After being scumbag by my roommate brother

"Yes," Yun Xizhou replied without any hesitation, "I am much happier. Thank you for your upside-down dedication, which has added a lot of fun to my ordinary life. If you don't want me to lose interest so quickly, please continue to maintain this state. Pretend to be pitiful."

Xiao Wenyan immediately said: "I didn't pretend..."

Yun Xizhou smiled casually: "I'm not a fool, I don't believe that a 31-year-old adult man with a successful career would let himself fall into a passive position because of feelings. You used to like Zhang Yuelin so much, and you couldn't forget him when you were with me. You don’t even need the conscience of being a human being. If he breaks up with you, you just agree? Why don’t you continue to pester him? You spend the thoughts and money you spent on me on him, even if he signed the contract and can’t fall in love. How about it, he will definitely throw himself into his arms again... No, you still treat him differently than you treat me, if he says we want to break up, you will break up, why didn't you just leave when I asked you to leave?"

Yun Xizhou's tone is not heavy, because he was brought up by his mother since he was a child, and his temperament is more feminine. Even if he is angry, his voice will not be as rough as others, and he seldom swears, but it is not high-pitched. gas.

If you ignore the content of his words, you will think that he is still chatting with you plainly.

But no matter how peaceful the tone, words can hurt.

Xiao Wenyan looked into his eyes and said, "Because you need me."

"I don't need you." The retort became Yun Xizhou's conditioned reflex when facing him.

However, Xiao Wenyan said: "When you separated from me, Lu Xuchu was by your side almost every day. His talkativeness and cheerfulness attracted you, so you were able to get out of the shadow of your last relationship so quickly. Now that you and Lu Xuchu broke up, you also need someone It’s better to relieve you, accompany you, even if it’s your punching bag, than to bear it silently and lick your wound alone.”

Yun Xizhou shook his head: "You still don't understand. I'm not with Lu Xuchu because he's talkative and cheerful. There are many such people, and I don't like any of them. The difference between Lu Xuchu and you is that he is sincere, kind, and humane. Think about it, he knows his strengths, and he also knows how to use his strengths to bring happiness to others, rather than to benefit himself. This is related to the education he received since childhood, and it is more related to his personal upbringing. He is not like you people can be compared."

"I know he is very good, and I never thought of slandering him in front of you, but a person's character and behavior are inseparable from his original family. If I was born in a family like the Lu family like him, I would You can also be confident, calm and generous, able to give everything for each other, and you can also separate gracefully because you want to treat each other well, you compare me with Lu Xuchu, and you are a bit flattering me." Xiao Wenyan said slowly.

He stole his own lines, and Yun Xizhou commented unceremoniously: "You are quite self-aware."

Xiao Wenyan's envy for Lu Xuchu is probably the same as Yun Xizhou's feeling for Zhang Yuelin. He likes to hide himself in a hard shell, but every time he pokes his head out, he still hopes that someone will notice him because of his tiny light. Tell him that even without his father by his side since he was a child, he looks good and deserves to be cherished and liked.

"In the past..." Xiao Wenyan started, realizing that it was indeed too late for him to repent now, with heavy thoughts stuck in his throat, he cleared his throat before continuing, "I'm too arrogant, I often ignore your feelings, do things You only care about yourself, not like a 31-year-old adult. I have thought about it for a few days, it is because your love and admiration are too blind, and you always praise too bluntly, blindly giving without expecting anything in return. Long, no matter how useless a man is, he will feel that there must be a reason for your appreciation and inseparability, that is, he is indeed as good as you said, so he started to be picky, and more and more feel that being with you is a disadvantage for him , I still deserve a better person, so that the "better" in my heart is just a superficial choice for the skin, and I will regret it afterwards."

"Are you blaming me?" Yun Xizhou felt incredible.

"No, does that mean what I said?" Xiao Wenyan hurriedly said, "I mean, you don't have to be nice to me in the future, just respect yourself, love yourself, and cherish yourself, and I will do the rest, such as making your food and clothing comfortable While satisfying your emotional needs."

"I don't need affection from you." Yun Xizhou said coldly.

"I know, so I will work hard, you can do whatever you want."

Yun Xizhou looked at him for a while, and realized that he really couldn't understand Xiao Wenyan. He said bluntly: "Spend so much money on someone who can't like you anymore, what are you trying to do? You change someone who is obedient , Pretty, isn't it easier?"

"It's different," Xiao Wenyan blurted out, "They're not you."

Yun Xizhou laughed mockingly: "If it didn't come from you, I would have believed it. Your feelings come so easily, just like when you obviously didn't have much feelings for me back then, but you could do so much under the guise of being good for me It’s like empty promises, which makes me wonder if you’re acting out of a script.”

"Without acting, you still don't believe me?"

"In the past, I believed in you so much that I fell into such a big stumble. What you said has no credibility, and I will not be fooled by you again." Yun Xizhou nodded his temples, "Xiao Wenyan, I have already grown up. When will you grow up and stop this boring game of playing with other people's feelings?"

"This is not a game." Xiao Wenyan took a step forward, "What should I do to make you believe that I am serious?"

Yun Xizhou said: "There is a way. I also have plans for the future. After graduation, I want to open an art gallery. When I have nothing to do, I can go to school to give lectures. I usually go to various places to collect and sketch. These are very easy to realize. Just look at What step are you willing to do for me? Are you willing to give me all your money? Can you guarantee that I am happy and comfortable every day? You can abandon all unnecessary entertainment for me, and all people who may have an affair Keep your distance, would you like to have my name tattooed on your body? Besides, I am worried that Lu Xuchu is busy with work and ruined his body. With your experience, can you take more responsibility for him in the company and escort him wholeheartedly?"

Those above all sounded like requirements for his future lover. No matter the difficulty or not, Xiao Wenyan would do his best to try. Only the last sentence, Xiao Wenyan quickly realized that Yunxizhou had laid so many foundations, what he wanted the most. In fact, it was to help Lu Xuchu well in the group, so as not to burden the people he still cared about.

Xiao Wenyan couldn't help but said: "Every man will face difficulties and pressure at the beginning of his career. No one can reach the sky in one step. No one can replace the hard work he needs to put in. If any part is missing, he will not really grow. "

Yun Xizhou stared into his eyes and said, "He doesn't need to grow up so fast. Aren't you going to work in the Lu family forever? You paved the way for him, so he won't be so tired."

"what about me?"

"You? What are you?"

Xiao Wenyan asked him: "I was struggling all the way, did you ever feel sorry for me?"

Yun Xizhou just suffered from being distressed, so he smiled without emotion: "No, I have never felt distressed. You are already at this age, why are you being hypocritical? You have come all the way to this day, and there are many people who help you. What's more, others did not force you to get to where you are now. What does it matter if you step on so many people? You are doing it for yourself. Don't say that you are the best in the world. You got what you want Things, what is there to be dissatisfied with? What qualifications do you have to complain?"

Xiao Wenyan smiled weakly: "Indeed, I insisted on winning all of this."

Yun Xizhou didn't stop, he continued: "Lu Xuchu is different from you. He learned his current major entirely for the happiness of his family and wanted to share the burden for the family. He went to the company to help his grandfather to recover from his illness. If it wasn't for the The sense of responsibility that cannot be left behind, he has already left everything in the Lu family to live a free life just like Lu Jijun, he has already sacrificed so much, so what if you help him?"

Xiao Wenyan finally understood why Yun Xizhou was completely disappointed in him.He had the same idea when he designed Yun Xizhou to be late for the competition. He thought it was just a small competition, and the prizes were not rich. Since Zhang Yuelin bet against Fangying to win, Yun Xizhou gave up a dispensable competition. so what?

At that time, in his heart, the affairs of Yunxizhou were all trivial matters, while the affairs of Zhang Yuelin were all major ones.

Now comes the retribution.

It turns out that the person you like is compared with another person on the same scale.This feeling of heart suddenly falling sharply seems to be abandoned by the whole world to a dark corner. When I look up, the sky is gray.

Xiao Wenyan recalled Yun Xizhou's injured expression standing outside the car that day, and remembered the heartbroken expression on Yun Xizhou's face when he came to him for a showdown. For the first time, he realized that once something is done, there is no way to ask for forgiveness. Did you apologize? It's useless, it's useless to regret, and it's useless to make up for it. The scar is there and will never change.

"Okay," Xiao Wenyan calmed down and said seriously, "I will clear the obstacles for Lu Xuchu and prevent him from suffering, don't worry."

Yun Xizhou raised his eyes unexpectedly: "That's good."

"Ah."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Wenyan turned around and walked out. He thought of something, paused, and lowered his head to operate the phone. Yunxizhou received 20 yuan on his card, which was the money half an hour after he came back.

Yun Xizhou raised his heels and went out.

Xiao Wenyan walked to the balcony, checked the doors and windows, and went to the kitchen to check the natural gas and power supplies. After eliminating all potential dangers, he nodded to Yun Xizhou in the living room as if relieved: "I'll go back to the company Alright, see you another day."

Yun Xizhou didn't say a word, just stood where he was and watched him leave.

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