happy life through time

Dai Zicheng's body was a little stiff, looking at Tong Yan who was leaving, his mood was extremely complicated.

What he did made him what he is today, but no matter what he did, in the end, he was able to survive because of his father.

Dai Zicheng felt very uncomfortable. He didn't think about death when he was hunted down, he didn't think about death when he was disfigured, and he didn't think about death when he knew that the sixth prince only had power in his heart, and he didn't have himself. But at the moment when he fell down, he wished to die. He just felt that he was too tired to live, and suddenly he didn't want to live anymore.

He didn't even know what he was doing all these years, wasting so much time for that illusory dream.

He thought that he would be rewarded if he gave everything, but now it seems that no matter what he did, the sixth prince is still the same sixth prince. Everything they did was in vain and disappeared without a trace. The two people who met were just pure friendship at the beginning. They only felt that they had similar temperaments and a tacit understanding with each other, so they came together.

Between them, there is a lot of friendship, and even if there is kindness, it develops into love, but because of this love, he can no longer be happy. Since he has been with the sixth prince, he has never had a good day. The sixth prince is always for power. And working hard to get close to him is also because he is the son of Dai Daru, because of his identity, and later had a relationship, although this identity is useless, but the sixth prince looks at him differently, the sixth prince has already regarded himself as his. He loves everything he owns if he likes it, and throws it aside when he's not happy, to lay a net for his power.And he was also behind his back, helping him silently, trying to get his attention and let him pay more attention to himself, but not only did everything he did fail, but he was hurt even more deeply. In the end, he got this result: "Is this retribution? This is retribution!"

Dai Zicheng's eyes were filled with tears, and he didn't even know it, until the tears were on the wound, irritating him with unbearable pain, and then he felt that there was still a wound on his body. At this time, the pain made him feel that his body was not his own. .

Dai Zicheng caressed his face. When he couldn't resist, this face was stabbed one by one. The strength was not very strong, but the pain was amazing, and there was even a burning pain.

Now, his entire face has long been destroyed. At this moment, he dare not imagine what his face has become.

Dai Zicheng was at a loss in his heart, looked around, and when he saw the bronze mirror on the table beside him, he slowly got up and walked over.

Although most of the physical injuries have healed, there are still many wounds that have not healed, and it is very difficult to walk.

But Dai Zicheng finally walked in front of the bronze mirror.

Even people who don't care about their appearance will want to know what they look like, let alone Dai Zicheng who always pays attention to his appearance?

Dai Zicheng walked in front of the mirror, only to feel trembling.

The person in the mirror is him, his figure is his, but that face is not his.

The scar occupied most of the face, and what's more, a large knife wound ran across the left and right cheeks, dividing his face into two halves from top to bottom, and the knives of those who hurt him were also poisoned. It made his knife wound even more poisonous to destroy his appearance. If it was a simple knife wound, it would not make people feel ugly. After all, the facial features are still there, and the shape of the face is still there. After the knife wound is healed, the scar will not be so bad The glaring, exposed skin will always have undamaged parts, and people can also see the appearance of this person before being disfigured, but it is precisely because of these poisonous knife wounds that his skin has turned dark blue, The beautiful face no longer exists, as if someone has stepped on it, some are raised, some are sunken, and it is no longer white, delicate, and magnificent. It seems that from the beginning, he was an ugly person.

Seeing this face, Dai Zicheng fell to the ground in surprise, unable to react, and then he let out a piercing roar: "Ah... no, no... this is not me... this must not be me... ah... ..."

Dai Zicheng couldn't accept that he had become like this. He had no face to go out to meet people. At this moment, Tong Yan heard the voice and walked in, worried: "What's wrong? Zicheng...Zicheng!"

Dai Zicheng roared excitedly, his body was like a kite dragged by a string, uncontrollable, abnormally excited, fluttering, saw Tong Yan, even pushed forward, and shouted: "Why do you want to save me? Why do you want to save me?" This kind of me... I, I have become like this, I might as well die, I don't want to live like this... Why do you save me? Why do you want me to see my current appearance, no... no..."

"Zicheng, calm down."

Tong Yan is not afraid of Dai Zicheng's face, although it is a bit shocking, he has seen even uglier humans.

"Zicheng, calm down first, listen to me..."

"No... why should I be calm, why should I be calm... let me die, let me die..." After finishing speaking, Dai Zicheng ignored Tong Yan and rushed out the door.

He wanted to leave, but was pushed to the ground by Tong Yan's dark guard Qing Shui and Fu Tu. Even though he fell to the ground, Dai Zicheng kept struggling.

"Let go of me, let me go..."

"Zicheng, calm down first, maybe your appearance may recover, don't get too excited, let's think of a way together! If you die, you will lose all chances, are you willing?" Tong Yan looked at Looking at the crazy Dai Zicheng, he tried to persuade him, but Dai Zicheng didn't respond, he was still struggling, and he just said that he didn't want to live anymore.

"Let go of me...I don't want to live like this, I don't want to..."

Tong Yan was a little angry. Speaking of it, he regretted saving him!

The person he saved wanted to die, how could he not be angry?

Persuasion was useless, Tong Yan's expression became gloomy and cold. He walked over, squatted down and looked at Dai Zicheng who was struggling on the ground. The clown, Tong Yan's eyes were cold, and he said coldly to Dai Zicheng: "You are so kind."

Dai Zicheng seemed to have heard Tong Yan's words, and looked at Tong Yan in a daze, with disbelief in his eyes, then became fierce, and said, "What did you say?"

"I said, you are so kind, but your appearance was ruined, and you wanted to die."

"It's not you who was disfigured, you can say whatever you want! How can you understand my feelings?" Dai Zicheng looked at Tong Yan, unable to understand what Tong Yan said about the relationship between death and kindness.

"Hehe..." Tong Yan laughed coldly: "Yeah, it wasn't me who was disfigured, so I wouldn't even think about begging to die! But..."

Tong Yan changed the subject, and Dai Zicheng suddenly didn't dare to speak out, and only heard Tong Yan say: "If it were me who was disfigured, I would die, and I would drag the person who made me into this shape to be buried with me! Why should I be killed?" Ruined appearance, lost everything, my enemy is still living so carefree? I will definitely turn him upside down, let him have no peace, and make him unable to live or die!"

Dai Zicheng was shocked when he heard Tong Yan's words, he had never thought of such a thing.

"Hmph..." Tong Yan glanced at Dai Zicheng contemptuously: "I said you are too kind, did I say something wrong? You have been murdered and have nothing, and you don't want to take revenge, but want to seek death. Isn't it just in line with the other party's wishes? Let the enemy's wishes come true. It turns out that this is you, ha ha... You are really kind, always helping others and hurting yourself. No, you can't call it kind anymore. It should be said that you are really bright and bright, so noble!"

Tong Yan's mocking tone hit Dai Zicheng greatly, he no longer struggled, and his body gradually settled down.

Tong Yan looked at Dai Zicheng, then at Qing Shui and Fu Tu, and nodded.

After Qing Shui and Fu Tu let go of Dai Zicheng, they disappeared around and no one noticed their existence.

Tong Yan looked at Dai Zicheng, and snorted coldly: "If you still want to die, I won't stop you anymore, I'm too tired to save you! It's better to leave!"

After finishing speaking, Tong Yan no longer missed her, and walked into the rice field.

It's almost time to harvest rice, but he is very busy. Recently, because of Dai Zicheng's affairs, he hasn't been to observe for a long time.

He really shouldn't have saved Dai Zicheng.

Looking at Tong Yan's back, Dai Zicheng felt that his little Tong Yan had a stalwart body and was very reliable. His body became a beam of light that could reach thousands of feet and was very dazzling.

Even though he seemed inconspicuous, at this moment, he actually felt the presence of his father in Tong Yan's body. As long as his father was there, all the brilliance would be concentrated on his father alone, no matter what he did. What, no matter how hard you try, in the eyes of others, it is only because: he is the son of Dai Daru.

He envied and admired his father, but also hated him.

However, now, I suddenly realized that with such a father, he should be proud, confident, and carefree. However, he let himself cut off the relationship with his father, lost his father, and became humble. become nothing!

The only person who can be relied on and trusted has never cared about him, except for coaxing him, saying some sweet and talented words, and even later, especially at this juncture, he loses interest in even coaxing him. I came to find him when I needed him, sent him casually with insignificant things afterwards, treated him as a girl, and sent someone to give him gifts, just to trap him and become a person who lives by him, He didn't even have an identity, and was worse than a concubine. He suddenly realized that he was not just his male favorite, and he would come and go when he was recruited.

Last time, if he didn't go all out on his own and said that he would never see him again, he wouldn't even come to see him. In order to keep him, he even offered to give him a Zhuangzi, ha ha... I'm afraid it was just a temporary idea at that time!

However, in the end, when coaxing him, he let him know that his princess has it.

At that time, everything was in vain, and Dai Zicheng, who had had some expectations for the sixth prince, was instantly shattered to the point that he would rather make an oath and never set foot in the capital again. Full of unbearable memories for him.

But I didn't expect that even so, the princess was still unwilling to let him go, and she often sent people to hunt him down before. Not only him, but also the eldest son of the sixth prince was also plotted against, but the sixth prince didn't even know it until now. Why did his eldest son run away from home, and why did his children not want to live in the capital?I'm afraid, even a small child has realized that his father is unreliable!Most of them were just like him, terribly disappointed.

Being a parent, but not protecting your children, is nothing like a beast!

Dai Zicheng closed his eyes silently, that's all, these are in the past, and he will never go back to the past.

He lowered his head gently, and suddenly shouted: "Tong Yan."

Tong Yan paused for a while, then ignored it and walked forward.

Dai Zi was disappointed for a while by heart, and then saw Tong Yan's return. He was pleasantly surprised, but he saw Tong Yan take out a stack of banknotes from his bosom, and he didn't know how many there were. Throw it to Dai Zicheng: "If you still want to live, take it, and treat it as me doing a little thing for the senior I admire. If you still want to die, you can tear it up, just pretend that I never said this." But if you want to die, don’t die here, I’m afraid, it will dirty my Zhuangzi!”

Dai Zicheng lowered his head, feeling so ashamed that he has today.

He actually needs Tong Yan's charity to survive, but he feels that it is not ashamed at all. A dignified scholar, the son of a great Confucianism, but a young man full of knowledge, has become someone else's male favourite. What could be more embarrassing than this? Woolen cloth?

With complicated feelings of gratitude to Tong Yan, he spit out a few words softly: "Thank you...thank you."

"What?" Tong Yan frowned: "What did you just say?"

"Thank you!" Dai Zicheng said again, this time with a louder and smoother voice than just now, as if he had decided on something, he found the idea of ​​living in his heart, and said to Tong Yan: "Thank you, I will definitely remember your kindness of."

Dai Zicheng pocketed the banknotes, and his physical pain was nothing compared to his spiritual pain.

However, the more he suffered, the more he had to struggle to live.

What Tong Yan said is right, why let the people who hurt him live freely, if he is in pain, they must suffer even more!

Now, Dai Zicheng has become firmer than ever, and seems to have regained his strength, without any hesitation on his face.

The strong light in his eyes made his frightening face at the moment more fierce. Ordinary people would not even dare to approach him when they saw it. The pain on his body just disappeared and could not stop his footsteps.

Tong Yan looked at Dai Zicheng who was limping and walking away, and sighed.

He didn't know why he did this, but he was a person who died once, and he never thought that he was going to seek death. When he saw Dai Zicheng thinking about it, Tong Yan wanted to beat him up. Seeing the wound on his body, he really couldn't toss about it, so he had already done it.

To let Dai Zicheng live like this, Tong Yan didn't know whether it was right or wrong!

Because of Dai Zicheng's relationship, Tong Yan met the original owner again, and agreed with him to find Taoist Wuxu.

When he knew that Eleven's master was Daoist Wuxu, Tong Yan paid special attention to this matter.

He inquired about Taoist Master Wuxu everywhere, but only knew that Taoist Master Wuxu is a person who does whatever he wants, he comes and goes in a hurry, without a trace, and it is difficult to find his existence.

Some people even said that only those who are destined can see him.

But in the world, almost no one knows him!

"Master, someone is here." Qing Shui's voice suddenly appeared beside Tong Yan. Tong Yan had already gotten used to it, and asked, "Who is it?"

"It's Mr. Nangong."

"Nangong Xiaochen?"

"Yes."

Tong Yan put down his pen, the research work could come to an end, now it is the final stage, he needs to let go completely, and then there will be the next season's planting, so he needs to be even more sad.

He put away the copy and put it in a hidden compartment on the wall. In fact, he took the opportunity to put things into the space, clapped his hands, and then went out.

Tong Yan looked at Nangong Xiaochen and said slowly, "Nangong, long time no see."

Nangong Xiaochen nodded.

"Nangong, sit down, we haven't seen each other for so long, where did you go?"

"To be honest, I have been in the palace."

"?" Tong Yan was shocked: "I haven't heard from you since you left. I didn't expect you to be in the palace. Then how did you get out?"

"I have my own way."

"Forget it, you don't want to say it, and I won't ask too much, but why did you come to me suddenly?" In this period, how could Nangong Xiaochen come out to look for him for no reason?There must be something!

"I really can't stay longer. This is a little time bought for me by the [-]th. Only then can I come out of the palace. He asked me to bring you a message and leave the capital immediately. The sooner the better!"

"What?" Tong Yan frowned: "I have nothing to do here, why did you leave the capital?"

"The capital is a place of right and wrong. Now is the most chaotic time. We received news that King An is already on his way to the capital and will arrive in the capital soon. Although he does not have any soldiers with him, but at this juncture Come on, come to the capital, he must have no good intentions! Moreover, King An had thoughts about the throne a long time ago. When he was young, he was also a member of the Seizure, but he has a restrained personality. When he knew that the emperor was difficult to deal with, Resolutely withdrew, arrived in Saibei, avoided the chaos of taking over the heirloom at that time, endured it for many years, now when you return, the capital will inevitably fall into chaos, you should leave at this time."

"King An?"

Nangong Xiaochen nodded, and said: "More than that, I heard that King An had many exchanges with the sixth prince in secret, and this time entering Beijing must be related to him! Moreover, recently, the empress has taken control of the government, and even She doesn't even listen to the emperor's words, no one can stop her anymore."

"Then... what about Eleven?"

"Eleventh has something he wants to do. No matter what, he can't tolerate Dayan's country falling into chaos. He needs to stay in the capital. It is very likely that he will... participate in the battle for the succession!"

Tong Yan stood up abruptly, although he had expected this point, but unexpectedly, he finally came to this step.

The emperor's life can last for a while, but it seems that the prince and the empress can't wait any longer. Due to the emperor's illness, the power is gradually taken away by the empress, and it also gradually loses its effect. It's very dangerous, it's really internal and external troubles, whether it's in the palace or outside the palace, Eleven can't avoid it.

Tong Yan took a deep breath, his eyes showed firmness: "Nangong, you go back!"

"You...what do you want to do, don't you really plan to leave? Now, staying in the capital will not do you any good!"

Tong Yan smiled and said, "How could it be? Don't worry, I listen to Eleven the most!"

"You, what you said is true."

"Really, when have you ever seen me lie to you?"

Nangong Xiaochen breathed a sigh of relief, but felt a little strange in his heart, but since Tong Yan had agreed to leave, his goal had been achieved.

At this moment, for Eleven, nothing is more important than Tong Yan, and only when Tong Yan leaves the capital, he will not be afraid that Tong Yan will be touched, so he will let go to do things!

"In that case, I'll leave first."

"I'll see you off!" Tong Yan got up and sent Nangong Xiaochen out: "You go back, if you have a chance to see Eleven, tell him that I will always be by his side, and I will watch over him."

Nangong Xiaochen couldn't understand Tong Yan's words, so he just took him as a comfort to Eleven, nodded, turned around and left, and ordered someone to send him back to Hui'anle County.

Tong Yan accepted it with a smile, and Nangong Xiaochen left with peace of mind.