How can I love you all my life

After Yi Na rested, she knocked on Lu Yanchen's door.

"Lieutenant, shall we go back?" Yi Na asked.

"Okay, I'll change clothes." Lu Yanchen scratched his head, he was a little sleepy.

Five minutes later, Lu Yanchen packed himself up and went back to the army with Yi Na. He drove, and Yi Na sat next to him.

Yi Na glanced at him and asked curiously: "Second Lieutenant, during the last training, I saw that the jade you were wearing was very beautiful, is it a token of love?"

Lu Yanchen's hand touched his neck unconsciously. That piece of jade had been with him for many years, and he rarely took it off except for maintenance.

Can it be a token of love?He didn't think so, what did that person say when he gave it to him?

Oh, by the way, he said that giving him this piece of jade was an apology for his injuries.

Even if it's not a token of love, he still cherishes it very much and loves it very much, because he gave it to him.

"No." Lu Yanchen put down his hands and said calmly.

"No? But it's still very beautiful. Who gave it to you?"

"It was given by... a very important person." Lu Yanchen pursed his lips. Yes, Mo Jinran was a very important person to him, and he never denied it.

Seeing his attachment, Yi Na wanted to ask more, but she was afraid that he would think too much if he asked too much, so she smiled and stopped talking.

However, because Yi Na asked about the owner of this gift, Lu Yanchen had a very strange feeling, as if... unhappy

They rarely contacted each other during this time, but Mo Jinye called him whenever he was free. Mo Jinran basically never contacted him. Even when his cousin woke up, it was Mo Jinye who told him. Not a single phone call, he... a little unhappy.

Lu Yanchen was absent-minded along the way, and when he got back to the army, he immediately called Mo Jinran, he wanted to know how he was doing recently.

As long as it was him who called, Mo Jinran would answer it quickly, but this time it was a long time late, and the call got through just when Lu Yanchen thought no one would answer, "Jinran..."

A lazy, familiar voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Jinran, I, I want to see you." When Lu Yanchen said this, he was taken aback by himself, and his heart beat half a beat faster.

But Mo Jinran did not reply immediately like before, but remained silent for a long time.

In the past, every time Lu Yanchen called him, he said that if he wanted to see him, he would definitely meet him. Why this time?

"In two days." Mo Jinran held a cigarette in one hand and a mobile phone in the other, looking out of the window. There was a lot of smoke in the room, he didn't open the window, and there were a lot of cigarette butts in the ashtray.

Lu Yanchen was stunned for a moment, Mo Jinran rejected him?When he said two days, did he really mean two days?or longer?

"Why?" Lu Yanchen frowned and asked.

There was another silence, Lu Yanchen felt that Mo Jinran was really abnormal today.

"...I have a mission." Mo Jinran took another drag on his cigarette. Actually, he seldom smokes, but he has a habit of smoking before performing missions, and he smokes a lot. After the mission is completed, he drinks alcohol, and sometimes drinks more Not much, sometimes he would drink a lot, it depends on his mood.

"What?" Lu Yanchen was at a loss for the answer, and then he reacted, and asked with wide eyes: "Mission? Kill?"

''…"Um,.,,

"Then will you be in danger?" Lu Yanchen's first concern turned out to be his safety, and at the same time he was taken aback by himself. Could it be that in his subconscious, Mo Jinran's safety was more important than whether he would kill someone?

Mo Jinran was taken aback for a moment, apparently he did not expect Lu Yanchen to ask such a question, his eyes narrowed, and he extinguished the little cigarette left in his hand.

"No." Mo Jinran was very sure.

Lu Yanchen settled down and asked softly, "Then, where are you going to perform the mission?"

"Europe."

Lu Yanchen found that Mo Jinran talked less today, and his tone was colder than usual, asking and answering, and there was nothing else, Lu Yanchen didn't know what to say for a while.

"Jinran, I don't like you killing people." Lu Yanchen said softly. This feeling is hard to describe. Although Mo Jinran didn't kill people in the United States, he still didn't like his hands being covered in blood.

"I dont like it either!"

Mo Jinran replied in a deep voice, with a hasty and serious tone.

Instead, Lu Yanchen didn't know how to answer the conversation, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward.

"I'll pick you up after your mission is finished, okay?" Lu Yanchen asked tentatively.

Holding the phone, Mo Jinran originally wanted to refuse. He didn't want to meet him right after he killed someone, but instinctively agreed to him quickly.

"woman.,,

Mo Jinran had just hung up the phone when someone knocked on the door. He walked over to open the door and saw that it was Mo Xiaobai.

Mo Xiaobai was choked by the smoke in Mo Jinran's room. He coughed, waved his hand, showed displeasure, and asked in a deep voice, "Are you crazy? Smoking in the room without opening the window, you're looking for death!" Yes or no?"

"Little Daddy..." Mo Jinran lowered his head, not daring to talk back. Normally, Mo Xiaobai seldom cared about him, nor would he talk to him in such a gloomy tone.

"I said you are so good? You made yourself like this before you lost your love. Who taught you to be so depraved?"

While talking, Mo Xiaobai went to the window and opened it, scolding Mo Jinran bitterly.

"It's none of his business." Mo Jinran retorted subconsciously. In fact, it was really none of Lu Yanchen's business. He smoked cigarettes purely as a way to vent his anger. He was used to it, but Mo Xiaobai didn't know that he was on a mission every time. It's been like this before.

"What? How dare you deny it." Mo Xiaobai sat on the sofa.

"I just don't like killing people." Mo Jinran stood in front of him, looking down at Mo Xiaobai.

Mo Xiaobai was startled, and then said seriously: "Xiaoran, in this world, no one likes to kill people, unless they are psychopaths. You are not, so you should not like it."

"But……,,

"Since Mumu entrusted you with the task, it is because he believes in you and believes that you can do a good job. Sometimes we kill people in order to let more people live better. People think it is absurd and ridiculous, but think about it for yourself, should the person Mumu told you to kill deserve to die? Does killing him make more people live well?" Mo Xiaobai analyzed unhurriedly The person Mo Jinran is about to kill is a senior member of the mafia. He became a traitor because of greed. He knows many secrets of the mafia. If he discloses those secrets, the mafia may face a catastrophe. Even if they knew it in advance, there is no guarantee that everyone will be spared. The only way is to kill him so that others can survive.

They have always treated traitors with one shot and never tolerated them.

Mo Jinran was silent all the time, and Mo Xiaobai just looked up at him. Although he was sitting, his aura was not weakened. Even though he was facing Mo Jinran, it was his son, still tender.

Mo Xiaobai raised his legs, not worried about how Mo Jinran would react, he just said calmly: "If you don't want to, then let Xiaoye go, and you can rest at home."

"I can." Mo Jinran said firmly, even if he doesn't like it, sometimes there are things that must be done.

"Okay, if you can, then prepare well and set off immediately. Next time you smoke in the room, remember to open the window." Mo Xiaobai reminded

one sound.

Mo Jinran nodded, turned around and went to pack his things, Mo Xiaobai said behind his back: "I believe Nolan doesn't like Lu Zhen killing people, the key is to see how you handle this conflict."

Mo Jinran turned his head to look at Mo Xiaobai, Mo Xiaobai returned to his usual idle manner, and went out lightly.

after one day.

Mo Jinran was drinking in a bar. He was in a very quiet and unobtrusive place. There were several empty bottles on the table, all of which were extremely high alcohol. He had already drunk several bottles.

He held the wine bottle, half-closed his eyes, looked at the writhing crowd on the dance floor, sneered, and drank heavily, his heart

The situation is very bad.

He killed a person he once respected very much. He didn't understand why he became a traitor, but Mo Jinran didn't regret killing him, but felt uncomfortable.

On the way, several hot women came over to strike up a conversation, and the bolder one sat directly on his lap, trying to take the wine bottle in his hand.

Mo Jinran glanced at her sharply, and said a word lightly, "Get lost."

The woman was taken aback, and immediately left his side, and several people left cursing, swearing what a handsome man, I don't care about fake and noble men like you.

Mo Jinran heard a sneer, and leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed.

Suddenly the wine bottle in his hand was snatched away, and he growled in a low voice, "Are you fucking courting death?"

But when he raised his head, he was stunned for a moment. When did he become so alert that someone could snatch something from him?

But the other party was Lu Yanchen, he was totally defenseless, how could he be here?Although the light was dim, he would not recognize the face carved in his bones.

Lu Yanchen put the wine bottle on the table and sat next to him, with a complicated expression on his face, "Stop drinking, I'll take you back to the hotel." Because he was worried about Mo Jinran, he asked Mo Jinye about his specific tasks, and Mo Jinye Ye said that Mo Jinran respected that person very much, but he wanted to kill him with his own hands. There are not many people who can make him respect him, so he would probably be in a bad mood.

"You...why are you here?" Mo Jinran's eyes were blurred, and he smelled of alcohol, spraying it on Lu Yanchen's face as soon as he spoke

Lu Yanchen actually felt that Mo Jinran, who was drinking, was inexplicably sexy, and his half-drunk and half-awake style had become a fatal temptation.

The two were very close, and the atmosphere was very warm. Lu Yanchen moved closer to Mo Jinran by accident. When he was about to kiss the other's lips, Mo Jinran said, "Why are you doing this to me? Didn't you find it?"

Lu Yanchen was startled, like waking up from a dream, the impulse just now was washed away by Mo Jinran's words.

Who has Mo Jinran liked for many years?This sentence seems to be unconscious, so it must not be me, who could it be?

Lu Yanchen stood there stunned, Mo Jinran suddenly hugged Lu Yanchen in his arms, and murmured in his ear: "He doesn't love me, I don't know what to do..."

His hot breath sprayed all over Lu Yanchen's neck, it was very itchy, but he didn't want to push him away, although he didn't know who he was talking about

"You're drunk, let's go home." Lu Yanchen stood up and supported Mo Jinran. He was so drunk that his weight was on Lu Yanchen's body, which was extremely heavy.

Mo Jinran took the opportunity to get drunk, and pushed Lu Yanchen away vigorously, but he couldn't stand still and fell backwards. Lu Yanchen quickly stepped forward to hold him, and he warned in a deep voice: "I know you're feeling uncomfortable, but if you do this again, I'll kill you." You fainted and hugged, princess hug." Mo Jinran stood obediently when he heard Lu Yanchen's words, and Lu Yanchen walked out with his arm, and whispered: "You are so obedient, so obedient."

Mo Jinran's whole body was hung on Lu Yanchen's body, and he couldn't walk steadily. If he was drunk, he seemed to be still conscious. If he was not drunk, he seemed to be unconscious.

Lu Yanchen sighed, not knowing how to describe his mood, it was very complicated and delicate.

It's as if he doesn't know how to position the relationship between him and Mo Jinran, it seems ambiguous but not very similar.

Lu Yanchen suddenly had an urge to know all about Mo Jinran's thoughts, but was dispelled by his words.He does not love me……

Who is this him?