Really can't fake

Yu Lang opened his mouth, and met Wei Jingchuan's eyes. Wei Jingchuan saw that he was always very focused, as if he wanted to fill his eyes with him.

Yu Lang wanted to say something, but there were footsteps on the stairs, and Song Wen came up with takeaway, so Yu Lang didn't say anything.

Song Wen put the food on the table, and skillfully opened the plastic bag: "I ordered rice noodles, three different flavors, choose yourself."

Wei Jingchuan paused the movie and said flatly, "I won't watch it."

Song Wen glanced at him.

"Let's chat, anyway, if you want to see it, I have it there too." Wei Jingchuan took apart the chopsticks and handed them to Yu Lang.

Song Wen nodded, and asked very homely: "Do you eat spicy food? I have very delicious chili sauce."

As he spoke, he got up again and went inside to get the chili sauce.

"Why didn't you watch it?" Yu Lang asked Wei Jingchuan in a low voice.

Wei Jingchuan pressed his mic and answered him: "Although you look cute when you're jealous, I don't want to make you unhappy."

Feeling hot, Yu Lang lowered his head to mix the powder, and explained in a low voice: "But I understand, I'm also an actor."

"You don't need to understand this kind of thing." Wei Jingchuan's tone became stubborn, "I won't accept movies with passionate scenes in the future, unless I shoot with you."

Because Wei Jingchuan's last words were a bit loud, Song Wen just heard them when he came out, and he let out a soft "tsk".

Yu Lang's face turned red all of a sudden, he regretted reading so many fanfictions of his own at this moment, just after Wei Jingchuan finished that sentence, he directly combined fanfictions to imagine the picture.

"Wei Jingchuan, you're really self-willed." Song Wen added hot sauce to his rice noodles, then looked at Yu Lang, and said with a smile, "Do you think he is sometimes self-righteous?"

"He always does what he thinks is for your own good, which is really similar to Chen Xuhan." Song Wen said in a chatty tone, "Of course, I have no position to evaluate the way you get along, it's just competition." Chuan, I don't think Yu Lang needs your overprotection."

Wei Jingchuan was silent for a short while. He put down his chopsticks, and seemed to have lost his appetite. He looked at Song Wen with a somewhat cold expression.

Yu Lang wanted to save the situation, so he stretched out his hand to pull Wei Jingchuan's arm. The moment Yu Lang's fingertips touched Wei Jingchuan, Wei Jingchuan said slowly, "You're right."

"Yu Lang, I'm sorry." Wei Jingchuan turned his face to look at Yu Lang, "Actually, I have always felt unreal, and I am often afraid of losing you. In fact, I know that you don't need my protection at all. Some of the things I said before are Won't it stress you out?"

Yu Lang smiled and shook his head: "Teacher Wei, although I have never been in a relationship before, from my parents' marriage, I know that a long-term relationship requires understanding and tolerance. So I think, if you feel insecure , I will find a way to give it to you, and I will also understand the way you treat me."

After Yu Lang finished speaking, he felt a little embarrassed: "Did I exaggerate?"

Wei Jingchuan shook his head, he leaned closer and kissed Yu Lang's forehead: "Thank you."

Song Wen looked at Wei Jingchuan with a look of "you see and I'll tell you", "So I told you at that time that you should ask Yu Lang directly, instead of making yourself so uncomfortable by thinking wildly."

"What do you mean?" Yu Lang asked a little strangely.

Song Wen was taken aback, and he asked Wei Jingchuan in embarrassment: "You never mentioned it to him..."

Wei Jingchuan sighed, obviously not wanting to mention it: "It's not necessary, it's all from the past, I don't care."

"Haha, you don't care about shit." Song Wen's voice softened, and he rolled his eyes lightly.

"What's the matter?" Yu Lang grabbed Wei Jingchuan's wrist, his tone became serious, "Jingchuan, just ask if you have anything."

Wei Jingchuan curled his fingers on the table: "When the filming of "Outside the Peony Pavilion" was almost finished, I missed you so much, I went to see you secretly."

What Wei Jingchuan was talking about happened three years ago, when Yu Lang and him were in the same city that day, the filming of "Outside the Peony Pavilion" was too hard, Wei Jingchuan was tormented by Chen Xuhan's soul and love back and forth, until he couldn't take it anymore and wanted to watch it secretly Take a look at the person you like the most.

At that time, Wei Jingchuan felt that Yu Lang was of great significance to him, it was a comfort and light when he was confused and suffering, and light was just something that he couldn't grasp.

Naturally, Yu Lang didn't know about this. People with their kind of work fly all over the world every year. He's been to that city too many times, and all of them are just running for announcements.

"And then?" Yu Lang asked after searching his memory to no avail.

"It's nothing." Wei Jingchuan didn't intend to tell the whole story.

"Wei Jingchuan!" Song Wen really convinced this person's character, and threatened, "If you don't tell me, I will."

"I saw you, I wanted to say hello, but I..." Wei Jingchuan's eyes became dark, he hated that day very much, and the memory of that day even became his nightmare for a while.

"But I found out that you have a lover, so I went back." Wei Jingchuan said quickly, "But I really don't care about it now, Yu Lang, I haven't asked you, I just don't want you to be upset."

Yu Lang looked at him a little confused: "But Teacher Wei... I've never been with anyone other than you."

Song Wen was the one who figured out the situation the fastest: "I'll go, this is a big misunderstanding."

"But you have other Alpha pheromones and marks on your body." Wei Jingchuan was also a little surprised, but he was used to being calm, and he didn't see anything on his face.

Yu Lang subconsciously touched the back of his neck. The mark Wei Jingchuan gave him a few days ago was still not healed, so he put a small plaster on it today.

"That was an accident..." Yu Lang said a little uncomfortably, the time was indeed correct, and Yu Lang continued to explain, "Three years ago, an Alpha who was forced into heat marked me as invalid."

Wei Jingchuan's expression suddenly became ugly.

"It's just an invalid mark on the back of the neck, and he was controlled later." Yu Lang bit his lip, "Sorry, it was an accident, so I didn't tell you."

Wei Jingchuan held Yu Lang's hand, frowned a little, and asked eagerly, "Does it hurt?"

"It definitely hurts, but it's bearable." Yu Lang said honestly.

Wei Jingchuan sighed: "I thought you had a lover, an Alpha lover."

"He was depressed after he came back." Song Wen said, "It turned out to be this kind of shock."

Yu Lang's expression became apologetic.

Wei Jingchuan took a sip of water in relief, and even smiled: "You don't know, I was going crazy with jealousy at that time."

That night, Wei Jingchuan quietly left the scene after thinking that Yu Lang already had a lover.

The city was crossed by the Yangtze River. Wei Jingchuan walked aimlessly along the river, curbing his desire to find out who that person was 58 times, because he knew that this matter was meaningless, and he did not It's time to do it.

Compared with him, there will be a more suitable person who can bring Yu Lang happiness.

Wei Jingchuan thought of his mother, and he also thought of Wei Huailin. Ever since he was a child, many people said that Wei Jingchuan was like Wei Huailin. This was like a curse. Wei Jingchuan didn't want to be like him, but he couldn't get rid of it.

Wei Jingchuan felt that he would never be able to love, because his mother died of so-called love.

That night Wei Jingchuan buried his love, but it made Chen Xuhan.

Because at the end of "Outside the Peony Pavilion", Chen Xuhan gave up on Song Wen. He asked Song Wen to come out and said to him: "We should all be normal."

That parting scene has been analyzed frame by frame by countless fans. Chen Xuhan turned around, the light in his eyes dimmed little by little. Wei Jingchuan's interpretation hardly changed his expression, but it made people feel the pain of despair.

Chen Xuhan returned to the so-called normal life, and was also submerged in the sea of ​​people.And Song Wen left the city, and the small rental room they shared for countless nights was razed due to urban planning.

Evidence of infidelity is wiped out, as is their love, and the final Easter egg of the film is a letter Song Wen never sent.

"I often feel that Chen Xuhan is a ridiculous dream of mine. In fact, I was ready to leave that year, and the house was due in two months. I imagined the scene where he came to me again but was in vain. I imagined Many times, he may sit on the sofa full of magazines and smoke a cigarette, he may look at the four-piece bed set we bought together in a daze, or he may be silent and give me a drop of stingy tears.

"I was intoxicated in this kind of imagination, and I was addicted to it, because the Chen Xuhan in my imagination would miss our shady love, which would prove that he loved me.

"In reality, Chen Xuhan, rational and calm, told me before I moved out that this is abnormal for us, so it should end.

"I think he's right.

"Later, I became a little bit famous. Someone wrote an interview with me. I almost blurted out his name, but I held back because I knew he could only be classified as a friend. This is too ridiculous. If decades later There are people who listen to my song and accidentally read this record. He will know that Chen Xuhan is my friend, best friend, and confidant. Our unrepentant love will be covered up by such lies and cherished in such a stupid way. I think I could throw up, so I swallowed his name hard again.

"That taste is really uncomfortable, like swallowing a stone and falling into the stomach, I know that I will not be able to digest it in my life."

Song Wen didn't know that Chen Xuhan had really shed tears while standing on this razed open space, just like he didn't know that Chen Xuhan finally got divorced, ate, slept and worked alone, and his goal in life was to wait, wait for someone or wait die.