After being scumbag by my roommate brother

Lu Xuchu took a closer look at Yun Xizhou's paintings before leaving that day.The person in the painting is almost like him, but gentler and better-looking than him, with a calmness that he doesn't have on his side face, and occasionally glances at him for a moment, as if he saw Yun Xizhou's image in himself. shadow.

"Why doesn't the drawing look like me?" Lu Xuchu couldn't help asking.

Yun Xizhou's eyes dodged for a moment: "It doesn't look like it?"

"It can't be said that it doesn't look like it. People who don't know me must think that there is nothing wrong with this painting, but when I look at it, I will know that it is not me." Lu Xuchu pondered for a while, and decided to express his inner thoughts: "Look at me Is there any difference between my profile face and my own temperament? But if you look at the painting again, this person’s eyes are clear, but his body is heavy. I know my own shortcomings, my heart, my gestures, and my attitude towards this The world's views are all floating, and this quietness and stability do not belong to me."

Yun Xizhou was stunned, he didn't expect Lu Xuchu's eyes to be so poisonous.

This is indeed not Lu Xuchu, but the "Lu Xuchu" in Yun Xizhou's imagination. It is a perfect combination of all the advantages of the two of them. He is a highly educated person who is not afraid of the future and the scrutiny of outsiders. He is optimistic and confident from the bottom of his heart. The young man who came out.However, it almost retains Lu Xuchu's own facial features. As long as you don't stare at the painting all the time, you will not find that the expression of the person in the painting has a three-point likeness with the person who holds the pen.

Yun Xizhou thought about it, and felt that Lu Xuchu had the right to know his creative ideas, so he explained to him: "It's true that it's not exactly you, but you are already close to perfection. The theme of our competition this time is 'the action of force is mutual. ', it sounds very concrete, but it can also be very abstract. My first thought was emotion, but for some reason, I encountered difficulties in finding a suitable model. Coupled with the analysis of my friends, I understood that even if I choose emotion, There are thousands of kinds of emotions in the world.”

"Yesterday I went to the movies because I couldn't make up my mind. There was only one week, and I had to go to class in between. There was very little time left for me to think and hesitate, so I was very anxious." Yun Xizhou slowly Said, "Until I saw you."

Lu Xuchu inadvertently looked at Yun Xizhou, feeling a little nervous for some reason.

I just heard Yun Xizhou continue to say: "Loving someone is often involuntary. In order to get something, you need to look forward and backward. The snow mountain that you have always wanted to climb may not be one step closer to death. The only thing you want to be is what kind of person you want to be. Unfinished work that can be kept in the bottom of your heart for a lifetime. It is like a mirror that can reflect the end of your life. No regrets or regrets. There are only two results. The decision of these two results is only in your own hands inside."

Lu Xuchu was slightly taken aback: "So, you want to be someone like me in your heart?"

"Is it not possible?" Yun Xizhou smiled, "When I was in high school, my classmates and I knew that the art test was a difficult road and a sacred door, but as for what is behind the door, we can only rely on it." Imagine. At that time, I didn't worry about whether I could hold art exhibitions in the future, whether my paintings would be appreciated by others, or how much wealth I could have. The only thing I yearned for was college life. In my imagination, college boys would be You should live like you, cheerful and enthusiastic, friendly to others, seemingly endless energy, with the ambition to conquer the world in your eyes, but you will not deliberately show your sharp edge to stab people, you are young, you are not afraid of losing, you are not Heavy heart, you will only get better every day, so I envy you."

Lu Xuchu saw in Yun Xizhou a maturity that did not belong to their age, and he felt that he should have a lot of stories, but it is not something he can rashly ask about each other's private affairs after just a day of acquaintance, so he simply changed his mind and asked Said: "Could it be that you have a heavy heart at a young age?"

"No, there's no such thing as a heavy heart at this age, it's just that I like to dig into a dead end occasionally."

Lu Xuchu asked: "You see yourself so clearly, why can't you figure it out?"

Because he didn't want to think it through, and he didn't think it was necessary.Just like between him and Xiao Wenyan, he never wanted a secret underground relationship, but Xiao Wenyan gave it to him, and he had to continue, otherwise it would be the ending of separation.

Yun Xizhou still likes Xiao Wenyan very much at present, knowing how promising he is, he can't stand just imagining breaking up, he doesn't want to bear the pain of being broken up.Long-term endurance and short-term severe pain, he would rather choose the former.

Xiao Wenyan is like a star he picked, it's good to hide it in his heart even if others can't see it.

Yun Xizhou smiled: "I can figure it out, but it's not the time yet."

Lu Xuchu didn't understand it, but he expected to know it later. Seeing that he didn't mean to explain and didn't force it, he returned to the theme of the competition: "What does this painting have to do with the theme of the competition?"

"Contagion." Yun Xizhou said a word.

Lu Xuchu understood immediately.

"Has anyone ever told you that your emotions can drive people around you," Yun Xizhou said, "I'm a liberal arts student. To use an inappropriate analogy, you are like a ripe apple placed around a kiwi. It is expected to ripen with the kiwifruit."

Lu Xuchu was amused by this metaphor: "You are quite interesting."

"Then is it reflected in each other?" Lu Xuchu asked again.

Only then did Yun Xizhou get to the point. He pointed to the outline of the profile face in the painting. Lu Xuchu followed his movements and looked over, suddenly blessed to the soul. Now Yun Xizhou didn't need to say, he also understood: "You mean, I infect you , you influenced me, am I right?"

"Almost," Yun Xizhou's eyes lit up, "but at first I wanted to satisfy my own selfishness, and wanted to see what it would be like if I changed my temper like yours one day."

"Then are you satisfied?" Lu Xuchu raised his eyebrows.

Looking at the painting, Yun Xizhou nodded solemnly.At this moment, he seems to have finally found the meaning of his learning to paint besides Yunjing's undeniable hope and cultivation.

When he first saw Xiao Wenyan, he fell in love with him at the first sight. Before he chased him, he was all in the painting. As he painted, the baby really became his own.

Therefore, let the wishes that cannot be fulfilled be turned into paintings.Maybe one day, the wish will come true?

Lu Xuchu came over again the next day. He found that Yunxizhou was quiet and fast. It was an excellent place to play games, much better than staring at his father at home.It's all because Xiao Wenyan is too capable, his father has nothing to worry about in the company, and he just stares at him to find faults all day long.

Yun Xizhou was filling in the details of the painting, and Lu Xuchu was nestled comfortably on the sofa five rows with others. In order not to affect Yun Xizhou's painting, he turned down the volume very low, and kept typing to communicate with his teammates.

It was cloudy outside the window, and the light was naturally not as good as yesterday. Yun Xizhou stopped hesitantly after making up a few strokes, always feeling dissatisfied with the effect.

Lu Xu was very focused on playing games at the beginning. Yun Xizhou glanced at him a few times, and then looked behind him. It was snowing outside the window at some point. The snow was heavy and dense, which is very rare in Xiaocheng in winter.

Yun Xizhou went to the window, took a picture of the window, and sent it to anyone who wanted to share it.

[Xiao Azhou: Brother, it’s snowing]

[xwy: saw it]

[Xiao Azhou: Shall we have hot pot together at night? ]

[xwy: I try to go home as early as possible, is the competition work ready? ]

[Xiao Azhou: I found a painting model]

[xwy: Oh?What is the topic of the competition? ]

When Xiao Wenyan asked, Yun Xizhou couldn't restrain his inner desire to share, and kept typing with his fingers flying.

[xwy: I'm in a meeting]

Yun Xizhou snapped his fingers.

Xiao Wenyan's next message came again: [Contact you in the afternoon]

There is unfinished content in the chat box: "The title is 'The effect of force is mutual'. At first I wanted you to be a model, but the human facial features, especially the eyes, are the places that convey the most emotions. If it is still blurred It’s hard to catch people’s attention when it comes to facial features. So I found someone else to be a model, expressing the emotional friction between strangers. Between two strangers, emotions can also be transmitted to each other. This kind of emotion is not narrow Yes, it includes an orientation towards all good things..."

Yun Xizhou deleted all the unfinished words.

[Xiao Azhou: OK]