fall in love with a tiger

When I got home, Li Lizi waited for Atsushi Nakajima to go in to wash, and lay on the sofa drowsily.

She thinks that the order of bathing is of course important-the first one to take a bath and then lie on the bed and play with the mobile phone, while the other party still needs to be busy, the feeling of relaxation is really great!

So she gave this opportunity to Atsushi Nakajima.

She rolled over on the sofa like a salty fish and continued to lie down.

Atsushi Nakajima in the bathroom didn't think so.

He took off his clothes, turned on the light and hot water in the bathroom, and it was cold and empty.

The mirror hasn't fogged up yet, so it clearly reflects the calm look of the boy. He didn't show softness in front of everyone in the detective agency and Lili, but he just carefully picked up the hairband that Lili left behind Get up and wash it with hot water and hang it up again.

There is no warm rising water vapor after the girl took a bath in the past, and there is no shower gel she placed casually. Every time Atsushi Nakajima takes a bath, the first thing to do is to clean up the mess that Li Lizi made in the bathroom.

... More importantly, there is no breath of her.

Atsushi Nakajima: "..."

... No no no, he is not an idiot, hello!It refers to the wonderful feeling of "he is in the space where she used to exist", a kind of heartbeat that makes him electric shock.

Although my nose is too sensitive, I can still smell the fragrance of the girl's shower gel...

Nakajima Atsushi took a quick shower like a lonely tiger, and opened the door. His wet white hair was sticking to his face. The tips of his hair were dripping, and his skin was steaming pink.

As soon as the door was opened, the white mist from the bathroom rushed out.

Li Lizi almost fell asleep, but woke up when she heard the sound, turned over and got off the sofa, yawned, and burst into tears: "...then I'll go wash."

Passing by Atsushi Nakajima,? He hummed in a low voice, Li Lizi didn't care, took her pajamas and went into the bathroom.

The bathroom was steaming, and she undressed and turned on the shower.

The neatly arranged body wash and shampoo were messed up again by the girl,? Li Lizi never cared about this, anyway, it was still there, she could find it.

After washing out of the bathroom, the boy who was supposed to be lying on the bed safely was still sitting in the living room, his wet white hair was blow-dried, and the soft hair brushed his ears a little fluffy.

Purple yellow eyes stared straight at her.

Inexplicably, Li Lizi felt that he was like a big dog waiting for its master, and now he needed her to feed him.

Lilizi didn't think much, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek: "Sleep."

Atsushi Nakajima stared wide-eyed, and subconsciously covered the place where he was kissed.

Li Lizi entered the bedroom and asked him: "Turn off the light."

"Oh... oh oh good." Atsushi Nakajima blushed slightly, and hurriedly got up to turn off the lights, and the living room was dark.

Li Lizi got under the covers, and Atsushi Nakajima went into the bedroom and turned off the light. He had good night vision and walked to the other side of the bed without hindrance.

The sound of the girl's breathing is next to her ear.

Atsushi Nakajima was thinking about the high school classmates she met during the day, and he closed his eyes.

Although Lilizi also lived in the orphanage, she was actually different from everyone else at the beginning.

Because she has a father.

Atsushi Nakajima can't help but wonder what it was like in his nonexistent Rika high school.

There must be a very good boy who likes her, someone who can spend her life peacefully with her...someone without supernatural powers.

...Oops, thinking of the people who might have been peeping at Rinari before, Atsushi Nakajima couldn't control the desire to turn over anxiously.

He deliberately forgot this fear, and before he entered the detective agency and did not meet Lili Zi again, he deeply hid countless emotions about her.

Only once in a while—really only occasionally, when he meets a black-haired young lady entrusted with a task, he will fall into the memory for a moment.

Osamu Dazai with a keen mind once leaned into his ear with malicious intentions: "Is it very similar? It's the same as another lady of Dun Jun."

Atsushi Nakajima was startled, and almost dropped the documents in his hand. He met the eyes of the people around him and said hurriedly, "Sorry..."

After Osamu Dazai finished speaking, he walked away lightly, as if he really just left a specious sentence.

Atsushi Nakajima was quiet.

Not really.

There's nobody like pear marmalade, nobody like her.

Even though they have the same appearance, in the eyes of Atsushi Nakajima, they are still two completely different people.

Because pear pear sauce is unique.

He was just... looking for an excuse to think about her.

He doesn't deserve to think about pear jam, does he?After all, now he knows that he hurt her.

But... the figure of her appeared in my mind completely uncontrollably. Time and time again, Nakajima Atsushi wanted to wipe "Pear" from his mind in a panic, but when he turned his head and stretched out his hands, he hugged and pulled tightly live.

Until "Pear Pear" melted in his thought space, turned into foam and melted into his arms.

On the surface, Atsushi Nakajima greeted him with a smile as usual, and followed Mr. Kunikida to study hard.

In fact, he curled up in his heart and kept crying.

I really want to see her... I really want to think about it.

.........

Long, long ago, the sky in the orphanage was gray.

That day the dean brought a black-haired girl. He said that she didn't have a number because she was just boarding here, and one day her father would take her away.

Atsushi Nakajima was not in confinement at that time, he hid behind the crowd and only glanced at it from a distance.

With clean clothes and a clean face that are not the same as theirs, she stands there, as if she is standing in a happy family, not like them.

So Mu Yu was excluded at the beginning.

She doesn't have the same routine as them, because her father gave the dean a lot of money, and Mu Yu can even study.

All the children watched as she left the orphanage for school each morning.

Even the dean wouldn't discipline her much—unless she violated the rules he set for the children in the orphanage and took the lead in breaking them.In fact, Mu Yu really destroyed it, bringing her new friends with her.deserved to be punished.

Nakajima Atsushi didn't pay attention to Mu Yu, he was shrouded in the dean's fear.

No one likes him.nobody.

Until Mu Yu saw him crying secretly in the grass, she invited him to be her friend.

Like a dream.

Time passed day by day, and the longer the days, the more Mu Yu was controlled by the dean. She was very rebellious, so she was often injured, but the dean would not slap her exposed skin—in order not to let her be seen when she was in school.

A few times it was because she didn't let him hit Atsushi Nakajima. A child couldn't stop anything, but Atsushi Nakajima was very grateful, and it seemed that even the wound didn't hurt that much.

Ah, does anyone still care about him?

In the confinement room, he was beaten again, punched and punched, and the strength of the adults made him terribly painful.

Atsushi Nakajima only dared to let out a soft sob.

squeak-

The dean goes out.

Only the boy lying on the ground had room to breathe. He was breathing rapidly, and the blood from his mouth and nose flowed down his cheeks to the cold wooden floor.

Because his hands and feet were so painful, he actually had the illusion of losing his limbs, even though his limbs were trembling uncontrollably.

Suddenly, there were footsteps again.

Atsushi Nakajima's heart tightened, and the shoes standing in front of him were white cloth shoes worn by students.

Atsushi Nakajima raised his head blankly, against the moonlight, a soft gleam appeared on the edge of Rika Riko's black hair, and she looked down at him with pink eyes without blinking.

There is no sympathy, no pity, not even much emotion like looking at an ordinary person you meet.

...but Atsushi Nakajima relaxed inexplicably.

The timidity of "don't look at me" faded away.

His thin voice: "Mu Yu..."

"Nakajima." The girl's voice was clear.

She sat down under his surprised gaze, and lifted him up to lean on her shoulder.

Since the rough action involved Atsushi Nakajima's injury, he kept silent, and focused all his attention on the girl's shoulder on which he leaned sideways.

The two sat next to each other on the floor, the boy leaned against the girl and gasped for breath, the blood flowed onto her clean blouse, Atsushi Nakajima should have walked away immediately with apology, but his vision was blurred due to the pain, and he could only breathe heavily , subconsciously staring at a point in the air, unable to detect his own mistakes.

"Soon I will become your true friend." Mu Yulilizi said suddenly.

Atsushi Nakajima: "...Huh?"

Mu Yu lowered her head and met his gaze, "I'll tell you quietly."

Atsushi Nakajima noticed that she was close to his ear, and it was strange that the feeling of her breath on the ear was as strong as the pain.

"I knew my father wasn't going to pick me up, that was a lie. And I helped my father lie, and this will be the last time I lie," she said. "The dean will know the truth soon."

She will be fully integrated into the orphanage.

Atsushi Nakajima looked at her in surprise.

Mu Yu...was abandoned by her living father.

And she helped her father abandon herself.

Abandoned by the dead or abandoned by the living, it was impossible to tell which was more sad for a while.

Obviously he was more miserable, but now he showed a crying expression for the girl.

Mu Yu, she also tried to help the people in the orphanage outside, but as a result of her complaint, she was suspended from school for a week, and she didn't know what she said to the dean. She never did it again, and she had a new injury.

Even sadder, those companions blamed her for almost losing her place of sanctuary.

Of course, things are much more complicated than what she thought as a child. This place is never restricted by the external order, and other outsiders can't even think about interfering.

And Mu Yulilizi will always remember what the dean said when he gave her the wound: "Mu Yu, if you do this again, don't you want to gain a foothold in society in the future? Do you know the consequences-the wound can't make you remember, so what? Talent! Don't you want to go out!"

His punishment made her fall into rebellion, until she was pinned to the floor by the so-called father's enemy, her head bleeding.

It was like being washed down by cold water.

The dean arrived and nothing happened. He stared at her coldly: "Mu Yu, what are you afraid of? I thought beating would make your memory long. How can I discipline you?"

The girl's face was pressed against the cold concrete floor, tears finally flowed from her eyes: "I just... hate this place."

The man was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Stand up."

Going back is a new wound.

The dean doesn't know, he doesn't know how to make her obedient, he will only give a shocking education, Mu Yu is the first unexpected result, and the existence that is completely opposite to Atsushi Nakajima.

Maybe that's why she will bring something else to Don.

In the confinement room, Mu Yuli raised her hand, stared at Atsushi Nakajima's face, tapped some teardrops with her fingers, and stopped its actions: "..."

"Did the dean say anything?"

Atsushi Nakajima couldn't help shaking whenever she talked about that person.

He didn't want to say it, but a force prompted him to speak: "The dean said... no one will care if I die outside..."

Mu Yu pondered for a while, the silver-haired boy couldn't tell what he was thinking, he raised his head and stared at the girl's side face almost eagerly.

He doesn't know what he is longing for.

Mu Yulilizi turned her head and said seriously: "That's true."

Atsushi Nakajima: "..."

She didn't notice the gloomy eyes of the other party, and said to herself: "Because you don't know people outside, of course no one will care if you die outside. And I didn't know you died outside in the orphanage, so I thought you ran away."

"...Ah?" Atsushi Nakajima was stunned, his sad mood was disturbed, and his expression was dull.

Li Lizi didn't know how to comfort him, she pondered for a moment, then stretched out her hand to touch his head, Atsushi Nakajima froze and let her rub it.

Li Lizi is serious: "So die in the orphanage. I will be so concerned that I will cry for a month."

"..." Atsushi Nakajima blurted out, "Is there no option of immortality?"

"Eh? But isn't the premise you gave dead?... Forget it." Master Li Lizi sighed helplessly, pretending to indulge him, then ruffles his hair and wipes off his hair with a paper towel. The blood on the face, one by one, revealed the boy's stunned face.

"Then you won't die."

Atsushi Nakajima suddenly lost his sad mood, and was full of desire to complain about her: "Mu Yu...you..."

"Just call me Pear Pear."

"Eh? Uh... that pear pear... sauce?" Atsushi Nakajima made a sound at the end, and he blushed before he finished speaking, trying to refute his words.

Lilizi nodded faster: "Yes."

Atsushi Nakajima paused, quietly retracted the words from his lips, and hummed weakly.

Obviously there are no those gentle and gentle words, no actions and words that sympathize with him, feel sorry for him, there is no principle that can successfully explain him, and there is not even a sentence "do you hurt or not".

Because she has no ability to get the wound medicine, no ability to stop the dean, no ability to relieve him from pain.

Even she herself was caught in the maelstrom.

So Lilizi will not give him extra hope, but simply accompany him.

It's just that...

Atsushi Nakajima stroked his hair that was messed up by her, bowed his head, the girl had already started to write homework word by word on the floor, and he sat beside her.

There were only two people in the quiet room, and the door was wide open. Perhaps the dean would be back soon.

However, Atsushi Nakajima suddenly lost the fear of his coming—or, in other words, the fear was that it would break the current situation.

"Pear pear jam..."

"Huh?" The girl was counting without looking up.

A voice that couldn't be lowered: "Will you... will you stay with me all the time?"

That's right, just her company, but miraculously relieved his pain.

It's strange, and the pear pear jam is also very strange.But...he also had a strange reluctance to leave her.

Rika looked at Atsushi Nakajima, her neckline dropped a little, and the scars caused by the dean covered by her clothes were faint.

Atsushi Nakajima caught her eyes and immediately panicked: "No, no, no... yes... will you stay in the orphanage forever?...Of course I hope that pear sauce can go out... um, that... ..."

In the end, he didn't know what he was talking about, and he was very confused.

Li Lizi looked at him for a while, and said seriously as if being asked by a teacher: "For the first question, I will, as long as you don't leave. For the second question, I will not. I am very dissatisfied with this orphanage. The dean is not doing well."

"..." Atsushi Nakajima was moved and full of desire to complain.

Pear pear sauce...why did you say that you left the orphanage as if you were the boss and immediately withdrew the capital...

Li Lizi didn't finish writing in the end, because the adult's footsteps came from the aisle a few minutes later, she hurriedly packed her things and stood up: "I'm leaving, how long will I be locked up this time?"

Atsushi Nakajima estimates the time, and he has been able to calculate the approximate length of time the dean will shut him down: "One day...?"

Lilizi nodded: "Come out, I'll take you to see Chuchun's...um..." She thought for a few seconds.

Atsushi Nakajima was wearing thin and simple clothes, but he laughed under the pain: "Is it flowers..."?

"Caterpillar." Mu Yuli Lizi said with a serious face.

Atsushi Nakajima: "...Ah... Thank you..."

Not expecting much...

So the only thing worth looking forward to is the company of girls.

"Goodbye."

"Well... goodbye, Pear Pear Jam." He paused, and added in his own mind, "See you tomorrow."

Lilizi shook her head: "I will go to school tomorrow."

Atsushi Nakajima: "Ah..."

Lilizi didn't see his suddenly lost expression: "See you the day after tomorrow."

Atsushi Nakajima was fine again, and smiled softly: "Yeah!"

Li Lizi left, and he put the blood-stained tissue in the crevice of the floor—Atsushi Nakajima's clothes had no pockets.

Like hiding a treasure, on the day when the sun shines in again, he will have it again.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-10-03?19:07:36~2021-10-04?22:27:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: just passing by? 1;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: sleep well, stars and sea, natural selection, depressed? 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：寧君?40瓶；治酱?20瓶；啊咧在干嘛?10瓶；惑樱?7瓶；筱晓?5瓶；菲常悠雅?1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard