is the moon

The messages on the screen were still flashing one by one, eye-catching and dazzling.

Chi stared at them closely, unable to move his eyes away.

An administrator appears shortly.Ban those who should be silenced, and kick out those who should be kicked out.

But Chi Yue kept refreshing his phone, and there was no news in the group, so he started to browse Weibo, Chaochao, and search for keywords.

In the afternoon, he kept staring at Wang Zifeng's matter, and Chi Yue's attention was temporarily diverted.

He was preoccupied with thinking about Wang Zifeng and solving Wang Zifeng, as if everything would be fine if he was solved.

Now that he returned to Jiang Jiandong's fan group, Chi Yue remembered that all of this was because of himself.

Wang Zifeng did use some improper means to obtain information, but the source of the matter was actually him, he was not careful enough, and he was photographed.

It was also because he and Jiang Jiandong really had something that made Wang Zifeng smell meaty.

If it wasn't for him, Jiang Jiandong would never have experienced such a thing.Jiang Jiandong has always been clean. Before this, he had no scandal at all.

But now, when he clicked into Chaohua, Chi Yue could see all kinds of messy voices.

Some jumped up and wanted to explain, and some said he was nosy;

Some want to take off the powder, and some say it doesn't matter;

Too much news was filled, and good and bad people mixed together, Chi Yue looked through it almost numbly.

It was a feeling of being too helpless, which made Chi Yue's mind a mess.

He liked Jiang Jiandong so much.

I like Jiang Jiandong, so I want to be with him.

I like Jiang Jiandong, so I hope he will stand on a bigger stage.

Before that, Chi Yue's two wishes were unified.

He believed that being with him would make Jiang Jiandong better, and that love is mutual achievement.

He never thought that one day, he would become Jiang Jiandong's stumbling block.

It's a stumbling block, Chi Yue hesitated, and still used this word.

The words of those fans seemed to be engraved in his heart. They said that they would lose their fans and that they would never like Jiang Jiandong again.

As long as he closes his eyes, Chi Yue can feel those words flashing in his mind.

In fact, he understood that this time they were lucky, and nothing substantial was photographed.

Will they be so lucky next time?or……

It's like a ticking time bomb that could explode at any moment.

On the one hand, Jiang Jiandong's future, but on the other hand, turbulent emotions.

Attachment, reluctant.

Chi Yue has never had such a difficult moment, which made him feel difficult.

I don't want to leave, and I don't want to be a stumbling block.

Chi Yue has never been so entangled like now, as if being torn apart.

How exactly?

Chi Yue closed his eyes and thought in pain, who can tell him what to do?

The surroundings were quiet, and no one could give him an answer.

I don't know how long I have been flipping through the comments, but my chest has always been stuffy.

I was very sleepy but couldn't sleep, I was in a daze, I didn't know how long time had passed, it seemed like a long time, and it seemed like only a moment.

The sky was a bit gloomy tonight, there was no moon in the sky, and Chi Yue didn't sleep well.

Maybe it was because he had been browsing Weibo for too long, or maybe he was in a state of mental tension all the time, Chi Yue fell asleep in a daze for more than ten minutes, but had a lot of dreams.

Without exception, it is a nightmare.

I dreamed that the relationship between the two was exposed, and all the fans lost their fans overnight.

Dreaming of those fans chasing and scolding Jiang Jiandong, Jiang Jiandong looked tired and helpless.

He even dreamed back to the town again in a trance, back to the day when Jiang Jiandong's certificate of merit was torn off.

That day he reached out his hand to Jiang Jiandong, but Jiang Jiandong didn't respond, so they drifted away until they became two points that would never meet.

The dream was so real that Chi Yue was startled awake and opened his eyes suddenly.

With his heart beating violently, Chi Yue took a while to recover.

He got out of bed and walked to the window, staring at the sky for a long time, his eyes dazed.

It was still dark outside, and everyone said that the darkness before dawn was the darkest, and after the day passed, the sky would light up, and there would be the sun.

But is there really a sun?

Looking at the deep sky, Chi Yue suddenly had such doubts.

There was a knocking sound of the door, and it was Du Xiaoyu who had returned.

It's time to lock the door of the bedroom. Du Xiaoyu just came back from a date with his girlfriend.

The moment the door was opened, Chi Yue suddenly turned around and ran towards the outside.

"Hey! What are you doing!" Du Xiaoyu was still in a daze, reaching out to grab him, "The bedroom will be locked soon!"

Chi Yue's figure had already rushed out of the dormitory and ran down the dormitory floor.

The wind gushed into his clothes, and Chi Yue ran very fast.

In the cold weather of the twelfth lunar month of winter, Chi Yue only wore a long-sleeved pajamas, but he didn't feel the slightest bit.

Behind the dormitory building is a row of small trees. Chi Yue stood there and took a deep breath.

With his fingers resting on the bark, he could feel the bumpy vertical lines. Chi Yue bit his lower lip hard, and then dialed Jiang Jiandong's number.

"Hello? Ah Yue?"

Jiang Jiandong's voice came from the receiver, still so gentle.

The always indifferent little brother is always gentle and gentle in front of Chi Yue, and he has always protected him very well.

A gust of cold wind blew and the leaves rustled, Jiang Jiandong asked Chi Yue: "Where are you? Are you outside?"

Chi Yue didn't answer his question. After a moment of silence, he called out, "Brother."

The voice trembled a little.

I don't know if it's from the cold or because of something, Chi Yue's body is shaking non-stop.

His fingertips were cold and stiff, and he could hardly hold the phone.

But he still took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down.

The idea had already arisen, and finally broke out this night.

Before everything happened, there was still room for redemption.

The wind is cold and the moon is high.

Chi Yue spoke suddenly, but he had already thought about it a long time ago: "Let's break up."

Jiang Jiandong was stunned for a moment: "What did you say?"

"Let's break up," Chi Yue took a deep breath, and he said, "I don't want...to be with you."

He even thought of the reason.

"I can't bear it myself." Chi Yue said coldly, "I don't want to do this again."

Suddenly another gust of wind blew, and the wind was cold and piercing.

After finishing speaking, Chi Yue hung up the phone, very simply and neatly.

The dormitory is locked now, and I don't want my parents to worry.He went to the hotel near the school to open a room, the same one where he and Jiang Jiandong lived before.

He was shivering from the cold, and the sister at the front desk even glanced at him.

"Is there something wrong?" My sister asked him when he arrived at the room card, "Do you need any help?"

"Thank you." Chi Yue grinned with pale lips and said, "No need."

Holding the room card, Chi Yue strode upstairs.

On the way, he passed the room where Jiang Jiandong lived last time. The door was closed, and he didn't know if anyone lived there.

The last time the two of them were sticking together here, Chi Yue pestered Jiang Jiandong and played a lot of tricks, but it still didn't work out.

This time, it was Chi Yue who didn't want it anymore. He pushed away from his room, and there were also two boxes of things beside the bed, but Chi Yue didn't even look at them.

It was too cold indeed.

Pushing open the door, Chi Yue sighed softly and exhaled white mist.

He took off his shoes and curled up on the bed. He sat hugging his knees for a while, but he still didn't warm up his body.

Jiang Jiandong called again, and the ringtone seemed a bit abrupt in the empty room.

Chi Yue wanted to reach out to pick it up several times, but finally he pressed the red button, the hang up button.

Too many emotions are repeatedly pushed, pulled, and torn in the chest, like the undercurrent is constantly surging and engulfing.

He finally closed his eyes slowly, letting his emotions overwhelm him.

It's not that I don't like it, it's not that I don't want it.

He wants it so much, he likes it so much.

But it was because I liked it so much that I couldn't continue.

He knew that things might not necessarily go in the worst direction, but he couldn't help but think about it.

In case they end up not being accepted by the world.

In case Jiang Jiandong was spurned and insulted by fans.

in case... in case...

Thinking about what Jiang Jiandong might face, he just felt like a knife was twisting his heart.

He didn't want to let Jiang Jiandong do anything wrong, that's all he could do.

The phone was still ringing, Chi Yue raised his hand to turn it off.

Before turning off the phone, he sent Jiang Jiandong one last message.

Chi Yue: 【Don't come to me anymore】

But Fan Chi is a little bit more selfish.

As long as he thinks a little more about himself.

Whenever...

However, there is nothing extraordinary.