early morning twilight

When Jin Chongshan came to pick Si Ye up, he and Xiao Yang were cleaning up the pots and pans in the yard.

Jin Chongshan beckoned, "Let's go."

Si Ye said goodbye to Xiao Yang, and walked from the orange light to the shadow of the courtyard gate, only to see Jin Chongshan still holding a coat.

Jin Chongshan threw his coat to him, and he put it on quickly, "Thank you brother."

The word Jin was missing, and Jin Chongshan glanced at him.

He did it on purpose.

Everyone is called Brother Jin, and he wanted to make it more special.

Brother Jin is closer than Brother Jin.

But when he shouted, he was a little apprehensive, not knowing how Jin Chongshan would react.

It should not be straightforward to tell him not to yell like that, but there may be resistance in the eyes.

But Jin Chongshan just looked at him indifferently, without his worried reaction.

Notice the changing salutation, and don't mind the sudden change.

Si Ye quietly shrugged his eyebrows, and followed behind Jin Zhongshan.

Now he has the urge to confess to Jin Zhongshan.

It is likely to be rejected, just like Aiyi.

But no matter what, it can relieve his excitement.

This feeling of being suspended in the air is too uncomfortable.

Xiao Yang said that Jin Chongshan took the guests very casually.

He was picked up at the checkpoint because Xiao Yang called for help.

But these days I've been taking him with me, is he always a little different in Jin Zhongshan's eyes?

Moreover, it is said that the Tajiks are simple and honest, and they don't need to close the door when they sleep at night. He is just walking in the village at night, and he doesn't need Jin Zhongshan to pick him up.

Jin Zhongshan is still here.

The more Si Ye thought about it, the more he swelled, and the words were already on his lips.

But at this time, he saw a villager on duty standing in front of him.

There are almost no street lights in the village. They walk this section of the road with the help of mobile phone flashlights.

Si Ye was thinking how hard it was for the villagers on duty to stand outside alone at such a late hour, and suddenly felt that the villager's posture was very strange.

"Ah, it's a dummy..."

He remembered that when he passed by during the day, he found a plastic villager at the intersection, wearing a uniform and holding a guide stick, which was relatively rough.

Si Ye's heart suddenly trembled.

Because at night, the chests, belts, and guide sticks of plastic villagers glow.

Even knowing that it is a dummy, seeing such a scene in the vast night, still can't help but make my heart beat faster.

"Don't look there when you get close, just look ahead and pretend you didn't see it." Jin Chongshan said.

Si Ye nodded, even more swollen.

Jin Chongshan knew that he would be afraid, and that he would turn his head curiously when he passed by, so he came to pick him up.

When he was about to approach the plastic villagers, Jin Chongshan walked to Siye's left to block the frequently flickering light.

They had already passed the plastic villagers, and Siye suddenly grabbed Jin Chongshan's wrist.

Jin Chongshan paused, but did not shake Si Ye away.

Si Ye's temptation succeeded, and the fire burned even hotter.

"Brother, today you asked me what else I dreamed about, but I didn't say it. Would you still listen to what I said now?"

In front of them is the courtyard where they live, and an orange lamp hangs on the stone table.

But the lights couldn't reach the yard, and they were shrouded in darkness.

The surroundings are too quiet, only the sound of the gurgling stream not far away can be heard.

Si Ye almost thought that he could not get the answer, so Jin Chongshan said: "Yes."

"I..." After the silence just now, Siye's courage seemed to have been poked out.

He hastily plugged the hole, flinching a little more appropriately.

"I dreamed that you were drinking a bowl of milk tea with cream in front of me."

Speaking of the last few words, his voice was already as light as a mosquito.

But he knew that Jin Chongshan must have heard it.

How could a smart person like Jin Chongshan fail to see through his hidden thoughts?

When he said it, he just put the hidden things under the light.

Jin Chongshan walked into the hospital first, then turned to look at Si Ye.

With his back to the light, the shadows made Jin Chongshan's nose more straight and his eyes deeper.

The gray blue turned into bottomless black, like a clear pool of water, reflecting Siye's appearance.

There was no surprise, no displeasure, just a slight frown between the brows.

Si Ye's palms were sweating, and his feet seemed to be stepping on red-hot coals.

He had no choice but to walk forward quickly, until he also came under the orange light in the courtyard, and walked in front of Jin Zhongshan.

He is 1.8 meters tall, and he never thought that one day, when he couldn't help but want to kiss someone, he would need to stand on tiptoe.

He seemed to be drawn by several invisible thin threads, holding the back of Jin Chongshan's neck with sweaty hands, raised his face, and touched Jin Chongshan's lips jerky.

He didn't dare to open his eyes, he didn't know what kind of eyes Jin Chongshan was using to look at him when he was offended to such an extent.

Then simply ignore it.

He drank a glass of Wusu, but what was more intoxicating than Wusu was Jin Chongshan's breath.

He was willing to go all out, and at this moment he only wanted to be the most vulgar one in people's eyes - falling in love with someone hastily and casually during the journey.

He has never been in a relationship, let alone kissed anyone. He thinks that kissing is very domineering, comparable to the bully in idol dramas who block beauties against the wall.

But in fact, he just stuck to Jin Chongshan's lips without any rules, pecked and rubbed again.

Suddenly, the breath spreading on his face became heavy, and the back of his head was clasped by a dry hand, unable to break free.

He opened his eyes suddenly, surprise and bewilderment flickering in his pupils.

Jin Chongshan lowered his eyelids, and the calmness in his eyes was slightly different from usual, like a wind blowing above a deep pool, blowing away the stars falling in the pool.

Si Ye's mind went blank for a moment, and he reacted slowly, Jin Chongshan was responding to his bluffing bully.

The night is deep, but the kiss is shallow.

The lights made all this unreal, but the warm heartbeat told Si Ye: No, this is real.

Jin Chongshan let go of him, his eyes fell on his face, and he looked very intently.

His cheeks were hot, and he didn't know what Jin Chongshan was thinking at this time.

They had known each other not long ago, but he already understood that Jin Chongshan had a temperament of saying less and doing more, and he could solve it with actions, so he didn't bother to state it.

So the kiss just now was an acceptance of his love?

I still remember the day when he first went to the Pamirs, he asked Jin Chongshan why Aiyi couldn't do it.

In addition to the different ethnic groups, Jin Zhongshan also said that because he didn't like it.

I don't like it, so be blunt.

I like it, even if it is only a little bit, so I condone his offense.

Si Ye's chest was hot and soft, and he couldn't help saying, "Brother..."

Jin Chongshan seemed to have finally observed enough, turned sideways, "The temperature is low at night, go into the house."

The houses in Thar Township are newly built, but they can only sleep on the stone kang when they live in herdsmen’s houses, and they make their own quilts and mattresses.

Si Ye didn't do anything, he couldn't seem to find a place to put his hands and feet, so he grabbed the mattress down before Jin Chongshan.

The stone kang is very long, and it is no problem for five people to sleep side by side.

He forcefully kissed her, and felt ashamed in hindsight. He placed the two mattresses at each end, and nervously piled up two quilts in the middle.

Jin Chongshan looked at it for a while, then took the two quilts away.

Si Ye knelt down on his mattress obediently, "Huh?"

I saw Jin Chongshan pulling the mattress towards him again, putting it together like yesterday.

"Jin, Brother Jin?"

"I've had milk tea with cream."

Si Ye's cheeks turned as red as an overheated stove, "I, ah, that...we..."

Jin Chongshan approached again and kissed his mouth, which was spitting out words in disorder.

He immediately quieted down.

After 3 minutes, he hurriedly jumped off the stone kang, "I'm going to wash my face!"

Hot water was poured on his face, Si Ye covered his forehead, desperately trying not to be so restless.

He can't think too much now, he kissed someone and said a lot, but then what?what to do

He hadn't thought about it at all.

He was set on fire by Xiao Yang, and Wusu helped him, so he hastily held his heart out.

Ready to be rejected, only not ready to be accepted.

Now he is like a scumbag who is about to take the final exam. Not to mention that he doesn't know the key points drawn by the teacher, he doesn't even know where to throw the pen and the admission ticket.

When Si Ye returned to the house, Jin Chongshan took the toiletries and went to the bathroom. The headlights had been turned off, leaving only one night light.

Si Ye got under the quilt, listening to the sound of water and his own heartbeat.

Jin Chongshan came out, pushed open the door, probably went to dry towels in the yard, and came back soon.

The night light also went out, and Si Ye felt the quilt around him move.

When the movement stopped, he whispered, "Brother."

"Ok?"

"Did I understand correctly? What did you mean when you kissed me just now?"

After a period of immeasurable silence, Jin Chongshan said, "Yes."

Si Ye tightly grasped his clothes under the quilt, "May I know what time it is?"

"……do not know?"

The answer was beyond Si Ye's expectation.

Can't, won't, don't know, such words seem to have nothing to do with Jin Chongshan forever.

He is the eagle of the Pamirs and the mountain god of Karakorum.

The eagle and the mountain god actually have something they don't know?

Si Ye moved towards Jin Zhongshan, the darkness made him bolder.

When he was about to meet Jin Chongshan, Jin Chongshan said, "What about you?"

"Me?" He thought for a while, pretending to be glib, "It should be love at first sight."

Even he himself didn't know the truth.

When Jin Chongshan took off his sunglasses, he was indeed attracted by those gray-blue eyes.

But does that count as love?

If there is no what happened later, it probably doesn't count.

But human emotions are so complicated and intertwined. Love at first sight may seem superficial, but if any link is missing, it will just stop at a glimpse.

Jin Chongshan smiled lightly, "The idioms you created are beautiful."

The question that weighed down Si Ye's heart resurfaced again.

When Jin Chongshan said "you", he clearly classified himself as a Tajik.

But Jin Chongshan has more Han characteristics, and when he speaks Mandarin, his pronunciation is even more standard than that of Sichuanese.

"You celebrate love at first sight and encounters on the go."

Jin Chongshan spoke very calmly, but Si Ye felt a sense of disappointment and disapproval, and sat up from under the quilt.

"Brother, did you misunderstand something?"

Jin Chongshan lay down and looked at him, it was rare for him to look down on Jin Chongshan.

From this angle, Jin Chongshan is not as omnipotent as usual.

"I'm not the kind of superficial luster, let alone trying to make a 'brigade gun'! I, I..."

He didn't know how to explain it.

He was indeed interested in sex, but not a frivolous one.

Jin Chongshan must have heard many confessions similar to him.In Jin Chongshan's eyes, his love at first sight may be no different from those who fall in love at first sight.

Jin Chongshan reached out from under the quilt and patted the back of his hand, "Well, I see."