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Mother's tone was too serious, and her expression was serious like never before. Chi Yue originally had a faint guess, but now he felt a "thump" in his heart.

"What are you talking about, Mom?" Chi Yue unconsciously grabbed his clothes with his fingers, and looked at his mother with a smile.

The heartbeat was a little fast for no reason, but in fact, Chi Yue still had fantasies in his heart at this moment. He thought maybe it wasn't his own thinking, maybe it was something else, until his mother went to turn on the headlights in the living room and called him to come Sit down on the sofa.

"Sit here," said Mom, "and let's talk."

It was already dark outside, and Chi Yue was a little uncomfortable with the sudden bright lights. He squinted and blinked, and sat down beside his mother.

When Chi Yue's house was being renovated, a suspended ceiling was made. The crystal glass chandelier was petal-shaped, very beautiful, but it was not often opened at home. The last time it was opened was when Chi Yue was applying for the school.

The scene that is too bright gives people a feeling that there is nowhere to hide. The bright light magnifies every expression. Chi Yue sits next to his mother, who pulls up her hair and tie it in a knot. She is in a very casual posture, but calm And hidden waves.

Chi Yue straightened up subconsciously: "What's wrong, Mom?"

He asked again: "Mom, tell me, I'm listening."

"A Yue," my mother called out her name with a serious tone, "Mom wants to ask you, what's going on between you and Jiang Jiandong?"

It's coming, it's still coming.

Mother's voice fell, and Chi Yue only had this sentence in his heart.

"Mom thinks it's not good for you to do this," mother said to him softly, "Mom has been paying attention to you all this time, and you are a little too close."

Although mother only said the word "intimacy", since she can directly come to Chi Yue for verification, it means that she must have seen something. She didn't give an example. After she finished speaking, she looked at Chi Yue quietly, and said With just one look, the two of them knew each other.

"What do you think yourself?" Mom asked Chi Yue after sighing: "Do you like him? What other thoughts do you have about him, beyond your friends' thoughts?"

Mother's tone was not harsh, but just looking at Chi Yue so straightly made Chi Yue a little unsure how to answer.

From last night to now, Chi Yue has actually imagined the scene of this incident countless times in his mind, but when the matter was really in front of him, he was still in a mess. He didn't know whether to admit it or deny it. What to say.

Time seemed to have stood still, and both of them maintained the same posture, but time couldn't really stand still, and what had to be faced had to be faced.

Chi took a deep breath, and finally spoke.

"Well," he admitted, closing his eyes with a sigh, "I really think I like him a little bit."

These words were indeed a bit too bold. After Chi Yue finished speaking, his mother froze for a moment.

In fact, it was not that shocking. After discovering that something was wrong with Chi Yue during this period of time, my mother wanted to think about it carefully. Chi Yue has been clinging to Jiang Jiandong since he was a child. Every summer vacation, he kept thinking about going back to him. There is already something, it's just that too many little things have been ignored. "Have you really figured it out?" Mom sighed after a while and said, "You two are boys, same sex."

Mom asked Chi Yue: "Do you know what this means?"

It's not necessary to object to anything. Chi Yue's mother is a doctor herself. She doesn't think it is unforgivable to like the same sex, but the two children are too young to understand what it means to choose this path.

Opposition and discrimination from the outside world are actually secondary. What is more important is that they are not recognized by the law, which means that they are not guaranteed any protection. If someone just wants to play and then withdraw, it will cost almost nothing.

My mother was silent for a while before she spoke again, carefully choosing her words and said: "When I was your age, I had a vague affection for the friends around me, but it wasn't necessarily liking, but I didn't know the difference between friendship and love at that time. boundaries."

"I used to equate all good feelings with liking, but it's actually different," my mother said, "I didn't understand what real liking is until I met your father. It's not just a momentary heartbeat, but also a desire to be with you His determination to go on."

Mother's tone was very gentle, and when she looked at Chi Yue, she didn't have any more blaming eyes.But her expression was firm and serious, a seriousness that Chi Yue had rarely seen.

"You are all too young now, and you can easily express your love. But in fact, it is a very precious emotion, and it should not be casual."

"We're not..." Chi Yue opened his mouth, and subconsciously wanted to say that he was no longer young, but his mother interrupted him with a smile and didn't let him continue.

"Don't be in such a hurry to explain to me, you can disagree with what I say," Mom said, "but I want you all to think about it.

She took a deep look at Chi Yue and said, "Don't let yourself regret or regret because of a wrong decision."

Chi Yue chatted with his mother for a long time that day, about his relationship with Jiang Jiandong, and about their goals and future.

Chi Yue's father went to see Jiang Jiandong off and came back soon, the two of them didn't tell his father about it, they went to Chi Yue's hut to talk about it all morning, until his father had cooked the meal, they came to remind him several times.

"Okay, okay, why are there so many words," Dad said with a spoon in hand, "Come and eat, it's already cold."

The two of them didn't continue chatting any more. Mom finally patted Chi Yue on the shoulder and said, "Okay, let's go out to eat first."

In the afternoon, my mother didn't talk to Chi Yue about it anymore. Chi Yue wrote his homework in the hut all afternoon. In fact, he didn't write a few words. Most of the time he was staring at the book in a daze, holding the pen in his hand. , but the homework in front of me is blank.

It got dark before you knew it, and the moonlight outside the window shone through the window, slightly illuminating the room. Last night, Jiang Jiandong was still sleeping here. The quilt hadn't been put away yet, and it seemed that his body temperature was still there. , and now there is only Chi Yue here, cold and lonely.

In the quiet moonlight, Chi Yue lay on the bed hugging the quilt, and unconsciously opened WeChat.

With the glowing light shining on his face, Chi Yue repeatedly flipped through the chat records with Jiang Jiandong.Jiang Jiandong's news was still several hours ago. He sent a message to Chi Yue saying that he had arrived, but Chi Yue didn't reply, and Jiang Jiandong didn't reply either.

During the day, Chi Yue didn't reply to Jiang Jiandong's message, in fact, it was because he didn't know how to reply.He didn't go to see Jiang Jiandong off in the morning, he always felt that Jiang Jiandong was a little angry.

Chi Yue didn't know how to explain this to Jiang Jiandong. The conversation with his mother today also made his mind messed up, but maybe it was because his mind was too messed up. Chi Yue's fingers hovered on the screen for a long time, and finally Typed a few words.

Chi Yue: [brother, I miss you. 】

Normally, Chi Yue would not send Jiang Jiandong a message so late, and he couldn't wait until this time.He has always been spoiled by the family, and usually goes to bed early at this point.

But today, today, Chi Yue lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep. The conversation with his mother just now echoed in his mind, making his heart frizzy as if being scratched by a kitten.

Although her mother didn't expressly object, her attitude was actually very obvious. She said that the two just didn't recognize each other's feelings, and she didn't agree with Chi Yue and Jiang Jiandong being together.

In fact, Chi Yue could understand his mother's mood, and suddenly found that his son fell in love with a boy, and it would be difficult for any parent to accept it. His mother's performance was already enlightened enough, but the obvious distrust in that tone still made Chi Yue feel blocked. .

What's more important is Jiang Jiandong's attitude.

Chi Yue didn't tell Jiang Jiandong his doubts last night because he was still not sure about Jiang Jiandong's attitude. Today, when his mother formally talked about such a serious topic with him, she threw the problem directly in front of him.

He knew that he had a crush on Jiang Jiandong, and that Jiang Jiandong treated him differently than others, but what more?

Would Jiang Jiandong be willing to face the gossip and gossip that his mother said with him, the heavy and possibly unpleasant part of the relationship?It was the first time Chi Yue started to think about this problem, and felt a little at a loss.

After sending the message, Chi Yue sighed softly, but still couldn't fall asleep, so he got out of bed and walked to the window, looking at the moon quietly.

The moon outside the window was very bright, but it seemed to be covered by a layer. Chi Yue lost his mind when he looked at it, not knowing what he was thinking, until his mobile phone buzzed.

Is there anyone calling so late?Chi Yue blinked.

He casually threw the phone on the bed, and he didn't look at it after sending a message to Jiang Jiandong. After the ring rang several times, Chi Yue realized that someone really called him, so he ran over. See the caller.

The caller was Jiang Jiandong.

Chi Yue's expression froze for a moment.

"Brother, brother, you haven't slept yet?" Chi Yue's voice was a little cramped when the call was connected.

Jiang Jiandong's voice came from the receiver, low and deep, with a little sleepiness: "I just fell asleep, and I was awakened by your news again."

Chi Yue was extremely embarrassed, and hurriedly said: "Then go to sleep, brother, I'm sorry to disturb your sleep."

Jiang Jiandong didn't answer his words, but just asked him, "What's wrong?"

Chi Yue opened his mouth and didn't know how to answer for a while, Jiang Jiandong said, "It feels like you're not very happy."

His senses were too keen, and he couldn't hide everything from him, but right now Chi Yue really didn't know what to say, so he remained silent.

The atmosphere was still, and no one said anything more. After a while, Jiang Jiandong spoke again: "Can't sleep?"

Chi Yue was quiet for a while, and said, "Yes."

"Want to hear me sing?" Jiang Jiandong asked him.

He didn't mention Chi Yue's abnormal behavior in advance, nor did he care about Chi Yue sending him a message so late.

The night was quiet, and Jiang Jiandong's voice was a little hoarse as if he had just woken up.After asking, he sang a very gentle serenade, melodious and gentle.

Perhaps the voice was too gentle. In a trance, Chi Yue remembered many episodes:

Recalling that his grandma's house didn't have an air conditioner in the early years, Jiang Jiandong used a cattail fan to fan mosquitoes for him while singing to lull him to sleep;

Remembering that when he first returned to his hometown, other children made fun of him for not being able to speak dialect, Jiang Jiandong scowled at them with a straight face;

I remembered when I was fishing in the ditch when I was a child, his ankle was sprained, and Jiang Jiandong carried him all the way;

He also remembered that some time ago when he was sick and had a fever, Jiang Jiandong took care of him while getting angry.

The winter in northern Beijing is very cold. When the windows are opened, the bubbling cold wind pours into the room, and the heat accumulated for a long time is gone.Jiang Jiandong's gentle and gentle voice fell on his ears, and Chi Yue felt his heart warm again, as if wrapped in warm sea water.

Why worry about how far you can go?Why do you have to think about those complicated things?

The more Chi thinks about it, liking is liking, because that person is good enough, so he will naturally fall in love with him.