After being scumbag by my roommate brother

From the time Yun Xizhou met Xiao Wenyan, everything happened too quickly. Although they settled down for two years before they got together, since they fell in love with him, the two have made rapid progress. They have never had a heart-to-heart talk. They have gotten to know each other deeply without asking questions. Pass the other person's thoughts, just look through the eyes, and then use the self-righteous "I think" to summarize everything about the other person.

The weather was fine today. Yun Xizhou was wearing a light-colored windbreaker. He was sitting in a daze by the window of the coffee shop. Crossed the road and tapped lightly on the window.

Yun Xizhou turned his head to look.

Looking up from bottom to top, he saw Xiao Wenyan's figure shading the sunlight, a bit like when Xiao Wenyan patted Xiao Ye's shoulder at the beginning of freshman year, and said to them that he hoped the four of them could take care of each other.

But there are also differences.

Xiao Wenyan has deep feelings that he still can't understand, and the deep hatred in the past, the two make him an ordinary person without halo in Yun Xizhou's eyes, and Yun Xizhou's anger towards him is also like After a bottle of Coke is shaken violently, there is only a greasy taste that you don't want to taste more.

Yun Xizhou looked out the window and said nothing, Xiao Wenyan looked at him quietly for a while, then pushed open the glass door and came in.A waiter went up to meet him and asked him how many people he liked and where he liked to sit. Xiao Wenyan looked in his direction and smiled, then pointed his finger.

Yun Xizhou watched him walking towards him step by step, trying to tap his charm, but apart from his better appearance than ordinary people, Yun Xizhou found that this man could no longer attract him with his outstanding appearance, and could not see the touching Internally, facing Xiao Wenyan, he only remained calm.

An account has been settled, and there is a bit of resentment, but it can be ignored.

"What do you want to drink?" Xiao Wenyan sat down, looked at the empty table in front of him and asked.

Yun Xizhou said, "Not at all."

Xiao Wenyan asked: "Or hot American style?"

Yun Xizhou nodded.

Xiao Wenyan ordered. He obviously came from the company in a hurry, with a little smell of paper, which even overwhelmed the smell of perfume on his body. He seemed to be sitting casually at this moment, but if you looked carefully, you would find that his head was hanging on his knees. The two hands are tightly held together.

"Why did you suddenly take the initiative to see me?"

"Before the anniversary of my mother's death, you visited her, right?"

Xiao Wenyan raised his eyes unexpectedly: "Why do you—"

"A charitable foundation has also been established," Yun Xizhou said calmly, "You do these things in the name of my mother, why?"

Xiao Wenyan hurriedly said: "Did I do something wrong again? I didn't want to let you know. After all, Professor Yun had many fans back then. If it was a richer fan, it would make sense. How could you guess it was I?"

"Because I have brains," Yun Xizhou didn't bother to explain, "You are doing this to make up for what you owe me in your heart? What is your position when you contribute to help repair it? When you stood in front of my mother What are you thinking? Do you feel that there is a heavy burden on your body and you can't lift your head? After all, you haven't done anything good to me. "

"I confessed to my aunt all the wrong things I did. If there is any other retribution in the future, I deserve it."

"is it?"

"Ah."

Yun Xizhou smiled suddenly: "Can I interview you, from the time when you didn't have any liking or pity for me to now willing to give in silence, I'm really curious, what is your mental journey like? I don't believe anyone can Once it changes, I'm just with Lu Xuchu, but I didn't give you any ecstasy soup."

"You didn't. I suddenly figured it out myself," Xiao Wenyan said. "I'm 31 years old. According to you, I'm already an old man. No matter how young my mind and behavior are, there will always be a time when I become enlightened and mature. In the past My life is too smooth, I always thought that what I got was what should belong to me, I was too arrogant, but I never thought that you valued me after following me, you are completely worthy of a very good person, just like Lu Xuchu Same, young, good family background, kind-hearted, the past me is not worthy of your favor and love at all."

Yun Xizhou didn't refute it, because it was true.

"I've been reflecting on myself these days. I didn't know how to cherish when I was with you. I didn't consider your feelings and moods when choosing a love partner. I only used hurtful words to relieve jealousy. I was a complete jerk in the past , I can’t be considered a good person now, but I’m working hard to do a good job.”

"I'm not asking this, I know 'I'm fine' and 'you don't deserve', I'm asking how you started to realize that you don't deserve it."

The coffee was ready and the waiter brought it over.

After a brief pause, Xiao Wenyan continued: "Because I saw you by Lu Xuchu's side, so confident and dazzling, I realized that my self-righteous fulfillment of your liking was actually an insult and obliteration of your true character. I Jealous of Lu Xuchu's ability to awaken the true self in your heart, you can be cute, you can act like a baby, your eyes look at another person intently and affectionately, you are completely attracted by Lu Xuchu, and you don't see me in your eyes. At first I was very disdainful, because I judge blindly that you will always like me and never forget me. In fact, people will change their hearts, and changing their hearts is irreversible. If you like another person, you like it. There are so many change of heart in the world. I always I thought so too at the beginning, but I was very unwilling. You gave me two and a half years of love and attention. How can you change your mind? I thought so at the time. Now I realize how selfish I am. I don't like you, and I hope you can look at me forever."

Yun Xizhou lowered his eyes slightly and took a sip of coffee.

"But jealousy, like liking, is out of control. Sometimes I think at night, can't I meet a boy who is better than you? Why must I snatch you back? I know that what I do is thankless , it will annoy you, but I still want to do it, because I don’t want to give up casually. In fact, I have lived for more than [-] years, and there are very few things that I can’t give up. In order to continue to be friends with Shen Xunming, I can I gave up my feelings for Zhang Yuelin. In order to have a higher working platform, I gave up the family business in a small place. In order to climb up the Lu family step by step, I gave up all my personal hobbies. I don’t like playing ball, smoking, drinking, etc. I also don’t want to say some things that I don’t believe even after hearing them, but I have done all the things I don’t like. But only you, only liking you, I didn’t expect it, and I can’t give up if I don’t want to Give up, if I don't do anything, I will regret it for the rest of my life when you fall back into the arms of others."

Yun Xizhou asked at this time: "Do you like me? But you also said that people will change their hearts, which means that you will still like others. If you say that changing your heart is irreversible, then if I like Lu Xuchu, it is naturally impossible to fall in love with you again, so you Why bother?"

"Broken mirrors are hard to reunite. I know this truth. Even if you reluctantly agree to be with me, it is impossible for me to be the same as before. But even so, I want to try. It is impossible for me to be so shameless and ask you Like me as before, as long as you don't hate me."

"Why should I be with someone I don't like very much? My life is still long, maybe I will meet the only true love the next day?"

Xiao Wenyan smiled: "During this time, I was also thinking, if you give me a chance to make a statement, how can I persuade you to be with me. I don't think you are the kind of person who is suitable to be with someone you are particularly obsessed with That kind of person, you are sensitive and easily hurt. If you don’t care so much about the other person, you can live a happier and more comfortable life. Others treat you wholeheartedly. You just need to enjoy it, and don’t have to think about it. I don't love you for a day."

Hearing this, Yun Xizhou smiled expressionlessly: "Then you are quite generous."

Xiao Wenyan said: "There is no way, I know it will be very difficult to get you to agree to be with me, and I dare not ask you to respond to the same liking, because I have not done it in the past, and even hurt your feelings many times , I understand where I should put my status, if I can get what I want, I can give anything."

"I can't promise, at least for now, until today, I can barely stop hating you for the things you have done, I've given you a lot of face by sitting here calmly and talking to you, now I want to fall in love with you? I can't do it."

"I know, I will let you see the value you can earn from me, not just the value in money."

"Really? I didn't see it before."

"It's because I didn't care about you at the beginning. Now that I know what you need, I will do what you like. If you are willing to believe in me, can you give me a moment to be by your side and be your friend?" Opportunity? Of course it’s not Xia Han’s kind of friend, it’s a friend who you can confide in when you encounter problems, open your mouth to mention them if you need them, and then I will help you find a solution, you can use me as a tool, I don’t mind.”

Yun Xizhou leaned back and leaned against the back of the chair. He said slowly, "Everything you did in the Lu Corporation in the past was not in vain. Now that you have started your own business, you can still talk to me with everything you have. Conditions, your thoughts are not in vain."

"It's different. In the past, I was driven by my own face, and of course money and status, but now I want to help you realize all your wishes. This is the purpose and meaning of making money now."

"You speak nicely," Yun Xizhou commented, "but I only dare to believe half of what you said, and I haven't seen the other half, so I can't believe it. You've said everything, and if you break your promise—"

Xiao Wenyan immediately said, "I won't."

Yun Xizhou paused, and finished what he said just now: "If you break your promise again, you will completely get out of my world and my life."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-09-0600:14:25~2021-09-0800:06:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: jyofkhcljC1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: jyofkhcljC1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard