no one knows i love you

Lin Yan had been deaf for a long time. After hearing the name Han Jianbin, Guan Qian's voice slowly disappeared in his ears.

The cool touch on his body made him wake up, only to realize that the milk in his hands had spilled all over the table.

"Lin Yan, Lin Yan? Are you still there? Is the signal bad? What's going on... Where did you go?" Guan Qian's voice came from the phone talking to herself.

"Guan Qian——" Lin Yan pulled out a tissue to wipe the table in a panic, with a fragile feeling of confusion all over her body.

"You are here, why didn't you speak just now?" Guan Qian breathed a sigh of relief.

"I..." Lin Yan's voice was choked, his thoughts became a little confused, and he was very flustered, "Guan Qian... Is it possible that you made a mistake, how can you be sure it's his..."

"Impossible, I just said that I have to tell you this matter in person. I can't explain it clearly. In fact, I locked Han Jianbin two days ago, but just to be on the safe side, I searched a lot of information. He must be right. You have to know that it was difficult to find a needle in a haystack before, but once the target is identified, it will be much easier to search." Guan Qian said with reason, "The company he invested in before, Coslight Shares, and your father have had a relationship in the past two years. Two cooperations, this is the direct reason why your father didn't pursue the cause of sister's death at the beginning. Luo Gaojun visited Rongyue Hotel every once in a while two years ago, and this hotel is Han Jianbin's property, and there is a floor dedicated to him The guest room, and Luo Gaojun stayed on that floor."

Lin Yan held the absorbent towel, looked at the bare table, his face became gray: "No... I mean just in case..."

"What's the matter with you, Lin Yan?" Guan Qian's doubtful voice came over, "Shouldn't you be happy that the person has been found? Although it is a bit tricky, we have overcome so many difficulties before, so there is nothing to be afraid of, Ah Sister can't die in vain, we have worked hard for two years, do you mean to give up?"

Lin Yan paused, staring blankly at the dining table in front of him, as if out of focus, and murmured: "...No."

"But what's wrong with you? Your voice sounds like you've lost your soul. Didn't you quarrel with Han Ji? Didn't you just say you're fine? Han Ji should..." Guan Qian's heart tightened suddenly, a ridiculous A guess suddenly flooded into her mind, and she quickly rejected her guess, how could it be such a coincidence.

Lin Yan closed his eyes, his heart seemed to be controlled. He took a deep breath and said, "Han Jianbin is Han Ji's father."

"This...how could..." Guan Qian was completely stunned.

Lin Yan stared dimly at the milk glass in front of him, took a slow breath, and said lightly: "Guan Qian, you said, I will meet someone I like, and I will be happy..."

"Lin Yan..." Guan Qian didn't know what to say.

"Do you know how much I like him?" Lin Yan's voice was difficult, sharp pain rose in his eyes, "You must not know, if you knew, you wouldn't joke with me like this."

Guan Qian took a deep breath and said, "Lin Yan, I know you're sad, but you should understand what we should do first, and you shouldn't act emotionally at this time."

Lin Yan didn't seem to hear what Guan Qian said at all. He was trapped in his own collapsed world and couldn't come out. He lowered his head and said in a trembling voice: "You don't know how happy I am these days, I feel like God Finally treat me kindly, every day is like stepping on the clouds, I have never been so happy, but you tell me now, I don't deserve it."

Guan Qian closed her eyes and said with a smile, "I'm not joking. We have been investigating for two years for this day, but if you want to quit, you can do it at any time. I will do it myself. You can talk about your love, no Someone will stop you."

The phone hangs up.

Lin Yan's breathing was choked in his chest, as if all the strength in his body had been drained, he raised his hands tremblingly, covering his face with both hands, finally unable to control his suppressed emotions.

He knew that the bright beam of light in his life was slowly moving away from him.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Yan stood up, raised his hand and wiped his face vigorously with his cuff, and then walked slowly into the studio.

He began to rummage around, picking out sketches without faces, and he wiped the warm liquid on his face as he searched, until he found all the paintings in the entire room.

Lin Yan closed his eyes, suppressed the sore emotions in his chest, and went downstairs with a stack of sketches.

The sun was shining outside, and Lin Yan was sitting on a stone in the yard, with a burning iron barrel in front of him.

With a pale face and drooping face, he threw the paintings in his hand one by one, watched and burned each one, as if he was holding a ceremony to bid farewell to his past feelings.

It seems that after burning these things, he will no longer like Han Ji, and the pain in his heart will disappear.

It's just that there is always a blunt knife sharpening his heart, digging away the pieces of flesh from his heart bit by bit, and the hollow pain is getting bigger and bigger.

After all the paintings were burnt, Lin Yan sat on the spot alone.

Not enough, far from enough, the uncomfortable emotion made his heart ache, Lin Yan stood up staggeringly, and turned back to the villa.

He rummaged through the toolbox to find the hammer, then went to the studio, looked at the semi-finished model on the workbench, and suddenly flashed back to the intimate image in his mind.

Lin Yan's hand holding the tool began to tremble slightly, and he covered his chest and began to gasp for breath, feeling uncomfortable, so oppressed that he couldn't breathe, and his forehead began to sweat.

The phone rang.

Lin Yan was sweating profusely. He breathed slowly, took out his mobile phone and answered the call.

He needs someone to talk to him about.

"Lin Yan, how is your rest?" Qiao Zhiqiang came from the phone with a flattering voice, "Do you think it's not interesting to take a vacation alone, and it's better to be fulfilled by work, right? Let me tell you, don't Forget it, the interview with the official media really can’t be postponed, I called you so many times yesterday, and you kept turning off the phone if you didn’t answer it, who can bear it..."

Qiao Zhiqiang talked a lot by himself, but Lin Yan didn't interrupt him. Listening to the voice on the other end of the phone, he felt that he had finally returned to the real world, and his shortness of breath and heartbeat gradually calmed down.

"Also, you know that high-end endorsement is really hard to talk about. If someone has intentions, it's not easy for us to take Joe. If you push him up, a good script will come. I know you were a little tired a few days ago, but you are always on vacation. It’s not a solution, right? If you don’t show your face for a few days as a celebrity, the popularity will go down, and if the resources can’t continue, then you’ll be overwhelmed. Let’s strike while the iron is hot and get some work, shall we?”

"That's right..." Lin Yan took a deep breath, wiped the water from the corners of his eyes, and said without any emotion, "Brother Qiang, help me to take on more work and fill up the recent schedule, I don't take vacations gone."

"Look at you, I'm angry again. How can I be so unreasonable? I will definitely let you combine work and rest. I will push away all the bad work. Don't worry, Brother Qiang won't make you tired. More money and less work If you are close to home, you will not be allowed to go to Haishi."

Lin Yan blinked indifferently. He bent over and picked up the hammer on the ground, and put it on the workbench. "I'm not angry. You're right. I really don't think it's interesting after two days of rest." He walked out of the studio , closed the door, and said, "I used to be too unprofessional, which made it difficult for Brother Qiang. I plan to hone my acting skills in the future. Acting teacher, please help me make an appointment..."

"What do you mean?" Qiao Zhiqiang was a little confused, but it's a good thing for his artists to make progress, and he was too slow, so he immediately said happily, "If you think so, I will always comfort you. I will send someone to pick you up in a while. You are waiting at home, the interview is in the afternoon..."

……

"Okay...you are busy."

Han Ji hung up the phone, there was no smile on his face, his brows were peaceful, and his black eyes were full of obscure emotions.

"Why, Lin Yan still ignores you?" Yu Mei gloated and sat on the rest stool in the dressing room.

Sun Wei came over, took two glasses of water and handed them to Han Ji and Yu Mei: "I feel that this oil and salt won't get in, and Brother Han can't be coaxed, or he won't answer the phone, and he will say he is busy, I don't know What's the matter, what does Sister Yu think about this?"

"What you asked me is simple. There is only one reason why I don't talk to men." Yu Mei held a water glass and put his legs on the stool opposite, and said slowly, "That's... the work is not good."

Sun Wei's expression froze, and he thought he shouldn't ask her, this is not a normal woman.

Han Ji was slightly stunned, and subconsciously thought of Lin Yan begging for mercy that day. He took a sip of water, looked at Yu Mei opposite, and his expression faded: "I don't want to joke with you. Today is over, except for the few things that were set before. Don’t take any more jobs for me.”

"You want to go back to Haishi?" Yu Mei put down his legs and quickly persuaded, "I just said don't waste your efforts, you won't talk for long, his temperament is only 3 minutes hot."

"You can't say that." Sun Wei said from the sidelines, "If you have something to do, you still have to make it clear in person. You don't know what's going on after guessing. You should go and ask. Lin Yan is so obsessed with Brother Han. At that time, maybe Brother Han doesn't have to do anything, just stand in front of him, and Lin Yan probably forgets all the unpleasant things."

"Shut up, you." Yu Mei looked at Sun Wei with dissatisfaction, "Where are you, if you keep eating like this, you won't want the bonus."

"Don't, I'm telling the truth...Lin Yan was quite angry at first, Brother Han was in a hurry to leave that day, and he couldn't make it happen that day, Brother Han didn't notice."

"Anything gets angry, is a big man so in love with his brain, can't he tell which is more important, work or private?"

The two were talking, and found that Han Ji on the other side picked up the phone at some point.

"Hello...I want to book two tickets from Wenxi to Haishi, as soon as possible...Well, the luxury class can..."

Yu Mei: "..."

……

After a busy day's work, it was already past two o'clock in the morning. As soon as he got in the car, Lin Yan's phone rang. Looking at the caller ID, he took a deep breath and pressed the connect button, but before he could say anything , the other side spoke first.

"Sorry, are you Guan Xi's friend?" A strange girl's voice came on the phone, "She seems to be drunk, can you come pick her up?"

Lin Yan was slightly stunned, and soon recognized Guan Qian's voice amidst the noisy phone calls.

"I wish you... Happy birthday... Go away, go away, has anyone seen my sister? Happy birthday, sister!"

Lin Yan froze in place, listening to Guan Qian's voice, his whole body seemed to disappear, and the tearing pain seemed to drown him alive.

Today is Sister's birthday, he forgot... In the past, he and Guan Qian would prepare gifts for Sister every year.

But Guan Qian still remembered, but he forgot.

"Sir?" The girl's voice on the phone awakened Lin Yan, "If it's really inconvenient for you, can you help inform her family?"

"Please give me the address, thank you..." Lin Yan's voice was very calm, he raised his watery face and reported the address to the driver in front of him.

When Guan Qian woke up, she found herself in an unfamiliar environment, but she soon discovered that this was Lin Yan's home.

She supported her heavy head, and found that her memory of last night was no longer continuous, and she couldn't remember how she appeared here.

She lifted the quilt and got out of bed barefoot.

It was just dawn when she was standing upstairs and saw Lin Yan sitting in the living room downstairs alone. He was wearing a silver-gray silk home pajamas, with thick black-rimmed glasses on his nose, different from the previous beautiful and delicate youthful look, At this time, Lin Yan looked clean and elegant, and he hadn't seen him for a while, and Lin Yan had matured a lot.

There was a laptop in front of him, a cup of coffee by his hand, and he tapped the edge of the computer with his fingers, wondering what he was thinking.

Guan Qian stared at it for a while, then went downstairs and sat down opposite Lin Yan.

Lin Yan looked up at her, adjusted his glasses on the bridge of his nose, and said, "There is a hangover drink in the refrigerator, take it yourself."

"No need." Guan Qian frowned, "Didn't you suffer from insomnia after drinking coffee? Didn't the doctor tell you that your body is intolerant and won't let you drink it?"

"Otherwise, I won't be able to sleep." Lin Yan rubbed his smooth chin, "I thought about it, the best breakthrough point is Luo Gaojun, but the current situation is that Luo Gaojun has taken all the blame for his crimes, he may feel that the sentence The chances of the death penalty are not high. There were two paid-for murders, but only one fatal accident. There is indeed room for fuss. I think I should go to meet Luo Gaojun and tell him the current trend of public opinion and how netizens are calling for his death penalty. It's very high, maybe it will make him let go."

Guan Qian hugged her chest, frowned and said: "It is necessary to meet, but I don't think you should expect too much. You can think that Han Jianbin must be more thoughtful than you, so I want to use this matter to pull him down. It's hard, and we need to start elsewhere."

She analyzed: "It is unlikely that they killed people just because they knew about the same-sex scandal. My sister must have known some other important information, so she was killed. I plan to start with his companies, especially Now Han Jianbin doesn't know that we have found him, and it may be easier to find him now that he is unprepared."

Lin Yan was silent for a while, took a breath, and said, "He knows...he's already prepared."

what?

Guan Qian was taken aback, and looked at Lin Yan.

"A few days ago, he went to the film crew to visit Han Ji's class, and I met him." Lin Yan smiled, and tears suddenly appeared in his eyes.

"He... what did he say?"

"He asked me..." Lin Yan lowered his head and laughed tremblingly, "He said that your siblings must have a good relationship—"

Lin Yan raised his head, his face was covered with tears, his shoulders trembled uncontrollably, as if recalling some horrible scene: "He asked me if our sibling relationship is good? How could he ask such a thing?"

"Lin Yan..." Guan Qian got up in a panic.

"Woo..." Lin Yan covered his face and sobbed vigorously, "How can there be such a person in this world? I can't sleep, I can't sleep at all, as soon as I close my eyes, that's what he asked me .”

Guan Qian walked over, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hand, and knelt down: "Lin Yan... this is just the beginning, don't let the enemy's words crush you, even if you die, we have to take off this person's mask completely come down."

It took Lin Yan some time to calm down. The two grew up together, and Guan Qian was always the stronger one, while Lin Yan was emotionally weaker.

Guan Qian took a deep breath and said, "Have you ever thought about the fact that you don't need to break up with Han Ji? I only found his ex-wife after searching so many information, but I didn't find out the father-son relationship between Han Ji and Han Jianbin. It can be seen that he For the protection of this son, this may be a breakthrough."

"Guan Qian..." Lin Yan put on the cleaned glasses again, and he said calmly, "Don't bring anyone who has nothing to do with you, as we have agreed before, the two of us will do this, and we will not involve other people. People, Han Jianbin and I are in a life-and-death relationship, but Han Ji is different, no matter how indifferent he is, Han Jianbin still has a certain weight to him, and it is impossible for me to be with him... Let it be."

Seeing his expression, Guan Qian asked hesitantly, "Then you have already broken up with him?"

Lin Yan's heart stabbed slightly, his fingers on the table curled up slightly, and he said in a calm tone, "He's coming back today, I'll make it clear to him face to face."

……

Sun Wei opened the door of the lounge and let Han Ji in: "Qiao Zhiqiang said that Lin Yan would come over after his acting class. I didn't expect this guy to know how to make progress. I thought he was going to hang around like this and hug him all the time. Brother Han's thigh."

Facing Han Ji's cool gaze, Sun Wei immediately changed the subject: "Brother Han, don't worry, Lin Yan is usually so clingy. When filming, his eyes will drift wherever you are, but his temper is also true. Not very good, I don’t look like a considerate person at first glance. It must be that you left too hastily last time, and he got angry and was playing petty temper. Now that you suddenly come back early, he must have jumped into your arms happily .”

Han Ji leaned against the table, with his left leg slightly bent, thinking of the last time we met, a smile that couldn't be concealed appeared on his lips.

"For a while, I'll go outside and watch. I'll tell you when Lin Yan finishes class, and then you call him." Sun Wei stood at the door, gesticulating while talking, "When he opens the door and sees you here, It must be a pleasant surprise, don’t look at the routine, but try it all.”

Sun Wei was talking, when suddenly the doorknob of the lounge turned twice, Lin Yan's voice came, he stood at the door, slightly opened, and because he was talking on the phone, his movements stopped there.

Is this an early dismissal?

Sun Wei's heart is broken, and he made a mistake in receiving the information. He is planning to do something bad.Brother Han will definitely attack him.

Sun Wei was in a hurry, and quickly pushed Han Ji into the inner room of the lounge.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Yan walked into the lounge. He moved back the chair in front of the mirror and sat down.

The two people inside couldn't see what he was doing, the room was very quiet, there was no sound at all.

Han Ji glanced at Sun Wei with displeasure, and wanted to step out, but Lin Yan's voice sounded in the stagnant air——

"Han Ji, let's break up."

Han Ji froze in place in astonishment. At first he thought Lin Yan was talking to himself, but later he heard clearly that Lin Yan was practicing against the air.

"Actually, what I like is the process of being secretly in love. After I get it, I don't feel much."

Lin Yan lowered his head, took a breath, and continued to say lightly: "I didn't expect you to be so easy to chase. I thought this deadline would be extended indefinitely. I will enjoy this process."

"But now, once the self-touching crush is gone, everything becomes dull... It seems that people call this unrequited love."

Lin Yan raised his head and looked at the mirror opposite, his exquisite face was expressionless, his eye circles were reddish, but his eyes were empty: "You may not understand, I always thought that I would love you for the rest of my life, I have already made it up to you to never Respond to my preparation, but you just gave me feedback."

"Now, all my feelings for you are gone, and I don't want to lie to you again, so—let's break up."

Everyone in Sun Wei was dumbfounded, and they froze in place, subconsciously looking at Han Ji's face.

Damn, Brother Han is going to be dumped.