61 points stand-in lover

He Chu and Zhuang Zixuan lived in a remote town.

Zhuang Zixuan lost a lot of weight, and with the help of He Chu, he found a job as a printer in a copy shop in the town.

He Chu sold the house as usual.

He Chu never expected that Zhuang Zixuan could really endure such a boring job.When he asked Zhuang Zixuan to go for an interview, he just said it casually.

But in this remote town, there is no other suitable job for Zhuang Zixuan.

——Zhuang Zixuan was trained as the heir of the Zhuang family. Apart from that specific position, I am afraid that there is no suitable job for him at all.

Working in the small town was anything but casual, and the two barely made ends meet.

He Chu works irregularly and cannot eat on time, so Zhuang Zixuan cooks all the meals.

When Zhuang Zixuan "cooked" for the first time, He Chu was a little surprised.

Zhuang Zixuan said with some embarrassment: "I...I don't know how to cook, have you eaten? If you don't eat, you can eat it together. It should... be fine."

That is a bowl of instant noodles.

But after the pot is added, green vegetables are added, and it is cooked.

He Chu really didn't eat, he was very hungry.So he took a look at Zhuang Zixuan, sat down, and devoured instant noodles.

Zhuang Zixuan just stood there without moving, watching He Chu eat.

He Chu wiped his mouth after eating, and said, "It's salty."

Zhuang Zixuan said: "Then I will put less salt next time..."

But before he finished speaking, He Chu stood up and went to the bathroom, as if he didn't exist.

Zhuang Zixuan's heart was aching -- or maybe it wasn't the heart, but some strange internal organs.

He Chu was taking a bath, so Zhuang Zixuan cleaned up the dishes.

When He Chu came out of the shower, Zhuang Zixuan was still washing the dishes.

He looks very clumsy, and at first glance he looks like a pampered young master, who has never experienced life at all.

life.

With a blank expression on his face, He Chu turned and walked into the room.

Zhuang Zixuan paused for a moment, then turned his head to see He Chu's decisive back.

At this moment, he couldn't tell what he was thinking.I feel wronged, but I know I deserve it.

After He Chu walked into the room completely, Zhuang Zixuan received a WeChat message.

It was three and a half yuan transferred by He Chu, and the note said instant noodle money.

Actually... there's no need...

Zhuangzi hung his head down.

It's been like this for several months.

Zhuang Zixuan's culinary skills have improved, from instant noodles with extra salt to normal instant noodles, and finally he can cook two simple dishes.

He Chu's "living expenses" have also changed from one payment per meal to one payment per week and one payment per month.

Zhuang Zixuan didn't refuse, because he knew that He Chu didn't really want to have anything to do with him - if it wasn't for the two of them who knew each other here.

He Chu is actually the kind of person who is afraid of loneliness, but he is soaked in loneliness every day.

Zhuang Zixuan helped He Chu cook, helped He Chu get the courier, and sometimes He Chu worked too late, so he would pick him up from get off work.

He gets off work early, and he should do these things.

One day when Zhuang Zixuan was picking up He Chu from get off work, He Chu suddenly said, "Looking at the news today, your father remarried."

Zhuang Zixuan paused for a moment, but did not speak.

He Chu added: "His new wife is 20 years old and already pregnant. Your mother is so pitiful."

Zhuang Zixuan said: "I will not be like him."

He Chu said: "Speaking of which, has he visited you recently?"

How could it be so easy to let go?

Some time ago, some strange people came to the town. They stood at the door of the copy shop where Zhuang Zixuan worked, and kept looking at Zhuang Zixuan.

Zhuang Zixuan knew who they were, but the other party looked at him for a while, then just came in and printed a document.

There is only one line on the document: [If you can't live like this, you will regret it. 】

Zhuang Zixuan found it extremely ridiculous.Does that person think that he will be the same as seven or eight years ago, "decadent" for a while and then get back on track?

Did he really think that he couldn't stand such a hard life, so he returned to the farmer to pursue a good life?

Zhuang Zixuan handed the stack of copy paper to the group of people and said, "Thank you for coming." There was no emotion on his face.

Since that day, that group of people has never appeared again.Zhuang Zixuan guessed that that person was probably waiting for himself to give up, and then came to be his savior.

Zhuangzi lowered his eyes, didn't reveal the matter, just shook his head.

He Chu said, "Has he given up on you?"

"That would be the best." Zhuang Zixuan said.

That person doesn't care whether the successor is Zhuang Zixuan or the embryo still in the womb.

He was just making two-handed preparations.

He Chu turned his head, looked at Zhuang Zixuan probingly, and said, "Are you really willing to give up the Zhuang family?"

Zhuang Zixuan took a deep breath, stared at He Chu and said, "He Chu, even you don't believe me."

These words were plain and ordinary, and Zhuang Zixuan's voice was light and ethereal, without any element of doubt.

But He Chu's mind exploded with a "boom".

——After having gone through so much, it is indeed a bit hurtful for him to question Zhuang Zixuan like this.

He Chu subconsciously said, "I'm sorry, I..."

I did not do it on purpose.Just wanted to confirm something.

Human beings are always like this, always looking for a sense of certainty in the vague reality.

Zhuang Zixuan said, "It doesn't matter."

Zhuang Zixuan looked at He Chu almost softly, and said, "I am very happy now, He Chu, do you understand?"

There seemed to be something confusing in Zhuang Zixuan's eyes.

He Chu was completely bewildered. He blinked and felt that his whole body was floating.

If it goes on like this, it will get worse.

He Chu quickly lowered his head, avoiding Zhuang Zixuan's gaze.

"Go home." He Chu said.

From that day on, the relationship between He Chu and Zhuang Zixuan seemed to have further changed.

Zhuang Zixuan still cooks for He Chu, but He Chu will no longer pay Zhuang Zixuan's "living expenses" so rigidly, but will return them as fruits, small electrical appliances, and even clothes.

The price is not so rigid, and it is a little unclear who is more and who is less, and it has some meaning of "living together".

Sometimes when a certain movie is released, the two of them will watch it together.

Zhuang Zixuan bought movie tickets, and He Chu bought popcorn and milk tea.

——Although the two of them were not very interested in this, they were all given to the trash can in the end.

Later, He Chu would not buy popcorn.

It is not easy for the two of them to earn money now, so there is no need to waste this unjust money just to draw boundaries.

They knew each other's bodies and had escaped together.

The boundary between them has been blurred to the point of being indistinguishable.

But... Zhuang Zixuan seemed very restrained during this time.

In the past few months, Zhuang Zixuan has never done anything beyond the scope of "roommates", as if the entanglements they had had in the past did not exist.

He Chu sometimes felt strange, Zhuang Zixuan was clearly such a person, how could he accept such a life now?

But Zhuang Zixuan seems to be adapting well.

……

He Chu didn't get off work until two o'clock in the morning.

The client this time is the owner of a barbecue stall in a small town.I have to sleep and buy goods during the day, and I have to work at night. I only have some time in the early morning.

After looking at the house, the stall owner enthusiastically expressed that he would send He Chu home.

"Thank you. I also looked at the house during the day before, but I don't have much time and my energy is not good. No matter how I look at the house, I am not satisfied. Only you are willing to accompany me to look at the house at such a late hour... How do you go back? I will send You."

He Chu said, "Someone is here to pick me up."

But after so long, Zhuang Zixuan did not send any news.

He Chu glanced at his phone again, but there was still no news.

He Chu sent a question mark, but Zhuang Zixuan never replied.

It wasn't until He Chu got into the taxi that the stall owner felt relieved.This young man is a good person, but he looks weak and weak. For some reason, it makes people think that he is easily hurt.

The city in the early morning is silent.The taxi driver yawned tiredly and lost interest in the conversation.

He Chu pinched the phone, locking and unlocking the screen unconsciously.

When they arrived at the house they rented together, there was no light inside.

Did Zhuang Zixuan fall asleep?

With that in mind, He Chu went upstairs.

but.

There was no sign of Zhuang Zixuan in the house, every room was empty and pitch-black, like a monster devouring loneliness.

Nothing was missing, but for some reason, He Chu felt that something was missing.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-05-2709:52:02~2021-06-0316:42:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: early summer, cool night ° 2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!