Low fever

Mu Xinghai consciously coaxed people with the gentlest tone in his life, but he was still not sure whether Ruan Chen would agree, the probability was not high: "I heard that the xx observatory in country A is a famous spot for stargazing, isn't it? Let's go together, shall we?" ?”

Then I heard Ruan Chen say, "No need."

Mu Xinghai became uncontrollably agitated, and even had a physical reaction, feeling chest tightness and discomfort.

Then Ruan Chen said: "You don't need to pay, I can pay for it myself."

Mu Xinghai instantly became happy.

Ruan Chen said softly, "There's no need to go abroad to see it. I know there is a little-known good place."

Mu Xinghai repeatedly agreed: "Okay, okay."

Ruan Chen said with a little trouble: "Before then, let's not meet casually. The final exam is also coming. I hope you can get a good grade in the exam."

It sounds so cold and distant.

But he simply agreed to his invitation.

Mu Xinghai kept his promise this time.

I didn't come to see him until the winter vacation, but I would say good morning and evening to Ruan Chen every day, and occasionally study with him on mic, and instead of talking, just quietly listen to each other's voice of flipping and writing, or say some ordinary words, Ask Ruan Chen if there is any recommended movie, and discuss with him after watching it.

In this regard, Ruan Chen feels that Mu Xinghai agrees with him, and they always have similar movie perceptions.

As soon as the winter vacation is over, the students are basically gone.

Ruan Chen left only the next day.

Same as last time, early in the morning, before dawn, he came outside the side gate of the school, carried a suitcase and a big mountaineering bag, and boarded Mu Xinghai's car.

They drove to an ancient ethnic minority village in the mountainous area of ​​the province.

After getting off the expressway and entering the old road, the road becomes difficult to find and drive. The road up the mountain is twists and turns, with only the simplest protective fence. It feels like if one is not careful, he will fall into the abyss and be smashed to pieces.

Including the time lost, it took them seven or eight hours to reach their destination.

Ruan Chen said: "When I came here a few years ago, such a good road was not built. It is not easy for the villagers to go down the mountain. Now they can drive in."

Mu Xinghai's first impression of this village is that it is quiet, especially quiet.

When Ruan Chen came here, he seemed to be a different person and felt much more at ease.With his bag on his back, he walked up to an old lady dressed in minority clothes, squatted down, and asked softly where he could stay and eat.After asking, he smiled at the old woman and said thank you.

The old lady stood up, Ruan Chen turned around, and waved to Mu Xinghai: "The old lady said that her home is a homestay, we can go to live in her home."

Arrived at the old woman's house.

"One room or two?" she asked.

Mu Xinghai said: "We just need to live in one room."

Ruan Chen glanced at him, but did not deny his words. After the old woman left, he said, "It's not convenient to take a bath here."

Mu Xinghai blushed, looked at him, and said in a low voice, "Don't think of me as a lustful, erotic, crazy person...I want to be your lover."

They go to the room to rest.

Mu Xinghai called his parents in front of Ruan Chen to report that he was safe.

Ruan Chen listened from the sidelines, feeling envious. It's nice to be a child raised by parents, who cares about everything.

Mu Xinghai asked him: "Aren't you calling your parents?"

It's true that which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted, Ruan Chen just lay down in the bed, paused, and said depressedly: "My parents don't care."

Ruan Chen never mentioned his family affairs with others.

"Ah, I'm sorry." Mu Xinghai apologized and didn't continue to ask.

Ruan Chen spoke up by himself.

It's probably because I've been holding back for too long, and when I encountered an opportunity to confide, even though I knew it was inappropriate, I still couldn't help but speak out.

"I don't even know where to go for New Year's Eve..."

Turn off the lights.

There was no light in the room.

Mu Xinghai asked cautiously: "Divorced family?"

Ruan Chen: "No, I was sold to adoptive parents by my parents when I was a child, but the adoptive parents didn't care much about me after they had their own children, because some things are now very tense, and I walk around on both sides, but they are not very intimate. .”

He wanted to pay back the money to his biological parents, but his adoptive parents disagreed.

He himself knew that he was doing something stupid, but he wanted a home too much.No matter which family it is, as long as there is a family willing to want him.

Mu Xinghai didn't speak.

She just moved into his quilt without saying a word, and hugged him.

It's hot.

Ruan Chen doesn't think that anyone in the world can put himself in his place and feel his loneliness and confusion, but it is very good to be hugged at this time.

He chuckled inexplicably and said, "You smell like a car."

Mu Xinghai said: "I'm comforting you, don't you think I'm stinky?"

After a while, Mu Xinghai asked again: "Is it really smelly? Shall I wash it off?"

Ruan Chen: "It's not particularly smelly, I'm just a little sensitive to smell, I don't dislike you."

Mu Xinghai leaned over to sniff Ruan Chen's body, and Ruan Chen simply scrubbed it with warm water before going to bed.He couldn't smell anything, it seemed to have no smell, and it seemed to smell like Ruan Chen. It was hard to describe, it just felt clean, but when he smelled it, something was wrong again.

Obviously he wanted to make the relationship between them a step closer in spiritual love, but his body was always disobedient.

Mu Xinghai was embarrassed.

not moving at all.

He even recited the Buddhist scriptures in his heart, trying to get down with a clean mind and few desires.

Ruan Chen turned around in his arms, turned towards him, and asked, "What should we do now? Did you wear a condom?"

Mu Xinghai: "..."

He said with embarrassment: "Bring it."

Ruan Chen: "No."

Optional.

Mu Xinghai's heart was beating like a beating drum, and his face was burning hot: "You don't have to worry about it, I said that I want to fall in love with you, and I won't do anything to you today."

After finishing speaking, Mu Xinghai let go of his arms with difficulty, intending to return to another separate quilt.

Just one move.

Ruan Chen posted it immediately.

This was the first time Ruan Chen was so active towards him.

Mu Xinghai rolled his Adam's apple and asked, "Do you want to do it?"

Ruan Chen replied, "I don't want to."

Mu Xinghai was annoyed and anxious, so what does this mean?

Ruan Chen said, "But I want you to hug me."

Mu Xinghai had no choice but to continue hugging him.

It really feels like years.

Mu Xinghai counted seconds in his heart, he persisted for 2 minutes, and then he broke the power quickly.Now he vaguely understood why Ruan Chen didn't reject men.

Who can resist such a temptation?Ruan Chen's most fragile heartstrings were winding around his fingertips.

He can do whatever he wants with this man.

Ruan Chen said no, but he would definitely do everything.

He did not refuse.