After being scumbag by my roommate brother

Spring is coming, and the road in front of the Lu Group is almost the same as before. The leaves have not sprouted, and the flower bed fountain has not opened yet. Yun Xizhou sat in the car and stared at the exit of the building.

A few minutes ago, Xiao Wenyan sent him a text message, saying that Lu Xuchu would go out later, but he might not start from the gate, or he might leave from the side door after getting in the car from the underground parking lot. It all depends on luck.

Suddenly, Yun Xizhou saw that the automatic sensor door opened not far away, and five or six men and women in suits and leather shoes came out, and there was no Lu Xuchu among them. This group of people got into a commercial vehicle, and the car passed by Xiao Wenyan's car. just leave.

After a while, Xiao Wenyan sent a text message.

[Have you met anyone?Lu Xuchu seemed to have left through the side door. ]

[Um. ]

People from the Lu Corporation head office all work in this building. There are limited parking spaces in the underground parking lot. For example, Xiao Wenyan's license plate has exclusive authority. When there are less than [-] parking spaces left, it will be displayed as full, but Xiao Wenyan's The car can continue to drive in.Lu Xuchu's car no longer needs to be parked outside the building, which means that the agreement between him and Director Lu has been fulfilled, and the concession made has allowed him to obtain the treatment and authority he deserves.

It was just a small change, but it was telling Yun Xizhou that everything was over.

Wechat chat records are all there, and people have become people who can't be met again.

Enduring the pain in his heart, Yun Xizhou manipulated the phone step by step, deleting all the memories, letting Lu Xuchu and himself go.

[Want to go down with you for a while? ] Xiao Wenyan sent another text message.

Yun Xizhou originally wanted Brother Chen to drive back, but after thinking about it, he replied to Xiao Wenyan: [Yes. ]

Xiao Wenyan got down quickly, he strode across the road, opened the car door and got in.Yun Xizhou was also sitting in the back seat. For the first time, he didn't hide from his approach, which made Xiao Wenyan uncomfortable. He asked hesitantly, "What's wrong?"

"What did Lu Xuchu do?"

Xiao Wenyan's eyes darkened, and he said, "Go to the branch office for a meeting, and meet some of the managers over there."

"Is he still working under you as an intern? You didn't make things difficult for him anymore, did you?" From the moment you decided to let go, when you mentioned Lu Xuchu again, it was no longer purely caring, but really used him as a weapon. Seeing Xiao Wenyan's persistence Looking at the expression on his face and seeing the pain hidden in his eyes, Yun Xizhou felt happy.

Xiao Wenyan turned his eyes away from his face temporarily, and said softly: "No, I made things difficult for him. It has no benefit except to make you feel more sorry for him and bore me more. What's more, the company is too busy these days, and I don't care about it. Don’t have such thoughts.”

"Oh," Yun Xizhou replied, looking forward, "Mr. Lu should know what kind of relationship I had with you before, right? After he knew about it, he asked Lu Xuchu to continue to work with you. Seeing that he was humble and disregarded past suspicions, he really learned from him." Director Lu should be very pleased."

Xiao Wenyan didn't notice that Yun Xizhou's name for Lu Xuchu had changed, he said: "Yes, after his work focus was no longer on opposing me, and after he deliberately talked to make me black face, Lu Xuchu's progress is obvious, and their Lu family really clever."

"Lu Xuchu is not a narrow-minded person. He used to make so many child-like verbal confrontations because of me. When he becomes serious, he regains his calm and rationality. He learns everything quickly. He is my friend. I have seen the person who is the most receptive to new things and has strong adaptability. He is still young and will do it more easily in the future. Don’t worry about his grandfather’s efforts being ruined.”

Xiao Wenyan looked at him quietly.Yun Xizhou's views on a person are always very frank, and he will not be biased because of his personal relationship, so as long as he deliberately targets someone, he must have done something wrong that hurts nature and touches the bottom line of principles.For example, Zhang Yuelin, Fang Ying, and Xiao Wenyan himself.

Xiao Wenyan sometimes wonders whether his so-called compensation can improve his image in Yun Xizhou's eyes, but all he can do is to make up for his past debts and continue to guard him until Yun Xizhou opens his heart to him again .

The moment Yun Xizhou returned to the apartment and took off his coat, something pulled from his body. He sat on the floor by the door, leaned against the wall, and then put his head on his knees.

I hope I can dream of Lu Xuchu for the last time tonight.

He thought it was a formal farewell at the restaurant, but his mistake was that he shouldn't have left the letter written all night, and shouldn't have expected Lu Xuchu to give him feedback, so the full stop was never finished, and the pain has continued until today .

It is impossible for Lu Xuchu to chat with him calmly, he has completely let him go.

For a man, drinking alcohol is the best way to break up in love. Taking the opportunity to cry a few times will make it easier to get out of a failed relationship, but reason tells him that he can't do it tonight.Tomorrow is Monday, such a luxurious activity as drinking can only be saved until next Friday or later.

Xiao Wenyan would take half an hour to come over every day, sometimes in the morning and sometimes at night, he was polite, he would not force, he would not stay a second longer, and he would send money in time, Yun Xizhou sometimes felt that Xiao Wenyan was kind to him Ruthless, like a precise machine.

Yun Xizhou refrained from drinking, and no matter how many times he lost his mind and thought of Lu Xuchu during the day, he never dreamed of him once at night.

He waited for Friday night and went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of liquor.Yun Xizhou had never drank baijiu much, and his alcohol capacity was extremely poor, so he only poured a small glass with self-knowledge, and drank it in small sips.

Friday nights are perfect for sorting out relationships.

Yun Xizhou sat on the balcony, the window was opened a crack, and there was a slight cool breeze pouring in. He was confused for a while, and then he was sober again. He clearly felt that alcohol can numb the heart, but it can't numb the eyes, and can't control the tear glands.

When he touched his face full of tears, Yun Xizhou couldn't help but think, why does he have so many tears as a man?I cried when I broke up with Xiao Wenyan, and I cried when I broke up with Lu Xuchu. Is it the same for others?

He kicked off the slippers, curled up on a wicker chair, and fell asleep after thinking about it.

Slowly, he felt the coolness that could not be resisted by alcohol, but soon, he was wrapped up gently by something. The feeling of suspension in his body made him slightly frightened. Yun Xizhou opened his eyes and felt that he was being raped by someone. in my arms.

On the way back to the bedroom, the lights were not turned on along the way. Yun Xizhou couldn't see the other person's face clearly, but he just felt familiar. He couldn't help but put his arms around the man's shoulder, and buried his face on the other's shoulder with some dependence. This intimate movement made the man The feet stagnate.

Xiao Wenyan lowered his head and rubbed his cheek, then frowned suddenly: "You have a fever."

"No, it's because of drinking," Yun Xizhou smiled at him, then called softly, "Husband..."

Xiao Wenyan opened his eyes wide in disbelief.

The person in his arms was hard-boned, hard-tempered, hard everywhere, but like a light and soft dream, and even in the dream, Xiao Wenyan never dared to dream of such a scene.

"What did you call me?" Xiao Wenyan's voice was a little hoarse.

Yun Xizhou still smiled at him, with infatuation, dependence, and frank liking in his eyes. Xiao Wenyan realized something, but before he could stop it, Yun Xizhou said softly, "Husband, brother, Ah Chu, it's all about you."

Xiao Wenyan felt that he had been stabbed in the chest by a knife.

He couldn't respond, so he could only grit his teeth and hug him to the bed. He felt that Yunxizhou's body temperature was abnormal, and it wasn't entirely due to the effect of alcohol. He had prepared the medicine kit long before Yunxizhou moved here, so he remembered He went to get the temperature gun, but as soon as he got up, the person on the bed grabbed his cuff.

Xiao Wenyan knew who he was in Yun Xizhou's eyes now, he subconsciously wanted to pull out his arm, but he was reluctant, because Yun Xizhou would never touch him when he was sober.

He was nailed in place by this small movement, and felt that Yun Xizhou had something to say to him, so Xiao Wenyan took the initiative to ask, "What's the matter? What do you want to say to me?"

Yun Xizhou's eyes were clear, and he asked softly, "Ah Chu, can you sit down and accompany me? I won't do anything else."

Xiao Wenyan opened his mouth, but he didn't expect his voice to be so hoarse: "Okay."

Yun Xizhou let go of his hand and placed it very close to him, as if he wanted to touch it but didn't dare, the infatuation on his face faded a lot and turned into a sign of letting go, but when he opened his mouth, he was full of grievances: "I , I have always wanted to dream of you, but why can't I dream of you, as expected, I have to drink to do it..."

Xiao Wenyan endured the pain in his heart and asked him: "Why do you want to dream of me?"

Yun Xizhou asked him instead: "Did you not read the letter I secretly stuffed into your bag?"

"I saw it."

"You didn't read it." Yun Xizhou's eyes were moist, "If you had read it, you wouldn't have been so indifferent when you bumped into me, and accepted the gift from the girl in front of me. My heart hurt so much at that time , It's like... It's like hitting a knife head-on. However, I thought about it, and I can't completely blame you. If you hadn't met me, you would have fallen in love with a girl. Maybe your love for me I like it mostly because of curiosity and pity, if I hadn't been abandoned by others, I wouldn't have gotten so much attention from you, right? You are just kind and don't want to see others being wronged."

"It's not like that," Xiao Wenyan raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "You are very likable in the first place, it's not surprising that others like you."

"You don't need to comfort me. If this is the case, why are my parents still divorced? Why can't my father see the grievances I suffer, and all his attention is on Zhang Yuelin, even that...that bastard is like this, only you , as long as you treat me well, I don’t need to compare myself with others, but...” The light in Yun Xizhou’s eyes dimmed, “Now even you don’t belong to me anymore, no one cares whether I’m well-fed or not, no one cares I am not happy, what do I like, what do I want, no one is really by my side for my good. In this world, I have no relatives, you know how determined I was to send you back Is your father around? I also want to be selfish. If I held on to you tightly at that time, even if we broke up now, you will not be like this when you see me. You will always remember me and never let go Me, but I don't want to be like that. You should live a little easier and be happier, just like when you didn't meet me. Although you may be blaming me and even hating me now, what is the relationship in January? Time After a long time, you will always forget it, and you will treat it as if you were injured, it will hurt at the time, but it will always be fine in the future."

"They don't like you because they don't know how to appreciate you, and they are all selfish." Xiao Wenyan wanted to do more than this, but he just gently held Yun Xizhou's fingertips, "Your parents divorced for their own sake." freedom and life for the rest of his life. Your father prefers Zhang Yuelin because he still has to live with his current wife, and he will need her and his son to take care of him when he gets sick in the future. As for Xiao Wenyan, he is indeed a bastard, you are so nice, he But he doesn't know how to cherish, and he always hurts and hits you, he has bad eyesight and no one in his eyes, so don't deny yourself because of such a person."

Yun Xizhou paused, then shook his hand: "What about you? You haven't said anything about yourself yet. Are you... still blaming me?"

"No, I don't blame you, I know you are doing it for my own good."

Yun Xizhou's expression seemed to be relieved suddenly, he said with a smile: "That's good, that's good."

After heaving a sigh of relief, Yun Xizhou closed his eyes sleepily, Xiao Wenyan finally came to his senses, opened his fingers lightly, and said in a low voice, "Lie down, I'll go get something."

"Where are you going?" Yun Xizhou asked hastily.

"You have a fever, I'll fetch a basin of cold water to help you physically cool down."

"I don't have a fever..."

"Hey, don't worry me."

Yun Xizhou blinked his eyes slowly a few times, he became more obedient, he nodded: "Then you go."

Xiao Wenyan went to the bathroom to fetch a basin of cold water, soaked the towel, and gently put it on Yun Xizhou's forehead. This temperature was very comfortable for Yun Xizhou. He raised his hand to hold the towel, hoping to stay close like this for a longer time.

Xiao Wenyan said softly: "No need to help, I will take care of you."

Yun Xizhou asked him suspiciously, "Aren't you resting?"

"I am not sleepy."

"That's right, this is my dream, you won't be sleepy." Yun Xizhou closed his eyes reassuringly.

It was rare for Xiao Wenyan to have this moment of getting close to him without being pushed away or disgusted, even though he was regarded as someone else.Yun Xizhou let out a long sigh of relief, as if he had let go of a worry. His sleeping posture was very upright, with his hands folded neatly on his abdomen. Xiao Wenyan touched the back of his hand, which was still hot. The quilt was pulled down.

After constantly changing cold water and towels for nearly an hour, Yun Xizhou's fever finally subsided.Xiao Wenyan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled silently into the air.

Because he was fed some water in a daze, and the fever subsided again, Yun Xizhou's pale lips had color, and the expression on his face when he fell asleep was soft and calm, which was extremely deceiving.

Sitting by the bed, Xiao Wenyan couldn't help but bowed his head, getting close to him a little bit, but stopped when he was two centimeters away from his lips.

Can't kiss.

What if Yun Xizhou also responded?He was worried that he would not be able to tell whether the response was for him or for Lu Xuchu in Yunxizhou's "dream".

He propped himself up, tidied up everything beside the bed, then walked out quietly, and temporarily went to the next bedroom to rest.

Yun Xizhou had a dream. In the dream, Lu Xuchu was very close to him. It seemed that they hadn't experienced parting yet, and they lived an ordinary day, but both of them were very happy, and this happiness was maintained until Yun Xizhou opened. At that moment.

His consciousness gradually returned, and he realized that all the good things were just dreams, and he felt a little lost for a moment.

There was a sudden movement from the kitchen outside, Yun Xizhou paused, and for a moment he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality, he got up and got out of bed, trotted open the bedroom door full of anticipation.

There was a figure of a person on the frosted door of the kitchen. He approached slowly, but couldn't bear to open the last door. He just stopped outside and called softly, "Ah Chu, is that you?"

The figure on the door paused.

"So I still haven't woken up," Yun Xizhou raised and lowered his hand, his tone was much more relaxed than last night, and he said to himself, "I really can't imagine that after waking up from a dream, I still have your dream , probably my prayers really helped, it seems that God is still good to me. But... I have also heard people say that if you can't dream of a person at all, and suddenly dreamed one day, it means This man is saying goodbye to you."

"I've always wanted to hear something from you. You let it go. It seems that it can only be realized in a dream. Can you tell me?"

The figure on the door turned around, reaching forward to open the door.

Yun Xizhou suddenly realized something, he took a big step back, and hurriedly said: "Don't come out, you don't come out yet, I don't want to wake up yet."

Xiao Wenyan's hand dropped down.He has never been so regretful as he is now. He regrets that he did not cherish Yun Xizhou before, which made him so attached to a person who has only been in love for a month, and almost regards the other person as his everything. If he had given Yun Xizhou enough back then With love and a sense of security, Yun Xizhou will not give all his sincerity to Lu Xuchu so easily.

After a few minutes, and it seemed to take longer, Yun Xizhou mustered up the courage to open the door to the kitchen.

The moment he saw Xiao Wenyan, Yun Xizhou's tone became much colder.

"It's you."

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