uncontrollable heart

Today's psychological consultation lasted until almost five o'clock in the evening, because the situation of phobia was gradually improving, Li Xi could relax a little bit.Li Xi, who was originally tense, was able to relax a little bit. Now he knows that he is really hungry. He only eats a little for breakfast and a simple afternoon tea for lunch. He hasn't had a proper meal yet. I'm starving.

So he invited Fei Qingzhi to have dinner together as usual, and the two finally reached a decision after deliberating for a long time.

Fei Qingzhi also drove, so the two drove their own cars to meet at the parking lot near the restaurant.And because it was the first time to patronize this restaurant, both of them took a little time to find this restaurant in the alley.

The two were already very good friends, and Fei Qingzhi stopped taking Li Xi's consultation fee a few years ago.Li Xi felt very embarrassed about this, but his illness really needed Fei Qingzhi's supplementary guidance, so after each follow-up visit, Li Xi liked to invite Fei Qingzhi to lunch or dinner. Restaurant consumption, so generally go to more civilian restaurants with flavor.

Their dinner tonight is at a very famous Fujian restaurant in City F. Fei Qingzhi is a native of City F. She came back to City F only after studying and rolling for more than [-] years and felt tired. Otherwise, she is a psychologist. How could an authoritative doctor have been buried in City F for so many years.

Mental illness is actually a disease of wealth in modern society. After Fei Qingzhi moved to F City, her reputation was not affected. On the contrary, F City, a city near the sea, has a resort environment that attracts many people who come to seek medical treatment. It is easier for patients to heal than patients living in prosperous big cities, all thanks to the seaside area of ​​F City.

"Facing such a vast ocean, human beings are so insignificant, what else can you not let go of?"

This is a sentence that Fei Qingzhi often uses to encourage his patients.

The two happily ate dinner and chatted about homework. The atmosphere was very warm, which relieved Li Xi's tense mood this morning.

After dinner, Li Xi paid the money, went to the parking lot with Fei Qingzhi to pick up the car, and then broke up. Before breaking up, he said "Happy New Year!" to Fei Qingzhi, and then drove home satisfied.

Li Xi was in a calm mood tonight, and drove relatively slowly, taking nearly an hour to return to his apartment.

Seeing that it was almost nine o'clock, I simply didn't chat, and I didn't log in to online games to make people kill me. I went back to my room and took a comfortable hot bath with water. I didn't come out after soaking for half an hour.

After washing the clothes in the washing machine, he went back to the room and opened the quilt to get in. He took the diary from the drawer, sat under the quilt and leaned against the back of the bed, touching the cover of the diary with emotion.

This diary is not a diary that I write every day, but a notebook where Li Xi has something to say in his heart but has nowhere to express it.It contained all of Li Xi's troubles in the past few years, the troubles that he couldn't confide to others, and couldn't express them.

Turning to the page I wrote yesterday, the number of pages in this diary is almost finished. I didn't expect that I would write down so many unspeakable troubles in the past three or four years.

Li Xi thought of laughing at himself and took out his pen to start today's inner story.

"On February [-]th, I kept my diary for two consecutive days.

Today's Chen Feixu is so cold, and his words are so heartless.

Although they are all facts, but when someone tells them nakedly, it still hurts my heart.Sure enough, you can't do something wrong, and if you do it, it will never be erased for a lifetime.

Liu Yansong is so unfeeling, even if it was my fault at the beginning, he should be responsible, why now I only ask my brother for forgiveness, but I still have to get his permission?

Men are not good people, and scumbags are even worse!

Liu Yansong's only good thing is that he is sincere to his brother, otherwise his brother should change.Fortunately, my brother is a good man, and he has found someone who truly loves him.

This Chen Feixu is just like my brother-in-law, right?Seven years took advantage of the Cold War period between brother and brother-in-law, and unexpectedly took advantage of it.

How should I face Chen Feixu tomorrow?Although he may be the breakthrough point of my phobia, except for writing down this matter, I have never tried to speak out. I feel that this task is even more difficult than trying to seduce Liu Yansong at the beginning, and the difficulty is close to [-]. .

I don't know how Chen Feixu will attack again tomorrow.

But sure enough, after being caught off guard by Chen Feixu's verbal attack this time, I really felt a small sense of relief. Could it be that if I was attacked a few more times, I would be able to cross this class and reach the point where I could speak out the matter myself? ?

Mental illness is a wonderful disease. 』

After writing his illogical and inexplicable thoughts, Li Xi put away his diary, set the alarm clock for getting up early tomorrow morning, pulled up the quilt, and hid in the quilt to check his phone.

Just like his curiosity about "how to be a mistress" back then, he is now also curious about the research on the mentality of "a mistress after leaving office", so he searched and read some articles.

Looking at it, he fell asleep in a daze...

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