The President's Dedicated Love

When Lan Zhengting woke up, Guan Zeyu was not by his side.

He turned his head to look at his friend who was guarding the bed, and said, "Where's Zeyu?"

Ouyang Yan said, "He has been discharged from the hospital."

Lan Zhengting forced himself to sit up and said, "He still doesn't want to see me?"

Ouyang Yan put the back pillow for his friend, he said, "He is waiting for your call, if you want to see him, he will come over."

Lan Zhengting took the phone. He looked at the phone number on the phone. It was an unfamiliar number. It was a call from Guan Zeyu when he was dying. At that time, Lan Zhengting asked, "Hi, please call back!"

He waited for a long time, before he could wait for the person on the other end of the phone to speak, he heard intermittent breathing, that breathing seemed to be cut off, and he wanted to disappear.

Lan Zhengting remembered that every time he was tender with his lover, he would hear such a voice that moved his heart.

He called, "Ze Yu."

For a long time, there was no sound, and it seemed that he heard a distant voice, as if he was saying, "Zhengting, I love you, don't leave me."

Guan Zeyu was at home, and he looked around the living room, room, and home that had become unfamiliar.

Yuan Qufan was sitting at home with the stupid man, the two men were sitting on the floor, Yuan Qufan asked, "Why did you become so crazy all of a sudden?"

Guan Zeyu shook his head, "I don't know."

He said, "I just can't feel it, my heart seems to be dead..."

Yuan Qufan paused in his heart, and he said, "Don't you love Mr. Lan very much?"

Guan Zeyu couldn't answer. After a long time, he turned to look at his friend and said, "I don't know why. At that moment, while asking why he lied to me, I tried to feel the pain in my heart. However, I couldn't feel it. , I found that I didn't feel any more, obviously very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe, I just couldn't bear it, I couldn't bear it, he lied to me, I was afraid..."

Yuan Qu Fan looked at the man who had calmed down, and he asked, "What about now, how do you feel, do you want to see a psychiatrist?"

Guan Zeyu was silent, he did not speak.

He's not sick, there's no need to see a doctor.

Lan Zhengting pressed the dial button, and he waited for the call to be answered.

Guan Zeyu heard the phone ringing, he turned his head to look at the vibrating phone, the familiar ringtone, that is my heart forever, just like your heart.

Guan Zeyu picked up the phone, he pressed the answer button, and said, "Zhengting." His heart couldn't help trembling, trembling, and finally felt the dull pain in his heart, even though it hurt, he felt happy.

Lan Zhengting was silent for a while, and he said, "Zeyu, I want to go home, can you come pick me up?" He took a deep breath, and said the request in his heart, he waited for the answer, waiting for the last one or let me know. The answer to self-destruction or rebirth.

Guan Zeyu lowered his head, he looked at the hands on his feet, he saw his fingers trembling, trembling violently, Yuan Qufan looked down, he also saw the fingers trembling violently, Yuan Qufan asked, "What's the matter, are you unwell?"

Guan Zeyu raised his hand, he looked at his right hand which was trembling uncontrollably, his left hand was holding the phone, his right hand was trembling and trembling under his gaze, as if it was going to be disabled, or was doing something Struggling at last, all the sensory functions in his body were stimulated and activated under such shaking.

Lan Zhengting asked, "Zeyu, what's wrong with you?"

Ouyang Yan looked at his flustered friend, Lan Zhengyan came to visit his second brother, and he put down the flower basket. Hearing the sound, he also looked at his second brother sitting on the bed.

Lan Zhengting asked, "Zeyu?"

Guan Zeyu shook his fingers and said, "Nothing?"

Original Qu Fan held the trembling hand, and he took the phone, "Mr. Lan, Guan Guan's hand has been shaking for some reason."

Lan Zhengting was stunned, and he said, "Could it be that the injury hasn't healed?"

Yuan Qufan advised people to go back to the hospital, but Guan Zeyu refused.

"I'm not sick," he said.

Guan Zeyu felt a strong sense of rejection in his heart, he hated hospitals.

Yuan Qufan comforted him, and he said, "Yes, you are not sick, you were only cut a few times, it was a slight superficial injury, the most serious was the gunshot on the shoulder, shut it down, don't think too much, now this At this time, you should calm yourself down, you must get rid of distracting thoughts that you shouldn't have, and you can't fall into that kind of empty thinking again."

Yuan Qufan tried his best to persuade him, so he called Xiao Rang.

Xiao Rang was stunned for a long time, and he said, "Impossible, even if his hands and feet were cut off, he wouldn't have such a reaction, he must consult a psychologist."

Guan Zeyu went to the hospital for an examination, and Lan Zhengting ran over, and he said, "What's wrong?"

Guan Zeyu turned his head to look at his lover, he said, "I don't know."

After the doctor's examination, he said, "It's not a physical injury, but a psychological trauma. Mr. Guan may be acting in his heart."

Lan Zhengting held those hands, Guan Zeyu's hands stopped shaking, but his heart was shaking, beating violently, sometimes speeding up, sometimes calming down, as if it was about to stop beating.

He didn't tell his lover the truth, saying, "It's normal now."

Lan Zhengting glanced at his lover, he clearly saw the flickering eyes of the liar, and he was running away.

Guan Zeyu walked out of the dean's office. He stood in the corridor. He raised his hands and looked repeatedly.

Sitting in the dean's office, Lan Zhengting asked, "Dean Zheng, tell me the truth, what is Zeyu's condition and why does he have such symptoms?"

Dean Zheng shook his head, and he said, "It's hard for me to explain this, it may be because of his heart, I checked his body carefully, and there is really no other problem, the only problem is his heart, heart rate Sometimes it speeds up and sometimes it gets weaker, which is a very strange phenomenon."

"Mr. Lan, your heart has been bad since you were a child. I think you should experience this feeling. Sometimes you can't breathe, and sometimes you feel that your heart is very heavy. When it is heavy, you will have a dull pain. In this case, it may be Insufficient blood supply, lack of oxygen in the lungs, or poor heart and arteries. In short, there are various reasons. As for Mr. Guan's heart, I have done a special examination. His heart is normal, so there is only one possibility , Is this something in his heart? In medicine, the disease in the heart is more serious than the injury on the surface of the body. "

Lan Zhengting couldn't understand why, he asked, "Is there a solution?"

Dean Zheng said sorry in embarrassment, "I can only consult a psychiatrist, or rely on him to come out. Mr. Guan's mind is very strong. He was injured and lost a lot of blood, and he was supported by his mind. Therefore, we must Overcoming his current strange symptoms can actually allow him to slowly get out of the vicious circle in his heart. You have to know that a person's inner reaction is the most powerful, and a person's limit is actually based on the function of the heart, not relying on strength The infinite invisible power that can be achieved."

Lan Zhengting bid farewell to the dean, he went out, and saw the lonely back standing in the corridor, feeling inexplicably sour in his heart.

Guan Zeyu looked down at his hands, his lonely back, a little lonely and desolate.

Lan Zhengting walked over, he went to hold his lover's hand, he said, "What are you thinking?"

Guan Zeyu thought for a long time, and he said, "Will I become disabled?"

Lan Zhengting hugged his lover, "Don't talk nonsense, don't think about things that don't happen."

Guan Zeyu looked at the hands around his waist, and Lan Zhengting said, "Let's go, go home, we've gone through a catastrophe, and it's been smooth sailing ever since."

Guan Zeyu turned his head and saw the doctors and nurses passing by in the corridor. They whispered and pointed.

Guan Zeyu came back to his senses, and he said, "Go... let's go."

Lan Zhengting held his lover's hand, and he said, "In the past, you were always holding me in public, from now on, it's me."

Guan Zeyu forced a smile, but he remained silent.

Lan Zhengting turned his head to look at his lover with a frozen smile, that kind of smile made his heart ache.

Guan Zeyu has changed, his mentality has changed, and there is a knot in his heart. If this knot cannot be untied, he will no longer be the same Guan Zeyu as before. He will become silent, he will laugh stiffly, and he will Feeling overwhelmed like this, I bowed my head, no longer looking at others, and I didn't want to pay attention to the lover around me.

Lan Zhengting was driving the car, he said, "What do you want to eat tonight? Western food or Chinese food?"

Guan Zeyu turned his head and glanced, his eyes seemed hazy, he retracted his eyes as if avoiding, and said, "You decide."

Lan Zhengting was taken aback. If it was before, he would have heard his lover say, "I'll eat whatever you make, as long as it's made by you." Or my favorite food.

He never said, you decide.

Lan Zhengting's hand holding the steering wheel was a little unsteady, and he turned to look at his silent lover.

Guan Zeyu looked ahead, not knowing what he was thinking, he just stared blankly like this, he seemed to be stupid, his former wise sharpness, his former awe-inspiring aura were all gone.

Lan Zhengting held his lover's hand tightly, and he said to himself, "It's okay, it will be fine."

They entered the house and looked at the strange space.

Guan Zeyu didn't speak, Lan Zhengting turned his head to look at his motionless lover, wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say, only today did he understand why he was chattering like that before, it turned out that, just to enliven the atmosphere, this man once put his heart into it To maintain a happy life for two people, and one day, he became silent, and he would no longer say those sweet words of love.

Lan Zhengting held his lover's hand tightly and said, "Let's go, let's make dinner."

Guan Zeyu was taken aback for a moment, and he agreed, "Okay."

He walked to the kitchen, not knowing what to do?

Lan Zhengting's heart ached again and again, and he said, "You go wash the rice, and I will wash the vegetables."

Guan Zeyu also agreed, "Okay."

He turned to get rice, Lan Zhengting looked at the body with his back turned to him, he didn't know why, his eyes felt hot, and his heart ached.

In the past, Guan Zeyu said, "I wash vegetables, and you wash rice. Washing rice is too easy. Washing vegetables is a technical job."

Lan Zhengting wanted to know what went wrong, he had to find out the reason, he couldn't go on like this, he wanted to get back the lover who was wholeheartedly thinking about himself, he wanted to find the lover who was always jealous, he wanted to get back The lover who is always pestering himself to make jokes about himself...

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