Perfect Assault Master Instructor

"What are you going to do next?" Ling Feng asked.

Cookie looked slumped, "...just follow the established plan."

Ling Feng raked his hair irritably, lit a cigarette, took a deep puff, and said, "Xiao Qi, have you ever thought that Gao Jingye is actually not as weak as you imagined, and he shouldn't be hiding under your umbrella?" Next, if you do this, it will only cause you both pain."

"But I can't watch him in danger." Cookie said, staring blankly at the ceiling.

"Can he see you in danger?" Ling Feng's voice suddenly increased.

Cookie wiped his face, "Stop talking about Brother Ling Feng, I've already made up my mind." After speaking, she left the door

Ling Feng kicked the chair over.Leaked the news of the two being together to the Gao family, and forced Gao Jingye to leave, Cookie, is this the result you want?

Gao Jingye didn't know how he got home, his mind was blank all the way.It wasn't until the courtyard door was opened that the soul returned to its place. He went straight into the house and shouted "Aunt Liu".

Aunt Liu came down from the stairs, and when she saw him, she immediately greeted him, "Xiaojing, are you back?"

"How is my mother?" Cookie asked hurriedly.

"Ma'am is fine. The doctor said it was a coma caused by shortness of breath. I don't know the specifics. In short, it will be fine if you wake up, but you can't be stimulated anymore. Xiao Jing, please don't make Madam angry again. "

"I'll go up and have a look." Gao Jingye went upstairs without changing his shoes.

When Gao Jingye went upstairs, Gao's mother was already awake.

"...Mom." Gao Jingye shouted.

Mother Gao glanced at him and turned her face away.

"Mom, are you okay?" Gao Jingye asked.

Mother Gao was indifferent.

The air fell silent.

"Mom, take a good rest. I'm downstairs. Call me if you need anything."

Gao Jingye saw that Gao's mother didn't want to talk to him, so he didn't bother her any more. He turned and walked out. As soon as he reached the door, Gao's mother said, "Xiaojing, retire from the army."

Gao Jingye froze, and refused without thinking, "No."

"Retire from the army," Gao's mother said calmly, "I have discussed with your father. After retiring from the army, I will send you abroad. You can study whatever you want. If you don't want to go to school, you can travel around. In short, you can go abroad. .”

Tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, and Gao's mother closed her eyes. She remembered the anonymous phone call she had received, "Your son is with a man named Cookie..." At that moment, Gao's mother felt as if she had fallen into an ice cave.

She didn't believe it, how could the son he raised since he was a child be a pervert who likes men?No!This is absolutely impossible!

So, Gao's mother thought of calling Gao Jingye to confirm, she hoped to hear Gao Jingye say no, but when the sentence "I love cookies" was shouted from her son, Gao's mother collapsed.

The only son who likes men is the biggest failure in her life as a mother.

"No! I won't go abroad! I will never go abroad!" Gao Jingye refused loudly. He can't go abroad, absolutely not!

"Go out..." Mother Gao waved her hand, she felt tired.

"Mom!" With a plop, Gao Jingye knelt down. Gao's mother suddenly opened her eyes and looked at him in shock. Her son, who had been proud and domineering since childhood, actually knelt on the ground for a man.

"Mom, I have never asked you anything in my life, just this one, only this one, don't let me retire from the army, don't send me abroad, I beg you Mom!" Gao Jingye knew, even if Cookie really betrayed him , he can't leave, he can't see the cookie, and he is a body everywhere.

"You kneel down for a man? Ah? Xiaojing, you are poking my heart!" Gao's mother said in a stern voice, "You are all men, how can a man be with a man? Are you not afraid of being laughed at by others? Also, can a man have children? Without children to continue life, how do you live to old age? Ah?"

Gao Jingye lowered his head, tears dripping down on the floor, "Mom, I don't understand what you said, I just know that I love him, and I can't live without him in this life."

Gao Jingye didn't like to cry since he was a child. Even when he was playing and falling, he could bear not to shed a single tear, but now he is kneeling on the ground and shedding tears for a man. Gao's mother's heart hurts like being torn apart.

"You are so confused!" Mother Gao cried and beat the bed.

Coming out of Gao's mother's room, Gao Jingye locked himself in the room, and fell on the bed exhausted. It has been almost a day since he came out of the base. He didn't eat or drink water. He stared at the ceiling with his eyes open.

During the period, Gao Linjun came back and knocked on the door and said he wanted to talk to him. Gao Jingye said that Dad and I were tired, so we can talk about it tomorrow. When Gao Linjun knocked on the door again the next morning, Gao Jingye had already disappeared.

Gao Jingye returned to the base overnight.

Early the next morning, Gao Jingye knocked on the door of Cookie's dormitory.

"Let's go out for a walk."

Gao Jingye called Cookie out, and the two walked up the back mountain along the rugged mountain road.

Gao Jingye walked ahead, and Cookie was half a step behind him.

"...Yesterday, I said something serious, don't take it to your heart." Gao Jingye stopped, turned around and said, "You know me, my mouth has always been unguarded, and I would jump out of everything when I was in a hurry. I didn't mean to say that about you , you know, that's not what I mean."

Gao Jingye didn't sleep all night last night. After thinking about it for a long time, he figured it out. Cookie is not a person who reneges on what he says, let alone someone who can betray his brother and seduce his brother's lover. If Cookie wanted to do this, he would have done it long before dating him. , why wait until now?Also, the one-night lingering between the two of them on the day they returned from Gao's house was not a lie. Cookie clearly had something in his heart that day, he clearly saw it, didn't he?All signs showed that Cookie was lying to him, how could he say such hurtful words so stupidly?Gao Jingye wanted to slap himself.

"I know." Cookie said.After not seeing her for just a day, Cookie's cheeks were obviously sunken, making her look even thinner.

Gao Jingye resisted the urge to hold him in his arms, and after a moment of silence, he opened his mouth, "I know, I'm often quite muddy. A girl told me before that she said Gao Jingye, you have a good family background, and you have grown up. Good, but you have a fatal flaw, give

Without a sense of security, being with you can only enjoy a moment of passion. When something happens, you may not be able to bear it.

"

Gao Jingye controlled his voice, and said slowly word by word, "I thought she was quite right at the time, I just don't take care of things, and I think it's troublesome, those girlfriends, whoever has trouble, I will Just annoy, tell them to roll as far as they can.”

Speaking of this, Gao Jingye laughed at himself, and continued: "I know until now, it's not that I don't take care of things, and it's not that I don't think it's troublesome. I haven't met anyone who can make me not too troublesome." Gao Jingye looked at Qu Qi, looking into his eyes, "I have met now, Cookie, you are the one who can give me no matter how much I pay without complaining."

"Cookie, I know you don't believe me, you don't believe I can take responsibility, but I want to tell you, as long as you are willing to believe me, I will prove it to you, okay?"

Cookie looked at him and didn't speak for a long time.

"Give me a chance, okay?" Gao Jingye said in a begging tone.

Cookie's eyes were sour, and he had to lower his eyes to cover up the emotions that were about to overflow.

"Xiao Qi..." Gao Jingye raised his hand to caress the side of Cookie's face, rubbing it lightly, "Can't you tell me what happened?"

Cookie closed his eyes, opened them quickly, tried to ignore the nostalgic touch on his face, and said in a blunt tone: "Gao Jingye, you think too much, as you can see, I seduced the captain, because I love Man is the captain. I have loved him for ten years. I have loved him since I was half a child. I joined the army for him, became a special soldier for him, and stayed in Snow Wolf for him. I have so many opportunities to leave Here, I can easily go to the best military academy in the country and enter the core of the Ministry to do the most comfortable job. I gave up for him! I can even die for him!...Gao Jingye, do you understand? What I love is Captain, it's that man named Ling Feng! It's not you, Gao Jingye!"

Cookie yelled words against his will, his heart was torn in two, and his whole body seemed to be surrounded by a ball of fire, which burned himself and also burned Gao Jingye.

"...You are lying! Cookie, you are lying!" Gao Jingye also yelled.

After yelling, he clenched his fists and forced himself to calm down. It shouldn't be like this between them!cannot!

"Cookie, you can't lie to me, you can't lie to me! You loved the captain, I believe, but I don't believe that the person you love now is still him, I don't believe that you will seduce him, and I don't believe that you are with me so Many days are fake!"

"You can't help it if you don't believe it. It's the truth. I love him like crazy. I can't stand him being with Zhou Yangqing. I'm jealous of Zhou Yang. Obviously I met Brother Ling Feng first. Why is it that the one with him is Zhou Yang? I want to take back what belongs to me!" Cookie forced himself to speak unreasonable words, even breathing was piercing through his heart.

"……I do not believe……"

"As for you, I'm really too lonely and empty, just playing with you, I didn't expect you to take it so seriously, it's so fucking stupid

bother! "Cookie's eyes were no longer in focus. He endured the severe pain in his chest and said the most unpleasant words in one go. Gao Jingye, hurry up, I can't hold it anymore...

"...So you never loved me?" Gao Jingye felt that the voice was no longer his own.

Cookie's fingers were clenched tightly in his palm, his nails sank into his flesh, his heart was cut piece by piece with a knife, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe even if he opened his mouth. "……No."

Gao Jingye grabbed his chin, forcing him to look up at himself.Cookie closed his eyes, and now any eye contact would make him reveal his emotions, he dare not look, dare not!

"Look at me!" Gao Jingye pinched Cookie's face hard with his fingertips, "Look at my eyes!"

Cookie slowly opened his red eyes and looked at Gao Jingye without any expression, as if looking at a stranger.

Gao Jingye stared at this face that made his heart tremble with love, "...Did you love me?" Gao Jingye asked word by word.

Numerous knives were inserted into Cookie's body, the blood dried up, his internal organs were emptied, and his soul was gone. There was only a shell left in this body, and only the pain that penetrated into the bone marrow tortured him. "...No, I never loved you." He looked at Gao Jingye's blurred face and said.

The force on the chin disappeared, and Cookie's body swayed, and he calmly supported the tree trunk beside him to prevent himself from falling down.

Gao Jingye's eyes turned from pain and disappointment to coldness, and finally to resentment. Without saying a word, he turned and walked down the mountain.

Watching Gao Jingye's back gradually become blurred, Cookie couldn't hold on any longer, leaned on the tree trunk and slumped on the ground, big tears poured out from the corners of his eyes, he covered his mouth, his fragmented voice choked and disappeared in his throat... …

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