Perfect Assault Master Instructor

After passing the last test of Snow Wolf without any suspense, Gao Jingye became a member of Snow Wolf again after three years.

On the training ground, the team entry ceremony is going on.Seeing Cookie put the Snow Wolf armband on his arm again after three years, Gao Jingye's eyes were sore that he wanted to cry.For a soldier, being able to stand on the same battlefield with the one he loves and work hard for the same goal is the greatest blessing in his life.Although they missed three years, they will never miss the second and third three years.

In the evening, on the slope of the back mountain, Gao Jingye was lying alone under a tree looking at the sky in the distance. The golden sunset covered the entire hill, and Gao Jingye squinted his eyes slightly to feel drowsy.

A shadow was cast, covering half of his body, Gao Jingye opened his eyes slightly, it was Xu Xiu.

Xu Xiu sat down beside Gao Jingye, pulled out a grass and put it in his mouth, and looked at the Snow Wolf base at the foot of the mountain with him.

"Congratulations on joining Snow Wolf." Xu Xiu said.

"I was able to enter three years ago, and I will still be able to enter three years later. It is expected. Congratulations?" Gao Jingye said.

Xu Xiu laughed, this kid is still as proud as before.

"How have you lived these three years?"

Gao Jingye has been here for two months, and this is the first time someone has asked him about the past three years.

Gao Jingye looked up at the sky above his head, and after a while, he said: "These three years... I don't remember much, I just want to

Don't repeat this kind of day, it's too painful... I would rather fight with you on the battlefield than go back

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Gao Jingye smiled.

"In the first two years when I first arrived in the UK, I drank alcohol and drank myself until I couldn't think of anything. This day passed, and then I studied, studying like crazy. I never knew that I, Gao Jingye, had the talent for learning. ,hehe……"

Gao Jingye never told anyone how he spent his two years abroad, not even about Cookie.

"I keep myself too busy every day, too busy to think of him, so busy that I can fall asleep when I lie down."

He, of course, refers to cookies.

"But I can only survive two years." Cookie said, "The professor at the school saw that I was talented and asked me to do a project with him. I refused. I said I would go back to China. He asked me why, and I said I I want to return to China to serve as a soldier, and I want to serve my motherland. The professor said in surprise, "Gao, you are so great, you make me admire."

Gao Jingye laughed again, "If he knew that I was returning to China for a man, he would probably be disappointed."

"Then why didn't you come to him directly after you returned to China?" Xu Xiu asked.

"...I dare not." Gao Jingye put his arms across his eyes.

"Everyone thinks I'm useless. Although he didn't say it himself, I know he must have thought so in his heart. I..." Gao Jingye choked up, "...I dare not appear in front of him."

Xu Xiu patted him on the back, "Have you ever hated him?"

"I hated it... I wanted to kill him..." Gao Jingye murmured.

In the past, he really hated cookies. Why did the person who clearly said that he would never leave him for life and death said he would abandon him? If he disliked him, why did he stay with him in the first place?He couldn't figure it out.After a long time, he also figured it out. Everyone wants a lover who is stronger than himself. Cookie is also a human being, and he will have this desire, and gradually he will not hate it so much.

Xu Xiu sighed, "Gao Jingye, do you want to hear the ins and outs of what happened back then?"

Gao Jingye was taken aback, then turned to look at Xu Xiu, "Causes and consequences?"

Xu Xiu nodded and said to herself: "Back then, Guifeng threatened Cookie with the life of your parents. If she didn't agree to her conditions, she would kill your parents. Do you want to know what conditions Guifeng proposed?"

condition?Gao Jingye looked at Xu Xiu in surprise. When he went to England alone, no one told him the cause of the incident, and he only thought that Cookie didn't want him to see his parents being held hostage. Could there be other reasons for this? ?

"Back then, Guifeng made three demands on Cookie with the life of your parents. First, hand over the border drug trafficking channel that was cut off by us. Second, kill Commander Xuelang. Third," Xu Xiu paused. Dun, "Give you to her."

The veins on Gao Jingye's forehead twitched and he didn't speak. Xu Xiu smiled and asked, "If it were you, what would you choose?"

Without waiting for Gao Jingye to answer, he continued: "I can't choose? No, it should be said that there is no need to choose at all. Of course, he didn't choose. He made the fourth choice. He kept it from you and worked with your parents. You sent the country."

Gao Jingye listened quietly, and Xu Xiu said: "After that incident, we asked him why he didn't tell you about your parents being kidnapped. As their only son, you have the right to know. He said that if you know You make mistakes, but it can't stop you, he'd rather make you hate him."

Gao Jingye's breathing was stagnant, and his heart gradually sank.

Xu Xiu patted his knee and said, "Do you understand now? Why did he send you abroad after breaking up with you?"

What else do you not understand?Gao Jingye is not stupid. When Xu Xiu said this, combined with the events of the year, the cause and effect are already clear.

Back then, his parents were controlled by Guifeng to coerce Cookie into agreeing to her unreasonable demands. If the news reached Gao Jingye's ears, Gao Jingye might make mistakes in a hurry, and he would become Guifeng in order to save his parents. It is even more likely that he will become a sinner of the country. For his future, Cookie reluctantly set up a situation to send him out of the country, away from the center of the storm, and bear all the responsibility for himself.

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"In order to rescue your parents, he chose the most dangerous path. In order to disrupt Guifeng's plan, he used the hostages of the whole village. Although he succeeded in rescuing your parents and arresting Guifeng, but this This incident still affected his military career, if the captain hadn't informed Political Commissar Qu in time, he might have left the army long ago."

"Back then, Political Commissar Qu stood downstairs in the dormitory and asked him in front of all of us why he did this. Crazy..., with political commissar Qu's dealings, this matter finally came to an end, but there were all the punishments that should be taken, confinement, self-criticism, corporal punishment, military rank, and criticism, except for not leaving Xuelang , he suffered what he deserved...he didn't have a single complaint."

Speaking of this, Xu Xiu also choked up...

"In those few months, his condition was extremely bad, and he was not angry at all. The captain even secretly invited a familiar psychiatrist from outside to intervene with him...everything he did was for you! "

"...Impossible, impossible! That's not what the captain said..."

Gao Jingye was in a mess, completely messed up, he always thought that Cookie just didn't trust him, that he was impulsive and too weak, that's what Ling Feng said back then.

"He made the captain say that." Xu Xiu said.

"He made a mistake, he is afraid that you will know the impulsiveness, he is afraid that you will think that you have harmed him, he is afraid that you will feel guilty, and he does not want you to stay in Snow Wolf with guilt."

Gao Jingye was dumbfounded...

"Gao Jingye, it's been three years, and you're still so self-righteous! Ask yourself, if we made your mother so angry that you couldn't afford it, would you really have the courage to be with me?"

"Gao Jingye, I apologize for my deception to you three years ago. I'm sorry. I love you, I have always loved you, even now, I love you, but I don't regret it. If time goes back to three years ago, I will still be like this Do. At that time, the situation was complicated, everything happened too suddenly, and there was no time to make sufficient preparations. If I pulled you regardless at that time, the consequences would definitely be unbearable for you. I don’t want to see you immersed in pain for the rest of your life. .”

"If you still want to be with me, stop dwelling on the past. I have suffered no less than you in the past three years. Do you want me to live forever in entanglement and self-blame?"

The warm summer wind blew across his face, but Gao Jingye felt cold all over.

In his head, he grabbed Cookie by the collar and yelled, "Did you ever think about me when you made these decisions? Did you ever think about me? Did you think I would be sad? Did you think What kind of mood did I stay abroad for two years when I was abandoned by you?,

Gao Jingye hugged his knees and buried his face deeply, tears soaked his cheeks.

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At night, Cookie was writing something in the dormitory, when there was a knock on the door, but Ji Yan was not there, Cookie got up to open the door.

Outside the door, Gao Jingye looked at him with a pale face.

"What's the matter with you?" Cookie asked in surprise, "Come in first."

Cookie let Gao Jingye in and let him sit on the bed, "Is it uncomfortable?"

He asked worriedly, turned around to pour water, but was hugged in his arms by the force rushing from behind.

"..." Cookie froze.

Gao Jingye hugged Cookie's shoulders tightly, and a trembling voice came from behind, "How long are you going to lie to me?" A strong heartbeat.

"Do you think I'm stupid, I'm easy to cheat?"

"...Don't talk nonsense."

"Why did you lie to me?" Gao Jingye's voice was tense, he was afraid that he would yell out as soon as he relaxed.

He used to hate Cookie so much, he blamed him for not trusting him, he blamed him for throwing him abroad alone, he blamed him for not looking for him, but everything was wrong!

All fucking wrong!

Three years, three years they lost, and three years they could never get back...

Gao Jingye tightly grasped the clothes on Cookie's chest, almost scratching that piece.His heart ached to the point of breaking...

"...How can you be so ruthless?...You clearly agreed to live and die together, how can you leave me?"

Cookie knew that Gao Jingye probably already knew it all. Hearing his suppressed pained voice, he felt uncomfortable. He patted his arm, "Don't do this, this is the best ending."

He wanted to turn around, but Gao Jingye held his body tightly.

"Bullshit! We wasted three years! Three years!"

They separated at the best time of their relationship, leaving each other with only their lonely backs and resentment and distrust towards each other. In the past three years, they missed each other crazily, but they did not rely on each other when they were suffering. , Thinking of this, Gao Jingye's heart was so painful that it was about to explode.

Hearing Gao Jingye's trembling voice, Cookie felt like a needle prick in his heart. He turned around suddenly, held his face, locked his tear-stained eyes, and said, "Listen, we are all right, The situation back then was very complicated. I'm glad Guifeng didn't ask you directly, and I'm glad she found me, but if she really found you, I would still try my best to send you out, even if I knocked you out , Tied will also tie you out."

Cookie gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Gao Jingye's eyes, "I only did one thing wrong,"

"I shouldn't have stayed away from you for so long... How could I let you leave me for three years?"

When he saw him get off the helicopter, when he heard him yelling at him with red eyes, "You never trusted me...you didn't even give me a chance to grow!", he knew, he I did it wrong back then, it was outrageously wrong!

He thought it was good for him to hide the truth from him, he thought he had a better future, and he thought it was right to let go, but when he saw the pain for three years, he never gave up loving him, and went back to Gao Jingye of Snow Wolf, he realized that he was really wrong

You have to make mistakes in life to grow. Fortunately, they didn't go further and further. This fork in the road was finally brought back by Gao Jingye. He was glad that Gao Jingye didn't give up on him, and he was glad that he was still face to face at this moment. , they can still touch each other, and he finally understands his fault.

Cookie looked at Gao Jingye, "...I love you, Gao Jingye, I love you, please forgive me?"

Gao Jingye's tears flowed more fiercely. He hugged Cookie and hugged Cookie fiercely into his arms...

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