After being scumbag by my roommate brother

Because he can completely see other stars shining, he is no longer as blind as he was when he first fell in love, when he likes someone, he can't see anyone, and as a result, the light on himself is getting dimmer.If you like something, you must be sincere, but you can't lose yourself.

After walking with Lu Xuchu calmly and without any regrets or resentments, Yun Xizhou suddenly had an idea in his heart. He wanted to go abroad, not because the moon was round in a foreign country, but because he was very envious of Xia Han's attitude towards life, enjoying himself in a timely manner. Looking at things lightly, maybe if he can stay with Xia Han often, his personality can really change.

Xia Han and Huo Ting have been friends for several years. Even if the relationship between the two has changed overnight, they can each take a step back and return to their original positions after anticipating the future. This is something Yun Xizhou can't learn for the time being. of.

The department has an exchange student quota every year. In the past, he was reluctant to leave because of Xiao Wenyan. Now there is no excuse to keep him. He has no one worth turning back and waiting for. Most of his college life is over, and he also wants to live for himself completely. once.

One month before the application, Yun Xizhou greeted Lin Xiao. The other party was very reluctant to part with him, and he was worried that he was abroad alone. Yun Xizhou said, "There is a friend I know over there. Speaking of which, he I am good friends with Professor Huo's grandson, we can take care of each other."

Lin Xiao was slightly relieved, but asked Yun Xizhou to promise her to send a message to report her safety at least once a week.Yun Xizhou agreed.

After the application was officially submitted, a group was set up in the department to score points, and the final quota was determined. Both Yun Xizhou and another female student could go, but the female student was not in the same school as him.

The exchange lasted for one year. He posted a message on the Internet and rented the house to the parents of a senior high school student. At this time, it is hard to find a good house, and the other party doesn’t care about paying for a year. It’s a big deal to sublet it, and Yun Xizhou agreed. She can pass it on to someone else.

After taking care of everything in the country, Yun Xizhou packed two suitcases and officially went abroad to report to school.The distance between him and Xia Han's school is relatively close, and he went to find Xia Han as soon as he settled down. This time, Xia Han introduced a few friends to him, and asked them to take Yunxizhou to have fun when they had time.

But in fact, Xia Han is the most playful among them.

With Xia Han around, Yun Xizhou didn't feel uncomfortable with life abroad, and lived a very exciting life every day, including but not limited to drinking, clubbing, watching handsome guys, and riding horses. Xia Han even took him to a show specially. He is a young and good-looking male model, who has completely opened the door to Yunxizhou's new world. It is because his vision is narrow and he has no idea about the appearance of European and American men.

"Beauty is the source of inspiration," Xia Han was drinking, talking with Yun Xizhou who was sitting in the booth, "What kind of inspiration is the goddess who inspires the male god? It's not about the face, the emotion There's a fart for it, just have fun, don't you think, Ah Zhou?"

Yun Xizhou's drinking capacity is better than before, he knows how much he can drink, and it's best not to get emotional when he's drunk, he said with a smile: "My inspiration for a while is really like a spring springing out, I think they are all so handsome, there are so many faces passing by my eyes as soon as I write, I don’t know who is better to pick.”

Seeing that he was about to start giggling, Xia Han put away the wine in his hand.But this collection made Yun Xizhou unhappy, as if looking down on his drinking capacity, Yun Xizhou immediately picked up the wine glass again and drank a little more.

Yun Xizhou didn't know how he left. When he woke up, he found himself lying in the hotel room with all his clothes on. Xia Han and Huo Ting were beside him, and Xia Han was staring at him in a daze.

"I..." Yun Xizhou's voice was a little hoarse when he opened his mouth. He cleared his throat and began to ask Huo Ting, "Brother Huo, why are you here?"

Huo Ting glanced at Xia Han, and said in a deep voice, "I'm here to find someone."

Yun Xizhou was not fully awake, and his head still hurt a little. He sat up, took the water on the bed and began to drink, and looked up at the two of them from time to time, always feeling that there was something wrong with the atmosphere between them.

Yun Xizhou asked Xia Han with his eyes: "What's wrong?"

Xia Han was more direct. He pointed to the door: "You go out first, I have something to say to Azhou."

After hearing this, Huo Ting's face sank, but he didn't say anything, and went out just like that.

Yun Xizhou stared at his leaving back in surprise, Xia Han said at this moment: "Last night, Huo Ting confessed his love to me."

"Ah???" Yun Xizhou was glad that he didn't drink water at this time.

"Yes, I also had the same reaction last night, and then he was unhappy, and you can see that his expression is the same as that I owe him money," Xia Han said, "I don't understand why he suddenly came to me Speaking of this, we have reached an agreement before, that is to be friends forever..."

Yun Xizhou hit the nail on the head: "Are you happy to hear Brother Huo confess his love?"

"Happy is happy, but not that happy."

Yun Xizhou nodded, motioning for him to continue.

"Happy because there is such an excellent and handsome man who likes me, which means that I have a lot to appreciate, but he is Huoting, Huoting, do you understand? Before he confessed... before that night, I can't I never thought that he would fall in love with someone, and he also likes men!"

"Maybe Brother Huo just likes you?" Yun Xizhou thought for a while and said, "This is the first time I opened your circle of friends. Apart from being impressed by your wonderful little jokes, what surprised me was that Brother Huo would be alone. I clicked like it all the time, what does that mean? It means that he has always cared about you in his heart."

"It's not a joke, that's my life," Xia Han corrected, before getting into trouble again, "Really? You think he cares about me? But I really didn't feel it at all before."

Yun Xizhou said softly: "If you don't feel it, it doesn't mean you don't have it. A person like Huo Ge will not pursue someone with a big fanfare if he likes someone. I even think he will hide his feelings deep in his heart. He will In order not to cause trouble to the other party, you chose not to say anything at all, and now he is willing to speak up suddenly, did you do something to stimulate him?"

Xia Han thought about it carefully. He was busy with Yun Xizhou these days, and he was late to respond to the messages from Huo Ting. Most of them just sent the photos in the bar perfunctorily, without saying a single extra word.Huo Ting had a time difference with him, but the news was sent as if he lived next door. Sometimes Xia Han wondered if Huo Ting had been spending two hours all the time.

"But his family still doesn't agree with him being with men. What's the use of him telling me this?"

When it comes to this, Yun Xizhou has experience: "Because liking and missing are things you want to hide but can't hide. When you really want someone, it's like an alcoholic who is addicted to alcohol or a smoker who is addicted to cigarettes. He will lose his mind, regardless of the consequences. When you speak the truth, you can’t wait to show your heart to the other person, even if you know you will be rejected, it doesn’t matter, because such feelings can’t be expressed when they come to your lips. If you can keep your feelings away for a lifetime, I don’t think it’s love, at best it’s self move."

This was true of himself in the past, Xiao Lu in the past, and Xiao Wenyan in the present.If you really encounter feelings, no one can be completely rational. On this issue, men and women are the same, and men are more likely to confess impulsively, so those feelings that can look forward and backward and hesitate are no longer feelings. After a long time It will be forgotten, and in the end there will be nothing left.There are only two endings for true feelings, either to grow old together, or to never get in touch with each other.

"What result does he want?" Xia Han asked.

"It's just a response, if you can, you like it, if you don't, you don't like it," Yun Xizhou asked with a smile, "Do you have a third answer in your heart?"

Xia Han fell silent, he didn't, but even so, it doesn't count like that, there are some people who say "no" because of their difficulties?But for him, this sentence holds true.Xia Han suddenly figured it out.

"That's right, in our circle, there are only a few people who really go to the end. If I use this standard to judge whether to start a relationship, I may never fall in love again for the rest of my life. I'm not that kind of person. I'll go out and talk to He made it clear."

Yun Xizhou nodded.

After a while, Yun Xizhou went to the bathroom to wash up, and suddenly heard a "boom" on the door, and then someone's voice came through the door vaguely, he could vaguely tell that it was Xia Han and Huo Ting who were still entangled outside the door, So he sighed, walked to the door and knocked lightly.

Xia Han said outside the door: "A Zhou, remember to have breakfast when you get up, we'll leave first."

"Well, good, the bed in this hotel is quite comfortable." Yun Xizhou said with a smile.

Xia Han, who had his mind pierced, cursed: "Damn, bye."

Yun Xizhou didn't expect that because of his matchmaking, Xia Han really agreed to try with Huo Ting, but just trying, Yun Xizhou felt the pressure and anger of single people.

Huo Ting applied to expand his business abroad, so he could accompany Xia Han until graduation. Xia Han also felt that it was not appropriate to show his affection in front of Yun Xizhou every day, so he and Huo Ting carefully selected a few high-quality single men, and they were very enthusiastic about it. There was a small gathering that didn't look like a fellowship at all.

Yun Xizhou didn't know about it, so he didn't think about it at all. He only knew that the game was difficult, and the sport of horse riding was addictive.

After the party was over, Xia Han quietly asked him: "How is it, did you like it?"

Yun Xizhou said uncertainly: "Are you talking about a human or a horse?"

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Yun Xizhou came to his senses, "Oh" and said: "I didn't pay attention to people, but the horse I was riding was good."

Xia Han had an expression of disbelief on his face: "Do you know how difficult it is for me to choose these people? I have been thinking about it for several nights to be clean, handsome and tall, and to like boys like you. Didn't even look at it?"

"I've seen it, but I still prefer Chinese people's looks."

Xia Han took a deep breath and said: "Then if you want to get rid of being single, you can only rely on your own ability to find someone in China, and then try to trick you into coming abroad, otherwise it will be very painful to be in a foreign country."

Hearing the word "cheat", Huo Ting coughed a few times.

Xiao Wenyan's face suddenly flashed before Yun Xizhou's eyes, and he quickly shook his head and waved it away. "I came abroad just to be alone, and it's not too late to think about love when I return home," Yun Xizhou joked, "It's just a little bit more painful now, because I have to eat fresh dog food from you and brother Huo."

"Then let's try to restrain ourselves." Xia Han made an "OK" gesture.

People can't help but say, but also think, not even half a second.A few days later, Yun Xizhou saw Xiao Wenyan in casual clothes at the door of the dormitory. He glanced at it and planned to pass by. Xiao Wenyan chased after him in a few steps, and spread out his palms. It was a pair of pure white earphones.

Yun Xizhou recognized it as his at a glance.On the day he went abroad, he checked all the items, but he forgot to bring this pair of earphones, and now he has bought new ones.

"Why are you here?"

Xiao Wenyan's eyes caught him, and he said softly: "I accidentally rented your house, and saw the earphones you accidentally left at home, so I sent them along."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-09-0207:00:00~2021-09-0307:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of cake rabbit;

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