Perfect Assault Master Instructor

"Whatever you like, what if you don't like it, many things in this world cannot be decided by yourself." Cookie lowered his head lower, and he didn't want to show the bitterness in the corner of his mouth to the people in front of him.

silence.Ling Feng was silent, and Cookie was also silent.The room fell silent.

After a while, Cookie raised his head, and Ling Feng noticed it and raised his head too.

Cookie stared into Ling Feng's eyes, and his lips moved slightly, "Brother Ling Feng, I'm sorry for all these years..."

Ling Feng's throat seemed to be blocked by something, and his heart seemed to be crushed by a big rock, which made him unable to sit still.

sorry for what?When did Cookie ever feel sorry for him?

Cookie never confessed to him, let alone forced him, he just fell in love with an impossible person, what's wrong?

Ling Feng felt sorry for Cookie, and loved him like a younger brother, but he was the one who hurt him, so what should he do?

Ling Feng couldn't say a word, just sat and looked at him.

Cookie was watched by him, and the words came out, and his heart was at peace.

Before this mission, he watched Ling Feng and Zhou Yang lingering in the back mountain, to the time he was injured and lying in the hospital, and Ling Feng sent Gao Jingye to his ward, he kept thinking whether he could continue to stay in the hospital. Snow Wolf, should we stay in Snow Wolf?

Cookie kept telling himself that he could accept it.Since Ling Feng officially got together with Zhou Yang three years ago, since Zhou Yang blocked a bullet for Ling Feng, and since Zhou Yang accompanied Ling Feng to detoxify from drugs, Cookie told himself this way, he thought so and did the same.

It's been three years, and Cookie thinks that three years can dilute many things, including feelings. He thinks that as long as he is willing, he can forget Ling Feng and his feelings for Ling Feng.He thought that no relationship can keep passion forever, and with the passage of time and the tempering of life, no matter how unforgettable the relationship is, it will pass away.He thought he could do it, even if he forced himself, he would do it.

But he didn't want to lie to himself, some things can pass, some things can't, only he himself knows how he feels when he sees Ling Feng and Zhou Yang embracing passionately.

He didn't want to experience the feeling of heartache so dull as if it had been bruised by a blunt knife, heartache so painful that even breathing was continuous, and heartache so painful that he couldn't bear it.

He wants to escape!

He ignored Ji Yan's orders and left Zhou Yang to fight alone. When the grenade flew towards him, what he thought was, if I die, Brother Ling Feng, will you always remember me?

No one knew that at that moment, he was determined to die.

"Brother, thank you for taking care of me in the past three years, I will remember it in my heart."

Cookie has made a decision, and his heart is very peaceful.

Cookie doesn't want to stay here anymore, he doesn't want to bring his emotions to Ling Feng, he knows that Ling Feng is a person who values ​​affection, if he knows the crazy thoughts he once had, he will feel guilty, guilty It will be painful, this kind of pain will be buried deep in his heart and fermented, he doesn't want Ling Feng to bear it.In the past three years, he has hated and complained, but now, he knows in his heart that he only wants Ling Feng to live a good life and go on with Zhou Yang without any psychological burden, instead of being burdened with guilt and emotionally. He endured moral torment.For the three of them, it was enough for him alone to suffer.

Ling Feng smoked a cigarette, and after he finished one, he took out another one. He smoked for a long time in the smoke, silent.

Finally, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stomped it out, looking at the cookie.

"There is still one month until the autumn cross-military exercise. I have reported your name. Let's leave after the end." Ling Feng said.

"Okay," said Cookie.