After being scumbag by my roommate brother

Sitting on the balcony, opening the window slightly, Yun Xizhou could hear the voices of grandparents and grandchildren downstairs, laughing and laughing. He took a notebook and wrote down the things he hadn't done with Lu Xuchu in detail.

No video recording during video calls.

We haven't recorded a song together.

They didn't develop pictures of each other and put them on the wall.

Suddenly received a text message on the phone.

The number is not saved, but called recently.

[sorry.Happy birthday. ]

Yun Xizhou knew who it was, so he deleted the text message after reading it.

While waiting for Lu Xuchu to call, Yun Xizhou didn't go to paint, but recorded a song, leaving the blank part for Lu Xuchu to sing.Outside the window was the lights of thousands of houses, and Yun Xizhou curled up on the rattan chair, feeling worried and fearful about the loneliness he was about to face again for the first time.

He doesn't seem to be used to being alone anymore.

It was close to eleven o'clock when Lu Xuchu made a video call.Yun Xizhou answered quickly. He hurriedly left the balcony and went to the room with the best signal. Lu Xuchu saw that he was still wearing daytime clothes, so he asked over there, "What did you do at night?"

Yun Xizhou lied and said, "Draw something casually and read a book."

"Today... are you okay?" Yun Xizhou asked again.

Lu Xuchu understood what he meant, deliberately showed a relaxed smile and said: "Come back and have dinner with grandpa. He wants to go outside, so I will accompany him for a walk around, but his legs and feet are not convenient. We will be back soon." Yes. Grandpa's heart is not very good recently, and he doesn't sleep well at night, and he wakes up from time to time, and he just fell asleep."

In fact, for Ah Chu’s grandfather, resting is the best. They live in such a bustling place, and there will always be unavoidable movements at night. People with heart problems are most afraid of sudden explosions, but Director Lu still put him Father took home, he should wait for Lu Xuchu to give up completely, grandpa is a card in his hand, and Ah Chu is too filial, he will definitely be picked by him in the end.

Yun Xizhou's mood became very heavy, and he almost forgot to record the screen. He quickly operated the phone, and then said to Lu Xuchu: "I recorded a song at home, and I will send it to you later. It is a love song sung by a man and woman. I recorded it. the female part."

"You can send it to me now." Lu Xuchu said.

Yun Xizhou sent him the recording file and explained: "But I didn't use headphones to record. The recording effect is a bit ethereal, so the current version will be a bit noisy. After you finish recording the male part, I will use the software to adjust it."

Lu Xuchu was very surprised: "You still know this?"

"I can't," Yun Xizhou smiled, "but it shouldn't be difficult to learn."

Lu Xuchu nodded. He knew that Yunxizhou had a strong learning ability, and he could do very well in many skills with a little hard work.This is very good, Lu Xuchu thought, when Ah Zhou stepped into this complicated society, he would not be afraid to face all kinds of challenges.

Lu Xuchu lay on the bed, propped his chin and said, "Then send it to me after you tune it, and I'll change it to a cell phone ringtone."

This is what Yunxizhou means.

At this moment, he suddenly saw the blue color in Lu Xuchu's eyes. After seeing him for a few hours, Lu Xuchu looked a little depressed and haggard. This was a fact that no matter how much he pretended, he couldn't hide it.

Yun Xizhou looked at the time on the upper right corner of the phone and said, "Go to bed early, you have to go to work tomorrow."

"It's not too late—"

"Isn't it too late after eleven o'clock?" Yun Xizhou's tone was a little tough for the first time, "Go to sleep, I'll wake you up tomorrow."

Lu Xuchu obediently said "Oh": "Then I'll go to sleep, good night." Then he leaned over and gave the camera a "bah" kiss.

Yun Xizhou couldn't help smiling: "Good night."

In the early morning of the next day, Yun Xizhou called Lu Xuchu on time, and Lu Xuchu answered the phone in a hazy voice with a hoarse voice, as if coquettish: "Hey, what's the matter?"

Yun Xizhou said helplessly, "You should get up, you have to go to work."

Lu Xuchu stretched out on the bed, then retracted into the quilt, muttering, "I don't think about it, it's so cold outside, I don't want to leave the quilt."

Yun Xizhou's eyes were sore, he didn't know how long this state could last, he quickly came back to his senses and said, "Sleep another 10 minutes?"

Lu Xuchu's rationality gradually came back. He remembered the agreement with his father, and remembered that there was still a mess waiting for him in the company. He immediately got out of the quilt, rubbed his face and said, "I'll call you later."

Yun Xizhou didn't wait long, and Lu Xuchu said that he was already sitting in the car and was about to go out. Yun Xizhou didn't believe that he cleaned up so quickly, so he asked, "Have you had breakfast yet?"

Lu Xuchu stuffed a sandwich into his mouth. He stared at the project information sent by Xin Xin on his notebook, and said honestly, "...I'm eating."

The guilty conscience in his words could be heard through the phone. Yun Xizhou knew that he must be busy and had to concentrate on researching that project, so the phone didn't last long.

After Yun Xizhou had breakfast, he rode his bicycle to a nearby photo studio to print all the photos of him and Lu Xuchu.

When he got home, he went straight to the bedroom, made a preliminary estimate against a wall, sat down quietly and drew a draft, and finally posted the photos one by one to the desired position against the draft.He found that the shape of the finished product was a little crooked, so he had to make amends. The wall paint he bought before was still there, so he adjusted it to a nice green color and drew a mobile phone case on the left side.

Lu Xuchu and him have always used the same style, and Yun Xizhou finished painting bit by bit, and now he is finally satisfied. He took a photo of the entire wall and sent it to his boyfriend at work.

Facing the countless materials and photos on the table, Lu Xuchu was so busy that he didn't see the news until he was a little closer. He was afraid that Yun Xizhou would be worried about the fact that he hadn't eaten yet, so he lied.

[Male star: I was busy just now, I didn't see it until after dinner.Can you sleep in this room at night after painting the wall? ]

Yun Xizhou replied: [It's not very important, and there are many places to sleep at home. ]

Lu Xuchu went downstairs to eat in the cafeteria while chatting with him, Yun Xizhou asked him: [Aren't you busy? ]

[Male Star: Not busy now. ]

After Lu Xuchu finished his meal, he started working again in the afternoon, so he had to explain to his boyfriend, put his phone aside again, and concentrate on studying the project information in his hand.

In the past few hours, Lu Xuchu was basically sure that this project was hopeless, and no matter what he did, there was no way to save it. However, the Chinese New Year was coming soon, and he still had a string in his heart, and he didn't want to just admit defeat.

When Yun Xizhou made a video call with him this night, he found that Lu Xuchu's always white and clean chin had stubble. Lu Xuchu usually pays attention to his image, let alone video with his boyfriend. He doesn't even care about this, but One can imagine how tiring this day is.

Yun Xizhou explained that he would have dinner with him at noon tomorrow, and then told him to go to bed quickly.

"I haven't recorded a song yet." Lu Xuchu said, looking tired and out of spirit.

"Let's talk tomorrow."

"Good night then."

"Good night."

At noon the next day, Yun Xizhou was waiting at the entrance of the company with his lunch early. All he cooked today were big dishes. He wanted to reward the hard-working people. Lu Xuchu got in the car and asked him: "Did you start preparing the food in the morning?" Is lunch already?"

Yun Xizhou said, "Almost."

"Actually, you don't have to do this..." Lu Xuchu felt that the two of them are very tired now, and it won't last long like this, "I can just eat whatever I want. In the future, when you start school, I won't fall from heaven to hell." Same."

"Are you going to work at Lu's next semester?"

Lu Xuchu said while eating Coke Chicken Wings: "Next semester, I only have classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays. My dad told me to come when I don't have classes."

The conversation is natural, but Yun Xizhou knows that after the school starts, it will be a different situation, and no one can predict whether they will make it to that time.

After Lu Xuchu finished his meal, he recorded the song again.

When he entered the Lu's building, Yun Xizhou put on his headphones and listened to this song many times on the way home.He didn't lie to Lu Xuchu, he had never been in touch with tuning, he went home and downloaded the software, searched for a few tutorials, and started to study seriously.

It wasn't until nine o'clock in the evening that Yun Xizhou felt that he had a little enlightenment.He rubbed his sore shoulder and neck, and looked down to see the message from Lu Xuchu a few minutes ago: [I haven't got off work yet, I don't know what time it will be until now, if you are sleepy, go to bed first, don't wait for me. ]

[Beautiful boy: Good. ]

Having said that, Yun Xizhou still waited until 11:30, when Lu Xuchu asked him if he was asleep, he immediately replied that he was not asleep, and Lu Xuchu called.In the video, the boyfriend's spirit was worse than last night, but he didn't seem to notice it at all, because Lu Xuchu's attention was all on Yun Xizhou's face.

After chatting for a while, the two said good night to each other.

After another three days like this, Yun Xizhou found that his boyfriend's shoulders had slumped, the upswing in his voice was gone, and the light in his eyes was also dimming. He refused to give up on this.

Yun Xizhou felt sore in his heart, and the soreness spread to his eyes. He raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes, and Lu Xuchu paused: "What's wrong with you?"

"Honey, you're not in good spirits." Yun Xizhou forced a smile.

"It's okay, it's been fine for a while, I'm young, and my body is fine."

Will it get better after a while?They all know no.

It is impossible for them to return to the original state of pure happiness. This relationship has exhausted Lu Xuchu physically and mentally. It is so painful. This is not his original intention to be with Lu Xuchu.And the longer a relationship drags on, the more heart-rending it will be when the separation is made, and cutting the mess quickly is the best way.

Yun Xizhou held the phone tightly, closed his eyes slightly and said, "Ah Chu, how about we—"

"I'm so tired, I'm going to bed first." Lu Xuchu interrupted him anxiously, he didn't want to hear what Yun Xizhou said next, not even a single word.

Just as Yun Xizhou was about to open his mouth, Lu Xuchu hung up the phone.

Yun Xizhou still kept his original posture and sat on the head of the bed. He took off his earphones and saved the video.He checked Chakari's existing savings, and planned to go to the store to pick out a gift the next day.

In the end, he bought an OMEGA diving watch for less than [-] yuan, but he almost used up his existing savings.

On New Year's Eve, Yun Xizhou only made a video call with his father, and did not go to Zhang's house to join in the fun. The Lu family was having a reunion banquet, and Yun Xizhou received photos and messages from Lu Xuchu.

[Male star: Do we have a lot of family members? ]

[Beautiful boy: The population is thriving, which is very good.Ah Chu, do you have time tomorrow or the day after tomorrow?I want to meet you and have something to give you. ]

[Male star: What is it? ]

[Beautiful boy: You will know when the time comes. ]

There was a Spring Festival Gala in the living room, and the audience in the audience were all laughing. Yun Xizhou hugged a pillow, and couldn't laugh at the thought of what he was going to say to Lu Xuchu.

Lu Xuchu followed his elders to a few business partners on the first day of the new year, and he was free on the second day of the new year. He couldn't wait to fix a place and made an appointment with Yun Xizhou at nine o'clock in the morning.

Lu Xuchu has not had the energy to manage the project these two days, and his condition is much better than before the New Year.Yun Xizhou felt a little comforted in his heart, and at the same time he was dripping blood crazily. He saw his boyfriend pull up the seat in a gentlemanly manner, and waited for him to take his seat with a face full of anticipation.

With cold palms and hot things in his hands, Yun Xizhou sat down and gave him the gift first.Lu Xuchu opened it and was surprised and delighted: "How do you know I like this watch? But it's very expensive. Where did you get the money from?"

"I'm rich too," Yun Xizhou explained, "Put it on and have a look."

Lu Xuchu put on the watch, the dial and the bracelet were black, making Lu Xuchu's wrist even fairer, Yun Xizhou stretched out his hand: "Have you brought your bag?"

Lu Xuchu dressed very casually today. He brought a brightly colored chest bag to go out. Hearing this, he handed the bag over. Yun Xizhou talked to him calmly, put the watch box into his bag, and While he wasn't paying attention, he stuffed a letter hidden in his sleeve, and then zipped it up.

"Why did you suddenly give me a gift?" Lu Xuchu looked at the watch, and the more he looked at it, the more he liked it.

Yun Xizhou's throat was itchy, as if he wanted to speak, not to speak, but to spit out a mouthful of blood from his throat.He quickly cleared his throat: "Ah Chu, do you still remember the day we were together?"

"Remember." Lu Xuchu immediately reported the date.

"It's been less than a month," Yun Xizhou said, "Actually, we both know that the agreement between you and your father can only go so far, and we have no power to resist—"

Lu Xuchu suddenly realized that he seemed to have guessed why Yun Xizhou did so many things they had never done a few days ago, and immediately took off the watch from his wrist: "I don't want to hear you say this, if You gave me a gift to say this, so I don't want it anymore."

Yun Xizhou gripped his wrist tightly, with the watch in between, both of them were in pain, he breathed a sigh of relief before continuing: "Ah Chu, I'm 22 years old, I'm not the age when I'm seventeen or eighteen , I also want to...consider many things, weigh the pros and cons, and calculate the price of each choice in my heart. Now I am in pain, and I can no longer experience the happiness brought by love. This is not the life I want. "

Lu Xuchu was speechless because he saw the pain in Yun Xizhou's eyes, and all his opposition and struggles were suppressed by his words. He stayed with him because he couldn't bear to see Azhou suffer, but now he It became the source of Azhou's pain.

Yun Xizhou knew that if he said it was for Lu Xuchu's good, he would definitely not agree, so he could only say that against his will, but when he saw that Lu Xuchu really no longer resisted, and his eyes were filled with guilt and distress, Yun Xizhou was almost ashamed of the sudden The heartache came and I couldn't speak.

After a long time, Yun Xizhou exhausted all his strength to say the words that had been brewing for many days: "I... let's stop here."

The author has something to say: Monday morning is such a plot, I am very sorry