after the ecstasy accident

Xie Yu felt all the sounds and colors in his ears fade away, and he heard the sound of his heart beating up and down.

Once, once, hitting heavily on the eardrum, a sharp blunt object seemed to penetrate his eardrum and pierce straight into his mind, shattering all the churning conjectures? Pictures inside into tragic fragments.

Suddenly, warm palms covered Xie Yu's ears, and the familiar temperature wrapped in a sense of security made Xie Yu lower his head in a daze.

Lu Fen said softly: "Don't think about it? Listen to me, okay?"

Xie Yu closed his eyes hard, and his body almost trembled slightly due to the violent emotion. After a few seconds, he opened his eyes, lifted Lu Fen who was still leaning on his knees, and stood up to look at him coldly. Looking at the man who quickly began to recover his body: "When did you wake up?"

Lu Fen touched the bridge of his nose: "Just now..."

"Tell the truth!" Xie Yu's expression was ugly, with shame and anger intertwined in his black eyes.

Lu Fen's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he whispered, "Woke up for a while? It's been a while..."

Xie Yu paused: "For a while? How long is it?"

Lu Fen made prayer gestures silently in his heart, and lowered his voice: "Just...didn't faint for a few minutes."

Xie Yu didn't know whether he was angry or annoyed, his chest heaved up and down, and he couldn't say anything for a moment.

"My lord, you don't need to be so angry. It's good to talk..." Mei Yixian had just finished speaking halfway, and immediately shut up after Lu Fen's cold, warning and murderous eyes turned sideways.

Lu Fen rubbed against him again and began to coquettishly beg for mercy: "The head of the family? Don't be angry~ I was wrong, I was really wrong, I shouldn't be greedy for those few minutes when I'm drunk and lying on the lap of a beautiful woman..."

Mei Yixian can feel that the two in front of her, the one who seems to have a bad temper is actually soft-hearted, and the warnings are mixed with water; the one who seems to be low-key and good-tempered is cold and hard, That look just now? If he hadn't shut up wisely, that person might really have slashed at him with a knife.

Xie Yu ignored it? Humming and buzzing? Lu Fen, with a cold face, slapped away the water polo floating in front of him a few times, and walked over to help Yang Xiu, master and servant, to check carefully.

Lu Fen stretched out his arms and hugged Xie Yu, buried his head on the back of Xie Yu's neck and said in a muffled voice, "As long as you don't tell me, I will pretend I don't know anything."

Xie Yu, who was wrapped in a large hand warmer, said, "Lu Fan, where did you enroll in the green tea course?"

Lu Fen innocent: "Huh?"

Xie Yu reviewed his mental journey, but couldn't understand why he somehow became a scumbag who didn't give a name and made people begged to stay by his side.

——Although the corresponding behaviors are correct, I always feel that the result is not right.

Xie Yu: "... you first? Let go."

Lu Fen obediently let go? "Oh."

Xie Yu once again cast his eyes on Mei Yixian who was standing aside. At this time, Mei Yixian was much restrained than before, and his face was not very good-looking.

He asked: "Has your demon bone been taken away?"

Mei Yixian didn't expect that what Xie Yu just blurted out just now would be caught by Xie Yu so quickly. He bit his lower lip and said nothing, lowered his eyes and looked at the ground, wondering what he was thinking.

Xie Yu dragged Lu Fen to turn his back to Mei Yixian, and warned Lu Maomao in a low voice: "Don't stop? Scare him, otherwise..."

Seeing that Xie Yu was determined to ask, Lu Fen wanted to say something. He met Xie Yu's eyes and sighed lightly. He folded his arms and closed his eyes, thinking that he was a soulless humanoid sculpture.

Mei Yixian glanced at Lu Fen, who stood next to Xie Yu and restrained his rebellious body, and suddenly smiled: "What I just said is right, you are really interesting."

This kind of getting along mode and the ambiguous tacit understanding between the open and the dark, actually appeared in two people who didn't show their feelings at all.

No, or rather, it was two people pretending to be confused while pretending to understand.

Mei Yixian is not a monster who is innocent and ignorant of the world and is deceived by mortals. On the contrary, he has seen the love and hate of the people around him because of this unique talent when he first opened his mind. As a plum demon who is not good at fighting, he The ability to see through people's hearts is what he relies on to survive. He has seen too much of the fickleness of human beings, but he has also seen that the love of human beings is stronger than gold.

Human beings are weak and ignorant, but unlike solitary monsters, human beings are used to living in groups, even the most depraved human beings always have a soft existence, or family affection, or friendship, or love, special emotion Connecting individuals together, it emits a unique warm light.

The place where Mei Yixian took root gradually became the most famous place for fireworks in the city. Those beautiful and dirty, joyful and sad emotions all became the nourishment for him to transform into an adult. He is more and more eager to belong Feeling, just like human beings have their own "home".

"My story is not that complicated, just a stupid word. I have seen all the joys and sorrows in the world, but I still can't see the indifference of human nature. In the end, I became the most devoted actor on stage. "Mei Yixian laughed at herself, "When I turned into an adult, I closed my own consciousness, so that I grew up like an ordinary human being from a humble background. Trying to meet every human being in this? the light that arrived."

"I chose a man who is not good-looking and has a rich family, but he is obedient to me and always has light in his eyes when he looks at me. Every day, I tell myself that you choose the person you love. He can give you a home, a belonging that is a luxury for a demon."

"I didn't expect it? I thought that those who sacrificed their lives to protect their gentle and loving family members were just schemes by those with a heart to use him to seduce me. When I gave up my life to spend the rest of my life for him, the sharp blade wrapped in honey was ruthless towards me. Stabbed hard."

Mei Yixian: "Is it self-inflicted, pitifully stupid?"

Xie Yu's expression was indifferent, but the words he asked were heartbreaking: "Do you really love him?"

"...Maybe." Mei Yixian waved his hand to disperse the water polo filled with memories, and suddenly felt a little tired.

The winter banquet was originally a Hongmen banquet, and all the food was poisoned that day, but the person who poisoned it was not Mei Yixian, but the owner of the Liu Mansion.

On the day of the incident, the Gu worm in Mei Yixian's body had already crawled into his heart, gnawing at Mei Yixian's crumbling sanity, and when he regained consciousness, the demon bone had already been lost. , he stood in the sea of ​​flames with his hands covered in blood, surrounded by fallen corpses.He endured the burning pain and rummaged around, but failed to find the face engraved in his heart in the sea of ​​flames.

The 52 lives of the Liu family were all counted on Mei Yixian's head by the way of heaven. Mei Yixian is not even qualified to die before he atones for his sins.

And the cause of everything is just a calculation and greed of human beings for demon bones.

Mei Yixian looked at her hands: "He once begged me to promise to walk the Naihe Bridge together, how could I have the heart to let him go? He is in the world, and will be alone in the future? Drink Meng Po soup?"

"So I crawled out of hell to give this story a perfect ending."

Xie Yu frowned and asked, "Where's your demon bone?"

Mei Yixian shrugged: "I have tortured him for more than ten years but still haven't been able to find out his whereabouts. If it weren't for the fact that there is no other way, I wouldn't dare to find the judge."

Mei Yixian bears human life on his body. Even if he is able to return to the world with the order of the king of hell, his soul is suffering from the punishment of hell all the time. body.

What Mei Yixian asked Xie Yu for was not reincarnation extradition, but a relief.

Xie Yu: "I can handle the matter of the demon bone."

Mei Yixian saw it before? How much is the problem between the two people? Can you guess what Xie Yu wanted? What to ask: "The heart in your body should indeed belong to another demon, and it is this heart The yang energy provided by the heart allows you to maintain the current form similar to a living person, but the demon heart is separated from the body, and the demon power is very limited. With the passage of time and the consumption of yang energy, the heart will eventually stop beating slowly. "

"What about the original owner of the heart?" Xie Yu's question was very difficult.

"What effect can a dead demon have?" Mei Yixian said: "The demon heart is the last place where the power gathers for the demon who has already picked out the bones of the demon. Yes? Stop beating, I haven't seen you in such a situation before, but there is always a time when Yang Qi is exhausted, and at that time, it should be the time for you to really die."

Mei Yixian looked at the back of the long-haired man in front of him, and said to Xie Yu: "I guess, it must be the one who was unwilling to let you reincarnate like this, so he used such a tragic way to keep you in the world."

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Lu Fen, who sent Yang Xiu and Yanyi back to the East Palace, dawdled along the way, taking advantage of the time when it was already dark to get back to the two? Xie Yu was sitting in the room with the door wide open waiting for him to come back.

Lu Fen's face was hidden in the shadow cast by the hood, and he stood in the yard, hesitating a little rarely.

Xie Yu said softly: "You let me listen to you, so I am waiting for you."

Lu Fen walked over, took out from his arms the cakes he had just bought on the other side of the street, and opened them on the table: "Have some? The cakes here are delicious. They're pretty good."

Xie Yu didn't move, just looked at him quietly.

Lu Fen fiddled with the greased paper used to wrap the snacks with his fingers. He thought for a long time on the way back, thinking about the pictures that appeared in his mind, thinking about the questions that Xie Yu would have, and thinking about how to answer them. , but when actually facing Xie Yu, Lu Fen found that he was not willing to confide those fragile and unknown thoughts to the person in front of him.

It turns out that what is more difficult to express than love is the incompetence and weakness of the past.

"I'm not perfunctory about the fragments of memory, it's just that those fragments have recently begun to merge."

"I remembered that I once stood by a little Douding's side, watched him grow up slowly, and hoped that his life would be safe and happy and that everything would go smoothly. But I never thought that the justice of heaven would be so ruthless. I have done wrong things, and the scourge of sores has been added to the people I care about the most by the way of heaven."

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"I have no choice, Xie Yu, I have worked so hard to win this life, but I can't save you who died at the scene of the car accident, let alone watch you continue to reincarnate like this and end the relationship between us forever fate." Lu Fen looked up at Xie Yu, "But fortunately, I still have a heart, and I can keep you for a while."

"It's not that your life is not over, but that my heart is barely enough to keep you for five years."