uncontrollable heart

Li Yaowen did not need two days to think as he himself said.

The next day, Li Yaowen called Li Xi.

"Let's talk!" Li Yaowen asked directly on the phone.

"Okay, but I want to call Chen Feixu, is it convenient for you to come out? See you in Chen Feixu's office in an hour." Li Xi

Said.

"Okay." Li Yaowen hung up the phone.

Although Li Xi also hung up the phone, he didn't call Chen Feixu because he wanted to know what Chen Feixu's expression would be when he and Li Yaowen arrived at his office at the same time, or if Li Yaowen arrived at his office first.

Li Xi entrusted Li Bao to Chen Cansheng's care, and asked Lao Qin to send him to the Chen's Development Building.

"Lin Lin." Li Xi first approached Chen Feixu's secretary.

"Dong Li, what do you need for help?" Lin Lin knew that Li Xi would not come to her specially if there was nothing wrong.

"Well, are you Mr. Chen in there?" Li Xi asked.

"Mr. Chen? Mr. Chen just went to a meeting. Is Mr. Li looking for Mr. Chen? I can call the meeting room for you." Lin Lin said.She knew that more than two years ago, they missed it because she asked Li Xi to call Chen Feixu himself. Chen Feixu had already warned her that as long as Li Xi wanted to find her, she would contact him to the death, otherwise she was going to be killed. Dismissal.

Lin Lin quickly picked up the inside line, but was stopped by Li Xi.

"Lin Lin, no need, I'll go inside first and wait for Chen Feixu, but Li Yaowen will come later, you can also let him in, Chen Feixu is back, don't say anything, if Chen Feixu has any blame later, I will bear it." Li Yaowen Xi said.

Lin Lin thought for a while, and she nodded in agreement.

Two and a half years ago, she mistakenly believed in Li Yaowen, which is why the following things happened, but now she knows that the person Mr. Chen cares about the most is Li Xi, and Li Xi is also the director of Chen's development, so no matter how she looks at it, she They all felt that they should listen to Li Xi.

Li Xi went into Chen Feixu's office and hid directly in the lounge, leaving only a crack in the door.

The second person to arrive was Li Yaowen. It could be seen that Li Yaowen hadn't slept well, and he looked like he was going to die, but this time he was very self-aware. Coffee from him.

The last one to come in was Chen Feixu. He put one hand in his trouser pocket and held the document in the other. Humming a tune in a happy mood, he returned to his office. Unexpectedly, he saw Li Yaowen.

"Why are you here?" Chen Feixu looked at Li Yaowen defensively, then walked to his office chair, put down the documents before sitting down, "Li Xi asked me to come." Li Yaowen answered frankly.

Li Yaowen thought to himself, it seems that Li Xi didn't tell Chen Feixu that they wanted to come here because he wanted to make a fool of himself, right? "Xiaoxi didn't tell me." Chen Feixu said honestly.

"Well, I know, it seems that Li Xi is teasing me, it's okay, I will call him again, sorry to bother you." Li Yaowen said, got up and was about to leave.

"You don't need to go, I'm not playing tricks on you." Li Xi came out of the lounge.

"You!" Li Yaowen was a little angry, Li Xi wasn't playing tricks on himself, he was just playing tricks again.

"Xiaoxi, why didn't you tell me when you came?" Chen Feixu quickly came to Li Xi's side.

"No, I just want to try what happened two and a half years ago, but this time it's my turn to fool him." Li Xi said, looking at Li Yaowen.

Li Yaowen remembered that he planned it this way at the beginning to let Li Xi know about himself and Chen Feixu.

"I'm sorry." Li Yaowen bowed his head and apologized.

Li Xi was silent for a while, and still said: "Hey! Actually, the previous things are really not that important anymore. I will do this because I want you to try it. I didn't want to embarrass you how I felt at that time. the meaning of."

"I know, if you want to embarrass me, you'll just not show up and wait until I'm gone." Li Yaowen shook his head and said.

"Li Yaowen, you have changed." This was Li Xi's evaluation.

"Let's sit down and talk." Li Yaowen smiled at Li Xi, and sat on the sofa first.

Chen Feixu also led Li Xi to sit down.

"It's you who called me today, you should have something to tell me, right?" Li Xi spoke first.

"Well, since you left yesterday, I've been thinking about it for a long time." Li Yaowen said frankly.

"Then what did you think of?" Li Xi asked.

"Li Xi, answer me honestly, was that child really born by you?" Li Yaowen confirmed again.

Li Xiding looked at Li Yaowen, and Li Yaowen looked back at him seriously.

Then Li Xi said: "Dabao was really born in October of my pregnancy. When you came to talk to me in the apartment in F city and showed me the video, I was already three months pregnant, but I didn't know it at the time. , As a result, I almost had a miscarriage that time."

"I'm sorry." Li Yaowen apologized again.

Then all three people were silent.

Chen Feixu felt that his life had been messed up by Li Yaowen for two and a half years, and a one-sentence apology was meaningless to him.

Li Xi thought differently, so he said aloud, "What are you apologizing for?"

As he spoke, Li Xi crossed his legs, sat back and leaned against the back of the chair, crossed his hands on his chest, and looked at Li Yaowen.

Li Yaowen took a deep breath, and said slowly: "I think it's not wrong for me to strive for the love I want. Even now, I admit that although I ruined your relationship, if it's not that your love is not firm enough, it's not that you are not firm enough for each other. If I don’t understand and trust enough, my estrangement will not succeed. But the only thing I feel sorry for is human life.”

"You may not believe it." Li Yaowen said, touching his heart, and said: "I am really a person with a conscience, I can destroy your relationship without hesitation, frame anyone, and even slander Li Xi, but I can't deny that when I heard that Li Xi died because of my relationship, how much self-blame and fear I felt, so during that period of time, when I saw Li Xi himself, I thought I was going to hell, can't you imagine Now, how did I get here."

"But what I want to apologize is to your son. I made him almost never come into this world, and I almost killed Li Xi twice. I want to say sorry to your son, so that my Conscience is better." Li Yaowen said, his eyes were red.

"Your conscience is easy, but mine is hard! I lost the days when I watched Xiaoxi get pregnant, I didn't fulfill my obligation to accompany Xiaoxi when he gave birth and collapsed, I lost the opportunity to watch Dabao grow up, these, It was all caused by you." Chen Feixu said coldly.

"I'm sorry." Li Yaowen didn't know what else to say besides apologizing.

At this time, Li Xi spoke up: "Actually, Li Yaowen is not all wrong."

"Xiaoxi!" Chen Feixu said in a reproachful tone.

"Isn't it? As he said, the biggest problem with our separation is that we are not firm enough in love, and we don't understand and trust each other enough. Let me be honest, even if we were not separated by Li Yaowen at that time, you Are you sure there won't be Li Yaowen No. [-] and Li Yaowen No. [-]?" Li Xi said, looking at Chen Feixu.

Chen Feixu's mind was blanked by Li Xi's words, and he was speechless.

Chen Feixu lowered his head in shame, thinking to himself: What Xiaoxi said was correct. If they had avoided Li Yaowen's estrangement based on their situation back then, there would be no guarantee that there would be a second or even a third Li Yaowen. Based on their weak emotional foundation at the beginning, they will still come to the point of breaking up one day.

"I'm sorry." Chen Feixu and Li Xi apologized for their self-righteousness back then.

"I was also at fault. I was too willful at the time. I doubted your motives from the very beginning. It was just that I wanted you to see that Chen Feixu valued me the most. That's why I became arrogant and believed that Chen Feixu would come to me. In the end, things went wrong. It's not as good as I thought, I immediately felt that Chen Feixu was unforgivable, and it was catalyzed by the effect of the video, and the result was just like what you said, Chen Feixu and I broke up for no reason." Li Xi said to Li Yaowen out such a fact.

It's not that he didn't think about this matter. In this office, if he was scolded by Chen Feixu and he refused to leave, nothing would happen in the future.

"But I don't regret my behavior. If I do it again, if I know that you are pregnant, I will still try to fight for my love, but I won't do it." Li Yaowen said with a smile.

Li Yaowen himself knew that he really loved Chen Feixu very much, but Chen Feixu had no heart for him, it had always been that he wanted to forcibly wrest something that didn't belong to him, which caused today's situation.

"Li Yaowen, I hated you, but I also want to thank you. Without you, there would be no Li Xi today." Li Xi gave Li Yaowen such an answer.

"Are you sure you're not mocking me?" Li Yaowen asked back.

"I'm serious, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be separated from Chen Feixu, and I wouldn't learn a lot of revenge methods, and then I'd apply what I learned in my life, so that I could gradually thrive. Now I'm already It's not Li Xi who you can bully at will." Li Xi said seriously.

"Furthermore, I want to thank you. If Chen Feixu and I hadn't experienced a separation, we might still have only a passion for each other. The passion will fade away one day, but now our love has sublimated into a family relationship. Whatever happens, you can treat each other with the most calm heart and the most sincere words, and trust each other unconditionally."

"Are you guys getting back together?" Li Yaowen asked awkwardly.

Li Xi was silent, then nodded and said, "Yes, just after coming out of your house yesterday."

Li Xi paused, then continued with a smile: You got back together. "□The author's gossip: "The world is so wonderful, we broke up because of you, but because of you

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