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When Osamu Dazai said these words, Shui Jiangyi clearly saw the undercurrent surging under Osamu Dazai's eyes, which seemed to flow fiercely from Osamu Dazai's eyes, but was pressed down by him freely , just gently said this sentence to Nakahara Chuya, neither light nor heavy.

As the leader of the port mafia, if Osamu Dazai really thinks so, he can directly restrain Nakahara Chuya in the port mafia and prevent him from going out.

But Osamu Dazai didn't do that. He chose to let Chuya Nakahara fly away with his own hands, and let Chuya Nakahara leave this place of right and wrong, and he didn't even say a word to Chuya Nakahara to restrain his edge.

The orange-haired youth's eyes trembled, and he said softly, "What do you mean, Dazai."

This sentence can be said to be a joke if it is small, but if it is large...

This will become an obvious disaster. Obviously, Shui Jiangyi doesn't want to give up Dazai Zhizhi's hard-won voice. Say everything you've said, all at once.

So without waiting for Dazai Zhi's answer, the orange-haired youth approached Dazai Zhi step by step and said, "I know very well that the look in your eyes just now was not fake, that's what you think."

Osamu Dazai was forced to stick his back against the chair, and the cold touch touched his windbreaker. Because of this posture, he was forced to look up at Chuya Nakahara. Chuya Nakahara's eyes were as clear as a star As pure as a flawless gemstone: "Is my answer, for Chuya, so necessary?"

Shui Jiangyi nodded without thinking: "Of course."

Shui Jiangyi, who has experienced many battles, can already face Dazai's question with absolute calmness. All his options, in fact, no matter how he answers, there are only two answers in the true sense. A needs Dazai, and b doesn't. Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai lowered his head when he heard his decisive answer, and said in a low voice, "You always push me."

Eh?

Although his voice was very low, Shui Jiangyi, who had been paying attention to Dazai, naturally did not miss this sentence. He raised his eyebrows a little surprised, what does it mean that he has been persecuting Dazai?

In the if line, isn't it always Dazai Osamu who holds all the initiative between the two of them?

Nakahara was forced to follow Dazai on the dark road of the port mafia, and Nakahara was forced to alienate Dazai until Dazai's death. He didn't know the reason why Dazai alienated him.

Shui Jiangyi frowned involuntarily, did he miss any details?

Then he was pinched by Osamu Dazai, and Shui Jiangyi shivered directly when Osamu Dazai's hand was cold. When he was pinched by Osamu Dazai last time, he vaguely remembered Osamu Dazai's hand, which was not as strong as it is now. cold.

But soon, Shui Jiangyi was in no mood to start paying attention to whether Dazai Osamu's hands were cold, because those hands pressed his wrist bones, causing him pain.

Shui Jiangyi bent down, trying to see Dazai Osamu's expression clearly.

Then he was dragged down by Osamu Dazai, and the positions of the two were reversed in an instant.

Shui Jiangyi, who was forcing Dazai just now, was pushed on the chair by Dazai. The dark environment enveloped everything, but he could clearly hear Dazai's heartbeat.

The warm body temperature of human beings permeated Shui Jiangyi's body through the coat. He heard the sound of Dazai Osamu's heart beating in Shui Jiangyi's ear, although it was slow, but it suddenly disappeared. The flustered feeling of being suddenly pulled down by Osamu Dazai.

The breathing of two people approached without boundaries.

Shui Jiangyi looked at Dazai Zhi, Shui Jiangyi's orange hair fell messily on his shoulders, and the top hat on his head fell to the ground, making a clumsy sound, Shui Jiangyi said: "I forced you...?"

His voice was a little confused.

Osamu Dazai looked at the cheek of the person in front of him, and many past events flashed in his lowered eyes.

He complained: "Yeah, if the Communist Party doesn't force me, I don't need to go to where I am today."

Osamu Dazai raised his hand and touched Jiang Yi's loose ends of Shui Jiangyi's hair. The curly and slightly curly orange half-long hair entangled Dazai Osamu's pale fingers, as if it was a silent color. After being scalded by Yanli, he still insisted on touching the flame moth, he said in a low voice: "If Chuya didn't force me to survive again and again, I wouldn't need to be so tired, would I?"

Dazai Osamu spoke messily and loosely, but miraculously, Shui Jiangyi understood his words.

... If Osamu Dazai insisted on this calculation, it can only be said to be true.

No matter whether Nakahara Chu was unintentional or intentional, he always left a big mark in Dazai Osamu's life.

Regardless of whether Osamu Dazai who became the leader can choose or not, Osamu Dazai before becoming the leader can choose.

And the person who made him choose to stay in the port mafia at that time was Chuya Chuya.

When he was young, he met by chance, or perhaps because of a fate-like miracle, as his partner.

When Mr. Mori has become numb to Osamu Dazai's endless death.

It was Nakahara Chuya who pulled Osamu Dazai out of the abyss of despair, who used different methods again and again to rush to death.

When he saw Dazai Osamu hanging in front of Nakahara Chuya's apartment, Nakahara Chuya hurriedly cut the rope hanging Dazai Osamu.

It was when he saw Osamu Dazai jumping off the tall building of the black hand in the port, Nakahara Nakaya followed Dazai Osamu and jumped off the high building without thinking, and grabbed Dazai Osamu's hand.

It was when Zhongyuan Zhong also opened the bathroom door, and saw him lying in the bathtub with a shallow scar running down his wrist, turning the water in the whole tank into a bright red, he hugged him in a hurry. Osamu Dazai rushed towards the operating room.

Nakahara Chuya, who has always cared about his image the most, has messy hair on his head, his clothes are wet and sticky to his body, but he doesn't notice it at all, he just rushes towards the infirmary without hesitation .

Or maybe, it snowed a lot that winter, and everyone started giving gifts.

Then on Christmas Eve, Chuya Nakahara gave Osamu Dazai a summer bathrobe casually, and Osamu Dazai lay on the sofa in Chuya Nakahara's office thinking about it, and said without any concealment of his dislike: "It's all It’s winter, and Chuya gave me this kind of thing, why?”

Although the words were so disgusting, Dazai Osamu did not return the bathrobe to Nakahara Chuya, but held something novel and observed his material.

It is in a dark blue grid pattern, and the fabric is soft to the touch, but has a rough texture.

What kind of fabric is it made of?

When Osamu Dazai was thinking about it, Nakahara Nakahara, who was still making a report at the desk, also moved his stiff fingers, and said, "Next summer, let's go on a trip together?"

"I bought the ticket, it's a cruise, and I paid in advance for the vacation with Mr. Mori, so I should be able to stay for a month."

Nakahara Chuya analyzed clearly, and Osamu Dazai was surprised: "Did Chuya plan so much? Sure enough, it was premeditated, although I don't really want to go with Chuya, but seeing the dog like this With sincere prayers, how could the master let his hope come to naught."

Nakahara Chuya suddenly felt a little itchy, and he said, "Dazai, haven't you been in the infirmary for a long time?"

As his words fell, the lights in the office distorted for a moment, and then quickly became calm.

The sealed glass doors and windows have blocked all the secrets of this winter, only outside the window, misty snow suddenly fell.

Good luck for the coming year.

The coming year... Osamu Dazai did not wait for the coming year.

Mr. Mori disappeared the following year, and he ascended to the position of head of the port mafia.

The cruise ship Nakahara Nakaya went alone, but he didn't get on board in the end.

Finally he heard that on the surface of the sea, the cruise ship encountered an iceberg and sank to the bottom.

It's like Osamu Dazai's sunken past, covered with a piece of pure white snow, and covered with infinite dirt.

"I did something wrong?"

After a long silence, the orange-haired youth raised his eyes to look at Osamu Dazai, and he whispered, "So, should I let you die?"

The orange-haired young man spoke these words softly and slowly, he didn't complain or anything, he just looked at Dazai calmly, as if he was not the person Dazai was familiar with at all.

He said: "If you really want me to let you die, why do you show such an expression in front of me again and again?"

The orange-haired youth raised his hand and touched Osamu Dazai's eyes.

Osamu Dazai's facial features are very beautiful, but the most attractive is his eyes, either smiling or mysterious.

"The next second, you seem to be crying at me, Dazai."

Zhong Yuanzhong also said with emotion.

"Ah, I'm so tired."

After listening to Chuya Nakahara's words, Osamu Dazai finally couldn't hold back, and fell on Chuya Nakahara.

The cold windbreaker slammed on the face of the orange-haired young man, but Osamu Dazai's body was warm.

Osamu Dazai hugged Chuya Nakahara like a doll, and he complained, "Since Chuya knows it, why don't you know it silently? Why do you want to expose me?"

The orange-haired young man stroked Osamu Dazai's hair with his hand, and said, "It can't be changed now."

His voice was trance: "Whether it's your dislike words, or my sharpness."

Osamu Dazai rested his head on Chuya Nakahara's shoulder, and he reached out his hand to brush Chuya Nakahara's half-long hair affectionately: "So what do you say?"

"Change the future, Dazai." The orange-haired young man looked down at Dazai.

"Give up your original idea, that method will not get the final win-win."

The atmosphere that had been relaxed just now due to Dazai Osamu's weakness froze again.

Osamu Dazai said, "How do you know what I'm thinking? If it's actually Chuya, you guessed wrong?"

The orange-haired youth stood up from Osamu Dazai's chair easily, his speed was as fast as in the blink of an eye, and he looked at the chessboard next to Osamu Dazai's desk.

The visit above is like an ordinary chess game.

But if you take a closer look, the things on it are all placed in a confusing manner. The white pieces are placed on the black side, and the black pieces are placed on the white side.

The two sides seem to be tit for tat, but in fact... blending with each other.

In Dazaiji's memory, Shui Jiangyi heard what Dazaiji said when he decided to order this chess game, he said.

"Because I'm going to make a bet with someone."

A lunatic like Dazai Osamu put himself on the gambling table at the moment of betting against each other before putting others on the gambling table.

So when Shui Jiangyi bent down to pick up the black piece that was the deepest into the white side, it was no surprise that he saw Osamu Dazai's name on it.

"Then tell me, what is this?"

Osamu Dazai's eyes froze for a moment, and he said, "This is just a chessboard."

"Really?" Shui Jiangyi smiled with a half-smile.

Then he picks up the pieces that are still in black one by one.

Every one, every one, he has seen by Zhongye's side, and they look very familiar.

The chess pieces symbolizing Atsushi Nakajima and Kyoka Izumi were all placed by Osamu Dazai on the white side.

Shui Jiangyi placed the three chess pieces in front of Dazai Zhizhi, and asked him softly, "Can you tell me, where did you put the chess piece called Zhongya Chuya?"

When the bulky chess piece fell on the table, it made a dull sound.

In this silent space, it seemed extraordinarily harsh.

Nakahara Chuya's top hat had fallen off earlier, so at the moment Nakahara Chuya was wearing his hair messed up by Dazai Osamu, but Dazai Osamu found that he couldn't say anything to defend himself.

He thought: Where can it be?Of course, he casually threw it to Chuya on the first day it was finished, and now I don't know where Zhongye threw it.garbage can?Or in his treasure room.

Of course Shui Jiangyi asked on purpose, of course he knew that Osamu Dazai had given that chess piece to Chuya Nakahara.

Although Nakahara Chuya didn't know why Osamu Dazai gave him the chess piece, he carefully placed the chess piece in his treasure room.

Osamu Dazai finally said: "Why, you will know, I ordered Chuya's chess pieces?"

Shui Jiangyi felt that Osamu Dazai was talking nonsense: "Because you lost one black chess piece. Actually, I'm quite curious. Why did you order that chess piece, but gave up in the end?"

Osamu Dazai was silent for a while, he always felt that the perception of Nakahara Chuya in front of him was too sharp, he could perceive his emotions more keenly than the Nakahara Chuya who grew up with him.

All his emotions seemed to have nowhere to hide in front of this Central Plains.

My self in another world must hate talking to Chuya, right?The feeling of being seen through couldn't be worse.

But also...

Osamu Dazai thought, but it also made people feel very happy. After all, Osamu Dazai walked away with a secret for a long time. He broke the reincarnation of the world and came to this world. He is the only person who knows the secret of Osamu Dazai.

So Osamu Dazai was rarely lazy, he relaxed his mind and chose to compromise.

He rested his chin and said, "It's just for fun."

"At that time, although at that time, I actually thought about whether I should let Zhongye participate in this game of mine? With Zhongye's participation, my plan will definitely go smoothly, right?"

"If it goes well, I originally only had a 30.00% winning rate, but I can successfully become an [-]% winning rate. With this in mind, I customized that chess piece."

"But when Zhong Zhong really brought this box in front of me, I regretted it."

"I don't want to take Chuya as my pawn anymore, so I gave that pawn to Chuya."

Osamu Dazai said these words very lightly, as if there was nothing insignificant at all, just a chess piece, it’s just that one piece is missing, it’s just that black can no longer achieve fairness with white It's just competition.

But in fact, when Osamu Dazai gave that chess piece to Chuya Nakahara, it meant that he would never try to manipulate Chuya Nakahara's life again.

He also let go of his hand towards the Central Plains slowly, and slowly cut off the friendship they had accumulated in the past, which was not very deep in the first place, only during the two years of their partnership.

In this gamble with an unknown person, Osamu Dazai calculated all the people he could include.

And Zhongyuanzhong also excludes everyone and controls its own destiny.

"But." Shui Jiangyi looked helplessly at the pawn belonging to Osamu Dazai in his hand, and said, "The Central Plains didn't know about it, and you never thought about telling him about it."

Osamu Dazai asked him: "Is it interesting to say this? Let Chuya know that he will die soon?"

"..." Shui Jiangyi paused for a moment.

He seemed to feel some subtle emotions, he looked at Osamu Dazai and said.

"Dazai, if I don't feel wrong."

"You seem to regard me in this world as your responsibility?"

"And, forcibly decided, my future direction?"

Osamu Dazai looked up at Chuya Nakahara in front of him, and he saw an unbelievable look in Chuya Nakahara's eyes.

He was a little embarrassed for a while, but he didn't know where to start, so he just said hastily.

"Aren't you too?"

Dazai Osamu said: "Because I knew the past in advance, I felt guilty towards me from the beginning, because I couldn't bear to see me die, so I did some things that you wouldn't do. "

Osamu Dazai's voice was very soft, as if he knew the truth of the matter long ago.

"Are you guessing, what extreme things will I do in this world?"

He said firmly, "I won't."

When Osamu Dazai wanted to say something later to reassure Nakahara Chuya, he found that Nakahara Chuya was holding a chess piece and walking towards him, holding his chin with his hand.

The chess piece touched Osamu Dazai's chin, which made him ache, and a pink blush began to appear.

His chin was supported by Nakahara Chuya, and all the words were swallowed back into his throat. The skin touched by Nakahara Chuya seemed to be scalded by fire, almost burning Dazai's whole body.

He heard Zhong Yuanzhong also say to him: "I'm not worried that you will do some extreme things."

"Because no matter what you do, I can finish it for you, I was just thinking."

"How long are you going to keep yourself unhappy, Dazai?"

This voice is very gentle.

Osamu Dazai almost thought that he heard the voice of God by mistake.

·

Nakahara once asked Osamu Dazai a question that Osamu Dazai thought was stupid.

That is, if there is a god in this world, and if the god really appears by his side, what kind of things will he do.

Probably when all the people in this world meet gods, they probably pray for some unattainable wishes.

Osamu Dazai once thought that the Central Plains was also barren and tyrannical.

Looking at Zhongya in the Central Plains, he doesn't want extravagant wishes, and he doesn't want Zhongye in the Central Plains to be some kind of god.

He wanted Nakahara Chuya to live as a person.

He lives in the world not to fulfill the demands of others, but only for himself as a human being.

Because there will never be a person who knows better than Osamu Dazai. On the day he met Chuya Nakahara, what he saw in Chuya Nakahara's eyes.

He saw a young animal trapped in a cage.

The cub was trapped in a cage with its hands bound, and desperately used its claws to remove all obstacles in front of the kindness because of the little kindness of human charity.

It is eager to use its own strength to make everyone like it.

But human beings are hypocritical and absurd. They cherish its power, but fear its power. It exists as a monster among the crowd.

Was caught by Osamu Dazai.

At that moment, Osamu Dazai thought, he would turn this cub into his own.

Then release it from the cage.

It was as if the monster named Osamu Dazai had been released.

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then.

Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara who was close at hand, and he reached out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

This was the first time he saw Zhongyuan Zhongye crying, tears shed unconsciously, as if a god saw his believers struggling in the sea of ​​fire, and he was extremely compassionate.

Osamu Dazai laughed and said, "You don't think you are a god, do you, Chuya, don't look at me like that."

Osamu Dazai thought, what he did was probably not as good as what he did in the other world.

In another world, he successfully cultivated Zhongyuan Zhongya into what he once imagined.

Will the beast that breaks free from its shackles become powerful and beautiful?

Reality tells him that it will be even better than he imagined.

This Chuya Chuya who broke the timeline and appeared in front of him.

On that day, she appeared in front of him as if carrying light all over her body.

There is obvious pride in every gesture.

He really walked out of his past like a fighting beast.

And Osamu Dazai of this world, standing on the dark side, carefully stretched out his hand to touch it.

Infected by the light it emits.

Captured.

This is a path that Osamu Dazai had never imagined before.

He thought, this world was rescued by him from one cage, and then put into another cage by Nakahara Chuya.

It can also be because of so-called miracles.

Will he unleash the sharpness he once had?

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今天发现Chapter 1的评论破百了，意思意思加更一下，让我思考一下，哪天日万比较好。感谢在2021-09-0308:30:06~2021-09-0407:21:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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