The President's Dedicated Love

His whole heart couldn't help shrinking, his heart was tightly twisted and squeezed together, and he couldn't breathe.

After rushing back to Haishi overnight, he kept calling his familiar cell phone number, but the reply was always that the number you dialed was an empty number.

He called Yinghui in a panic, but no one answered, and it took him a long time to realize that it was off-duty time at this point, so there was no one answering the phone in the office.

He was sitting in the car, leaning on the steering wheel, feeling suddenly helpless and in pain.

It has been three weeks since I had no contact. I remember changing my SIM card last time, and I was also angry for a while, because when I called, it was an empty number.

He forgot the resentment and sadness at that time, and seemed to understand instantly that he was abandoned, ruthlessly abandoned, even though he had never had that person with him, or he had never owned him, but he felt abandoned, so he changed He bought a mobile phone card and deleted the number. He thought he would never call that number again, but he finally did, since he had already returned.

People like to deceive themselves and others. For the ups and downs in their hearts, they torture and destroy themselves in every possible way.

He opened the car door and got out of the car, leaning against the car weakly. When he looked up, he saw the lights on in the villa. He looked at the lights at home and thought that Yuan Qufan might be making trouble inside. go home.

Carrying the jacket he had taken off, he walked weakly to the door of the house.

When he took out the keys and searched the pockets of his coat, he found no key card, thinking that he might have left it on the front of the car, so he didn't bother to get it, so he rang the doorbell.

Leaning against the wall, he waited for the person in the room to open the door. He didn't know that the person who opened the door would be someone who was thinking about it day and night.

"The court?"

His brain and eyes were dizzy, and he almost fell down in an instant. All the decadence and malaise were swept away in an instant.

Excitement and joy were mixed together, violently colliding with each other, his mind exploded with a bang, and soon returned to calm.

Lan Zhengting opened the door, he stood at the door, looked at the people who were going home, and said, "I'm back."

Guan Zeyu's heart was beating violently again. He stood at the door in a daze. Afraid of dreaming or misreading, he closed his eyes and opened them again.

Lan Zhengting looked at the cute expression, he smiled, and hugged him directly, he said, "I'm back."

Guan Zeyu was hugged, he blinked, the coat in his hand fell to the ground, he was stunned for a long time, he couldn't help remembering, not long ago, probably a few months ago, he went to Yinghui Building, he went to find a nearby noodle shop, he Entering a powder shop, he drank a little wine, then stood up, got up and left, he walked to the door, saw a familiar figure, that person was standing at the door, he said, "I'm back."

Guan Zeyu woke up later, he clearly realized that the person standing in front of him smiling and saying "I'm back" was a hallucination.

So many times, full of hope and full of despair, then this time, he heard again, he said that I am back.

Should I believe it this time?

In the past, I had many dreams. In the dream, he kissed him wantonly; in the dream, he hugged him willfully;

Guan Zeyu was a little confused, he said, "Zhengting, is this true?"

Lan Zhengting felt the person hugging him very tightly, frowned slightly, and let it go.

"Zhengting." Guan Zeyu went up with his hands again, his right hand wrapped around the neck of the man in his arms, and his left hand tightly held the long and straight back.

Lan Zhengting hummed in a low voice.

Guan Zeyu said, "Is it really you?"

Lan Zhengting turned his head slightly, leaning against the sideburns of the man in his arms, and said, "It's me."

Guan Zeyu wrapped his left hand around his slender waist, and said, "You can't get through on your phone."

Lan Zhengting stroked the hair of the person who was hugging him tightly, and said, "I changed the card, and the phone accidentally dropped from a height on the ground. I was just changing the phone, but accidentally lost the card. I just remember my I didn’t remember the card and other card numbers I bought for you, and I asked the secretary to check your other mobile phone numbers, but they don’t know.”

Guan Zeyu looked at the person in front of him, he wanted to touch his face, he wanted to kiss him?

He was frightened by his own thoughts, and immediately lowered his head to conceal his excessive impulse.

Lan Zhengting didn't notice it, he said, "Did you also change the card number?"

Guan Zeyu nodded, he didn't say anything, because he couldn't get through to your phone, so he changed the card number in a fit of anger.

When the two walked into the house, Lan Zhengting dragged them to dinner, and he said, "You came back from Shancheng?"

Seeing the sumptuous meals on the table, Guan Zeyu was so hungry that he panicked and moved his chopsticks hastily.

"Si Tong said that you have returned to China."

"Well, I came back yesterday, and I sent a message to Si Tong today, and I found out that you are with him."

"I thought you've been here for several years."

"Why do you think so?"

"It's nothing. You didn't say that it might be more than ten days. Who would have thought that your ten days would be two or three months."

Guan Zeyu used the movement of eating to cover up his resentful eyes, and Lan Zhengting smiled, "Do you often starve and become so thin?"

Guan Zeyu looked down at his figure, but there was no change, "Is there any, where did you lose weight?"

Lan Zhengting touched the skinny face, "Here."

Guan Zeyu smiled, "Then you have to make up for it."

After finishing supper, Guan Zeyu took someone to the living room, where he talked about the major events that happened in the past few months.

Lan Zhengting doesn't care about these things, what he wants to ask most is: "When is your birthday?"

Guan Zeyu was eloquent, but who knows, those who listened silently asked irrelevant questions.

"Zeyu, is your birthday over?"

Guan Zeyu touched his forehead and said, "I'll take a shower first."

Lan Zhengting had no choice but to nod, he knew that this question might not be answered.

Presumably, for the past ten years or so, he lived alone and was terrified, so he wanted to forget the date when he came to this world, so maybe he would feel better.

Guan Zeyu was in the bathroom. He lowered his head and leaned against the cold wall. The hot water was replaced by cold water. Thinking of the people in the living room, he raised his face and let the cold water wash over him.

His birthday, if Lan Zhengting didn't ask, he would have forgotten it, just like in previous years, only after that day did he remember, oh, it turned out that yesterday, the day before yesterday, a few days ago was my birthday, unfortunately, I missed it, At this point, I don't want to mention it again.

The appearance is bright and bright. No one knows that the CEO of Guanying has a net worth of over [-] million, and no one knows that he is a bachelor of Jingui. Except for no one, he is actually very sad. He doesn't know anything about the happiness of his birthday, or the happiness and sweetness of love;

One day, will he forget himself, forget everyone, and remember nothing, whether it is joy or sorrow, hatred or resentment, he will not remember them all, and he will no longer think of himself as a lonely patient, a depressed patient, or Crazy, he walked over lonely, cold and indifferent all the way.

I don't know when Lan Zhengting's thoughts started to arise. It wasn't when the other party returned to China and they reunited, nor did it start seven years ago. This is a gradual process, from quantitative change to qualitative change, to today. Qualitative changes begin to take place in strong chemical reactions.

Lan Zhengting waited for the bather to come out, he wiped his hair and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Guan Zeyu came back to his senses, and he said, "Are you going to be busy with company affairs again in a few days?"

Lan Zhengting smiled, "Do you understand?"

"again?"

"Last time, I said I was busy, but you ignored me. What are you thinking this time? Did you ignore me for several days? Are you going on a business trip?"

"Have it?"

"No, every time you go out, you seem to be running away."

Guan Zeyu was sitting upright. He was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, enjoying being served by attentive men. When he raised the remote control, he switched channels at will. He changed several channels. In the middle of the night, there was no TV to watch, so he switched to the movie channel. bed scene?

Guan Zeyu was thinking about propping up his chin. He wanted to watch the movie seriously for a while, but he didn't know that he would see such a picture.

Lan Zhengting also turned his head to take a look. He just sat down on the edge of the sofa, with his hands on the shoulders of the person sitting on the sofa. He looked at the two people on the TV screen. The acting was full of sensuality, coupled with the strong impact of the picture, the two people watching from the outside were each in astonishment.

Guan Zeyu woke up with difficulty. He wanted to change the channel, but the remote control was disobedient and it jumped on the floor.

He bent over to pick it up, but he didn't know that the sitting posture at the moment was not suitable for picking up the remote control like this, otherwise he would fall headfirst on the floor, the top of his head must be facing the ground first.

Lan Zhengting felt that this action was dangerous, he wanted to support the person, but he didn't want to, the hand across the other person's chest touched a large part of the chest, Guan Zeyu instinctively stopped him, he wanted to stop him from touching, the brother who just raised his head in the bath just softened , if he comes again now, he won't be able to sleep tonight.

Lan Zhengting couldn't sit still, he sat slightly against the edge of the sofa, so when the person on the sofa raised his hand to stop him, he almost fell backwards, and if he really fell, he would be hit by the corner of the glass table On the spine of the back, or on the shoulder bones.

Guan Zeyu was worried, he pulled the person suddenly, and then pulled the person on his body, and he lay down on the sofa with a soft pillow on his neck, and there was only one person on his body.

Lan Zhengting looked at the person below him, where he accidentally rubbed...

There……

The clear sense of touch was clearly hardened.

Guan Zeyu's body froze, he lowered his gaze, followed the gaze of the people above, he looked down, looked at their down...

When violently pushing the person away, Guan Zeyu just wanted to push the person away, regardless of whether Lan Zhengting would be injured.

Lan Zhengting also thought about it, so instead of being pushed away, his hand hit the table, and there was a sharp pain. The two cups of coffee on the table fell down and flowed onto the back of the person who was pushed away.

Guan Zeyu reached out his hand to save him, but it was too late.

The two of them looked at each other, each feeling their hearts turned upside down.

"Yes, sorry."

Guan Zeyu apologized, he didn't know whether he apologized for his physical reaction or for pushing people away and causing such a mess.

Lan Zhengting said, "It's okay." He got up and went to take a shower again.

Guan Zeyu was sitting on the sofa, he wiped his face, his heart was beating non-stop, he lowered his head, panting for breath.

Don't you hate men?Isn't it disgusting?Isn't it nauseating?Why is there a reaction, why is this happening?

Restlessly, he went to the bar to fetch a bottle of wine. When his hand touched the cold bottle, he felt his stomach heat up. He quickly grabbed the bottle and fled the room in a panic, wanting to go outside to calm down.

When Lan Zhengting came out of the shower, he couldn't find anyone sitting in the living room. He went to the study, but there was no one; he went to the bedroom, but there was no one.

He searched everywhere, and was about to make a phone call. When he stepped out of the balcony, he found that the man was sitting on the grass.

Guan Zeyu drank while blowing the cold wind, he thought he could wake up, he wanted to calm down, but unfortunately, he grabbed a bottle of wine that shouldn't be grabbed, vodka, it was a wine that made him sleepy when he drank it, and even made mistakes .

When Lan Zhengting saw the person sitting in the distance holding a wine bottle, his eyes narrowed.

Guan Zeyu drank a lot, sip after sip, the cold wine slid down his throat, he felt cold, he felt very cold, but the surface of his body was emitting heat, the heat was like a ball of fire, rolling over the body The skin rolls across the heart, but it cannot burn the deepest part of the heart.

Lan Zhengting cleaned up the living room before going out to find someone. He thought that the other party wanted to blow some air, but unexpectedly, he came out to drink.

Guan Zeyu drank up a bottle of wine. He turned the bottle upside down, and the drops of wine fell onto the green grass.

He looked up at the person standing beside him in a daze, Lan Zhengting's face was gloomy, and he said, "You're like this again."

Never face it soberly, never do whatever you want soberly.

"Zeyu, what should I do with you?"

Lan Zhengting pulled up the person sitting on the ground, and he said, "Can you stop looking at me like this under the influence of alcohol?"

Guan Zeyu got up leaning on the tall and tall man. He leaned on the man and staggered back to the room. He said, "Zhengting, you are going abroad, you are going abroad, will you not come back once you go out?"

He stumbled, his feet were weak, struggling, complaining, he wanted to push away the holding hands, he said, "You are so good, leave me, just leave me like this."

"I'm like a fool, I'm a jerk, I'm a..."

His feet softened and he didn't leave, just sat on the ground, talking about the uneasiness these days.

Lan Zhengting looked at the person sitting on the floor in astonishment, he listened to him say what was in his heart, he heard him say all the words hidden in his heart.

Under the stimulation of alcohol, under the instigation of alcohol, he spoke out the words hidden in his heart without reservation. If he was sober, he would bury these words deeply in his heart and would not reveal them at all.

Guan Zeyu was very tired, he was so tired that he wanted to go down, he wanted to sleep, he just wanted to lie down, Lan Zhengting was startled, he quickly helped him up, "Zeyu, this is not a bed, the floor is cold, let's go back to the room, go back bed."

He helped the man up, Guan Zeyu pushed him away, he blocked the man who had exhausted his strength, "Lan Zhengting, you are unfathomable; when you return to China, who are you returning to? Is it for Yinghui, or for me? , for me..."

Guan Zeyu was holding on to the railing of the stairs, but he didn't want to move.

Lan Zhengting hugged him in his arms, touched his wine-red face, and said, "Zeyu, are you blaming me? Did you blame me a long time ago, blame me for always leaving you behind, blame me every time When I talk to you, I seem to be playing tricks on you, look, every time you dodge, just to prevent me from seeing it, you are afraid that I will see it, see your thoughts, right?"

Guan Zeyu turned his face away, and the palm of his face was no longer cold, but had some warmth, which gradually became warmer.

Lan Zhengting asked the man with blurred eyes, and he asked the drunk man, "When did you embarrass me like this when you were drunk? Zeyu, can't you tell me what's on your mind? ?”

Guan Zeyu grabbed the guardrail of the stairs with one hand, and put his arm around the neck of the man squatting in front of him with the other. He looked at him, tried hard to see this man's face, whether he was sad or a gentle smile. I mean, but I can't see clearly, I just can't see clearly.

Lan Zhengting hugged the delirious person, he picked him up, he took out his hand holding onto the railing, he wrapped his hand around his neck, he advised him to go up the stairs, he said, "We Go back to the bedroom, go back to the bedroom, okay?"

Guan Zeyu's hands were restless, he hooked the person who wanted to hug him, he wrapped his arms around that beautiful neck, he pulled his clothes, and fumbled around with his palms.

Lan Zhengting lowered his head, he looked at the hands that were crawling on his body, his heart sank again, he immediately picked him up, walked up the stairs quickly, and when he reached the door of the bedroom, Guan Zeyu grabbed the door again and refused to let it go.

Lan Zhengting just found out that this person will also go crazy with alcohol, and he is difficult to take care of. The few times before, didn't he fall asleep after making a fuss for a while?Why is it so intense this time?

"Zeyu, let's go to bed, shall we?"

He pushed the person to the side of the bed, just wanting the stubborn person to lie down, but he was pushed down when he didn't want to.

Lan Zhengting fell down first, and then the counter-accusers rushed to suppress him.

Guan Zeyu kissed the body that was pressed by him, he kissed the graceful neck, he tossed and turned to kiss the captured lips, his body rubbed restlessly...

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