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He must be thinking too much.

Tang Anran lifted the quilt, lay flat on the pillow again, and examined herself in her heart with her eyes closed.

This is really impossible, how could Su Qingji fall in love with her?

She is Su Qingji, not an ordinary classmate from her school days, not the boss of Semimi who she met after her debut, although she has come into contact with Su Qingji in private, it will not make her forget how radiant and noble this woman is. Yan, this kind of image has nothing to do with liking yourself, okay?

Tang Anran frowned more and more, feeling more and more that this was really impossible.

"Ding ding ding——" three consecutive reminders on WeChat pulled her out of her thoughts. Tang Anran turned on her phone and found that it was Shen Sisi.

After her former manager handed her back to Chi Wen, she led an idol boy group under the arrangement of the company. Every day, she watched Moments busy with her feet not touching the ground, and ran around with nine newcomers, worrying. Like an old woman, the whole thing is no different from a trapeze.

Tang Anran didn't change her note, so [Master Shen] sent three consecutive WeChat messages:

[I just swiped to Weibo after being busy, what's going on?Someone hacked you?How about Tangtang, are you all right? 】

【Recently, I have been in Southeast Asia. The milk dog group has a meeting in Bangkok today, but I am exhausted. 】

【Which step have you and Mr. Su reached?Don't forget to call me when you have a wedding after it becomes legal next year! 】

The screen was a little bright, Tang Anran squinted her eyes, and saw the last sentence, she was very helpless, and typed with both hands:

【What step? ?I have nothing with her. 】

[Sister Wen is involved in the Weibo matter. I'm just a filming crew. What can I do with the usual smearing? I'm not a newcomer anymore. I'm in a good mood, so don't worry. 】

Shen Sisi: 【As long as you are fine, I am not afraid that you will get angry in a hurry, but wait a minute?What does nothing mean?What didn't happen between you and her...should have happened? ? ? 】

Tang Anran raised her forehead: [What should happen? Why do you think there is something wrong with her? 】

Shen Sisi asked back: [No? 】

Tang Anran was even more puzzled than she was: [Should there be? ? 】

Shen Sisi: [Hiss, she treats you like that, I thought? 】

There was a pause for a second, 【I think too much? 】

Tang Anran pursed her lips, and tapped her fingertips lightly: [I may have thought too much. 】

She couldn't fall asleep in the first place, and this time she didn't even feel sleepy at all. She simply sat up from the bed, grabbed a pillow and put it behind her, leaning on it.

Meditation: [? ?What do you mean you think too much? Is there something wrong with you two? 】

Tang Anran's mind is also in a mess now: 【It's not convenient for you right now, let me call you? 】

Shen Sisi replied in seconds: [It's convenient, I'm in a hotel room and there's no one around. 】

Tang Anran dialed the WeChat voice, "Hello, Sisi."

"What's the matter?" Shen Sisi heard that her tone was a little heavy, "Is there something on your mind?"

Tang Anran frowned when she heard her speak, "Why is your voice hoarse?"

"Cough," Shen Sisi cleared his throat, "Isn't it because I talk to the milk dog group every day, my voice is tired and hoarse, don't change the topic, let's talk about you first, what happened with Su Qingji?"

Holding a pillow in her arms, Tang Anran muttered softly, "We're fine."

Shen Sisi: "Then you are...?"

"Oh," Tang Anran sighed, rubbed his temples, and said helplessly, "I don't know, maybe the brain circuit is not normal today..."

"Ah?" Shen Sisi was confused, "No, I'm in the dark when you said that. You just said that you thought too much, what did you think?"

"I..." Tang Anran hugged the pillow tightly, resting her chin on it, said awkwardly, "I suspect...I suspect that she likes me...but after thinking about it, I don't think so. Maybe, so I must be thinking too much."

Shen Sisi: "Huh?" She heard Tang Anran finished speaking, and a few question marks popped up on her head, "Wait a minute, you say you two are fine, and then you suspect that she likes you, what's going on? "

Tang Anran was so asked that she almost fainted, "I, I can't tell..." She buried her head in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "You also know that I have never had any thoughts about feelings... ..so, maybe I-"

"I know, your love brain has fallen into the deep sea," Shen Sisi interrupted her self-doubt, "Well, if you trust me, tell me what happened between you and Su Qingji during the time you joined the group." ? If you suspect she likes you, it must be because of what happened to you, right?"

Tang Anran raised her head, "Look at what you said, I didn't have any friends at first, you are almost the person I know best in the industry for so many years, of course I trust you, otherwise why would I call you," she paused Paused, and continued: "Actually, it's all small things. She treats me...very nice, so nice that she's totally different from what I thought she was..."

She picked and talked about a few things: the fall in the dressing room, the accidental kiss during the audition, after these two hot searches came out, she was protected in various ways, before she didn't come to the third group, the massage at noon every day Yao, teasing her with peachy eyes and a smile from time to time, taking the initiative to take her to You Luo's concert, oh yes, and the inexplicable hug just now...

After talking non-stop, an hour passed in the blink of an eye. Tang Anran reached out for a glass of water and moistened her throat. The language description was very pale, and she felt that she couldn't express the feeling that Su Qingji brought her. It's really hard to imagine the kind of gentleness from the inside out that is completely opposite to Su Qingji's image without experiencing it personally.

Shen Sisi doesn't need to have such a fitting imagination. The few things Tang Anran said were enough to shock her. Tang Anran drank water, and she couldn't believe it, "Tangtang, the person you mentioned ....Is she really Su Qingji?"

After all, she is also a Xingzhou manager who has been in the entertainment circle for many years and has seen the big and small world. What Tang Anran said is completely different from what she knows about Su Qingji.

"It's her," Tang Anran did not hesitate, she moved her eyelashes, outlined the appearance of Su Qingji's eyebrows and eyes in her memory, and murmured, "It's very different, isn't it?"

Tang Anran leaned on the pure white goose down pillow, held up her mobile phone and said to herself, "I admit that I am a love insulator, and I even reject this kind of feelings, but I just don't want to Talking, it’s not that I’m out of my mind, I can feel that she is very good to me, besides, how should I put it, she is very gentle to me, neither cold nor fierce, completely different from what I have known her before. no the same...."

Shen Sisi still didn't say a word, Tang Anran turned around, unconsciously drew circles on the pillow with her fingers, and continued: "Nine out of ten people on Weibo are sure that I have a different relationship with her. They say I’m a mistress, some say I’m a canary, you can say everything, but the truth is that we have nothing, the only one who is close is probably because she said that she will accept me as a closed disciple? But I also feel the same. It’s no different. She taught me once in a lounge before, but it’s gone after that... I never thought about it at first, but I saw a comment on Weibo today, I just paid attention to whether she likes me, but when I think about it, I feel a little..."

Shen Sisi finally answered, "What's wrong? You can't make up your mind? Do you also feel that there is something wrong with her being nice to you?"

Tang Anran hesitantly replied in a low voice: "Mmm..."

Immediately, she took a breath, and said tightly, "But—"

Shen Sisi: "But what?"

Tang Anran expressed her negation just now: "But what about me is worthy of her liking? First of all, we haven't known each other for long, and secondly, I... I'm still so slow in terms of emotions, how can a slow person Could it attract others? Besides, Su Qingji is such an outstanding person?"

Speaking of this, she pinched the frowning eyebrows with her slender fingers, sighed, and spread her hands and said, "How can the stars in the sky pay attention to a sand that voluntarily buried itself?"

"Pfft," Shen Sisi was amused by her sudden metaphor, "Why don't you deserve her liking? I have been your manager for four years, and there are still few people chasing you? Sometimes attractiveness is not deliberately exuded, your personality , Your daily life is very attractive in the eyes of some people, the kind of attraction that makes no sense."

Tang Anran also understood what she meant, but she still emphasized, "But she is Su Qingji, not a college classmate, not a boss in the circle, she—"

"Eh? Wait?" Shen Sisi suddenly interrupted her, "College classmate? Has your college classmate ever chased you? Why didn't I know?"

Tang Anran's debut movie "Xiaohan Season" was filmed in her freshman year, but she was banned in her junior year, and Shen Sisi succeeded Chi Wen as her manager after that.Shen Sisi is Chi Wen's half-apprentice, young, only two years older than Tang Anran, and a new agent who has just entered the industry. After taking over Tang Anran, the relationship between the two is more like friends. She probably knows that Tang Anran was banned Tang Anran seldom mentioned it, and even when she occasionally mentioned something about that woman, it was all mentioned in one stroke. Shen Sisi knew that this was her psychological shadow, and never inquired about it. Pass.But Tang Anran and Tang Anran talked a lot about their college life. Now when Tang Anran said that her college classmates liked her, she was taken aback. Why was she hearing this for the first time?

"Eh..." Tang Anran didn't expect her to focus on this, and the topic changed a little suddenly, she paused, and said frankly: "It's nothing, just a classmate, a boy, confessed to me, and was I just declined..."

Shen Sisi's spirit of gossip came up, "Who? Are you in the circle now?" Tang Anran graduated from the acting department, and some of her classmates made their debuts or found other careers. If they were in the circle...she thought about it The male artists who are in the same class as Tang Anran are good and bad anyway.

Hearing this, Tang Anran's lips moved, "You... want to know?"

Shen Sisi couldn't wait, "Say."

"Cough," Tang Anran hesitated for a moment, "That...Xiao Nanfeng..."

"What?!" Shen Sisi let out a thunderous cry, "Xiao Nanfeng? He, isn't he the male lead of the "Jiang Shan Ji" you are filming now?"

Xiao Nanfeng made his debut as a child star. Although he is 23 like Tang Anran, he has debuted for 16 years. He is considered a senior since he was a child. From an eighty-year-old lady down to a seven-year-old girl, being able to get the role of the male lead in "Jiang Shan Ji" and cooperating with Su Qingji paved another solid brick for his acting path.

Tang Anran didn't care much, and said flatly: "Yeah, but I haven't met him yet. He doesn't have a role in the suburbs of Beijing. He should join the crew when the crew goes to Yunling Mountain in the next stage."

The Second Monk Shen Sisi couldn't figure it out, "No, why did he confess his love to you at that time, he is such a busy person, he doesn't often come to class, right? When did it happen?"

Tang Anran recalled, "The senior graduation work, we collaborated on a drama together. He was the heroine, and I was the heroine. At that time, we had a lot of contact. On the night after the graduation report, we had dinner to celebrate. I wanted to leave early. He chased me out and said He wanted to send me back to the dormitory, but he suddenly confessed his love on the way, and I was also very confused, so I refused on the spot."

The words from Shen Sisi's mouth popped out, "Are you two in contact now?"

Tang Anran directly denied, "No, I haven't contacted you for so many years after graduation."

Shen Sisi was taken aback, "Isn't it? People don't even ask during the holidays?" The most important thing in the entertainment circle is the network, not to mention the classmates, even those who graduated from the same school can get close, senior brother For all kinds of relationships like junior sisters, it is always good to have multiple acquaintances in this circle, maybe one way will be mixed.

Tang Anran smiled indifferently, "I don't even have his contact information, how can I say hello?"

"Huh? Why? Is it blacklisted?" The kind who never see each other after failing to confess?

Tang Anran explained: "He told me later that night that he was very embarrassed, that he was a little impulsive after drinking, and I said that if he was embarrassed, then delete each other..."

"Huh?" Shen Sisi was also convinced by such a neat operation, "Then delete it?"

"Well," Tang Anran took it for granted, "I deleted him first."

Shen Sisi was at a loss for words for a while, "You are really very resistant to feelings...I wish I could delete them quickly, but it's okay..."

Tang Anran didn't speak.Xiao Nanfeng is a very nice person, polite and gentleman, and it is okay to be an ordinary classmate if you can't confess, but because at that time...she had just experienced the incident with that woman, and she was extremely resistant to the word "like", He couldn't avoid it, the moon was dark and the wind was high, Xiao Nanfeng pressed her shoulders and confessed that he liked her. Tang Anran felt only horror at that time, and boundless fear rose from the bottom of his heart, so he refused very mercilessly. Turn around and leave, very anxious.

This made Xiao Nanfeng not embarrassed.

Shen Sisi clicked his tongue, "I really didn't expect that Xiao Nanfeng actually liked you, good guy, you guys are going to be filming in the same crew soon, this time it's very exciting."

Tang Anran was puzzled, "It's all over, what's so exciting?"

Shen Sisi pressed the button, returned to the topic, and analyzed to her: "I will explain to you later, let's get back to business first, aren't you concerned about whether Su Qingji likes you? Actually, from my point of view. , Her performance should mean that she likes you, but after all, I am not the person involved, and only you know the specific situation, this is all my inference."

"I—" Tang Anran wanted to interject, but Shen Sisi interrupted, "Don't worry, just listen to me."

"Actually, you don't want to believe it. It's normal to think it's impossible. After all, in our eyes, Su Qingji's status in the industry is absolutely high. It's not too much to say that he is a god, but you don't have confidence in yourself. No matter how noble, cold, glamorous and radiant she is, she is also a human being, no different from everyone who has liked you before, but with different identities. Others can be attracted by your outstanding qualities, why is it impossible for Su Qingji, said At this point, I’m going to give you a nod, Tangtang, you are really good, don’t be unconfident because of the past, those four years of suppression were not because of your inability, but because of the darkness in this circle, you exploded when you debuted , is enough to prove that you have capital and strength."

Shen Sisi became more and more anxious, "Tell me what's wrong with you. You want to have a good face and a figure. Even Su Qingji agrees with your acting skills. You have a good and gentle personality, and you are also strong and independent. Why can't Su Qingji?" Fall in love with such an excellent you?"

Tang Anran quickly interrupted her, "Oh, it's alright, don't boast." She touched her face, her tone helpless, "I'm pretty good, but who in the entertainment industry can't be tall? There are many more good-looking people, better-looking than me, with a good figure, lively and lovable personality, sweet mouth, and like Su Qingji, I don’t know how many people there are in line, she didn’t even like those people, how could it be possible Like me? The reality is not Cinderella's fairy tale, besides, if she likes me, she should treat me step by step, but since we met, she has been very kind to me. "

Speaking of this, she slowed down, took a steady breath, and finally came to a conclusion, "So I think...Ms. Su should just appreciate me, plus I feel sorry for my past experience, from the beginning to the end It’s all the same now, so she’s always been nice to me, otherwise, she wouldn’t have fallen in love with me the first time she saw me, right?” Tang Anran felt unbelievable when she said that, “Su Qingji, the international actress, is right I am a little transparent and fell in love at first sight? How could such a thing happen?" She shook her head, and finally denied that Su Qingji liked her, "It's better to appreciate that my explanation makes sense."

"Look at you," Shen Sisi smiled at her, "When I first made the voice call, I still wondered whether he liked you or not, but now I have come to a conclusion in a few sentences, then you say that you think you are appreciative." What were you struggling with just now?"

Tang Anran: "..."

Shen Sisi: "Actually, to be honest, at first I thought she was thinking...that what you...after all, your meeting is very unusual. If you don't tell me in the hotel, you still..."

Tang Anran: "Which one is me?"

Shen Sisi: "Just... take care of me."

Tang Anran: "..."

Shen Sisi hurriedly said: "It's me who is dirty, mainly because of this kind of thing in the circle, it's too common, not to mention being courteous for nothing... Alas, anyway, I treat the belly of a movie queen with the heart of a villain, I repent, I apologize."

Her apology was not sincere at all, Tang Anran joked with her a few words, and then said after thinking deeply: "But, if you just admire you as you said, ask yourself, is it justified? No? Hard circle? I know your instinctive avoidance of feelings, but I still insist that she likes you. As for why she was so good to you in the first place, um... Actually, there is still a period of affection before liking Well, she has watched your "Xiaohan Season" before, and she has a preconceived liking for you, so it is possible to be nice to you at the beginning, and after getting in touch with you, her good impression gradually rises to liking, which is very natural. Think about it, has she treated you better and better from the beginning to now?"

Tang Anran fell silent, hugging a pillow in her arms, lying on her side on the bed, her beautiful eyebrows were knit together, her eyes were lost in the air, her expression was full of thoughts.

Shen Sisi waited a while for her to clear her mind before saying, "Didn't I just say that Xiao Nanfeng is the male lead, and that's exciting."

"Hmm...what's the matter?" Tang Anran replied absent-mindedly.

Shen Sisi analyzed: "From my understanding, Su Qingji should be a very protective person, and you can tell that he is so protective when it comes to Weibo hot searches. A protective person, her possessiveness should be Very strong, if she knows that Xiao Nanfeng has confessed to you, do you think she will react very much? Anyway, I don't know if Xiao Nanfeng will still have an old love for you, but if he dares to fall under Mrs. Su's nose When the time comes to make troubles, you can just watch her reaction, you don't need to guess, if she is jealous or angry with Xiao Nanfeng, then she must like you, and she didn't run away."

"Um...no, Sisi," Tang Anran laughed out loud, "Your premise is very problematic. Why does Xiao Nanfeng still have an old love for me?"

"Oh," Shen Sisi hated iron for steel, "Why are you so serious? I'm just making an analogy. Anyway, she is jealous. Do you understand? If she is jealous of you and others, don't care about the south wind, the west wind or the north wind. , must be jealous because I like you."

"..." Tang Anran was silent for a while, her eyelashes trembled, and she sighed, "Okay, I probably understand."

Shen Sisi: "What's your tone, why do you sound so sad?"

Tang Anran slid into the quilt, covered her head, organized her words several times, and said sullenly: "You said that if she really likes me...then what should I do..."

"Pfft——" Shen Sisi had just drank some water to moisten her already hoarse voice, and when she heard the words, she sprayed out the water. She wiped her mouth and said without hesitation, "What should I do? Then go ahead." That's Su Qingji! That's the woman that so many people dream of, her body can circle the world twice, and it's annoying to be liked by such a stunner, I guess you're the only one in the whole world."

Tang Anran was speechless again.

Shen Sisi returned to seriousness, "Don't you think so much, just let it be, we still have to look forward to beautiful things, right? What if she is the one who can make you free from emotional fear?"

Tang Anran closed her eyes, and she vaguely recalled Su Qing's gentle appearance with peach blossoms in her eyes.

Do your best to calm your mind a little bit.

"She is so unique, the feeling she brings to you should be different from others." Shen Sisi slowed down and called out, "Tangtang."

"Huh?" Tang Anran replied without opening her eyes.

Shen Sisi said in an old-fashioned tone, "I know that you resist and even fear feelings deep down for many reasons, but I sincerely hope that you can open your heart and give yourself a chance, whether she is Su Qing Ji, or someone else. We have known each other for so many years, I really hope that you can completely get rid of the haze step by step, and reap your own happiness and joy."

Tang Anran opened her eyes, got out of the quilt, her face was slightly worried and confused, and her tone was also hesitant, "I... don't know if I can..."

Shen Sisi comforted her, "Don't think too much, just take a step and see."