How can I love you all my life

Xiaoxue went out after the inspection, and helped to close the door. It was time for Lu Zhen and Nolan to be alone again. He suddenly liked this feeling. Nolan seemed to be asleep, quiet and obedient, and he was by the side Talk to him, miss the past, imagine the future.

Well, what will Nolan's future look like when he wakes up?

Lu Zhen couldn't help but look forward to it. They might have children and raise them together; or they might travel around the world whenever they have vacations, see the beautiful scenery in the world, and eat all the delicacies in the world; or they might stay together all day and slowly become Old, sweet even without talking.

But, without you, how could these belong to me.

Lu Zhen held Nolan's hand and put it on his lips to kiss. This is the person he regards as a treasure, "Nolan, I somehow remembered the time when we first met again, when I took the opportunity to tease you , I feel a sense of accomplishment seeing you change your face, and my mood also becomes better."

"Well, I didn't expect you to forcefully kiss me that time. You knew that I was the person you were looking for, and you had been thinking about it for 20 years, but you didn't dare to recognize each other because of our opposing identities. How much self-control is required to control yourself? , I have no way of knowing. At that time, I didn’t love you, and I didn’t even have any thoughts. I don’t like men, so you can’t get what you ask for, and I can’t empathize with you.”

"I still remember you said something inexplicable. You said, "The person who makes me want to live but not die, he can't bear to do it, I don't worry about it." That person refers to me. Indeed, no matter what you did to the trump card at that time, I don't even have the idea of ​​killing you, because I know that you don't have much information, and you won't act rashly unless you have the chance to win. Maybe it was that time I saw you, and I had a subtle feeling unconsciously, maybe I didn't Know."

Lu Zhen sighed deeply, remembering that the road of love between him and Nolan was full of ups and downs, "Later, I went through a lot of things, and it seemed that you were involved in everything. Together, when you got hurt because of me and said that you didn’t want to be friends with me, my heart panicked completely. I felt that I was going to lose you, and I would never get your love, tolerance, and all your future. It has nothing to do with me. At that moment, I was so nervous that I ran away."

"I thought about it for a long time outside the ward alone, and finally got up the courage to try it with you and seize the possible only love in my life. Do you think love is a spiritual opium? Once you become addicted, you can never quit, just like My heart is empty without you. Understand?"

What responded to him was the long and even breathing of the person on the bed and the sound of the machine walking.

Nolan has been in a deep sleep for a week, relying on daily nutritional injections to maintain his life.

Lu Zhen was still the same as usual, always expressionless and seldom talking. Basically, except for necessary conversations, he quietly took care of Nolan in every detail.

They also sent photos of Nolan to Admiral Sean on time to let his family know about his illness and treatment progress.

No one can see what Lu Zhen's mood is, good and bad are hidden from them.