As a coser, I am revising the script every day

The place they went was the hillside where Osamu Dazai and Chuya Nakahara had been.

It was another night that was the same as before, but the two people getting along at this time were definitely different from the past.

Osamu Dazai leaned on the car and looked up at the starry sky. Tonight's starry sky gave him a lot of face. When he rarely went out for a trip, he generously gave him a large piece of bright and beautiful starry sky.

In Yokohama, which is currently developing rapidly, it is rare to see such a beautiful starry sky. Time passes slowly as before. Only the sound of the wind blows past Osamu Dazai’s ears. Osamu Dazai listened carefully and said: "The wind seems to be very gentle today."

Shui Jiangyi sat beside him, and he also looked up at the sky. He said, "The beginning of your sentence seems to mean, what kind of things do you want to talk to me about?"

"A lot has been laid out from the beginning when we were in the car."

Osamu Dazai said a little depressed: "Chuya, why do you always like to expose me like this?"

But after finishing speaking, Osamu Dazai smiled lightly: "Fortunately, I like it very much when you expose my character like this."

Shui Jiangyi rested his chin and said, "If I hadn't been waiting for you to talk to me, I would have thrown you out of the car when you told me those things in the car."

Osamu Dazai said: "Since you came to this world, I have been able to feel that Chuya seems to know all my thoughts from the beginning, as if he knew my fixed ending, and I want to reverse it. Like Chuya's death, reverse my death."

Shui Jiangyi was not surprised that Dazaizhi discovered this matter, because with Dazaizhi's ingenuity, he would find such a thing, Shui Jiangyi always thought it would be a matter of time, Shui Jiangyi said: "So you think this is Is it your illusion?"

Osamu Dazai shook his head: "If this matter is really pursued, it will not make much sense."

"I just need to know that whether it's true or not, Zhong Ye is here for me, that's all."

Shui Jiangyi clenched his hands tightly, and after listening to Osamu Dazai's words, he let go unconsciously, and said, "Is this matter very important to you?"

Why are you so obsessed with the fact that Zhongyuanzhong is also here for him?

When asking this sentence, Shui Jiangyi's mind unconsciously flashed the memory of Changfa Dazai in his mind. In the past between Nakahara Nakaya and Changfa Dazai, that Dazai once He asked Zhongyuan Zhongye again and again whether he wanted to go with him, and confirmed again and again whether Zhongyuan Zhongye was really willing to follow him.

There is also Dazai Osamu of this world, no matter whether he says he is Chuya of the Central Plains or not, he confirms wishfully that he is his own Chuya of the Central Plains.

Is the existence of Nakahara Chuya really such an important existence to Osamu Dazai?

It is so important that you have to treasure and treasure every time to confirm whether you really want to stay by my side.

Osamu Dazai nodded: "Yes, I think it is a very important matter."

After all, Osamu Dazai suddenly remembered something, and asked, "Didn't Osamu Dazai in Chuya's world tell Chuya all the reasons?"

……

Shui Jiangyi was silent for a while, then shook his head.

He didn't have time to talk to Dazai at all. Speaking of which, if you count the long-haired Dazai, there should be two ways to get along with Dazai in his memory. One is to follow Dazai's desperate follow-up. The whole world fights.

At that time, it must be the time when he and Osamu Dazai were the closest. Both of them drifted outside the world, as if they were being abandoned by this world, and then they really blended into this world, they were people who blended into the crowd, It's not a wild dog wandering between life and death. Unfortunately, the years are too long. Both he and Osamu Dazai always feel that it doesn't matter if we don't talk today. We still have an endless tomorrow.

One day, those words that are still not allowed to speak now, but one day in the future, they will speak to each other.

Shui Jiangyi thought, this thought was the same until Osamu Dazai opened the door belonging to the chief's office, and then he was caught off guard and completely changed his life.

One is with Osamu Dazai of this world. At that time, he had the attitude of doing the task completely, and left after finishing the task, without any more opportunities at all.

Shui Jiangyi said: "It seems that there has never been a topic to talk about these things."

They always seem to like to discuss some more everyday topics, not about the two people relying on each other, but about the world.

Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders and smiled: "I think I'm a very boring person, but I can't help it. In this world, it seems that besides talking to Zhongye well and trusting Zhongye very well, just find No one else."

Regardless of whether Osamu Dazai has alienated Nakahara Chuya or not, they have truly accompanied each other through the most difficult long night.

Whether Osamu Dazai and Nakahara are willing to admit it or not, they seem to be the existence with the deepest bond among the three lines, as if bound together by fate. The long night is so silent, and only the two of them are responsible for searching bright.

Shui Jiangyi said: "But I think, you haven't talked about similar topics with Zhongyuan Zhongye, have you?"

Osamu Dazai nodded: "It's always embarrassing to tell me this kind of thing? Especially, that person is Chuya."

Shui Jiangyi thought, he had really lived for a long time, so he could see everything, and he could hear Dazai Osamu say the word "sorry" to him, which made people feel emotional.

Shui Jiangyi said: "Then why did you tell me, am I not Zhongye of the Central Plains?"

Osamu Dazai replied straightly: "It's not like that, but to me, the two are completely different people."

Shui Jiangyi said: "Okay then, tell me your answer."

Osamu Dazai thought about it for a while, and summed up his argument. He said, "It's because Chuya seemed to be born as the opposite of me. He is obviously not a human being, but he desires to live more than anyone else." exist."

Dazai Osamu said: "It is obviously a fighting beast, and it has been hurt by many people, but it still trusts its companions."

"Sometimes, I really want to see what the world looks like in your eyes, and I feel that Chuya is really a stupid person who can't be more stupid, but I feel that if I have Chuya to accompany you If you are by my side, this ugly world should not become ugly in the true sense, at least when you are by your side."

"No matter how ugly the world is, you are also a fool."

When Osamu Dazai said this, his tone was extraordinarily gentle, as if he was about to pick a blooming flower.

And Shui Jiangyi raised his eyebrows and looked at him: "Although, I won't be moved when you say that, okay?"

Osamu Dazai nodded with a smile: "I didn't even want to be moved by Chuuya, after all Chuuya is just an idiot."

Shui Jiangyi said: "Maybe if you tell Chuya Zhongyuan in this world, you will get a good ending. After all, the person who experienced this world with you is him, not me. I don't have those things that belong to you two. memory."

Osamu Dazai held his chin and looked at Shui Jiangyi and said, "Is there really no one?"

Maybe there is, Shui Jiangyi lowered his head and thought, anyway, this body belongs to Chuya Nakahara, maybe there really is some memory about Osamu Dazai in his body, but he doesn't know it, and he doesn't know it. Did not intend to understand.

He said softly, "So, you still seem absolutely determined to die."

Osamu Dazai said: "Because of one thing I discovered, if I don't die, the mutations in this world will never disappear."

"As long as I live, no matter who, no matter where, there will always be various crises, but if I leave this world, these things will disappear naturally, and I never seem to feel that I will Die." Osamu Dazai said gently, "Maybe I will be like Chuya, not really die, but suddenly come to another world."

Shui Jiangyi said: "This is just an assumption you made."

Osamu Dazai said: "For me, as long as this hypothesis exists, it is something that can be tried."

Shui Jiangyi frowned and said, "Then why did you call me here? Is it because the scenery here is better? It is more suitable for you to say these words?"

Osamu Dazai shook his head, stood up, and walked towards the cliff: "No, but, suddenly, I want to be willful for a while."

Shui Jiangyi didn't understand his meaning at the first time, raised his eyes to look at Dazai Zhi, and kept the question in his mouth: "What do you mean..."

He watched Osamu Dazai fall off the cliff in front of him, and almost instantly, Shui Jiangyi ran directly towards the cliff.

Then the next second, the body soared into the air and fell rapidly downwards.

It was such a beautiful night.

As if supported by the moonlight, Osamu Dazai fell downwards, and Shui Jiangyi worked hard to reach his fingertips.

Dazai Osamu's fingertips were too cold, but fortunately, Mizue Yi's fingers were still hot, almost completely warming Dazai Osamu's fingertips.

Osamu Dazai, who had kept his eyes closed all the time, opened his eyes with a smile and said to Mizue Yi.

"Look, Chuya, you caught me again."

"Sure enough, it's best to be self-willed in front of Chuya, and you can trick Chuya every time."

Shui Jiangyi lowered his eyes and held Dazai Osamu's hand tightly.

Let the two of them land slowly and heavily in the wind.

He said, "Because, every time, every time, I try to catch you, heavy soul."

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