is the moon

Jiang Jiandong's voice was deep and steady, and he had indeed been doing this all this time.

Chi Yue still held the earphone in his hand, but felt sour in his heart.

"I thought... I thought..."

During this period of time, he thought about countless possibilities, but he never thought that Jiang Jiandong was doing this.

"Why do you think?" Jiang Jiandong asked, "You think I want to divide...?"

Chi Yue quickly covered his mouth to prevent him from continuing.

"Don't say that." Chi Yue said seriously, "Shall we not say that word?"

Jiang Jiandong grabbed his hand and held it in his, and said, "Okay."

"I didn't tell you before because I haven't finished it yet, and I don't want you to think too much." Jiang Jiandong looked down into his eyes, "I'm sorry, I made you think too much."

"Don't believe me, A Yue," Jiang Jiandong whispered, "I really never thought about..."

Chi Yue closed his eyes and put his arms around Jiang Jiandong's neck.

"I don't believe you," Chi Yue said softly, "I'm just a little worried."

Sometimes it's like this, when you stand in your own perspective, you can't guess what others are thinking.

And because I like him so much, I am naturally worried and worry about gains and losses.

It's the first time to like someone. Chi Yue actually doesn't have any love skills. The sudden time change after the third year of high school made Chi Yue panic.

He was afraid that Jiang Jiandong would dislike him for being busy, and that Jiang Jiandong would not want to continue. In fact, it was because of this that he insisted on calling Jiang Jiandong every day before, so Chi Yue was still worried.

In fact, calm down and think about it now, Jiang Jiandong has always been very kind to him, so why did he suddenly break up?

"I..." Chi Yue's lips were tight, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

Jiang Jiandong didn't let Chi Yue continue to think about it, patted him on the back reassuringly, and said, "No way."

He knew what he was worried about, and he understood his unease.

"There is nothing to be afraid of in the third year of high school, and I am not afraid of being busy." Jiang Jiandong said, "I like you not because you are by my side, but because of you."

His tone was very gentle, so Chi Yue closed his eyes gently.

The old room was still a bit shady, but Jiang Jiandong's embrace was very warm.

Jiang Jiandong put his hands in his hair and kissed him a long kiss.

After that, Chi Yue fell asleep, it was still bright outside, nestled in Jiang Jiandong's arms, Chi Yue slept peacefully.

During this period of time, he has been under a lot of pressure, and he did such an intense thing last night, Jiang Jiandong didn't wake him up, but gently put him on the bed, and pressed another kiss on his forehead.

"Go to sleep." Jiang Jiandong said softly.

He helped Chi Yue cover the quilt, then got off the bed lightly, took the computer off the bed, and returned to the desk.

The electric fan in the room was shining in the direction of the bed, so it was cold at the table, but Jiang Jiandong still sat here peacefully, put on his headphones, and continued to mix the unfinished songs.

Repeated debugging over and over again, Jiang Jiandong did it very seriously.

There were various recording equipment scattered on the table, all of which Jiang Jiandong had saved up to buy during this period of time.

I bought it to record a song for Chi Yue.

Jiang Jiandong actually put in more effort than Chi Yue imagined.

In fact, Jiang Jiandong was the one who was afraid of losing. He was far more afraid of losing than Chi Yue.

During this period of time, he deliberately avoided Chi Yue, in fact, because he had some crazy ideas.

Crazy and dark.

It was like a muddy swamp rolled out, drowning all reason.

Sunshine, kindness, Chi Yue is synonymous with all good qualities, but Jiang Jiandong is restrained and clumsy. In his lonely and unknown youth, he only had Chi Yue alone.

Hearing the head teacher's lecture in the grove that day, Jiang Jiandong was flustered. He had never been so panicked.

It's not just that he's afraid of affecting Chi Yue's future, but he's also afraid that Chi Yue will choose to separate from him.

He suddenly realized that he was so afraid of separation.

Only then did he clearly understand that he relied so much on Chi Yue's company.

He didn't know how the couple would choose, but he suddenly realized that he was also the chosen one.

At that moment, Jiang Jiandong fell into an abyss.

Fear, and low self-esteem.

Afraid of losing, wanting to monopolize.

At that moment, Jiang Jiandong even had some crazy thoughts, not letting go, but...

It seemed to be black in front of his eyes, with strong emotions rolling in his chest, Jiang Jiandong could only suppress himself by making songs, he hoped that Chi Yue would be happier.

Until today, the moment Chi Yue threw himself into his arms, he felt the salvation from the bottom of his heart.

Chi Yue's embrace was too warm and hot, scalding all Jiang Jiandong's bad emotions to pieces.

—How could it possibly hurt him.

——How can you bear it.

Even if Chi Yue really wanted to break up with him, he couldn't bear to hurt him.

Jiang Jiandong had never experienced such a strong feeling, his parents had never given it to him, it was Chi Yue who taught him how to love.

Love is not possession, but companionship.

Chi Yue once stood behind Jiang Jiandong, accompanying him through the darkest time of his life.

So now Jiang Jiandong is also willing to stand behind Chi Yue, support him, accompany him, and watch him gradually shine.

Even if he knows that he will be liked by more people, even if he is so afraid of losing.

I just hope that one day in the future, Chi Yue won't regret liking him, and won't regret the warmth he once gave him.

Jiang Jiandong sat at the table all night, and didn't return to the bed until dawn.

Chi Yue slept until the afternoon, and he slept soundly.

Jiang Jiandong stayed with him in the room, accompanied him, and never left him.

Chi Yue stayed at Jiang Jiandong's place until the evening before going back. He had just finished the exam and the school was on holiday.

During this period of time, Chi Yue has been working very hard. As a mother, Zhao Wanqiu knows the situation best.

I understand it and feel distressed. On the one hand, I feel that my son has grown up and is sensible, but on the other hand, I feel that studying like this is too hard. As a mother, she can't help her son.

When Chi Yue came home in the evening, Zhao Wanqiu cut an apple and handed it to him: "Take a rest once in a while, don't tire yourself too much."

"Well, it's so sweet! Thank you mom," Chi Yue took a bite of the peeled apple, and said to her with a smile, "It's okay mom, I don't have to work hard."

Chi Yue always said that in the past, but he couldn't hide the exhaustion in his eyes, and since the winter vacation, Chi Yue's state seems to have changed a bit.

In the past, Chi Yue liked to stay up late to study, but from this day on, his work and rest became more regular.

Zhao Wanqiu asked a little curiously: "Why, have you found a new learning method?"

Chi Yue was still eating the apple when he was asking the question, so he took a bite and it was crunchy, sweet and refreshing.

"No." Chi Yue smiled a little embarrassedly, "Isn't it because my brother supervises me."

Zhao Wanqiu froze for a moment, shook her head again, and sighed lightly.

The winter vacation of the third year of high school can't be taken for a few days. The Education Bureau will not allow students to make up lessons, but everyone secretly takes them.

Chi Yueman planned to rest at home for ten days, and during these ten days, Jiang Jiandong came to him almost every day.

This year Chi Yue didn't go back to grandma's house for the New Year, and Jiang Jiandong only went back on New Year's Eve and the first day of the new year. He spent the rest of the time at Chi Yue's house supervising Chi Yue's studies and his work and rest.

Zhao Wanqiu originally disapproved of it, because she was bothering others, and the relationship between the two was like that, but later she found that Chi Yue's condition was indeed better than before, so she didn't say anything else.

"This time is really troublesome for your brother," Zhao Wanqiu finally said, "You have to thank him after the exam, you know?"

Of course Chi Yue knew it, nodded and said, "Okay."

After eating the apples in two or three bites, Chi Yue returned to the room.

Of course Chi Yue knew how good Jiang Jiandong was, he was his favorite little brother in the whole world.

After a while, Jiang Jiandong came over. He still lived in a residential building next to the school, and it took a long subway ride to Chi Yue's house.

Before coming here, I told Chi Yue on wechat, and Chi Yue waited for him while reciting the text.

The doorbell rang, and Chi Yue happily went to open the door, always happy.

"Brother, you're here!" Chi Yue blinked and said, really happy to see Jiang Jiandong.

"Well," Jiang Jiandong responded in a low voice, then turned to Chi Yue, "Have you finished memorizing the text?"

Chi Yueren was stunned: "Ah...why is the first sentence the text?"

Jiang Jiandong raised his eyebrows: "No way?"

This is what he said most often during this period, and he learned more and more in the supervision pool.

"Are you really my brother?" Chi Yue curled his lips, a little unhappy, "My brother doesn't even love me anymore."

"Hurry up and memorize it," Jiang Jiandong followed him into the room with a straight face on purpose, "I'll ask questions later."

In the past, the two of them rarely talked about Chi Yue's study, but now it was different, Jiang Jiandong kept a close eye on Chi Yue.

Chi Yue is indeed hardworking, but he prefers science to liberal arts. Science can last until twelve o'clock in the evening, but liberal arts is not willing to memorize at all.

After the results of the first model test came out, Chi Yue improved a few places, but after reaching his level, it became difficult to improve, and everyone was at the top.

Jiang Jiandong compared Chi Yue's grades one by one, and finally found out where his problem was.

——He is short in liberal arts.

Chinese dictation eight can be wrong five.

Jiang Jiandong, an art student, was more right than him.

So memorizing texts and vocabulary every day became Chi Yue's compulsory course, Chi Yue memorized, and Jiang Jiandong made random checks.

"Can you take a break today?" After entering the room, Chi Yue asked Jiang Jiandong in a low voice: "I've been reciting it for several days, can I just take a day off?"

Rationally, I know this is good, but after all, as a child, sometimes it is inevitable to want to be lazy.

Chi Yue acted like a baby: "Let me take a rest, brother."

Usually, Jiang Jiandong's most irresistible thing was his acting like a baby, but this time, his face was tense.

"No." Jiang Jiandong said without hesitation.

"Okay then..." Chi Yue could only sit on the seat reluctantly, he was most afraid of Jiang Jiandong's sullen face.

"Good." Jiang Jiandong smiled, leaned over and kissed him on the forehead.

The familiar little brother has changed. In the past, Jiang Jiandong was kind to Chi Yue, but he only wanted him to be healthy, safe and happy.

But it's different now, Jiang Jiandong hoped that Chi would be happier, and understood that he still had a dream to stick to.

When Chi Yue was endorsing the book, Jiang Jiandong was watching beside him with a very serious expression.

Chi Yue really didn't want to recite the book. Halfway through the recitation, he really couldn't help it, and wanted to be lazy.

"Huh?" Jiang Jiandong raised his eyes slightly and glanced at him lightly.

Chi Yue: "..." Cowardly.

In the past, Chi Yue listened to Jiang Jiandong's words very much, but now it has come in handy. Jiang Jiandong just looked at Chi Yue, and Chi Yue became honest, and continued to obediently endorse the book.

Another half an hour later, Jiang Jiandong asked questions, and Chi Yue's answer was not bad, so Jiang Jiandong was satisfied. He no longer had a cold face, and returned to his usual gentleness.

"I'm exhausted!" Chi Yue threw the book aside, sat on Jiang Jiandong's lap, and acted like a baby with Jiang Jiandong, "Brother, reward me."

Jiang Jiandong lowered his eyelids slightly, and kissed Chi Yue's lips.

Chi Yue grinned, finally happy.

"Not bad," Jiang Jiandong said, "Continue tomorrow."

Chi Yue's smile stopped again.

"Do you want more tomorrow?" Chi Yue curled his lips, "And just one kiss is the reward?"

What should I do if my boyfriend is stricter than my head teacher?At this moment, Chi Yue really wanted to post a post on the forum, waiting online, it was very urgent.

I've been so busy lately that I'm dizzy, I'm really sorry.

The subsequent updates may still be unstable, so I would like to say sorry to everyone in advance. (Tentatively updated every 3, 5, 7)

Some explanations and clarifications:

This is a story I like very much, and I saved a lot of drafts before writing it.However, due to trying new ways of writing and rewriting many times, the manuscripts have been exhausted. (You may not believe it, this article is currently 15 words, and I have already produced a 40-word waste manuscript.)

Maybe some readers know that I am a medical student. During the epidemic, the school is on holiday, and I have plenty of time, so I can calm down and write with peace of mind.

But after the start of school, I have to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination and rotate in the hospital, and there is really no way to guarantee stable updates.

There are about 30 chapters left in this article, and I will try to finish it by the end of the year.

After that, all articles will be archived in full, please supervise.