uncontrollable heart

As for Chen Feixu from City B, he couldn't sleep at all, and kept guarding his phone all night. Even if he was extremely tired and made a ton of calls, he would get up quickly to check his phone for new messages or missed calls.

After staying like this all night, it was already past breakfast time, Chen Feixu still didn't dare to sleep, today is New Year's Day, but he was not in a happy mood at all, only very anxious.

Finally, Chen Feixu's cell phone rang, and seeing that the caller ID was his friend from S City, he immediately connected: "Hi, is there any news?"

The other party shared some news, so he just said: "Don't be too sad." Before getting a reply from Chen Feixu, he hung up first.

He had heard about Li Xi's entanglement with Chen Feixu, but he never thought it would end like this, and felt sorry for Li Xi's ending

Chen Feixu held the phone stiffly, and what his friend said just now was echoing in his mind.

"I found Li Xi's record in Jining Hospital. On Christmas Eve two years ago, he was in a trance and was in a traffic accident. He was sent to the operating table. There was a high chance of him being rescued, but the doctor who performed the operation Li Xi said that Li Xi's desire to survive was very low at the time, and the rescue failed in the end. Although I don't know if the doctor was shirking responsibility, but the family members accepted the doctor's explanation at the time and believed it should be true. Don't be too sad .”

After a long, long time, Chen Feixu burst into tears. He regretted it. Two years ago, he thought that he would stop disturbing his life for his own good, but he did not expect that when he said goodbye to Li Xi in his office, the two of them would be together. Farewell to heaven and man forever.

If I had known this was the case, I would have chased after him desperately. Even if Li Xi beat him, scolded him, and even suffered further mental damage, it would be better than him having severe depression, getting into a traffic accident, and finally losing the will to live .

"It's all me, it's all my fault, even if we broke up, I should still see you. Why is Xiaoxi the one who gets hurt all the time, Xiaoxi, come back! I'm willing to exchange my life for yours !" Chen Feixu still covered his eyes with his palms, but this time, there were so many tears that he couldn't cover them with his palms, and overflowed through his fingers.

*****

Liu Yansong and his group spent three days playing in City F, while Chen Feixu spent three days in his own house. He hadn't drank for a long time, but for these three days, he drank to his heart's content and kept drinking at home. Eat a few meals, just keep drinking, vomit when drunk, continue to drink when you vomit, sleep when you are tired, and continue to drink when you get up from sleep.

In this way, when he woke up in the morning of the third day, he realized that this was not going to work. Even if it was a grave or just ashes, he still wanted to see Li Xi.

Chen Feixu remembered that if anyone in this world would tell him where Li Xi's grave is, the most likely person would be Liu Yansong.

He washed his face to wake himself up, and then took out his mobile phone to call Liu Yansong. Now he just hoped that Liu Yansong would stop answering his calls.

At this time, the 11 people from Liu Yansong returned to S city in two nanny cars.

Li Ren, Liu Yansong, Liu Jiahui, Li Shun and He Yan were in the same car.

Li Xi, Li Bao, Liu Zhouyi, Chen Cansheng, Li Feng and Lin Meiyu share a car.

The purpose of separating the two children is to make them fall asleep when they are tired on the journey, otherwise the two treasures would not sleep on the journey together.

In order to let the people in the car have a good rest, everyone turned their mobile phones to silent and vibrate.

Liu Yansong found that his mobile phone was vibrating, and was surprised to find that it was Chen Feixu who called him, but thinking of the evidence he had arranged, he smiled: "Old Huang, drive the car to the rest stop in front and stop. Get out of the car to answer the phone."

Then whispered to Li Jian: "It's Chen Feixu, I have something to tell him, I'll get off the car and talk."

Li Blade glanced at Chen Feixu, then withdrew his gaze: "Go."

Chen Feixu's calls still kept coming, Liu Yansong got out of the car and closed the door, walked to the side before answering the phone: "Hi, I'm Liu Yan

loose. "

"Liu Yansong, tell me, where is Xiaoxi?" Chen Feixu was very excited, Liu Yansong finally answered his phone.

"Xiaoxi, what do you call me at this time?" Liu Yansong said.

"Be honest! I want to see Xiaoxi..." Chen Feixu couldn't say the word "grave".

"He's turned into a pile of loess, what's there to see?" Liu Yansong asked puzzled.

"I know, I want to burn incense on his grave, and I have something to tell him." Chen Feixu still stated his purpose.

"It's too late, it's useless to say anything after he's dead. If you just give him an affirmation when he leaves, Xiaoxi will be happy."

Will not encounter the aftermath.You owe Xiaoxi, I will not let you know where his grave is, let you do the so-called confession, I will make you bear this guilt forever! "Liu Yansong said it seemed to be true, but he laughed so hard that his stomach almost tied up.

Hahahaha, it turns out that I have acting talent.

"What does it mean to just give him an affirmation?" Chen Feixu didn't understand.

"Hey! You also said that your emotional intelligence is better than mine. Why don't you figure it out? If you lied and got caught by Xiaoxi at the beginning, or even the messy situations after that, it's fine, as long as you say one word, one sentence" The person I love the most is you", or "It's not suitable for us to break up", Xiaoxi will definitely forgive you.But it's fine if you don't say it, you even scolded Xiaoxi, do you think you are the king of scum?Since you couldn't say those words to him then, what's the point of seeing him now? "Liu Yansong said, in fact, these are the truth.

"I've always loved Xiaoxi, and only him. I didn't catch up because Doctor Fei told me not to bother Xiaoxi anymore, or he couldn't bear the blow. Let me go and talk to him! Please! Please, Liu Yansong, I have never begged anyone in my life, this time, I beg you." Chen Feixu said, his voice choked.

On the other end of the phone, Liu Yansong was taken aback by what he said about Fei Qingzhi. How could such a thing even exist?They didn't seem to know it, but they didn't cry now, Li Xi was doing well, and there was no need to be destroyed again.

"No need, Xiaoxi said until she died that she didn't want to see you again in the next life. Since you listened to Fei Qingzhi two years ago and didn't disturb Xiaoxi's life, now that he's gone, don't bother him anymore. .I think we have nothing to talk about. Don’t call me any more except for business, that’s all.” Liu Yansong hung up Chen Feixu’s call unceremoniously.

After finishing talking on the phone, Liu Yansong opened the door and got into the car by himself. Seeing Li Blade's questioning eyes, he smiled and said, "It's okay."

Of course it's okay, let Li Blade and others know that I told Chen Cansheng that Li Xi was dead, and if he wasn't beaten to death by Li Blade, he would be burned to death by Li Blade's anger.

As for Chen Feixu, he was already in a daze, he realized that he had missed it, missed a lot.

No amount of annoyance can make up for my mistakes, only action is the most practical, I want to find Li Xi's grave!

Chen Feixu thought about how to find Li Xi's grave, and finally thought that Li Xi died in Jining Hospital in S City, so he started to search from S City, and he still found his friend in S City, and asked him to help him find it. Is there a resting place for Li Xi in the famous cemetery?

Chen Feixu thinks this will be very difficult, after all, it is not so easy for you to find the cemetery of the rich.

Suddenly remembered that his father Chen Cansheng knew about Li Xi's death, did he also know where Li Xi's grave was?

Chen Feixu thought it was possible to ask, and wanted to go to the Chen family's old house, but found that he was a mess, so he would definitely be turned away in the past.He took a quick shower for himself, shaved his beard all over his face, and then put on new clothes and went out.

Because Chen Feixu was impatient, he drove very fast. When he saw his hometown in front of him, he felt very excited. He stopped quickly, got out of the car, and rushed into the house. When he saw Butler Zhang, he asked, "Where's my dad?"

"Master hasn't come back yet." Butler Zhang replied respectfully.

"Where did he go? I have something urgent to find him." Chen Feixu thought that Chen Cansheng just left for a while.

"The master has been away from home since the day before New Year's Day. I don't know the details, and the master didn't explain." Butler Zhang patiently explained.

"It's been so many days, hasn't he come back yet? When will he come back?" Chen Feixu asked impatiently with his hands on his hips.

"Master didn't explain." Butler Zhang said.

"How did you become a housekeeper? Why don't you know anything?" Chen Feixu felt very angry and wasted his time to come back.

"Master, in fact, for more than two years, the master has been going out from time to time. The highest record is that he left for half a month without explaining, so we servants have become accustomed to it. If there is anything, the master will call me , told me to deal with it. It may be that you seldom come back, young master, or you seldom pay attention to the master's affairs, so you don't know, and you are surprised." Zhang Butler said bluntly, with a little disdain for Chen Feixu in his tone.

Steward Zhang also watched Chen Feixu grow up. Although the young master and his master were not close, they were still good.Unexpectedly, more than two years ago, the young master disobeyed his father for a man, and in order to escape, he did not come back to visit the master for a long time. He also established himself as the king in the company, divided the Chu River and Han circles, and expressed that he did not want to have any contact with the master. As an old housekeeper, he looked stubborn for the master.

So now that Chen Feixu blamed himself, of course he told the truth.

"You!" Chen Feixu knew that Steward Zhang was blaming himself.

Indeed, in order to avoid Chen Cansheng, I haven't had a good look at my father for a long time, let alone getting along with him. This time on New Year's Day, I came here to avoid Li Yaowen. What right do I have to blame others.

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