after the ecstasy accident

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Xie Yu opened his eyes, his beautiful eyes were full of confusion and distress.

This is... where?

i remember i was like...

A handsome face suddenly came into view, and Xie Yu's cheeks were itchy with long curly dark brown hair hanging down.

Before Xie Yu could speak, there was already a smile on the corners of his eyes and brows.

"Master, happy Qixi Festival." Lu Fen put his hand on Xie Yu's ear, lowered his head and kissed his lover's eyebrows and eyelids, and slowly slid to the tip of his nose and lips. He said in a hoarse voice, "I love you."

Xie Yu raised his hand to touch Lu Fen's cheek, but found that his body seemed to be immobilized by a thousand weights, and seemed as light as a feather that would dissipate into the air in the next second.

Eye……

A deep sadness and pain welled up in Xie Yu's heart.

Originally, the big cat with a smooth coat and a beautiful face, carrying the burden of self-grooming every day, is now cautiously tentatively touching the lover in front of him, and the pair of mandarin duck eyes of different colors have lost their usual sly and bright, gloomy.

do not Cry……

Xie Yu wanted to kiss the desolation in Lu Fen's eyes, wanted to tell him "I'm here", but couldn't make any sound.

Lu Fen knelt between Xie Yu's legs, raised his hand to fold Xie Yu's left leg, and kissed Xie Yu's knee almost piously, sliding his cold fingers all the way down to hold Xie Yu's slender ankle.

The warm red flame blended and transpired from the skin of the two, and Lu Fen's smooth long curly hair climbed up to the haggard white hair with the transpiration of the flame.

Lu Fen let go of his hand, half of his long hair had turned white.

He lowered his head and kissed the red flower that appeared on Xie Yu's ankle, and put his forehead against Xie Yu's knee, without the courage to look up.

Everything he asks and does goes against Xie Yu's wishes, but he doesn't want freedom, and he doesn't want the merits of many lifetimes that don't belong to him.

He only wants the one who is his.

The best person in the world.

For this reason, he was willing to bear the heinous crime and kill himself.

"I just... miss you so much."

Just let me do it again, that Lu Fen who was once stubborn and disobedient to discipline.