After wearing the book, I became a fairy godmother

In the desolate night, the distance is blood red.Chen Zhiyuan finally stopped and looked back.The flames soaring into the sky left only a little bright red in his eyes, which was cruel and cold.

"Should I go back?" Chen Zhiyuan murmured. "I can't save them, but there are many more people who are helpless in the face of all this."

Yuebai could only see his back shaking because of excitement, like a frightened bird, if there was any sound, he would collapse.

Yuebai could only sigh, and the sigh seemed to echo in the vast and lonely night sky, repeating and revolving, telling the master's helplessness.

Chen Zhiyuan returned to that secluded village. The originally peaceful and quiet village turned into a purgatory filled with smoke. Many people were shot through their chests while lying on their backs, and died without even struggling.

There were no survivors there, Chen Zhiyuan looked at their corpses and dug a corpse pit for them with his own hands.

When we saw the Forbidden City again, Chen Zhiyuan came back with a purpose in mind. He passed through the heavy palace gate numbly, watching all the blooming flowers with cold eyes, without any reaction, just doing one thing after another calmly and clearly .

Yuebai saw that he planted himself in a Mingya courtyard with his own hands.Yuebai had heard whispers from many people passing by, and had seen richly dressed dignitaries.There are people who come here with flowers and brocades in style during the day, but at night, they burst out with resentment that no one else has even seen before, and rush past in a frenzy.Someone obviously went in with a smile, but the moment he came out, his face changed color uncontrollably.

Only Chen Zhiyuan always had the same expression and the same appearance.It seems that everything in the world is not in his mind, and all the results have nothing to do with him.

It is said that there are all kinds of phases in life, what Yuebai sees from here is nothing but the mire of desire that everyone can't break free from being trapped in the complicated world.

"It is said that His Royal Highness has no preferences, and has never been impartial. It is as bright as the bright moon, and people can only look up to it." The man looked at Yuebai from the first moment he came in, with a warm smile on his face. Wen Ya, but the words she speaks are like the edge of a knife, very sharp. "Only rich and noble peonies in the world, why do you only fall in love with a clump of ordinary green bamboos? Your Highness, the green bamboos are not grown well, destroying the auspicious atmosphere in your yard. How about..."

"What does it have to do with you?" Chen Zhiyuan has become His Royal Highness the crown prince who holds great power. From an abandoned son in the harem, after wandering outside the palace, he relied on his own wrist to quickly climb to the top step by step.In this decadent dynasty, he became a hot and important minister, and became a figure that everyone could no longer avoid when climbing to the peak of power.

Such a person has long learned to restrain his temper. He has never been conspicuous, never exposed his thoughts outside, and it is already extremely abnormal to be able to say the words "what does it have to do with you" .

Looking at the two people facing each other in the yard, Yuebai felt that the world was suddenly cramped and desolate.The chill that seemed to freeze even the air slowly spread silently in the courtyard.In this cold atmosphere, any rhetoric or subterfuge is useless, these two people who are at war with each other are natural enemies.

"It's all about caring about His Highness the Crown Prince. Why is His Highness so wary of me? Is there something wrong with this minister?" The man who didn't even have a name approached slowly. As cold and indifferent as Chen Zhiyuan, he walked to Yuebai's side and stopped, raised his hand lightly, wanting to pick a leaf off. "It's just that His Highness has had a lot of twists and turns over the years. In order to achieve the original goal, a few more people were killed. But in this troubled world, who can be innocent? They can be the stepping stones of His Highness when he takes the throne. They died well. "

"Your appearance is the biggest mistake." Chen Zhiyuan didn't even glance at him, his face was like treating everyone without any emotion, but Yuebai knew that the tightly clenched hands hidden in his sleeves , representing his resentment.

Chen Zhiyuan hated the person in front of him, but he couldn't do anything to him.

"It's my fault for making Your Highness so unprepared. Please forgive me. After all, if Your Highness can't be in control for a day, I will be like a grasshopper jumping around in front of your eyes for a day. Don't say that autumn is not autumn, think about it." To deal with the minister, it also depends on your ability."

Yuebai noticed that this person had ruthlessly pulled off a leaf of hers, crushed it with her fingertips, and threw it on the ground mercilessly.Looking back, a trace of sternness slipped from the man's eyes, and when he looked at Chen Zhiyuan again, he turned into that gentle and elegant rich man, smiling calmly at Chen Zhiyuan. "It's strange to say that we have fought so many times. What kind of right and wrong things have not been done? Now that everyone has been killed and things have been done, why is it that when it comes time to seek power and usurp the throne, His Highness has been delaying?" Do it? Do you care about the little remaining filial piety? But you have filial piety? Why do I think you don't even have a heart?"

"The world thinks that you are ready for everything at this time, and you are only one step away from reaching the sky. They think that once the halberd is broken, and you have been against you for so long, there will always be a dead word in the future. But your highness, I am waiting to congratulate you."

Chen Zhiyuan quietly watched the man walk away, his eyes were as deep as the sea, although he was still indifferent, there was faint impatience.

The clouds in the sky were dark and heavy, and it didn't take long for raindrops to fall.Yuebai looked at Chen Zhiyuan stretching his hand into the rain, the palm turned, and the raindrops wet his long sleeves, but he didn't realize it.

"They are forcing me to take action. Those who have lived enough to survive are forcing me to be ridiculous if they don't want to be with Wang anymore. Ambitious people like him are also waiting for me to stir up a bloodbath."

"But even if you can turn your hands into clouds and your hands into rain, the number of lives in this world and the ups and downs of this world will not change. Even if I know that it will be destroyed in my hands, do I still have to move forward? "

"Let's do it. Although I can't save them, I have tried my best. God's will has already made a decision. No matter what kind of bleak ending, I have to bear it. Over the years, my hands have been stained with countless blood, and some of them have no choice. And for this, some are intentional. In short, I have killed enough people. But these are all fate, aren't they?"

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Only when Yuebai was moved into the most magnificent courtyard in the Forbidden City where people worshiped three times and kowtowed nine times did Yuebai know what Chen Zhiyuan said in the rain that day.

This country could no longer stand the destruction of the previous king, so Chen Zhiyuan usurped the throne and snatched the dilapidated dynasty from his father who had no family.

In the midst of the flames of war, Chen Zhiyuan once again ran through the sea of ​​blood, crawled out covered in blood, and used knives, guns and axes to injure and save people's lives.

He has been sculpted by the years into the most resolute appearance, with the majesty of a superior and his disdain for the world on his thin side face.

Chen Zhiyuan's first order was to raid the man's house, but he was a step late.

On that day, he took the scissors on a whim, and cut off the rotten leaves on Yuebai's body. The green bamboo that had been through the wind and rain did not grow lush and strong, but always stood thin and weak in a corner, silent but firm.

"People are going to the building..." Chen Zhiyuan was a little dazed when he heard the palace man's reply, and cut off his robe with a click of the scissors. "who is he?"

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Seeing each other again, the world has been turned upside down.It is outside the courtyard, and it is also inside the courtyard.

Standing beside Yuebai, Chen Zhiyuan quietly watched the man lead the soldiers in, stroked the bamboo branches on Yuebai's body with one hand, and asked in confusion, "Who are you?"

"King? Didn't you already guess it? The minister is naturally the one who plots to rebel and subvert you." The man still smiled like a flower, but the hidden sharpness no longer needs to be concealed, with a hint of restraint happy, without any scruples showing his own complacency.

"You, you entered my court back then, just for..." Chen Zhiyuan trembled as he spoke, and looked at him in disbelief.

"It's just to make trouble and stir up trouble, so that your decaying dynasty will fall faster." The man looked at Chen Zhiyuan.Unscrupulously said: "King, don't blame me for being aggressive back then, seeing you as a thorn in my side, and fighting against you every day. This world has long since lost its vitality, and you, a prince, were born."

"You have the means, you have the courage, you have everything, but you have no luck. Born in such a time when you are doomed to perish, even if there is a resurgence, it is just a flashback."

"I'm just doing justice for the heavens, so that this dilapidated world will be completely defeated as soon as possible. Only when you are defeated, can the world start over from scratch. Without you, can we have a ruined world waiting to be rebuilt."

"Why did you come back back then? Without your persistence, the world would have been in our pocket long ago. You are hanging on his breath, and the serious illness has entered the heart. You can't save them, so you can only let them go." They suffer."

"So. Is it my fault?" Chen Zhiyuan suddenly smiled.As if seeing everything, he suddenly closed his eyes.

"In these years, I have been intriguing and deceitful, and I have been disregarding human life. What I want is to eradicate dissidents and seek a stable world. But it turns out that if I give up early, this will be the result. If I persist early, this will be the result."

"However, after working hard, it turned out to be the opposite." Chen Zhiyuan suddenly laughed loudly, only laughing so hard that he even burst into tears.

The face that had always been serious and serene was shattered into fragments like a mask, revealing a heart riddled with holes inside.

"Everything is meaningless." Chen Zhiyuan stopped suddenly and said in a daze. "The ending has already been decided, what human life, what power, what luck. What's the point of all of this?"

"It doesn't make sense." Chen Zhiyuan said. "I should just be indifferent."

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With the sound of "ding bell", Yuebai felt his body relax, and watched Chen Zhiyuan, who was sitting slumped in front of the steps, gradually disappear.In the end, I couldn't help crying for him.

In a trance.The eyes gradually brightened again, and in the light smoke and mist, the courtyard where Chen Zhiyuan taught that day appeared in front of him again.

In the courtyard, Chen Zhiyuan and Zuo Ying had already ended their quarrel, and in the water moon mirror touched by Chen Zhiyuan just now, Chen Zhiyuan's past life appeared vividly in front of him.

"So, in fact, you have worked hard that day." Zuo Ying looked at Shuiyue Jing for a long time, sighed deeply, and sighed: "It is ruthless but affectionate."

"When I entered your world, I scolded you for being heartless and ruthless. But it turned out that this is how your ruthless way came about. I tried all kinds of things, but it didn't help. Instead of watching all the things I insisted on being annihilated, it's better He was indifferent from the very beginning. At least, if you don't use your heart, your heart won't hurt."

"Although this is the case," Chen Zhiyuan lost half of his temper when Zuo Ying succeeded.I can only look at the Shuiyue mirror lightly, feeling a little dazed. "All the things I saw in that life came true, but there was only one thing, one person, that never appeared."

"Who?"

Chen Zhiyuan didn't speak, just turned his head and looked at the clump of green bamboos in the courtyard, and said bewilderedly. "Although I felt sorry for myself back then, lamenting that everything was nothingness. But it was with me all the time. Although I couldn't speak, it always comforted me."

"Back then I clearly saw him turned into a person, but why, it didn't even have spiritual consciousness?"

"Zuoying, tell me, does the grass have a heart?"

"I don't want to be greedy, and I also know that even if he transforms into a spirit at this moment, he will not have the memory of his previous life." Chen Zhiyuan said dully: "I just feel too lonely."