The enemy is pretending to be weak every day

After Zhai Shen went out that day, it was rare that he didn't look for Pei Zheng. He knew that Pei Zheng was so smart that he would definitely see what was on his mind.

He went to a boxing gym on the other side of the city, and it took more than an hour to take a taxi.

Wearing gloves, he hammered a lifeless leather sandbag all afternoon, wishing to rub all the bitterness in his heart into the sandbag in front of him, and then be dissipated by him punch after punch.

In this way, until the night fell, he exhausted his energy and sat upright on the ground.

A man came over and sat down casually beside Zhai Shen, "Brother, your physical strength is pretty good!"

Zhai Shen turned his head to look at him, and gave a faint "hmm". After staying with Pei Zheng for a long time, he also imitated Pei Zheng's indifference when he was too lazy to talk.

It usually works, but today I don't know if the other party's eyes are bad, I didn't see his indifference, and said to myself: "I've been watching you all afternoon, are you in a bad mood?"

Zhai Shen was silent for two seconds, then turned his head to look at him, and said "hmm" again.

"Troubled by love? No, no, you don't look very old. Could it be that you have no money to spend?" The man took out a cigarette from his pocket, touched it himself, and handed it to Zhai Shen.

Zhai Shen waved his hand, signaling that he would not smoke.

But the man couldn't help saying that he gave him one, "Men, the pressure is getting bigger and bigger every year, smoking some cigarettes can relieve your worries."

Zhai Shen was caught off guard and had an extra cigarette in his hand. He pointed to the sign on the wall, "What's written on it?"

"No smoking!" the man read out confidently.

Zhai Shen didn't speak, but the man came to his senses, laughed, and put the lighter back into his pocket, "No smoking, smell it, enjoy it, this is opened by my brother, I won't be caught, don't worry!"

Zhai Shen played with the cigarette in his hand, and heard the man beside him say, "I haven't answered yet, brother, what's on your mind?"

Zhai Shen tilted his head and took a careful look at the man, not for any other reason, he just wanted to see if this gossiping and winking man had a different structure from others.

After looking at it this way, he realized that this man is not too old, probably in his early twenties, he is not as muscular as the people around him, and at most he is not thin. As for his appearance... Zhai Shen, a person who looks at his face, thinks he can make a living.

"I do have something on my mind." Zhai Shen said.

The boy's eyes were full of curiosity, he really came here to listen to gossip when he was bored with boxing.

"I'm too handsome, and I've been pursued by too many people. I don't know how to refuse." Zhai sighed deeply.

The boy paused for a moment, his eyes filled with indescribable words.

Zhai Shen glanced at him, then looked away, and continued, "What's more, the family has too much money to spend."

man:…

What followed was a long silence. The boy never thought that he was in a bad mood and wanted to listen to other people's sorrows to relieve his emotions, but he heard such words.

It's really... jealous.

He wanted to ridicule, but looking at Zhai Shen's appearance and his attire, except for the watch that was removed from his wrist and put in his pocket, everything else... was indeed valuable.

Life is not easy, poor forced to sigh.

The boy was so blocked that he couldn't speak, but Zhai Shen felt a little better after a bad afternoon.

Di Shen was thinking when his cell phone rang. He took out the phone and saw that it was Pei Zheng's. After hesitating for a moment, he pressed the answer button.

"Brother Zhai, where are you?" Pei Zheng's voice came from the phone.

Zhai Shen felt that the eyes of the people around him were burning, he frowned, he was too gossip, how could a man be so interested in other people's affairs.

Zhai Shen moved aside calmly, imitating his usual tone and said: "Playing outside, have you had dinner yet?"

"No, I'll come to you and treat you to dinner tonight." Pei Zheng said.

Zhai Shen thought that it would take an hour or two for him to go back from here, "I have something to do, I'll go back later, and I'll have dinner with you tomorrow."

As usual, he thought that Pei Zheng would agree next, and then hung up the phone.

Who knows, Pei Zheng on the other side of the phone didn't hang up or speak for a long time.

Zhai Shen was holding his phone in a daze. Even if he vented his emotions all afternoon, his emotions had been relieved, but seeing Pei Zheng now, he still felt a little ashamed of him.

It was agreed to be with him for a long time and to be with him unswervingly, and to give him a home, but in the end, the first step was not recognized by the family.

"I just went to Zhai's house." Pei Zheng said.

The body that Zhai Shenwai was leaning on suddenly sat upright, he swallowed, and then carefully asked, "Have you... seen my parents?"

"See you." Pei Zheng said.

Zhai deeply knows that his parents are not unreasonable people, but Pei Zheng's living environment since he was a child has honed his sensitivity to other people's attitudes.

Di Shen told Di's mother that he was pestering Pei Zheng, so Di's mother would probably not be angry with Pei Zheng, but... but Di's mother would definitely not be able to treat Pei Zheng like before.

"Shen Shirui told me that you would probably confess to your parents today. I was worried about you...worrying that our relationship would make you difficult in front of your uncles and aunts, so I went to your house." Pei Zheng said.

"My parents just couldn't accept it for a while..."

Zhai Shen's voice choked slightly. He actually felt guilty when he said this. After all, after accepting his son and being together with another boy as a couple, this is not a small disagreement at all, it is already a lifetime issue.

Pei Zheng gave a "hmm" and continued, "I chatted with my aunt for a while."

"What did you say?" Zhai Shen asked hastily.

He flirted in front of Di's mother, hoping to make himself as unreasonable as possible, so as not to let Pei Zheng leave a bad impression on Di's mother.

"Tell me something about us." Pei Zheng said, "Where are you, let's meet and talk!"

Zhai Shen hesitated for a while before replying, "I'll send you the location."

At the end of the call, Zhai Shen sent his location. His body was too tired, and there were too many things on his mind. Now he just wanted to lie here for a long time, and he didn't want to leave.

Seeing that he didn't talk on the phone anymore, the boy moved closer to him, "Did you make the girl's belly bigger outside?"

Zhai Shen:?

"Is it because the woman's family background is not equal to yours, and she is pregnant with your child again. You want to marry her, but your parents are trying their best to stop you, so you are in pain now?" the boy continued.

Zhai Shen: ...

Zhai Shen was speechless for a while, "Brother."

Boy: "Huh?"

"Don't hang out with your brother in this boxing gym, it's not suitable for you." Zhai Shen said quietly, "Go and write some toilet books, that kind of dog blood stories, with your ability, you should be able to make money."

The boy was choked up by Zhai Shen's words, "Just tell me, what percentage of my guess is correct?"

Zhai Shen thought about it, and if he didn't marry and his parents stopped these two, it would be a reluctant idea, so he followed the boy's words and said: "[-]%!"

"Then I'm really awesome." The boy was very happy.

Zhai Shen closed his eyes and rested his mind, unconsciously rubbing his hands together, even though he was wearing gloves, he didn't stop for the whole afternoon, which gave his hands a lot of momentum.

I don't know how long it has passed, but the boy beside him has not left, but those eyes are sweeping over his body, and Zhai Shen can feel it even with his eyes closed.

He is now in his brother's boxing gym, and he can't be driven away, so just pretend he doesn't know.

After a while, the door of the boxing training hall was pushed open. At almost this moment, Zhai Shen opened his eyes and looked in the direction of the door.

Sure enough, it was Pei Zheng who came.

Zhai Shen hooked the corners of his lips, very satisfied with the tacit understanding between himself and Pei Zheng, he raised his hand and beckoned at him.

Pei Zheng walked up to him, knelt down and faced him face to face.

"Can't bear the smell of sweat?" Pei Zheng asked.

Zhai Shen moved his sore neck. After being tired, he became sleepy, "I don't want to move."

"I'll carry you back," Pei Zheng said.

Di Shen nodded, so Pei Zheng stood up, pulled Di Shen to stand up too, turned around and carried Di Shen back skillfully.

The two were about to leave when the boy who had been sitting next to Zhai Shen suddenly said, "Huh?"

Zhai Shen and Pei Zheng looked at him at the same time, Zhai Shen looked sleepy, Pei Zheng was like frost, the man shrank his neck suddenly, "You..."

"He is my boyfriend." Zhai Shen said.

The man's eyes widened, "You, you are indeed gay!"

Zhai Shen: "Really?"

Pei Zheng didn't listen to them anymore, and left with Zhai Shen.

The boy was hopping behind, Zhai Shen looked back, and then rested his chin on Pei Zheng's shoulder, "Does that guy have some brain problems?"

Pei Zheng nodded slightly.

Zhai Shen smiled, and vaguely heard the boy still standing there sighing, "I like boys even if I want to look good, why didn't I do it just now, what a shame I'm at a loss..."

"He's not as good-looking as you, not as smart as you, and I like him less than you." Zhai Shen whispered in his ear.

The corners of Pei Zheng's mouth raised slightly.

"Ah."

Zhai Shen also laughed, "You are too immodest."

After taking a taxi, Zhai Shen and Pei Zheng got into the car, and Zhai Shen fell asleep with his pillow on Pei Zheng's leg, hungry and tired, so sleepy.

When Pei Zheng woke him up again, the car had already parked at the alley next to the shopping mall.

Pei Zheng got out of the car first, and was about to carry Zhai Shen on his back like before, but Zhai Shen shook his head, "No, I slept for a while, and I have the strength to walk."

Pei Zheng didn't force it, and entered Pei Zheng's rental house, Zhai Shen fell on the small sofa, and heard Pei Zheng ask him, "What do you want to eat, and there are some vegetables and some meat in the refrigerator."

"Make a tomato and egg, and let's have a little stir-fried pork!" Zhai Shen ordered.

Pei Zheng nodded, put on his apron and went into the kitchen, Zhai Shen lay down for a while, the sound of chopping vegetables in the kitchen and the sound of frying vegetables into the frying pan came to Lin Dishen's ears, his heart was in a mess, but he also knew that he couldn't keep avoiding the face for one thing.

He walked to the door of the kitchen, and there was the smell of food. Zhai Shen leaned on the door frame and watched Pei Zheng's back waving the spatula. The rope tied to the apron made his waist look thinner, and his long legs were straight and slender. Zheng really made him like it more and more.

"What did my mother talk to you about?" Zhai Shen asked him.

Pei Zheng didn't stop holding the spatula, so he replied, "Talking about your bad temper, you can easily cause trouble if you have a flamboyant temper, and you don't have the patience to heat up in 3 minutes..."

Pei Zheng was still talking, and Zhai Shen was listening but didn't know what to say. Is Zhai's mother's strategy to show off her son's shortcomings and make Pei Zheng despise her?

"What did you say?" Zhai Shen interrupted him.

"I said I like them all." Pei Zheng said.

Zhai Shen only felt his teeth hurt, he couldn't bear it alone, and he didn't know how his mother felt when he heard it.

Seeming to know what Zhai Shen was thinking, Pei Zheng said: "Auntie told me that you haven't been in a relationship yet, it's normal for us to feel new when we are young, and we don't understand how difficult this road is. Be careful."

Zhai Shen's smile gradually softened, and he still couldn't accept what he said to Pei Zheng!

"Auntie didn't object." Pei Zheng said.

Zhai Shen stared at Pei Zheng's back and didn't understand what he said.

Pei Zheng put the dishes into a bowl, he turned his head and said to Zhai Shen: "We will have many classmates and alumni in the future, as long as we don't hide it deliberately, others will definitely know about it. Know what that means?"

Zhai Shen didn't speak.

Pei Zheng said: "Everyone thinks differently, which means that there are always people who will look at us differently..."

"I don't mind this." Zhai Shen said.

How could his life change because of other people's eyes.

Pei Zheng glanced at him and continued: "It also means that you like the same sex, and it may accompany you for the rest of your life. Even if something happens that separates us in the future, you will still carry this label and live in the eyes of others. .”

Zhai Shen's eyes remained firm, "I don't care either."

"Auntie doesn't want you to have no way out after you choose. He is worried that you are just young and don't understand. When you find out that you have done something wrong, you will have to bear this past. But she is not willing to oppose you, and she is also worried that you will be because of her thoughts. And losing the right to pursue love, she wants you to be happy more than letting you spend your life with someone you don't like." Pei Zheng said.

Zhai Shen was a little confused when he heard it. He left without hearing what his parents thought at noon, and he only thought that the complicated eyes were disappointed in him.

But if Pei Zheng said...

"So Auntie is also very troubled. Even though she has experienced many things, she will still be cautious and cautious when dealing with your affairs." Pei Zheng looked at Zhai Shen and said, "She hopes that we can keep a low profile in college, and she has no objection to us. Together, but can't support it right now."

Zhai Shen immediately understood Zhai's mother's thoughts, his mother must have left a way out for herself, and hoped that they could fall in love quietly, so that if the day came for him to regret it, he would be able to escape unscathed.

"I think auntie's suggestion is very good." Pei Zheng said.

"No, it's not fair to you." Zhai Shen objected immediately.

Pei Zheng knew his sexual orientation from the beginning to the end, but he himself only found out after meeting Pei Zheng that Di Ma's idea was indeed the so-called best choice. The person he loves, but this person may leave one day and wipe out all the past without leaving a trace.

Pei Zheng looked at him in surprise.

Zhai Shen's eyes darkened, "I don't want to leave any retreat. I like you just like it. There is nothing shameful. If in the future, I mean, if we fail to persevere, I won't feel that the current love For me it's a drag."

"You told me that love has nothing to do with gender, even between the same sex, it's not abnormal. I also think so. Compared with other people's eyes, what I want more is the soul fit, and I want to give you what I can give The greatest fairness." Zhai Shen said.

Pei Zheng was speechless for a moment.

"Pei Zheng, I want to have a romantic relationship with you at this age." Zhai Shen said seriously and sincerely.

Every word is clear and clear.

At this moment, Pei Zheng's eyes seemed to be suddenly filled with starlight.

He restrained his emotions, and was willing to take a step back and be a sensible person, so as to step on the balance point and maintain his love.

But Di Shen pulled his handle off from that illusory balance point and embraced him tightly.

"Okay." Pei Zheng responded seriously with his throat moving slightly.

The food on the plate behind him was steaming, a square table, two side dishes.

The relationship between them will continue for a long, long time, and the determination that has lasted until today has become blurred in their minds and replaced by more memories.

"I want to have a romantic relationship with you at this age."

Every day after that, I want to repeat this sentence.

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Finish.

The author has something to say: I want to write the story of brother Zhai and brother Pei's university and work in the episode.

It will be updated in the next few days~∩_∩