early morning twilight

There will be a system prompt for high rewards. Jin Zhongshan leaned on the balcony railing of the hotel in the middle of the night and saw the message Si Ye left for him.

The summer wind arrived in the middle of the night, and it made my body feel cold, with a sense of tide not found on the plateau.

Siye was drunk, so whether he uttered the truth or babbled nonsense after drinking, it was impossible to talk to Siye tonight.

He wanted to hug someone to take a shower.

Si Ye couldn't even open his eyes, but he resisted very much.

He had no choice but to fetch water to clean Si Ye's face, hands and feet.

Si Ye has been telling him to go away in a daze, saying to let him go and not want him anymore.

Carrying Siye upstairs, he wanted to guard Siye.

But his presence seemed to make Si Ye very uneasy, he muttered and turned over all the time.

"Can I stay? Just watch you," he asked.

Si Ye shook his head.

"Then I go downstairs and stay?"

Si Ye still shook his head.

He wanted to touch Siye's cheek, but as soon as his fingertips touched, Siye shrank into the quilt, covering his entire face.

Even with the cool air conditioner in the room, you can’t realize it like this.

He sighed, "If I go back, will you sleep well?"

Si Ye buried it for a while, then nodded.

"Then I'm going back."

After saying this, Si Ye didn't move until he went downstairs.

The hotel was booked before coming to Chengdu.

He was the one who broke up last year, and he was the one who hurt Si Ye with "letting go".

He didn't think that he should live in Siye's house as soon as he arrived in Chengdu.

He thought a lot before leaving.

In fact, he started to think over and over since he drove to northern Xinjiang in early spring.

I want to get Si Ye back.

But what about after you get it back?

He didn't want to tie Siye to the barren plateau, and didn't want Siye to be busy with trivial life all day long.

But he and Si Ye are not the same kind of people.

He is like a heavy chain that will bind Si Ye tightly.

Just like the love of Gulan Ruzi, Jin Shuming will stay on the plateau forever.

He tried to let go of his hometown and walk towards Siye.

He can stay in Chengdu for Siye, or accompany Siye to a wider world.

But Shino was scared.

Last summer, Si Ye ran towards him so bravely.This year it was him who brought back that brave Siye.

But he is actually very confused.

In the past, he always looked at everything around him indifferently.

Looking up at the snow-capped mountains for a long time, people will think that the world is vast, life is just a flick of a finger, and personal joys and sorrows are no longer important.

But no matter how insignificant it is, it is still the life of a mortal.

He began to regret the loss and worry about the way ahead.

He fell from the snow mountain, from the white clouds, and from the eagle's wings.

For the first time, I felt that the eternal mountain is a mountain, and he is just him.

People should never forget that a small individual is also a complete life when feeling the vastness of the world.

All of this was given to him by Si Ye.

Si Ye painted such a colorless person with heavy ink and color.

He wants to regain Siye, even though he doesn't know what they will face after regaining it.

What he was sure of at this moment was that from the breakup to the present, he had not really let go of Si Ye for a moment.

Looking at the flashing reward reminder, Jin Chongshan let out a soft breath.

Didn't you say sleep well?

Why did I wake up again.

The next day, as soon as Si Ye arrived at the studio, Bai Xiaoye dragged him to look at the edited pictures and videos.

Under the golden sunset, Jin Chongshan was standing in the crowded streets of Taikoo Li wearing his Pamir Spring.

His brows were not stretched, and there was a very faint sense of confusion and sadness in his eyes.

The wildness and primitiveness far away from the hustle and bustle seem to come alive in Jin Zhongshan.

But because of this bewilderment, the sense of pulling the wildness into the city is vividly displayed.

Siye's Adam's apple couldn't help rolling.

This is Jin Chongshan who is different from last year when he modeled for him.

What Jin Chongshan revealed last year was divinity, but this year he showed mortal nature.

It's hard to say which one is better.But there is no doubt that Jin Zhongshan's temperament at this time is very suitable for this suit.

"Brother Ye! Brother Jin is too awesome! Look at his posture and eyes, William's melon is not worthy for Brother Jin to lick children (shoes)!"

Si Ye came back to his senses, "Yes."

"And Brother Jin knows photography! He asked a photographer to take some of the photos. Why do I think he is more professional than a photographer!"

Know photography?

Si Ye didn't remember that Jin Zhongshan could take pictures.

But Jin Chongshan did play with his camera, and also liked to take pictures of him, and suddenly broke into the picture when he was taking selfies.

Thinking of their first photo together, he, Xiao Yang, and Jin Chongshan.

There was a hint of gentleness in Si Ye's eyes.

"But brother Jin doesn't want money. I said yesterday that I would treat him to eat frog thias, but as soon as the frog came up, he saw that it was full of spicy peppers, and he was ran away by blackmail!"

Si Ye: "Scared away?"

"Yes, I ate three catties by myself, and packed four catties!"

Bai Xiaoye said while making gestures, "Brother Ye, Brother Jin doesn't want money, and he doesn't eat, I'm really sorry, why don't you ask him out for a meal after a long time."

Si Ye nodded, "Well, good."

Bai Xiaoye immediately behaved, "And Brother Waye, shouldn't you go to the store to have a look? You just came here yesterday, so it's not worth it!"

Si Ye pretended to be troubled, and got a headache from the noise, so he responded, "I'll go there this afternoon."

Jin Zhongshan sent Si Ye a WeChat message at noon:

[I will be in Chengdu for some time in the future, when you are free, let's meet up. ]

After breaking up, they did not block each other.

Si Ye is reluctant, Jin Zhongshan is not a temperament that will be blacked out at every turn.

But this is the first message in more than half a year.

Si Ye had a poor appetite, so he only drank a few sips of the soup specially brought by Sister Xing at noon.

Sister Xing originally wanted to ask him about Jin Chongshan, but seeing that he was preoccupied, she couldn't speak.

Si Ye didn't know how to answer.

In the utter chaos yesterday, he thought that Jin Chongshan would not have come for him.

But at this moment he understands that Jin Chongshan is here for him.

If he had just broken up, he would have been so happy to run to Jin Chongshan, but now his worries outweigh his joy.

He didn't understand last year, and felt that Jin Chongshan was too heartless.

But time has polished many details clearly.

Jin Chongshan has always been a person with a big heart.

Maybe when Jin Shuming told him that you want to protect this plateau, he got used to thinking for others in everything.

Has Jin Chongshan considered himself?

No.

When the eagle soars, it cannot see itself, but only the creatures it protects.

So Jin Chongshan chose the most suitable path for him.

He walked steadily on this road and became more and more successful.

Jin Chongshan appeared again, just to see how he was doing.

Maybe Jin Chongshan is also worried about whether the breakup has affected his life.

But what if you see it?

He didn't need such a reunion.

New news came again.

[let's talk. ]

Si Ye quickly turned the phone over and inserted his hands into his hair.

But soon, he took back the phone again.

[OK, I'll go to the store in the afternoon.Just find a place on Chunxi Road. ]

Bai Xiao ran to the flagship store without even eating lunch. There was an event today, and he planned to cut Si Ye into it.

Unexpectedly, before Siye came in the afternoon, Jin Chongshan arrived first.

"Brother Jin! Why are you here again?"

Jin Chongshan was dressed similarly to yesterday, but with a camera hanging on his shoulder, "Come and see."

"You also play photography? Let me just say, why did the photos you asked the photographer to take yesterday have so much feeling?"

"Take photos casually." Jin Chongshan looked into the store from time to time.

Bai Xiao also smiled, "Don't look! Brother Ye hasn't arrived yet, why don't you come and sit inside? I'm still a barista."

While Bai Xiaoye was making coffee, Jin Zhongshan visited the setting.

The models and other crew members arrived, and there was a lot of noise.

When Si Ye arrived, he didn't see Jin Chongshan.Seeing that Bai Xiaoye had just made coffee, he picked it up and took a sip.

"Brother Ye!" Bai Xiaoye shouted, "That's not for you!"

Si Ye smiled, "Your? Make another cup."

Jin Chongshan came in, and Bai Xiao also stammered: "Brother Jin, let Brother Ye drink your coffee."

Si Ye froze.

"It's okay." Jin Zhongshan said calmly, looking at Si Ye.

Si Ye looked away, "I might be busy for a while."

"Well. I'll wait for you."

As soon as Si Ye came, Bai Xiao didn't have time to make coffee for Jin Zhongshan, so he hurriedly took the boss to watch the process, stared at the filming, and secretly photographed Si Ye.

Normally, Siye would have discovered it long ago.

Bai Xiao also felt that the boss was absent-minded.

He has been in the "wilderness" for so long, Si Ye has always been efficient in doing things, and he rarely gets distracted.

Bai Xiao also confessed about the secret filming, and asked if he could find it in the video.

"Pick it up." Si Ye was especially talkative today, "I'll probably leave first."

Although Jin Chongshan did not participate in the work, he kept watching Si Ye.

When Si Ye came out of the store, he was already waiting on the side of the street, "What do you want to drink?"

"It's all right."

There are too many coffee shops and dessert shops with unique decorations in Taikoo Li, Chunxi Road.

Jin Chongshan stopped by the house, "Here?"

"it is good."

When ordering food, Jin Zhongshan has the final say.

Ask Siye, and Siye will only say yes.

It seems that they have become very strange, but they are not strangers of real strangers.

Two people who were once close enough to have each other return to the track of strangers, which is actually more embarrassing than strangers.

Jin Chongshan recalled that in the past, Si Ye always had many small requests.

Less sugar, more ice, too much lemon, more cream.

He missed Si Ye who acted coquettishly and asked him.

The drinks were placed on the table, and no one touched them.

Si Ye looked at the peaches in the cup, and Jin Zhongshan looked at him.

"I took you back last night, and we chatted for a while."

Si Ye still didn't raise his head, but his shoulders tensed slightly.

"Ah."

"You said that you have let me go, tell me to go, don't bother you again..."

Si Ye was startled, and finally looked directly at Jin Chongshan.

He actually said such a thing to Jin Chongshan.

Ye Hao, Ye Hao.

Drunk instead of sober he said all the nasty things.

Now that he repeats it again, it won't be too embarrassing.

"Yes." Si Ye straightened his back, "You said that time would make me let go. After breaking up for so long, I have already let go and started a new life."

Jin Chongshan's eyebrows and eyes were very serious, "I also said something to you yesterday. You are drunk, and I want to say it again when you are sober."

Siye's heart was beating loudly.

What did Jin Chongshan say to him?

What are you going to say to him now?

"Si Ye." Jin Zhongshan's voice was soft but firm, "But I can't let go. I can't let you go."

Si Ye's pupils remained motionless, as if the whole figure was frozen.

He just stared at Jin Zhongshan like this, and the emotions he had suppressed for half a year rushed to the top of his head, and then frozen under the protection of reason and self-injury.

For the first time since their reunion, he looked at Jin Chongshan without hesitation for a long time, with a calm and determined expression on his face.

"But I don't want to experience the same thing again."

"Brother Jin, it is impossible to pick up the feelings that one party has let go."

"We...we're still doing what we agreed to do last year, forget it."