no one knows i love you

Facts have proved that people will have many hallucinations when they are on the verge of death.

Those voices were all hallucinations.

"The doctor said that if you are a few minutes late, you may be sent directly to the morgue." Guan Xi sat beside the hospital bed, peeling apples for Lin Yan in a dignified manner. She lowered her head, her black hair covering the red and swollen eye circles, " Depression, staying up late, emotional ups and downs, your heart can't stand your toss, if it develops into cardiomyopathy, there is a risk of heart failure and sudden death at any time."

I don't know if it's because of a good night's sleep, but Lin Yan didn't feel as tired as before, but there was always a boulder hanging in his heart, he panicked and couldn't relax.

With a pale face, he looked at Guan Qian and said eagerly, "Guan Qian, go back to Australia, I can do it here alone."

Guan Qian paused, closed her eyes, and said with a smile: "Lin Xiaoyan, aren't you? It's just a few photos. How could it scare you into such a state? As for?"

"Guan Qian... I can't sleep well these days." Lin Yan clenched his fists and said sadly, "As long as I close my eyes, I will see Han Jianbin's face, and I will remember every word he said. It lingers in my ears repeatedly, but it’s just a common chat. No matter how I tell myself it’s nothing to be afraid of, I’m just scared. I don’t understand why I’m so scared that I can’t sleep, but now I finally know that these days I What are you afraid of..."

Lin Yan's face was gloomy, and he said in a difficult voice: "Guan Qian, I...in fact, I am not afraid of anything, but only you, I can't take risks with you, I only have you now—"

Guan Qian couldn't listen anymore, "I became your burden, didn't I?" Guan Qian tightly held the fruit knife in her hand, her breath was choked in her chest, and there were tears in her eyes, "I made you become This is what it looks like now, isn't it? But—have you ever thought about it, isn't it just in his favor to do this?"

She took a deep breath and said, "This time, a few photos can send me abroad, and a few threats after that will scare you from making any more moves, but why are we so afraid? We haven't prepared the worst Are you planning to, so what if we all go to accompany Sister? Lin Yan... Our opponent is so powerful, unscrupulous and has no bottom line. If we are so weak and look forward and backward, we are doomed to fail. He is ruthless, we must Only by being more ruthless than him can we defeat him, sister will definitely help us."

Lin Yan opened his mouth, thinking of Ajie, his heart ached.

Guan Qian raised her head and looked at him with tears streaming down her face: "Lin Yan - don't be afraid, okay? Seeing you like this, I will feel that I am a sinner... I will definitely protect myself, I will not let myself Die before you, believe me, it's just a few photos, we can't just collapse like this, what is he, why?"

Lin Yan wanted to refute, but couldn't find the right words for a while, and was sweating profusely, so he could only hold his chest and look at Guan Qian anxiously.

Guan Qian stood up anxiously: "What's the matter with you? Lin Xiaoyan, you can't do this...Aren't you cheating? No one like you—" After speaking, Guan Qian was already crying.

Just as the two were arguing, there was a knock on the door of the luxury intensive care unit.

The person who came was Lin Yan's neighbor. Many stars lived in their villa complex. This neighbor was a popular singer. Lin Yan was not easy to make friends. The two of them only met and greeted each other.

Lin Yan was very surprised when he saw Fu Jing holding a bouquet and fruit basket. He didn't expect the other party to come to see him.

"Thanks to Mr. Fu, he gave you first aid and sent you to the hospital." Guan Qian wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and explained, "I was beyond my reach at the time, so you have to thank him very much."

Lin Yan looked at the other party, with a smile on his face: "I'm causing you trouble." Naturally, Lin Yan couldn't neglect the savior.

"You don't need to get up, you'd better lie down, it's easy to do, needless to say it's so serious." Fu Jing raised her hand to prevent Lin Yan from getting up, "A distant relative is not as good as a close neighbor, so it's appropriate to take care of it."

Guan Xi helped Lin Yan sit up, and propped up the pillow for him: "You guys talk, I'll go out to buy food." It's too embarrassing for the handsome guy to see the embarrassment, she wants to go out and wash her face.

As soon as Guan Qian left, Lin Yan felt a little embarrassed, he was not familiar with him at first, he thought he looked like this now, he looked really embarrassed.

"I'm really sorry. I'll come to the door to thank you in person after I'm discharged from the hospital." Lin Yan held back for a long time before he came up with such a decent sentence. He is not very good at expressing kindness to people he doesn't know well.

In the light sunlight, in the plain white ward, Lin Yan lowered his head slightly, his black hair hung down his forehead, his wing-like eyelashes cast a row of light and shadow on his cheeks, and a section of smooth and fair skin was exposed on his neck.

The young man smiled: "We really need to move around a bit more usually. Fortunately, you have my mobile phone number. Otherwise, today will be really troublesome."

what?

Lin Yan was taken aback, where did he get Fu Jing's phone number.

Fu Jing looked at him with doubts on his face: "What's the matter, your girlfriend called me for help at that time, and I wondered how she had my mobile phone number, but later she said that you gave it to me, and it happened that she was still my phone number. fans, so she kept it secretly."

Lin Yan's face turned red and pale when he heard Guan Qian's nonsense, your mobile phone number must have been hacked by this girl, let alone the mobile phone number, if she wanted, she would know all the pornographic movies on your computer.

"You misunderstood, she is not my girlfriend, we are very good friends." Lin Yan explained, "I also forgot when I saved your mobile phone number, Guan Qian probably read it when I didn't know , She really likes chasing stars, I hope she doesn't bother you." After such a big pot, I can only find a way to make it up by myself.

"That's it - I saw that she was so anxious at the time, she even knew about your recent insomnia, medical history, and drug allergies, and thought you were boyfriend and girlfriend." Fu Jing smiled and said, "To be fair, let's exchange mobile phones No, if something happens to me in the future, I can call you, I live by myself, and I was a little scared to see you in such a dangerous situation today." He didn't continue to ask how Lin Yan knew his mobile phone number.

Lin Yan reported his mobile phone number to the other party, and immediately heard his mobile phone ringing, and quickly covered the screen with the palm of his hand: "I hope that one day it won't be useful, and you should pay more attention to your body at ordinary times." The benefactor, Lin Yan felt very comfortable communicating with the other party, probably a person with a high emotional intelligence.

Fu Jing looked at his hand clasping the phone, beautiful and slender fingers, as white as onions, and he smiled softly and said: "If you have insomnia, you can drink some sleep-promoting drinks before going to bed. You really need to pay more attention. Traveling Variety shows still need a healthy body, I feel that the lady just now is very suitable to participate in the show with you, and they understand each other to such a degree that it fits the theme very well, but unfortunately the show crew doesn’t like amateurs.”

"Travel variety show? What travel variety show?" Lin Yan was stunned.

"You don't know? Could it be that the news I received was false?" Fu Jing frowned, "The program team told me that you and Han Ji would participate in this program, and they don't seem to need to lie to me, do you not participate?"

what?

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"Calm down, how can I get rid of my anger? If you are really afraid that I will get angry, you shouldn't be telling me about variety shows without telling me?" After Fu Jing left, Lin Yan immediately called Qiao Zhiqiang.

"What do you think, what do you think, why can't you ask me?" Lin Yan was so angry that his eyes lit up, and Qiao Zhiqiang's explanation could not calm his anger at all.

Or rather panic than anger.

"I...I don't like him very much." Lin Yan settled down, and argued with Qiao Zhiqiang on the phone, "You asked me to move around more and hug Han Ji's thigh, so why did I want to play with him?" ?”

Han Ji stood outside the door, his heavy heartbeat slowly calmed down after hearing Lin Yan's voice.

He closed his eyes and leaned against the wall outside the ward. Lin Yan's voice was clear and sweet, but his tone was raised in anger, and his ears were a little sharp.

"My previous thoughts do not represent my current thoughts. I am only responsible for my own words for three days. People's thoughts will change. I don't like him now, can't I?"

"You don't even think about the benefits of filming a variety show with Han Ji? No matter how good I perform in the show, I can't be better than him. In the end, it will only serve as a foil to him."

In order to persuade Qiao Zhiqiang to cancel the show, Lin Yan tried his best to talk nonsense: "Don't you know what kind of temper I am? What can be done with Han Ji other than setting off him? Why does the big actor want to be a young actor with you? Being on the show, isn’t it because you have seen this point? They are both agents, why is there such a big gap between you and Yu Mei, can’t you think about it before making a decision?”

"How do you know that people have no scheming, you are obviously being deceived—"

"Lin Yan..."

Lin Yan didn't finish his call, but was interrupted by Guan Qian who suddenly pushed the door open.

Lin Yan, who was standing at the window, turned around, and saw Han Ji behind Guan Qian at a glance.

He stood there blankly, his mind went blank for a moment, and then various conjectures flooded in——

How much has Han Ji heard?

He remembered that the door was closed, did Fu Jing close it when he left?

At that time, he was too anxious to confirm with Qiao Zhiqiang that he didn't pay attention.

The sound insulation of luxury wards should be good——

If you only heard the last sentence, it should be okay.

No one spoke, and the atmosphere was awkward for a while.

Guan Qian looked at the two of them and felt that she should go out for a stroll again.

Lin Xiaoyan is really the same as before, he can really cause trouble——

"You talk, I have something else to do." Before she left, she gave Lin Yan a self-seeking expression.

Lin Yan immediately understood the seriousness of the problem.

Things are still going for the worst.

Having learned the lesson from before, Guan Qian closed the door for them before leaving.

"How is your body now?" Han Ji's clear and low voice sounded in the ward.

Lin Yan only felt that his heartbeat, which had finally slowed down, started to lose its rhythm again. He secretly exhaled, and said with a smile: "It's all right now, and I can be discharged from the hospital after a little more observation."

The deluxe ward is spacious and bright, equipped with complete facilities, in addition to the TV refrigerator, there is also a special sofa seat for meeting guests.

Lin Yan didn't dare to look at Han Ji with a calm expression, handsome face, and warm eyes.

"You don't have to blame Qiao Zhiqiang, it was my idea to hide it from you." Han Ji's voice was soft, without a smile, and he sounded a little tired.

Lin Yan grabbed the teacup in his hand, closed his eyes in despair, and finally knew what it meant to be self-inflicted.

"You have always said that you want to travel and have a look around. I wanted to surprise you, so I took the initiative to talk about this show. I have been preparing for this for a long time, but I didn't expect you to..." Han Ji's The voice was always very soft, "Sorry, I caused you trouble."

Lin Yan's heart ached so badly, and he felt so guilty that he couldn't help but knelt down and confessed to Han Ji.

"I haven't taken over a resident variety show, and I really didn't think about it that much. I thought that if we were on the show together, we wouldn't have to endure the separation between the two places. At that time...our relationship was still very good." Han Ji lowered his head and smiled, and said slowly, " I didn't expect to become what I am now, and I don't know why you hate me so much." Some depressive disappointment could still be heard in the flat tone.

"Han Ji..." Lin Yan felt that Ling Chi was nothing more than that. What did he do? How could he hurt Han Ji so much?

"I didn't intend to keep pestering you, but I don't know what's wrong when I heard about your hospitalization. I couldn't control myself." Han Ji paused, then took a deep breath, looked at Lin Yan with a smile and said, " I know that you have always wanted to break up with me, but I have been hiding my ears and stealing the truth, unwilling to accept the reality, making you feel embarrassed, it is my fault."

"No...Han Ji, it's not your problem." Lin Yan choked his voice and shook his head desperately, "It's my fault, don't think so."

Han Ji was quiet for a while, and then smiled softly: "Actually, that's fine... Now I'll be the bad guy, Lin Yan... Let's break up."

"Han Ji..." Lin Yan's heart was sore, and all the strength in his body was used to prevent himself from grabbing the other party and begging the other party's forgiveness.

He misses Han Ji's embrace every day, his voice, his smell, and he still remembers the temperature of his skin when they touched each other.They were very happy at that time, even if they were just in the same space and breathing the same air, it would make him feel happy.

When he saw Han Ji just now, he knew how happy he was. Just looking at him made his heart overflow.

After Han Ji left, Lin Yan felt his heart was hollowed out.

When Guan Qian came back, she saw that he was dazed like a cabbage, with steam still hanging from the corners of his eyes, as if he had just finished crying.

"what happened?"

Lin Yan hugged Guan Qian suddenly, and cried loudly: "I broke up with Han Ji, it's too uncomfortable, Guan Qian, I'll just die."

Guan Qian: "...Didn't you break up a long time ago?" Why break up again?

"I'm not alive anymore. Without Han Ji, what does it mean for me to live? Woooooo..."

Guan Qian: "..."

It's really three years old and seeing the old, and it really is Lin Xiaoyan who likes to look for death and life.

"Cry, cry, after crying and taking medicine, the doctor told me to take you to see a psychiatrist. He said that you are not open-minded, angry, narrow-minded, and must have psychological problems."

……

The doctor prescribed some antidepressant drugs for Lin Yan, and asked him to exercise more and spend more time with friends.

Guan Qian quit her job logically and became Lin Yan's assistant.

What Guan Qian meant was that since you are not at ease, then put each other under the eyes of each other, and we can discuss things together.

I don't know whether it was the effect of the medicine or the care of friends, but Lin Yan's insomnia gradually improved.

Only a few days later, Lin Yan received a distress call from Sun Wei.

"Missing?" Lin Yan's heart sank again, "Didn't he tell you where he was going? How could such a big person disappear, let alone a star?"

"You don't know." Sun Wei sighed, "Before you suddenly ignored him, the boss was very anxious. He pushed back all the work and rushed back to find you, but he didn't expect you to break up with him. After that, he became depressed. Finally It was Sister Yu who forced him to see a psychiatrist."

"You said Han Ji..." Lin Yan's lips trembled and his face turned pale.

"Well, it seems to be called love frustration syndrome. Anyway, I just can't get up to do anything, and I feel that I have lost hope in life." Sun Wei looked at the people beside him while talking on the phone.

I saw Han Ji's long legs crossed, holding a pen in his bony hand, lying on the armchair with his eyes closed, the sun shone on half of his face, and against the background of alternating darkness, he outlined smooth facial lines .

"It was a little better at first. Who knew that you were hospitalized two days ago, and he went to see you, but when he came back... we don't know where he is now, so we can only call you."

Sun Wei thinks "love frustration syndrome" versus "unrequited love", it depends on who is more sickly.