The President's Dedicated Love

On Friday, Lan Zhengting went to Bright City in Haishi, which is the only largest and most representative entertainment center in Haishi, which brings together high-end hotels, opera houses, museums and casinos, etc. When he retired from a meal, he lost The special assistant who accompanied him to the negotiation dealt with the rest of the matter, while he escaped by himself.

After leaving the hotel, he wandered around, thinking about whether to go to Luyuan tonight to wait for his lover to get off work, or go directly to Guanying to meet him. He clearly said that he would not go to Guanying, whether he planned to never set foot in Guanying again or insisted on waiting. The opponent admits defeat?

At that time, I only said that if I don’t go to Guanying, I didn’t say that if I don’t go back to Luyuan, then I can go back to Luyuan at any time. As for Guanying...

Can I take a step back?And after taking a step back, let Guan Zeyu continue to go his own way?Isn't this the way to get him out of trouble?

Walking alone to the third floor of the high-end shopping mall, standing in the corridor, overlooking the passers-by downstairs, when he saw a familiar figure among so many strangers, he was shocked physically and mentally.

"Ze Yu?"

Lan Zhengting saw his lover looking around on the first floor, as if he was looking for someone, did he come in because he saw himself walking into this building?

Lan Zhengting hurriedly took the elevator downstairs, but Guan Zeyu searched around the first floor, but he couldn't find it, so he walked out of the shopping building immediately.

Lan Zhengting chased him out, and he chased after him while making a phone call.

But no one answered the phone, Guan Zeyu hurriedly left.

At four o'clock in the evening, it was covered with the color of dusk, a lonely golden, covering this bustling city.

Lan Zhengting drove up and followed the black Rolls-Royce.

They arrived at the pedestrian street one after the other, and Lan Zhengting stopped the car. He watched his lover get off the car in front of him. At this time, he had already denied the guess that he was always looking for him when he found himself in a shopping mall.

what is he looking for

Lan Zhengting got out of the car, and he followed quietly. He didn't know whether Guan Zeyu was too anxious or there were too many people on the street, so he didn't realize that there was someone following behind him for a while.

Lan Zhengting followed through the pedestrian street, then turned around one end and walked to another road. There, there was a flower-selling street with shops on both sides, and there were hundreds of flowers outside the facades, colorful and colorful.

Guan Zeyu entered a flower shop, and Lan Zhengting stood in a back corner, watching the man who had never understood what romance is, consulting the owner of the flower shop, he was indeed buying flowers, the boss pointed to a side of the shop , she said, "Sir, you can choose Bai Lily."

Guan Zeyu took out the money, and he said, "Then Lily."

He paid the money, took the bouquet of white lilies, then followed the direction, and returned to his car. He put the flowers on the passenger side. He checked the time. It was a few minutes past five, and he was in time.

Today, I inadvertently remembered something. It was the day of her death. I forgot it last year and made it up later. Mother and son, the little child, about three or four years old, said, "Mom, is the Tianta fun? I want to ride the tram, not play with dad."

Guan Zeyu turned his head to look at the mother and son walking past. The child was led by the woman, and they walked towards the car not far away.

Guan Zeyu was in a trance, remembering that year when he first came to this city. At that time, his little self was also like this. He raised his head and asked his mother. He said, "Mom, why did we come here? Is it the Sky Tower?"

At that time, the gentle woman said to her son, "This is the highest place, don't you want to see the city, here, you can see the panoramic view of the sea city."

She said, "Ling Hui, isn't Haishi very beautiful?"

Guan Zeyu stood beside his mother. He stood at a higher position. He looked around this strange city.

The city looked so big that he didn't think it should be described as beautiful.

In this big city built of reinforced concrete, there are row upon row of high-rise buildings, the majestic real estate, the towering sky towers, they form the most advanced iron-blooded factories;

Here, mountains and rivers are far away, prosperity is colorful, luxury is respected, everything is beautiful and colorful.

Guan Zeyu remembered that what he saw, what he looked at, was a vast field of vision, the vastness of the world that made people feel small and almost humble, the kind of sight that reached past places, and the vast field of vision gave people a feeling of shocking the sky. At that time, he was really shocked by his strength; now, after experiencing wind, frost, rain and snow, he no longer has that kind of small panic, and now there are only some sentiments left, that is the feeling of vicissitudes at the end of prosperity.

When he was a teenager, he saw the sky and the earth, and he couldn't see whether the city was beautiful, because he hadn't walked through the city and seen the prosperity and sorrow here.

Mo Xue applied for the household registration for the child, and she wanted Guan Yaocong to take the child back. She said that I would return to live in the town. Guan Zeyu repeatedly asked who is the father?Mo Xue couldn't hold on any longer, so at the request of the child's desperate desire to see his biological father, she took the child back to the city, and said, "The child is yours. If you say a word, do you want to do it or not?"

At that time, Guan Yilin's mother pointed to the woman who came back, and she said, "Bitch, you still dare to come back. You extorted so much money back then, isn't it enough? You still want to come back to fight for property."

Mo Xue didn't argue with her, she didn't tell her, if it wasn't for you, Yao Cong and I wouldn't have been separated?

She never defended, and never fought for, she didn't know, she would die here, and she couldn't get out, she couldn't leave.

Guan Zeyu refused to recall the painful past. It was the scene of being pointed out by his peers as a wild child when he was a child;

They said, "I heard that you are the illegitimate child of the Guan family?"

They asked, "So what's your name, what's your real name?"

"Is it Mo Linghui or Guan Zeyu?"

Guan Zeyu didn't remember how to get rid of those people's questioning, he only remembered that he was shaking badly at that time.

Since he returned to this city, he has been criticized and pointed at countless times, until his mother passed away, those women who scolded Xiaosan finally stopped, but occasionally they would point to the teenagers they met, and they said, He is the illegitimate son of the Guan family.

He felt uncomfortable at that time, he couldn't express the resentment, he couldn't shout out the pain, he couldn't vent and question, he could only swallow all the pain silently, so, facing the monstrous sea, he pierced his heart roar.

He once couldn't find his way, he once didn't know where to go?

Many people persuaded him to let go, they advised him to let go of the past, to let go of the hatred in his heart, but, who can help him alleviate the pain he has endured, who can help him, so that he will not go so hard?

Lan Zhengting followed at a distance, he followed the Ferrari, and they drove to a cemetery one after the other.

In the silent cemetery, after dusk, it looked deserted and quiet, and the dim golden light sprinkled on the sleeping dead. They were sleeping, and the light gradually flowed. Slowly, the brilliance was quickly eroded by the night. .

Guan Zeyu stopped in front of a tombstone, he stood upright, no emotion could be seen on his quiet face, maybe, every moment, there was nothing but ruthlessness in his heart.

He couldn't understand his mother's choice, was it a third party, or was there something else hidden?

Each of them hides a big misunderstanding, and what kind of secrets do they have that are hard to be known?

If it's really Xiaosan, why did he bring himself back to suffer, or in other words, give birth to such a superfluous evil seed?

If not, then why did you leave?Leaving a person suffering, a woman, alone and difficult to bring up a child?Then he couldn't stand the child's questioning, so he just came back, and then just disappeared.

Luo Youfu said, "Zeyu, you have to trust your mother, she is right."

Guan Zeyu asked, "So, why did my mother leave?"

Luo Youfu said, "Zeyu, let go of those things, what's the use of you pursuing them?"

yes?What's the use of him pursuing it?He no longer has her, she is gone, he is now alone, he has been away alone for so many years, why should he pursue it?

He put down the flowers, he wanted to say, Mom, I won't pursue it anymore.

Lan Zhengting stood in the distance, looking at the lonely back of his lover, Guan Zeyu was standing in front of the tombstone, so silent, silent, and silent.

How much loneliness, how much loneliness, how much sadness, how many times he has experienced wind and rain, how much pain he has experienced?

Had he ever been so desolate and isolated, helpless and helpless?He has no one to accompany him, no one to wait for him, standing alone in the wind and rain, letting go of joys and sorrows.

Guan Zeyu closed his eyes, he wanted to completely forget the scenes of being questioned, scolded, and said that he was a wild child without a father.

There was a lump in his throat, and he choked up the unspeakable pain.

When he loosened his clenched hand, he opened his eyes. When he filtered the 12 years, from 15 to 20, and then from 20 to 27, his gray past slowly revealed a heroic path. Looking back, he was wearing a white shirt. Slowly, the white shirt was stained with gray and transformed into a silver-gray suit.

Lan Zhengting said, "Zeyu, I will accompany you."

Guan Zeyu breathed, he exhaled the calm air in his heart, let it go, and wanted to let go of it.

He said, "Mom, I met someone, a man, and I want to be with him, just like this, Mom, can you blame me?"

Lan Zhengting came over, and he called hoarsely, "Zeyu."

Guan Zeyu turned his head sharply, and he turned to look at his lover who appeared quietly.

At that moment, I was stunned, stunned, surprised, and finally only surprised.

"The court?"

"Just now, I saw you in Bright City, and then I followed..."

Lan Zhengting walked over, he held his hands hanging down, and he was face to face with him.

Turning around, facing the tombstone, the woman on the tombstone looks like the bouquet of lilies, elegant and beautiful.

He said, "Is this Aunt Mo?"

Guan Zeyu was silent, then nodded.

Facing the tombstone, Lan Zhengting bowed deeply.

Guan Zeyu put his hands back into his pockets. He looked down at the bouquet of bright lilies. No matter how beautiful it is, it will wither and wither after tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. It is like her whole life, gone yesterday, today, She couldn't live the tomorrow she wanted, so she just left suddenly.

Lan Zhengting looked sideways at his lover, and said, "Take out your hand."

Guan Zeyu came back to his senses, his hands were in his trouser pockets, and he didn't respond.

Lan Zhengting voluntarily took out his lover's hand, and he held his left hand, interlocking and intertwining his fingers together.

Guan Zeyu said, "My mother is watching, have you thought about it yet?"

Lan Zhengting looked at the eternal smile in the photo, and said, "I've made up my mind, hold my hand, and grow old together."

Guan Zeyu turned his head, "What if my mother disagrees?"

Lan Zhengting said, "Auntie will agree." He was facing the elder who couldn't answer him, and he said, "Aunt Mo, I want to be with Zeyu."

He said, "I just want to be with him, like ordinary couples, cherish each other, even though we are both boys."

"If, as I said, one day I can't do it, or if I don't do it well enough, Aunt Mo can punish me severely. The political court assures you that Zeyu will be taken good care of."

Guan Zeyu pursed his lips. He listened to his lover swearing to the soul in eternal sleep, he turned his head and smiled.

Lan Zhengting glared at the president who could still laugh, he squeezed the fingers in the palm of his hand, and Guan Zeyu was in pain.

"Zeyu, am I joking?"

Guan Zeyu couldn't help laughing, he held back, shook his head, "No."

"Then you still laugh."

"Oh, you never said this to me, but the first time you saw my mother, you just told her these heartfelt words. You said, should I be sad or happy?"

The depression in Guan Zeyu's heart was swept away in an instant, he got serious, and he said, "No way, Mom, I was kidnapped by him just like that, as long as you keep him safe, this is the happiness I want."

Guan Zeyu pulled his lover to kneel down, and he said, "This kneeling means we are married. There is no banquet, no relatives and friends, no diamond ring, no bridesmaid and best man. Now I ask you, Lan Zhengting, would you like to come with me?" ?”

Guan Zeyu turned his head to ask, Lan Zhengting was stunned for a moment, this happened so suddenly that he had no time to think.

Guan Zeyu said again, "Zhengting, I'm serious, maybe I can't give you a wedding, because I haven't consulted your family yet."

When Guan Zeyu thought of this question, he was a little at a loss. In the past, he was able to solve any difficulties, but he didn't know how to deal with his loved ones, especially his family.

How much would it cost to get the parents of the Lan family to agree to hand over their raised son to him and let him take care of him?

Lan Zhengting turned his head to stare at his lover who had become gloomy again, he smiled, and immediately took off the watch on his left wrist.

"Okay, I will accompany you. Even if there is no wedding ceremony I want, I would like to exchange it with you, a ring representing a lifetime, a red thread for lifetimes, and lock each other together."

He took off his watch and handed it over. Guan Zeyu also took off his watch. He was a little hesitant. In fact, there was a knife on his watch. It didn’t matter if he was cut. up.

"Zeyu is unwilling?"

"No, I would."

Guan Zeyu hurriedly snatched the watch, fearing that he would be a second behind, and vowed to repent for the people he lived with. He handed over his watch, and Lan Zhengting was about to take it, but Guan Zeyu withdrew his hand again. He said, "I'll put it on for you."

Lan Zhengting stretched out his left hand, and on his wrist was a string of Buddhist beads, which was Guan Zeyu's first gift.

Guan Zeyu put on his watch and said, "You are mine now."

Lan Zhengting grabbed his lover's left hand, and he also put his watch on that tough wrist. He said, "You only belong to me."

The two raised their left and right hands, and those two hands were tightly held together. On their wrists, the two watches reflected the afterglow of the setting sun, shining brightly.

Guan Zeyu glanced at his lover, they looked at each other, and then bowed their heads to the elders in front of them, first bowed to heaven and earth, second bowed to the high hall, and bowed to each other, but the three bows in front of him were only to the silent relatives, may she rest in peace, and may they themselves happiness.

Guan Zeyu helped his lover to stand up, and he said, "Let's go, go home."

Lan Zhengting held the hand that held him tightly, and they walked side by side under the last twilight, the sunset and evening light, and only hoped that in this life, they would accompany each other and share joys and sorrows.

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