As a coser, I am revising the script every day

Osamu Dazai couldn't help laughing, he looked at Chuya Nakahara with his chin in his hands.

Nakahara Chuya didn't say anything about Dazai Osamu's direct and even presumptuous eyes. After all, it's not the first time he was spied by Dazai Osamu with eyes like watching a strange biological clock. He responded generously. Shi Dazai: "What's the matter? Do you have anything to refute me?"

Osamu Dazai shook his head. After he became the leader, his more mature and stable face showed a rare childlike look. He slyly bent his iris-colored eyes and smiled like a little fox. Said, "I just remembered something from the past."

Osamu Dazai said with emotion: "Unexpectedly, until now, I have only had a sense of sight that I seem to have really seen the growth of Zhongye."

Nakahara Chuya, who was completely different from the naive one before, stretched out his hand and knocked Osamu Dazai on the head speechlessly: "I think you just want to be beaten."

You can avoid it, but Dazai Osamu who didn't dodge it clutched his forehead and exclaimed, "Why is Chuya doing this to your boss!"

Nakahara also gave him a sideways look with a sneer, his icy blue eyes were full of indifference, but Dazai Osamu sneaked a hint of inadvertent joy at the end of his eyes, and he said: "Because now you are Bastard Dazai."

Osamu Dazai turned his head away, covered the casual smile on his lips with his arm, and said, "You should also cherish the Osamu Dazai who was shown in front of you."

It is rare for him to say such a thing, and Zhong Yuanzhong also nodded: "Okay."

Osamu Dazai suppressed the smile on his face. He took out a sapphire ring from the pocket of his coat, threw it to Chuya Nakahara and said, "This is a token I gave to Chuya, and there is no one to guide it. To become a cadre, there is no gift from the superior, so it is better for me to give it to the middle class."

This is a very precious sapphire ring. Nakahara also absorbed it into his hand with gravity. He always felt that with the departure of this sapphire ring, what kind of changes would happen to Osamu Dazai. He glanced at Osamu Dazai for a long time. cheek, he nodded: "OK."

·

In fact, Osamu Dazai thought of this later, he was thinking.

Perhaps from that moment on, he had already decided to leave the past Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuya in the past.

It's just that in the end, he looked at his past self and decided to be stingy and harsh on Zhong Yuanzhong.

Let Zhong Yuan Zhong also deeply remember all the memories.

In the future, there may be a one-in-a-thousand possibility that he will change back to himself in front of Chuya Zhongya.

It was as if Chuya Nakahara had said something to Osamu Dazai before he met Verlaine.

At that time, he and Nakahara Nakaya were just arranged by Mr. Mori as partners. When he was in the second stage of middle school, Nakahara Nakaya was not immune to some teenage confusion.

When Zhongyuan Zhong also learned from Rimbaud that he was Huang Ba, although Zhongyuan Zhong didn't show any concern in front of others, but when he was in front of Dazai Osamu.

The legendary god, the incarnation of Huang Batu, Chuya Nakahara asked Osamu Dazai a very stupid question at that time: "Dazai."

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai, who had already fully digested the matter at that time, fiddled with the psp in his hand as he wished. He was rushing to the ranking of a small game, and was at the stage of breaking through, when he heard Chuya Nakahara's voice , Osamu Dazai inadvertently raised his eyes and glanced at Nakahara Chuya, "What's wrong?"

Nakahara also had wet hair on his head, and he looked as pitiful as a puppy soaked in the rain. He asked Osamu Dazai: "If I really vomited, Huang Ba, what would you do to me?" Sample?"

He spoke vaguely and his tone was very low.

Although it was Osamu Dazai who asked the question, Osamu Dazai was sure that before asking himself, Nakahara must have asked other people, and got an answer from them that Nakahara was not very satisfied with.

In this not-so-long silence, the character in Osamu Dazai's psp let out a scream, and was killed by a small monster before reaching the end point, Osamu Dazai didn't show anything, just the psp in his hand Throwing it aside, he looked at Nakahara Chuya silently with his eyes, and seemed to have a thousand words to say to Nakahara Chuya, but at this time it was just brewing.

And on the way, the commercial that had been broadcast for a long time finally ended, and the TV began to play Crayon Shin-chan, which would be played again after each cassette, and a short burst of cheerful laughter appeared.

Nakahara seemed to be a little annoyed because he hadn't waited for Dazai Osamu's answer for a long time.

He turned his head and said, "If you don't want to answer, forget it."

Nakahara also felt that this was actually not a difficult question to answer, he just felt a little bit lost at that moment, because he always felt that Osamu Dazai might give him a completely different from others, which could make him feel better. satisfactory answer.

However, he didn't succeed in leaving, because when he was about to leave, someone grabbed his wrist, Nakahara Nakaya turned his head, and his wet hair stuck to his cheek, maybe it was because of the dense water vapor, Or for other reasons, his eyelids showed a beautiful crimson color.

Osamu Dazai grabbed his wrist, and he said with emotion: "Nakaya really doesn't have any patience at all, you are in such a hurry, you have to give me some time to think."

Zhong Yuanzhong also said in a bad mood: "Then don't you think you have been thinking for too long?"

Osamu Dazai said, "Okay, then I'll tell Chuya."

"Perhaps what Zhongya wants to hear is, if Zhongya is also a god, will I make a wish with Zhongya? I won't."

"Because I know better than anyone that Chuya is just an idiot who doesn't understand anything."

"If there really is such a god, no one would be willing to look forward to Chuya all the time."

"Anyway, I don't know how, because Chuya can't even dry his hair by himself."

As he said that, Osamu Dazai casually covered Chuya Nakahara's hair with a towel, and rubbed it vigorously.

"I don't want to hear you blow dry your hair tomorrow and complain to me about your own headache."

Nakahara Nakahara, who was blindfolded and scolded by Osamu Dazai for no reason, had a blank face. He pulled the towel off his face, threw it on Dazai Osamu's face expressionlessly, and started beating Dazai Osamu violently. .

"Asshole, as long as you can make a good report yourself, I don't need to receive a call from Mr. Sen after taking a shower, asking to come out and write the report for you."

Osamu Dazai met Chuya Kamihara's eyes with a smile, and said firmly.

"Well, I was wrong. Chuya still has some advantages. After all, Chuya can always help me finish my report."

"Hey, thinking about it this way, the only thing Huang Ba Tu is proficient at is writing reports. Chuya, don't you think this person is really miserable?"

Nakahara, who was so miserable, didn't want to talk to Osamu Dazai: "Shut up, bastard!"

Nakahara Chuya thought, what kind of mood did he have when he asked Osamu Dazai this question.

Obviously he knows Dazai Osamu better than anyone else.

·

After teasing Chuya Nakahara, Osamu Dazai received the message he just sent to his subordinates, asking them to check the reply from the killer's side.

Osamu Dazai glanced casually, his pupils shrank slightly, Nakahara also played with the sapphire ring on his hand, and said, "What did you see? Such an expression?"

Hearing Chuya Nakahara's voice, Osamu Dazai raised his head from the computer. He wanted to say something, but when he looked at Chuya Nakahara's face, he unexpectedly discovered that he actually didn't know how to talk to Chuya Nakahara. Tell about the world as he sees it.

The more he grows up, the more transparent this world is before his eyes. He knows that there are some big cracks in this world, and these cracks constitute the reason why he can't save Zhongya Zhongya from death.

Until today, the world was completely shattered in front of him.

The gap between time and space is getting bigger and bigger, slowly, people from other worlds are mixed in.

The port mafia has completely tracked down the origin of the killer. He is from a mafia in Italy. The mafia is famous. The subordinate who sent the telegram to Osamu Dazai carefully asked Osamu Dazai what to do.

Since the death of Mr. Mori, the Port Mafia has suffered internal and external troubles. Not only has there been external attacks, but the Port Mafia has also become intrigued and split into two parts. How can it fight the Mafia from Italy?

But in Osamu Dazai's memory, there is no such thing as the so-called mafia that existed in Italy. memories that belong to them.

This is the existence that completely collapsed Osamu Dazai's worldview.

Osamu Dazai, who has always regarded himself as a prophet, finally understood at this moment that their world is not a complete circle, but a barren ruin, on which someone wrote a beautiful fantasy.

And they live in the fantasy of this dream thinking that this is a whole world.

Until the intrusion of outsiders, until this beautiful fantasy is hammered and smashed in the eyes of sober people, the shattered glass fragments will only hurt the eyes of sober people

Osamu Dazai has been thinking about Verlaine's words, until now he seemed to suddenly understand what Verlaine meant.

What is the true appearance of the world.

Why would the Faun, who was so powerful as to create Verlaine, prefer to die? Could he really be unable to beat Arthur Rimbaud?impossible.

Then why did he die at the hands of Arthur Rimbaud?Is it because he is really incompetent, or is it a way for him to escape in this barren world?

With a heroic and huge death, tell the non-existent world master profoundly, I have died in your world, from now on, what will happen to me and the five senses of this world?

These thoughts kept intermingling in Osamu Dazai's mind, and Osamu Dazai couldn't help but started to have a headache. He looked at Chuya Nakahara's cheek and smiled with his lips drawn. He said, "I saw some things that surprised me. news, but it’s not too difficult to deal with.”

Saying so, Osamu Dazai slowly closed the laptop in his hand.

At the moment when the laptop was closed, there seemed to be a flash of thunder outside the window.

·

After dismissing Nakahara Chuya again, Osamu Dazai went to visit Verlaine for the first time after becoming the leader.

It was still the familiar basement. It had been five full years since Osamu Dazai saw Verlaine last time.

Osamu Dazai pushed open the door already covered with dilapidated moss, and slowly walked towards Verlaine with a dim yellow light, which illuminated the surrounding moss.

He saw the whole picture of Verlaine, he was like a beautiful doll locked in the basement, the old and luxurious robes were spread out on the floor, his long orange hair was braided into beautiful whips, time and setbacks did not grind his mind at all. Beauty, on the contrary, becomes more and more radiant with time.

Verlaine seemed to have expected the appearance of Dazai for a long time, he was not surprised at Dazai's arrival, he just turned his head to look at Dazai, the light in his beautiful blue eyes was flowing, he seemed to be moved Said: "You have a firmer mentality than I imagined, Dazai-kun."

Osamu Dazai didn't want to get any kind of comments from him. To him, Verlaine's comments sounded somewhat ironic. He took off the long cloak on his body, and he held the long black cloak in his arms. .

Osamu Dazai looked at Verlaine without any preconditions. He directly asked, "Did you see such a world?"

Verlaine laughed out loud, as if he had heard some very interesting question, and said softly: "What kind of world, do you mean this broken world that is almost torn apart?"

"Let me guess, what kind of state have you reached so far, Mr. Dazai?" Verlaine said it was a guess, but said without thinking, "It was because I watched my original plot line completely fall apart, and I was forced to embark on a path from the beginning to the end. The unimagined road, or..."

"Have you met someone from a different world?"

Sure enough, after hearing Verlaine's words, Osamu Dazai slowly let go of his heart that he had been holding up ever since he saw the text message. He walked up to Verlaine and said to Verlaine, "Tell me about your past. Someone you met."

Verlaine said, "Okay, Dazai-kun, where's your bargaining chip? You don't intend to just deal with me empty-handed, do you?"

Osamu Dazai said: "Someone from France came and said they were looking for a man named Arthur Rimbaud. The person looking for him should be his teacher."

"And after I knew his fate, I changed his fate." Osamu Dazai said, "Do you know what Arthur Rimbaud's original fate was?"

A slight ripple appeared on Verlaine's originally calm surface, and his eyes froze for a moment, but he didn't know it.

Osamu Dazai said: "It was originally discarded on the street and eaten by wild dogs. I buried Rimbaud in a cemetery not far from the port mafia."

Osamu Dazai's implication is that if you agree to trade with me, then I will hand over Rimbaud's body to his teacher.

Of course, Osamu Dazai didn't think that Verlaine would take over his request so directly. Besides, he also prepared a big gift for Verlaine.

However, the conditions are always given bit by bit, as if they are seducing prey.

But beyond Osamu Dazai's expectation, Verlaine agreed, but he put forward a condition: "I..."

With a calm face, Verlaine said, "Before that, I'm going to meet Arthur Rimbaud."

Osamu Dazai didn't have any meaning to this. Although he was a little surprised by this, Verlaine and Rimbaud had no direct relationship with him. He nodded and said, "Okay."

Verlaine added: "At that time, please prepare me a bouquet of flowers."

Dazai agreed. He looked at Verlaine and said, "You really are a strange human being."

"Obviously when he loved you to the point of madness, you were indifferent and killed him with your own hands."

"After his death, he acted like a hypocrite again." Dazai Osamu looked at him strangely, "Will such feelings give your broken heart a little peace?"

Verlaine said: "I am indeed a very strange person, and this does not give me peace of mind, because the moment I learned that Arthur Rimbaud had died, Verlaine had already died."

Verlaine did not tell Osamu Dazai about his past with Arthur Rimbaud in detail.

Arthur Rimbaud was not simply a guide on his path of practice, nor was the break between them simply because of that hat.

After the Faun died, Arthur Rimbaud introduced him to his teacher, and they became partners who could lean on each other.

But more intimate than their partners.

In Everlasting Quest, Arthur Rimbaud fell in love with him as a machine, and under everyone's persuasion, he pursued a very passionate pursuit of him.

At the refusal of Verlaine because I didn't know this world and I didn't want to get in touch with it, Arthur Rimbaud bestowed his name on Verlaine.

……

That's right, the former Verlaine's name was Arthur Rimbaud. It wasn't such an expensive name, and it even sounded a little rustic.

But the black-haired beauty who accepted the name Arthur Rimbaud did smile very affectionately at him. The black-haired beauty hugged him intimately and smiled happily, with a gentle smile on her usually indifferent eyebrows and eyes.

"I have a premonition, as if at this time, I really met you."

Needless to say, Verlaine looked at Dazai and said, "Didn't I already tell you the answer when we first met? Dazai-kun."

"The world is like a rotten apple."

"When increasing his borderline, gradually and continuously enlarge it, it will only expand a little bit, and then explode."

"There are only two ways to solve the story."

"Killing your obsession, from now on it's as if you haven't seen the end of this story, be his butcher dog, and live in chaos in this world."

"Or kill yourself."

Osamu Dazai didn't seem to be shocked by the news, since he heard the news for the first time, he has calmed down a lot, he looked at Verlaine, and said softly.

"But obviously, even if you killed yourself, you still haven't escaped this reincarnation, have you?"

"Death is the work of the weak. The wise should challenge fate."

"You, who are so similar to Chu, have survived to this day." Osamu Dazai casually lifted Verlaine's chin, stared into his blue eyes and said, "Atel Rimbaud must have paid a considerable price, right?"

"It's the hat that suppresses your body fluctuations."

"Or that scene that made you never forget him, engraved him into your blood... and died instead?"

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