Nakahara also couldn't figure out why Dazai Osamu was linked to fear of death. He was obviously the person who was least afraid of death, but he continued, wanting to ask some more questions.

Unfortunately, the next second, he was woken up.

Sunlight gently fell on Nakahara Chuya through the glass window of the port mafia chief's office. Nakahara Nakaya was woken up by his subordinates, and the subordinates who woke him up said to him gently: "Chief, if you feel If you feel tired, go back and rest for a while, you can continue to work here even if you don’t look at it for a while.”

The voice he said was very soft. This was when Zhong Yuanzhong was also abroad, and he had been following his deputy. Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at him in a daze, and then smiled reluctantly. He said: "It's okay, you Go out first."

The deputy looked at Nakahara Chuya worriedly, but he didn't force Nakahara Chuya. The deputy is always very caring, and Nakahara Chuya is also very grateful for the deputy's caring at this time, allowing him to stay alone after closing the door for a while.

Today's sunshine is very gentle, but Zhongyuan Zhongye felt a bit of coldness for no reason. He thought: Is that the real world?

Does the hypothesis of parallel time and space really exist in this world?Why did he feel such a familiar and familiar atmosphere?Why is everything in that world so clear?

If it is not a real world, then why did he dream of that place?

Is it because he started to miss Osamu Dazai?So I made up such a story to try to comfort myself?

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Zhong Yuanzhong didn't know, but he began to dream frequently. Sometimes, he could remember his dreams, and sometimes, he couldn't remember his dreams at all.

But after Osamu Dazai left, Nakahara, who rarely fell into a deep sleep, began to force himself, fell into a deep sleep, and embraced some thoughts that even he himself was not inadvertently clear, maybe...

Zhong Yuanzhong is just his own simple guess. He still wants to dream again. In the follow-up of that story, he wants to take a look at that world again, and wants to know why he in that world will die. Osamu Dazai will have something to do with fear of death.

Perhaps it was because of his obsessive thoughts, so soon after, Nakahara Zhong also dreamed about the story about that world again in a dream.

It's just different from the love and emptiness that day. When he arrived at that story, what he encountered was a gloomy rainy day.

The rain was so heavy that it almost drowned the world, and Zhongyuan Zhong also appeared next to the port mafia building.

Unlike the previous entity, this time he has no physical existence, so he seems to have entered no man's land, easily avoiding all the guards outside the port mafia, and walking towards the inside skillfully go.

He was surprised to find that the last time he came here, he should be 22 years old.

And this time, he should be 18 years old.

Because on the signboard of his office, the words "cadre substitute" were clearly hung, and he happened to become an official cadre of the port mafia in the following year.

But it was strange that someone took off his office sign and walked outside the Mafia. Zhong Yuanzhong also consciously felt that this was probably the node of the so-called story that the man in black told him.

So Zhong Yuanzhong subconsciously followed that person.

That person walked for a long time with an umbrella, from the Port Mafia to the west of Yokohama, just holding a black umbrella, and the rain fell on his umbrella like a torrent, but he didn't seem to notice it at all. In the same way, letting the rain wet his clothes, he just walked towards that step by step.

Zhongyuan Zhong has always followed behind him, following his steps.

It was only at the end that he discovered that this person's destination was a church.

And in the church, a very grand funeral is being held.

The host of the funeral is Chuya of the Central Plains.

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What does it feel like to attend your own funeral?

In the past, Nakahara was asked this question by Osamu Dazai. At that time, Nakahara only felt that Osamu Dazai really deserved a beating, and he never asked him what a normal person should ask him.

But today, Nakahara Chuya thought that he could probably answer Dazai Osamu's question.

What kind of experience is it?It's a wonderful feeling that people can't figure out at all.

Although Zhongya Zhongya heard about his death from the man in black before, but when the facts were repeated in front of him, he found that he was also shocked.

But his shock didn't work. The person who brought him here casually threw the signboard of his office into the trash can, and then lifted the black hood.

It was only then that Zhongyuan Zhongya discovered that the person he had been following was Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai still has some inexplicable innocence on his body, as if the baptism of the last step before becoming an adult, and Nakahara is also a little bit resistant to find that maybe his death is the death of Osamu Dazai. The final baptism of adulthood.

Osamu Dazai walked towards the grand funeral that was going on, wearing wet clothes that could almost drip water from his body.

There are people who are familiar with Nakahara, including Mr. Mori who has been away for a long time, Ozaki Koye and others...

They all stood at the front, looking sadly at the photo of Nakahara Chuya's passing away. Koye Ozaki, who was usually calm, even accidentally turned red eyes when looking at the photo of Nakahara Chuya, but she suppressed it. Very well, no one saw her losing her composure, but the red corners of her eyes revealed the fact that she had cried before.

When Osamu Dazai walked in, everyone's eyes fell on Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai raised his head, looked at everyone in the church, and said, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Everyone can come to Zhongye's funeral, but I can't, right?"

A person came up, and Nakahara Chuya had never seen him before, but Nakahara Zhong could also tell from his face that this person was a gentle person, and this person obviously knew Dazai Osamu, and he was facing Dazai Ji said: "That's not the case. Of course you can come, but... Dazai, haven't you noticed? Your mood is already very wrong."

At this time, Nakahara Chuya floated in front of Dazai Osamu, and saw the whole picture of Dazai Osamu.

He was dressed in pitch-black clothes, but his cheeks became paler and paler, as if he was a patient who had just recovered from a serious illness, but Osamu Dazai's eyes were not as haggard as a patient's, his eyes were as sharp as a Like a sword, there is a sharp aura mixed with the eyebrows and eyes, as if it will cut through all obstacles in the next second.

He said: "Did I do something wrong with my emotions, so that I couldn't even do the small thing of coming to Chuya's funeral? Oda Tsukuru."

The man he called Oda Tsukuru sighed distressedly, and said to him, "Then will you come with me? Let's stand aside and listen to the final speech."

Osamu Dazai's eyes moved slightly, he looked up at Odasaku, and then nodded his head invisibly.

Osamu Dazai's position was pushed to the far right, and he could clearly see the priest's expression when he was speaking.

At this time, no one could speak, but Nakahara who was standing beside Osamu Dazai could also hear Osamu Dazai's small words. He seemed to be saying something, and Nakahara couldn't help but get closer to him.

"Sure enough, Zhong is just an idiot. He is so powerful, but he doesn't know how to use his strength at all."

"If you knew that Chuya would die long ago, it would be too shameful to be killed by such a weak person? It would be better to be played to death by me. Just in a certain mission before, as long as I missed the appointment, Chuya will die."

"The person who promised me before that he would not end his own life hastily before mine is over is irresponsible. It's really bad."

Osamu Dazai's voice became lower and lower, from the very beginning of complaining to the end, it was as if he was muttering to himself, Nakahara who stayed beside him also heard his last words .

"Why did you say goodbye to everyone when you obviously died, but Wei Wei didn't want to say goodbye to me?"

Chuya Nakahara stood beside him and thought, this is really a good question, because I also want to know why Osamu Dazai arranged for everyone to retreat, and for everyone and even himself to arrange the final The ending, but did not tell him everything.

From beginning to end, he was the only one kept in the dark.

Is it because he doesn't need to say everything?Is it because he has always been excluded by Osamu Dazai?

Osamu Dazai didn't even say goodbye to me.

Zhong Yuanzhong also thought quietly.

This grand funeral was held very luxuriously and for a long time, so long that it almost lost the meaning of listening to it in the Central Plains, but Osamu Dazai stood there all the time, staring at it for a long time.

The rain outside the window kept falling for a long time, even in the Central Plains, I don't know whether it was Dazai Osamu who left first, or the rain outside the house stopped first.

All he knew was that after everyone had left, Osamu Dazai still hadn't left.

Osamu Dazai stood there as if he wanted to make up for the time before he didn't come.

Only sighed softly at the end: "I still haven't forgotten the day you died, Chuya."

"Obviously I'm standing right in front of your eyes, why do you say, why, I'm still dead?"

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我尝试明天完结,这就是最后的故事的末端了。感谢在2021-10-1404:51:43~2021-10-1506:00:27期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 sea in Kanagawa;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard

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