Ye who saved me.The moment I saw Ah Ye, I thought that even if I died now, I would have no regrets.

Ah Ye, who has lost his memory, is not as unrestrained as before, but it can give me a feeling of peace of mind. If I used to only look for someone's shadow in him, now I am full of him.Watching him, my soul seemed to truly belong.It wasn't until later that I realized that Qin Moyu was the only one I loved, not Aye who had the memories of Moyu's previous life.

I will never forget, under the rain of flowers that day, Mo Yu's tenderness, and his kiss like a touch of water.When we were together with Ah Ye in the past, we had never been so close. At that time, we only thought it was shyness, but later we realized that it was just resistance from the soul.

The moment I kissed Mo Yu, I felt inexplicable joy in my heart, and it didn't feel unnatural at all, as if it should be like this.

If it wasn't for the appearance of that person, I think, I would have accompanied Ah Ye I as Xuexi, although if that was the case, I wouldn't have known that Ah Ye after amnesia was not Ah Ye, but Mo Yu, Mo Yu is the one I have been waiting for.

That person is a nightmare for me, brother Huang, and even the entire upper class of Fengze Nation.He is cruel and bloodthirsty, but he controls most of Fengze country's military force, which makes people helpless.He is the Regent Feng Chasing Sun.I never thought that he would appear next to Mo Yu.

He looked at me with a smile that was not a smile, and the sinister look in him made me feel chills in my heart.

Although I don't know what Feng Zhuri's purpose is, but I know that if I continue to stay by Mo Yu's side, not only will I harm him, but I will also harm myself.So, I left Moyu again.

But I was also worried that the wind would follow Mo Yu day by day, so I followed from afar until the formation of the gods...