fall in love with a tiger

Atsushi Nakajima is on holiday today, and it is raining lightly outside, pattering on the glass windows, the sound of dense raindrops.

I cried last night, and when I woke up this morning, Li Lizi felt her eyes were a little swollen.

...So why does Atsuko cry so much in front of her? But I haven't seen his swollen eyes much?

Li Lizi opened her eyes, her forehead pressed against the boy's fluffy silver hair, and gently touched his forehead through the strands of hair.

Atsushi Nakajima slept soundly, his eyelashes drooping, and his peaceful sleeping face, the greenness of his childhood faded away, his face was close to maturity, he breathed lightly, and undulated slightly.

It is very comfortable and youthful good-looking.

His arms were still tightly restraining Li Lizi's waist. Originally, his legs had to be shyly entwined, but Li Lizi was more bold, and directly put his legs on Nakajima Atsushi's legs. shelf.

He is still sleeping.

Rika held Atsushi Nakajima's hand on her waist, and gently tried to take it away.

She just touched the back of Nakajima Atsushi's hand,? His fingers curled up slightly, and he woke up slowly.

As soon as Atsushi Nakajima opened his eyes, he could feel the girl's gentle breathing coming from his face, and there was also a faint vibration of pear's breathing on his forehead.

Atsushi Nakajima didn't respond: "Pear pear sauce..."

Li Lizi: "Let go,? I'm going to wash in the bathroom."

"...Oh oh oh good!" Atsushi Nakajima let go immediately, and even obediently rolled over to the other side to make room for Li Lizi.

Li Lizi got up and put on her slippers to wash up. After washing her face, she brushed her teeth in front of the mirror. Her black hair was in a mess. In the mirror, she could see a silver-haired boy with his hands on the door frame and poked his head out from the door. "Li Lizijiang... "

He looked a little sleepy, obviously remembering what happened yesterday.

Li Lizi looked at him from the mirror, and said vaguely, "Come in and wash up."

"...Okay." Atsushi Nakajima came in slowly.

So it became two people brushing their teeth side by side, Nakajima Atsushi didn't look in the mirror, his mind was full of the dean's affairs, he was in a complicated mood, and even his eyebrows were drooping.

Although Li Lizi was also thinking about it, she quickly broke away, just like she knew her father's death, and she quickly got out of trouble.

It is not easy for her to indulge in the past, because her mind was indifferent in the past, and now she is also used to putting aside things that do not make sense and focusing on other things.

For example, next week's submission.

For example, Sonia and Anna asked her to play again.

Rika slowly brushed her teeth and looked in the mirror. Atsushi Nakajima next to her was mechanically moving her toothbrush, her silver hair was also messed up.

Brush the pears and pears clean, put away the brushing cup, and comb your hair.Atsushi Nakajima was still brushing, as if he was going to brush his teeth out before he stopped.

Li Lizi looked at him in the mirror, and suddenly said, "What's for breakfast?"

"...Eh? Hmm..." Atsushi Nakajima came back to his senses, subconsciously following her words, "What do you want to eat pear jam?"

His mind, which was crazily thinking about the dean's affairs, was forced to stop, and then slowly turned again because of the girl.

"bread."

Atsushi Nakajima laughed: "It's bread and pear jam again, won't it get boring?"

"No, because I have a long relationship."

Atsushi Nakajima used his spitting skills: "Although I don't know how to evaluate it, but Pear Pear Sauce is secretly praising herself again... Don't look at me with a puzzled expression on [what are you talking about?]!"

Li Lizi: "Anyway, there's only bread."

Atsushi Nakajima said weakly: "Let me cook the porridge..."

"..." Li Lizi was silent for a moment, "Atsuko, the things you can cook have suddenly become so much better."

Atsushi Nakajima, however, became shy: "Not really, I just learned it on weekends... It's always the same pear pear sauce, which makes you tired of eating. But now there are still very few things I know."

Li Lizi looked at him with a calm expression: "Hey - that burger."

"It's easy. Pear pear jam. Do you want this for dinner?"

"No. Let me test how much you know."

"Okay, okay..." Atsushi Nakajima pursed his lips, Lilizi put down the comb after combing her hair, but there were still a few strands of hair sticking up at the back of her head, Atsushi Nakajima stretched out his hand to hold her down, "It's up."

"Well... just wet it with water."

"Hmm." Atsushi Nakajima wet his hands under the faucet, and stroked the girl's black hair again and again.

Li Lizi lowered her eyes and let him move.

The two of them neglected the orphanage at the same time, and lived as usual.

It should be said that Lilizi really feels that life is still going on, but Atsushi Nakajima is really trying to escape.

So after a while, Li Lizi mentioned without any EQ: "Atsuko, are you still thinking about the dean?"

The young man's slender fingers were gently and lovingly running through her black hair. Hearing this, his fingertips paused, and he said in a low voice, "Well... I don't know... I don't know what to do with pear jam."

The two maintained the movement of Atsushi Nakajima combing her hair once and for all. He lowered his eyelids to cover up all his emotions, and small patches of shadows were cast. After Lilizi's hair was subdued, he still did not leave, staring down at her black hair. hair, stuffy.

The hysteria in front of Osamu Dazai yesterday has lost all emotion, and now there is only endless confusion and an empty heart.

The dean, the one who had hurt him so far.Make him feel inferior, let him suffer the violence of a grown man.

Now tell him that the dean kept him despite all difficulties at the beginning, knew his strangeness but did not drive Atsushi Nakajima away, and the abuse was to let him know the suffering and stay kind.

……What?What's this?Why doesn't he understand?

Everything I suffered when I was a child could not be easily explained with the word "difficulties", but I did shed tears for the dean's death.

Can't figure it out.

Rika looked in the mirror, and Atsushi Nakajima was taller than her, showing his face from behind her.

"It doesn't matter."

Atsushi Nakajima was taken aback: "...what?"

Li Lizi paused, she would not say big words or enlightenment, because she could not have a sensitive inner world.

Li Lizi just said: "Anyway, you still have to work in the detective agency, and anyway, you have to go home and cook every day. The dean has become a tomb. In fact, he doesn't feel whether you go to pay homage to him. It doesn't matter anymore. gone."

"Stay entangled, we're going to die too. It doesn't matter."

"Pear pear sauce..." Nakajima Atsushi knew what she meant, the world of pear pears was simply another side of Nakajima Atsushi.

Calm, sensible, even sometimes indifferent - not indifferent to others, but to yourself.

She convinced herself, tamed all her negative emotions, and brutally killed the crying self.

As a result, he often has a face that looks very cute to him. The most common change is frowning and dissatisfaction, like an angry dough.

When he smiled, he was as soft as melting snowflakes.

Atsushi Nakajima rested his thoughts and smiled: "...Pear pear jam, it really can't comfort people."

Lilizi: "Then I'll comfort you with gestures."

She turned around and hugged him: "Cry quickly."

Atsushi Nakajima hugged her, couldn't help but bent down and rubbed on Lilizi's shoulder: "...what, does comfort make me cry harder?"

"No, I just think it's unrealistic to let you not be sad, so let you vent, don't hold back, it will break."

"Woo..." Atsushi Nakajima buried his head in her neck, and the girl's fresh fragrance came, but he couldn't cry after saying this.

"It's been a long time." Li Lizi patted him on the head, "Why don't you go home after get off work, go to the bridge to blow some air, and blow for an hour every day to think about your opinion and feelings for the dean, according to the age of one hundred. Counting it, Atsuko, you can probably think for many, many hours."

"I can definitely figure it out."

"Oh...pear pear jam..." He laughed sullenly, "Do you want it every day?"

"Hurry up. Life is short."

Atsushi Nakajima chuckled again: "I still want to go home first."

Lilizi thought for a while: "Then change it to morning, remember to get up early."

Atsushi Nakajima was made to laugh by her method, and he didn't think about anything else for the time being: "Then what if I can't figure it out until I'm about to die?"

"You're all dead, you can't think. You won't feel any regrets, and you'll be nothing when you're buried."

"...That's right." Atsushi Nakajima held back his smile and straightened up. He suddenly lowered his head and kissed Lilizi's lips, "Thank you Lilizijiang."

"You're welcome. Do you want to cook porridge?"

"Well, what do you want to eat?"

Li Lizi saw that he had regained his former energy, although she knew it might be temporary—after all, she thought that she didn't have that great ability to escape the shadows quickly, but this is a good sign now.

Li Lizi: "Preserved egg porridge with lean meat."

Atsushi Nakajima: "Hmm...ah, there is no preserved egg, how about green vegetables and pear pear sauce?"

The girl who doesn't like to eat green vegetables frowned, "...that's fine."

The cook is the biggest.

Atsushi Nakajima knows that Lilizi doesn't like to eat those: "But you should eat everything. Lilizijiang doesn't like sports. She stays at home all day. If you don't eat well, it will be very bad for your health."

"Oh."

Li Lizi frowned the whole time and ate the porridge. Atsushi Nakajima smiled softly with his face propped up: "Pear pear jam is so cute, you should obediently eat it even though you hate it."

Li Lizi: "..."

Oh.

***

The days go by as usual, and no matter how big the mood swings are, they will be smoothed out by time and life. They are all adults, busy with work every day, and relying on each other with their lovers when they go home. At first glance, they are no different from ordinary office workers—if not Atsushi Nakajima would occasionally come back smelling of blood.

Li Lizi was very dissatisfied that Atsushi Nakajima didn't go to the wind every day to think about life.

What if it gets suffocated?

"To be honest, if you don't keep mentioning pear jam, I won't keep thinking about it." Nakajima Atsushi complained.

Li Lizi pinched his face, just finished taking a shower, lying on the bed, she sat on Nakajima Atsushi's abdomen, the boy who quietly let her move his face was pulled wide by her, Li Lizi said: "I'm just afraid that you will explode."

"would not……"

"Okay, forget it."

Atsushi Nakajima couldn't help reaching out to hold the waist of the girl on his body, and lied before Li Lizi frowned: "I'm afraid that Li Lizijiang will roll over."

"I do not know."

In the dark night, the minute hands of the clock on the wall chimed one by one.

With the lamp turned off, Rika could only vaguely see Nakajima Atsushi's face with the faint moonlight, but Nakajima Atsushi could see her clearly.

Putting her hands on his chest, Li Lizi pointed her fingers: "It was soft just now, why are the muscles hardened now?"

Nakajima Atsushi stared at her with bright eyes, didn't dare to breathe too much, and replied blankly: "...Because I'm tense now."

The thin layer of muscles covering the boy's body is now all tensed due to tension, and the lines are clearer.

"Oh." Pear said.

When the clock turned to twelve o'clock in the morning, Atsushi Nakajima smiled and said, "Happy birthday to pear jam."

"Do you have any presents?"

"Of course there is! But I can't take it out yet..." Atsushi Nakajima blushed. He originally wanted to give it during the day, but Li Lizi didn't go to bed until eleven o'clock in the evening after rushing to draft today, just in time for her birthday at twelve o'clock in the evening.

So the gift is currently placed in a corner of the living room.

Lilizi: "Hey——"

Atsushi Nakajima felt bewitched even though she didn't make any expressions or moves. Maybe it's because the pear jam covered with moonlight is so cute, or the way she looks at him from above is too soft That's it, anyway, Atsushi Nakajima's mind was muddled, he stretched out his hand and slowly pinched the girl's arm.

"Pear pear jam..."

Lilizi felt a slight pull on her arm, she didn't resist, she lowered her body, and the distance between Atsushi Nakajima and Atsushi Nakajima narrowed.

He didn't care that the girl's weight was entirely on him, or wished he could.

"...Birthday, do you want to do something to make pear jam happier..." Nakajima Atsushi's voice was soft.

Li Lizi readily agreed, "Yes."

It should be just licking as usual, I don't know who took a step closer, maybe Li Lizi discovered by conscience and learned how to make Tiger more comfortable, so the situation got out of control.

The young man with a gentle attitude at the beginning turned into a real tiger in the end. Li Lizi's wrists were all red from being squeezed by him, and her arms were really sore after being pressed on top of her head for a long time.

The tears she cried fell on the tip of his tongue, and she unconsciously wanted to bite him. Atsushi Nakajima would obediently offer her shoulder.With a hint of can't wait.

It is comfortable to be comfortable, but it is very troublesome if you cannot stop when you are too comfortable.

Let alone the last step.

And after a long time, finally at the last step, Li Lizi didn't bite his shoulder, but Nakajima Atsushi cried, tears fell on Li Lizi's shoulder.

Lilizi couldn't breathe, her eyes were a little red and swollen: "...why are you crying..."

"Because I feel so happy pear pear jam..." Atsushi Nakajima choked up.

"……Varied……!"

Different from his weak and pitiful words, the movements made Rika feel as if she had endured something unbearable, so intense that she pulled Atsushi Nakajima's hair tightly, and then cried out again with sobs.

……

"Pear pear jam, do you want to see my tiger paw?"

Li Lizi couldn't speak, but then the furry felt against her back, she broke out in a thin layer of sweat, and the tiger's palm seemed to act as a handkerchief to hold down her sweat.

"...If you sweat and don't deal with it, you'll catch a cold."

He muttered like this, but he didn't stop. The half-tiger boy's legs pressed her down more easily, and the furry feeling spread all over Li Lizi's limbs, and the tiger's paw retracted its sharp claws and walked around cautiously and greedily.

She's even hotter thanks to the addition of Fluffy.

Li Lizi broke out in a thin sweat again: "..."

Who in the end caused it!

.........

The next day, Li Lizi felt that she was going to fall apart, lying on the bed and didn't want to move. Atsushi Nakajima was very careful, and looked at her from the side of the bed: "Li Lizijiang...I cooked you porridge with preserved egg and lean meat."

"...Bring it here." Li Lizi's throat was a little dry.

He wanted to feed her, but Li Lizi refused, took a spoon and ate small bites, sat up and slid off the quilt, a series of red spots on his arms made Atsushi Nakajima want to look at and cover his face in shyness.

Li Lizi looked at him, speechless, and said for a while: "...What are you doing, and why are you crying harder than me, Dunzi?"

Although she cried harder in the later stage... In the end, she didn't even have the strength to cry.

"Ah ah ah ah pear pear jam, I'll get you some water to drink!" Atsushi Nakajima panicked until his eyes turned into mosquito coils. He didn't have the momentum of last night at all. He walked out of the bedroom in a hurry, and even used the flat throw skill at the door to slap He fell to the ground, and before Li Lizi could ask him, he quickly got up and went into the kitchen like a normal person.

Atsushi Nakajima's face was burning badly, and he slowly covered his face as he watched the water glass gradually fill up.

Mmm... oh my god, me and pear jam...!is this real?It's true, right? ...going to explode, going to melt away...

Li Lizi drank the water he poured.

Today, I enjoyed the same treatment as a crystal doll.

However, since Atsushi Nakajima loves Rina very much, and did not let her suffer any hardships, Ririko has no feeling for Atsushi Nakajima's cautiousness for the time being.

After she finished eating the porridge, Atsushi Nakajima slowly took out the agreed birthday present.

It is a red bracelet, rather rough.

"Yes... I learned to make it up myself..." Nakajima Atsushi stared at her but didn't look at her, and his face was blushing.

"Thank you."

"No need."

When Li Lizi put it on, her white skin looked good with red, but now there was an abrupt red mark on her wrist from last night.

Li Lizi: "..."

She went to the bathroom to wash up, but she could only say that her whole body was horrible, and she knew what she had experienced at a glance.

Li Lizi had no idea, so she continued to brush her teeth.

Anyway, don't go out.

However, even if the comfort was too intense, she thought it was okay in retrospect.

The typical scar is healed and the pain is forgotten.Just remember to make yourself comfortable.

So in the evening, Li Lizi was eating at the dining table, and was about to propose "Can we do that again tonight", but the boy was the first to speak: "Li Lizijiang...I...we did that kind of thing... ..."

His final volume was about equal to nothing.

Lilizi: "Hmm...so?"

Atsushi Nakajima looked at his bowl with wide eyes: "It's...that's...should such things be done by husband and wife..."

Lilizi suddenly said: "Oh yes."

What's wrong?Does Atsuko want a promise?Or a sense of security?

In short, Li Lizi tilted her head and thought for a while, and said simply: "Why don't we get married."

"…………"

"...!?"

"!?!?"

Atsushi Nakajima died on the spot.

"This... this..."

Li Lizi also thought that she hadn't prepared anything, and that the proposal was too hasty and maybe Atsuko was not happy, so she said, "Forget it if you don't want to."

Atsushi Nakajima slapped the table and stood up, anxiously said: "No!! I am very willing!! Please follow the idea of ​​​​Pear Pear Jam!!!"

Li Lizi was taken aback by him: "Oh... that's fine."

Atsushi Nakajima was shy for being late, and sat down to eat with his head bowed again, his head almost buried in the bowl.

"Just sign a paper." Li Lizi comforted him, "There are many proofs in the society that it's good to be around."

"...No, I don't think this sentence means pear pear sauce..." Atsushi Nakajima complained subconsciously, and then became nervous again, "Then...then we..."

"There is no need for a wedding. The people we know can't make up a few tables."

Atsushi Nakajima: "...that's right."

calm down.

Atsushi Nakajima was still in a trance when he was lying on the bed at night.

……Eh?

... Eh?

Are you going to apply for a marriage certificate tomorrow?

eh eh?

He turned to look at Li Lizi, she was already fast asleep.

Atsushi Nakajima was in a daze.

No way, he is going to become husband and wife with Pear Pear Jam? ...Dream, right? ?

That...that pear marmalade will be his wife...well, wife...

wife.

wife.

Atsushi Nakajima's mind falters, full of fantasies about Rika calling him dear.

His heart sprouted all night, nervous and unbelievable.

So that when Li Lizi woke up, she saw Atsushi Nakajima's dazed face when she opened her eyes.

Li Lizi looked at his dark circles and haggard face that stayed up all night: "...Atsuko, you didn't sleep all night, did you?"

"Huh? I'm fine with pear jam!"

"But you can take commemorative photos there, you can't do this." Li Lizi yawned and said lazily, "Forget it, wait until next week."

Atsushi Nakajima: "!?"

The author has something to say: Well, in fact, most of my love series marriages are very casual (.) because the status will not change before and after marriage, but the love is deeper

感谢在2021-10-13?22:04:23~2021-10-14?23:05:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: sleep well, slowly in the wind? 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: Biluo? 102 bottles; Xuyufeng? 30 bottles; Chuanhuichuanqu, Chenyi? 5 bottles; pineapple stewed mushrooms, Yiyu? 2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard