After being scumbag by my roommate brother

When things didn't fall on him, no matter how much he imagined, he couldn't feel the pain. It was at this moment that Xiao Wenyan truly felt the hopelessness and pain of being thrown into the darkness.

He had just seen a ray of dawn, and that light was mercilessly deprived by Yunxizhou, but before Yunxizhou could see the dawn almost every day, Xiao Wenyan knew that he had been hooking him with a carrot, and finally they ended up like that Yun Xizhou must have felt that the sky was falling. Compared with everything Yun Xizhou experienced before, the treatment he is currently receiving here in Yunxizhou is good enough.

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have delusional thinking that you can still treat me the same as before, and I shouldn't come to ask you why you left me and come back alone as soon as you return to China," Xiao Wenyan carefully observed Yun Xizhou's expression, for fear of saying too much How wrong, and worried that my explanation was not sincere enough, "You are free, you can have normal relationships with others, I am not qualified to manage your affairs, after all, I am unilaterally pursuing you now, you have no obligation to respond to me Feelings."

Yun Xizhou rolled his eyelids: "It's good that you know."

"Then why..." Xiao Wenyan tried to ask, "You returned to China early?"

"Don't you like asking people about me? Didn't you ask?" Yun Xizhou had a sneer in his eyes. Compared with the eyes he faced with his classmates just now, one is like the cold winter moon and the other is like the warm wind in spring.

Xiao Wenyan couldn't bear to look away: "I didn't ask, I didn't have the energy to take care of other things after you came back to China, and I just wanted to come back to find you, I thought you would tell me the reason if I asked you."

"I've had enough of staying abroad," Yun Xizhou said blankly. "There's no sense of home there, and there's no one I miss. I don't think it's interesting, so I applied to come back early. Have a question?"

Xiao Wenyan wanted to ask "What about me", but after thinking about it, he swallowed the words back, and said, "It's okay, all the decisions you make are fine, don't worry about me."

"I didn't think about you at all."

Xiao Wenyan was silent for a while, and suddenly remembered that he had rented a house in Yunxizhou before, which was also a topic, and he forcibly skipped the conversation just now: "Are you still used to living in it after you come back? I think the air conditioner and heating in the house are old. Find someone to replace it with a new one, you won't blame me for being troublesome, right?"

Obviously he was asking for credit, and he said that he was wronged, Yun Xizhou took a look at him, if he really blamed Xiao Wenyan for being troublesome, he would be unreasonable. "No," Yun Xizhou laughed, and now he knows how to stab Xiao Wenyan best. "After all, you have done this kind of thing much more easily than others. Didn't you do the same when you flattered Zhang Yuelin before? Don't hesitate to hurt yourself The lover at that time also wanted to make him happy. In the past, I thought you were cruel to me, but now I understand that you are also very cruel to yourself. The more you look down on you and despise you, the more you will catch up. Abandon your self-esteem, no matter how hard I beat you, scold you, or treat you harshly, you can just laugh it off, and continue to follow me as if nothing happened. I can see through you, Xiao Wenyan, you are Guilty."

Xiao Wenyan turned around and looked at him.Compared with ordinary men, Xiao Wen lived a more refined life and paid more attention to maintenance. Although he was over 30 years old, if he put aside the shrewdness and calculation in his eyes and only looked at his appearance, some people would believe that he was a college student.

But even though the corners of his eyes were drooping slightly at this time, and he looked pitifully hurt, Yun Xizhou had seen the worst and nasty face of this man, so he was able to look at him indifferently, and even showed a trace of refreshment from the bottom of his heart.

"Yes, I'm being mean," Xiao Wenyan lowered his eyes, "I'll only be mean to you in the future."

"Okay, what I said to you, I will never be too kind to you in the future, because once someone treats you well, your selfish and arrogant nature will be exposed. People like you just don't deserve the sincerity of others, understand? ?”

Xiao Wenyan said seriously: "It's up to you, as long as you can be happy."

"Of course I will be happy. I am very happy to see you in this field now. You can maintain this state and find a sense of presence in front of me, so that I will remember that you are only worthy of this kind of treatment."

"Well, if you don't mind, I will come to school to see you often."

"I don't mind. Let others see it and think we have some unclear relationship, so next time you'd better park your car a little farther away from the school."

"it is good."

Xiao Wenyan responded to what Yun Xizhou said. Seeing that Yun Xizhou stopped talking suddenly, he just breathed a sigh of relief. Following Yun Xizhou's gaze out the window, he suddenly saw a familiar figure.

Yun Xizhou's eyes fixed on the person not far away.The other party was wearing trousers and a white shirt, as if she had gotten rid of her childishness overnight, and her bangs, which were originally green and obedient, were also combed up, giving her a compelling and extravagant air.

Lu Xuchu should have grown up like this, and the period with him was just a period of maturation. After thinking it through, Lu Xuchu has become the real successor of the Lu family, especially the one who has always been to him. Xiao Wenyan, who was said to be an eyesore, left the Lu family, and only then did Lu Xuchu have a chance to completely take power in the Lu family.

pretty good.

Yun Xizhou found that apart from his rapid heartbeat at the beginning, he could calmly accept the ending with Lu Xuchu.Fortunately, I did not lose the courage to continue living, and Lu Xuchu became better than before. Fortunately, that relationship did not have an indelible impact on the lives of the two of them.

"Aren't you going to get out of the car to say hello?" Xiao Wenyan found his tone sour when he opened his mouth.

Yun Xizhou regained his composure and said, "No, I'm not you. If we break up, we'll be entangled again."

Xiao Wenyan choked, then pretended not to hear, he started the car and asked, "What do you want for lunch? I invite you."

"casual."

Xiao Wenyan was surprised that Yun Xizhou did not refuse this time.However, when he was expecting to have dinner with Yun Xizhou at the same table, he suddenly understood why Yun Xizhou agreed to torture him.

As long as he saw Yun Xizhou's distracted appearance, he would think of the past between Yun Xizhou and Lu Xuchu. He had witnessed it with his own eyes, so he knew better how much they loved each other at that time.

In the past, Yun Xizhou was sensitive and suspicious when he was in love for the first time, and he didn't know how to be tender and express his feelings. He stayed with Xiao Wenyan awkwardly for half a year, and was finally transferred and taught to be a lover who is both generous in bed and off. He personally sent him to Lu Xuchu's bed.

Thinking of this, Xiao Wenyan felt as if a knife was hanging in his heart, and swung down to stab him if he had something to do.

He exhaled quietly, and put the cut steak on the plate in front of Yun Xizhou. Yun Xizhou happened to be too lazy to do it, so he didn't refuse.This western restaurant tastes good. He has eaten here several times, because the environment is too elegant, and he didn't have any psychological shadow in the past.

Yun Xizhou might not like to hear it, Xiao Wenyan thought about it, and then reported the progress of the art museum: "The construction is almost finished recently, and you will be able to see its whole picture in the spring of next year, and after another summer, when you get your graduation certificate At that time, the museum can open for business.”

"Will anyone come to see a private art museum?" Yun Xizhou asked a question.

"It's not private, and there aren't many viewers. It's hard for most people to eat and drink enough. Art is the choice of a few people. You don't have to worry about it," Xiao Wenyan said patiently, "There are naturally people who want to go. Channels to learn about news, once you are familiar with it, you will gradually attract people. If you want to attract many people at once, you can achieve it, but the method may not be suitable, and you will definitely not like it.”

"Do you know me? How do you know I don't like it?"

"Nowadays, all new things are inseparable from marketing methods. Don't you feel disgusted when you hear this word? It was originally a neutral word, but it has been made a mess by too many people. Most people will not have good things when they hear marketing. Impressions, you still feel that this thing is not sincere enough for the target audience, like a scam, like a trap, do you want the paintings you draw by yourself to be labeled like this in the future?"

Xiao Wenyan was right, Yun Xizhou shook his head.

"I will help you find other ways." Xiao Wenyan promised.

"Well," Yun Xizhou looked at him, "it's hard for you. If a businessman who is completely profit-oriented, wants to restrain himself to this point, I can suddenly understand why we couldn't get together in the past, because we are not the same way. I don't want to Follow your footsteps, your principles will not change for me, that's why we are deadlocked, you don't think I'm utilitarian and vain, you think I'm not thorough enough in 'art', and not straightforward enough in 'utility', That's why you think I'm hesitant and not very good. But Zhang Yuelin is much simpler, because as long as he lives comfortably, you can ask him to do anything, and he can grow up exactly as you want in your heart. I used to think that I was too obedient to make you bored, but it’s not true, I’m still not obedient enough, if everything I do can be done according to your expectations, nothing will happen to Zhang Yuelin in the future.”

Xiao Wenyan stared at him cautiously, wondering if he should admit that he was right.

"But that's how I am. I've been living my life unclearly. My three views have been changing or even rebuilding with my life experience. In order to survive, I don't have strong principles and I also learn to I won’t refuse, and it’s uncomfortable to be mixed with people and things I don’t like, and there is no way to get rid of it completely, and I have never tried to get rid of it. The only thing I have tried to get rid of completely is you, and the result is also It didn't work." Yun Xizhou thought for a while, "Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, I'm just a very uncharacteristic and boring person."

Xiao Wenyan looked at him quietly, and suddenly said: "That's not the case, you are fine now, but I was too idealistic in the past, and this kind of you is the most real, the appearance I want to see the most. No one can Standing in the same position for a lifetime, the truth will be revealed step by step, and the times are advancing, so it is normal for people to have two sides. You don’t need to change, I just adapt to you.”