uncontrollable heart

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It is recommended that all readers who enter the pit read the "Introduction, those who enter the pit, please pay attention!" before reading Chapter 001.

"Xiaoxi, in fact, based on your current situation, you don't need to come back for a follow-up visit." Fei Qingzhi's hearty voice echoed in the simple and bright psychological counseling room.

"I just want to see you, sister Qing, doesn't sister Qing welcome me?" Li Xi said teasingly.

Li Xi, 25 years old today, is at the beginning of a new stage of life, but Li Xi has rejected love, and just wants to live alone until old age.

Seven years ago, Li Xi had set up traps several times to seduce his brother-in-law Liu Yansong because he suffered from "severe primary third syndrome", trying to destroy the relationship between his brother-in-law Li Ren and his brother-in-law for many years. In the F City Comprehensive Treatment Hospital located in F City, Li Ren's good friend Fei Qingzhi, a well-known psychiatrist in the medical field, spent two years correcting Li Xi's distorted mentality.

Li Xi was sent to F City General Treatment Hospital at the age of 18. In order to allow him to enter the treatment state as soon as possible, Fei Qingzhi asked all his family members, including Li Xi's father Li Feng and mother Lin Meiyu, not to visit him.

In the first year, Li Xi resisted Fei Qingzhi's psychotherapy. Under the circumstances of non-cooperation in many aspects, Fei Qingzhi could only switch to using drugs to relax Li Xi's repulsive thoughts before proceeding to psychotherapy.

This time, Li Xi began to cooperate with Fei Qingzhi's psychotherapy. Before the end of the second year, Li Xi gradually got out of the "Primary Three Syndrome".But Li Xi, who was recovering gradually, couldn't calmly face what he had done wrong, and began to have some hysterical symptoms, and this situation was within Fei Qingzhi's expectation.It only took Fei Qingzhi three months to calm down Li Xi's emotions.

In the third year of treatment, when Li Xi was still 20 years old, with the permission of Fei Qingzhi's professional judgment, Li Xi returned to university life. On the premise that Li Xi had no sense of security after leaving Fei Qingzhi, the university chose F City University.

During the four years of college life, Li Xi had a good life, except that she couldn't get too close to others.

He fears!He was afraid that he would get sick again, and his "Primary Three Syndrome" would come out again and destroy his life, so he decided to be alone for the rest of his life.

When Li Xi was in his third year of college, Fei Qingzhi had already confirmed that Li Xi's "Primary Three Syndrome" had completely recovered, but he needed regular follow-up visits to track his recovery within a few years.

After Li Xi graduated from university, Fei Qingzhi already suggested that Li Xi didn't need to go to the general treatment hospital of F city if it wasn't necessary. People are uncomfortable.

For seven years, Li Xi and Fei Qingzhi have become good friends who talk about everything, and Li Xi is very dependent on Fei Qingzhi.At Li Xi's request, Fei Qingzhi didn't let his family and elder brother know that he had recovered from his illness. He only hoped that they would treat him as if he was still not fully recovered, and live alone in F city.

Li Xi's university tuition fee is still through Fei Qingzhi, who converts the treatment fee, hospitalization fee, and daily expenses paid by Li Ren into tuition fee. During college, Li Xi also had a part-time job, hoping to save some money so that I have to rely on myself when I am old.

After Li Xi graduated from university and his job became stable at the same time, Li Xi asked Fei Qingzhi to donate all the money sent by Li Ren.

Now Li Xi's illness has been cured for many years, but he will still come to see Fei Qingzhi on a regular basis. This is the only joy in his lonely life.

Regarding Li Xi's answer, Fei Qingzhi smiled: "Of course. Xiaoxi doesn't want to tell your family yet. Have you recovered? In fact, you are really fine. Don't just think that if you are with your family, your illness will be cured." Relapse, after my treatment, there will never be such a thing to happen. You are now finally facing your phobia, which is your current problem."

Li Xi smiled Burmesely: "It's not that I don't believe in your medical skills, Sister Qing, but that I can't trust myself. I don't want to harm other people anymore. I want to spend my life well and quietly. What do I do?" I don't want to. Let the past go, I don't want to face it anymore."

Yes, from four years of university to one year of social work, a total of five years, with Li Xi's sweet appearance, there are many men and women who pursue Li Xi, but Li Xi always avoids it.He is very afraid that he will make the same mistake again. Instead of worrying, he would rather not fall in love, not get close to anyone, and not like anyone, so that there will be no chance for things to happen again.

"Okay, I know you don't want to mention it, how is your current job? Can you get used to it?" Fei Qingzhi asked with concern.

"Well, not bad! Although it is only a branch of a building materials wholesaler, the personnel relationship is not complicated, and I am not in charge of marketing, so there is no so-called sales competition in the middle, and I get along well with my colleagues. Just die every day Handle orders in and out, contact the other company to confirm the arrival time of the goods, occasionally accompany the boss to entertain customers, and the boss is also surnamed Li, and my child who is the same age as me goes abroad for further study. He often treats me as a confidant and talks about his son. It's really good, so it's really good!" Li Xi replied happily.

"That's good, keep working hard, I believe you will be able to open your heart one day!" Fei Qingzhi still gave Li Xi positive encouragement.

Li Xi smiled and didn't answer.